Gregorian Bivolaru, a 71-year-old spiritual guide, was arrested in a massive police operation involving 175 officers. He was charged with human trafficking, organised kidnapping, rape, and abuse under French anti-cult laws. The operation targeted an international yoga movement affiliated with Atman, the International Federation of Yoga and Meditation, resulting in over 40 arrests, including Bivolaru.
Miranda felt relief because she believed she was safer with Bivolaru behind bars. However, she was concerned about the backlash from his devoted followers, who might blame and demonize her for his arrest. She feared the organization would continue to harm people unless its operations fundamentally changed.
The Tara Yoga Centre, a UK-based affiliate of the Atman Federation, promoted Bivolaru as a spiritual guide despite his fugitive status. Four women reported being approached by Tara Yoga teachers to visit Bivolaru for initiation rituals. Senior figures at Tara Yoga were recorded discussing their contact with Bivolaru, even arranging visits for members during his time in hiding.
Miranda described her initiation as traumatic, involving sexualized rituals. She was blindfolded, stripped of her passport, phone, and credit cards, and taken to a holding house. She was told participation in the rituals was optional, but refusal meant leaving and being excluded for the entire day. This experience left her deeply scarred.
Both organizations continued operations as usual. Tara Yoga released a statement claiming they knew no more than what was reported in the media. The Atman Federation, however, was more defensive, reproducing a statement from its Romanian affiliate that robustly denied the accusations and defended Bivolaru.
Miranda hoped visiting the holding house would provide closure by seeing it no longer operational and knowing no one else would suffer there. However, she was shocked to find someone still living in the house, which reignited her fears and anger about the ongoing influence of Bivolaru's followers.
Miranda symbolically released her trauma by throwing two necklaces into the Seine River in Paris. One necklace represented her initial search for Tantra, and the other was a prayer bead from her meditation practices. This act symbolized letting go of her painful past and moving forward.
Former members struggled to reclaim their identities after leaving Tara Yoga. Elise, a former member, described losing parts of herself while trying to fit into the group. Many experienced anger and difficulty moving on, with some having recurring dreams about the organization and its leaders.
The Charity Commission identified regulatory concerns in 2020 regarding Tara Yoga Centre's governance of safeguarding procedures. This followed evidence that senior figures at Tara had facilitated contact with Bivolaru and encouraged women to meet him for sexual initiations during his time as a fugitive.
Penny expressed admiration and pride for Miranda, acknowledging the difficulty of her experiences and her courage in speaking out. She supported Miranda's efforts to bring the truth to light and reclaim her power, emphasizing her unwavering support for her daughter.
Miranda returns to Paris after some surprising news about the guru Gregorian Bivolaru.
This episode contains sexual content, allegations of sexual exploitation and some strong language.
Host: Cat McShane Producers: Emma Weatherill and Cat McShane Sound design: Melvin Rickarby Production Coordinator: Juliette Harvey Unit Manager: Lucy Bannister Executive Producer: Innes Bowen Commissioning Editor: Dan Clarke Commissioning Executive: Tracy Williams