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“That feeling…honestly I will never forget it, just your heart dropping into your stomach…it’s unrea

Today we launch a new series of bonus content called “Happenings” with three stories of people facin

“Right in the center of your body there’s this lead heavy ball, and inside of it is an immediate und

“I could live with the nightmares. I could live with the panic attacks. But the thing that was teari

“You try to take off your skin to try to get rid of this voice, and it goes all the way down to the

“The idea that they had plucked me from this terrible life…and it was all going to be sunflowers and

“I had to go through having taken everything away from me to come to the conclusion that … you’ll co

“When somebody hurts you and then they’re like, ‘now you have to take care of him, you’re responsibl

“I had total grief and sadness and fear and also just disbelief that it happened. But it’s different

Today, I'm introducing the podcast What Was That Like, by Scott Johnson. Featuring real people in un

“I had this secret inside me that I felt was my one and only friend and companion that took me away

“This fake face I was putting on for everybody was my only sense of normality when my whole life is

“I was sure that this was his mental illness and not something wrong with me until I started hearing

“My earliest memories as a child were fear and anxiety…I was never able to control the situation and

 “I misused my position of power to get my needs met…How is it that if we’re called by God to t

“We have so much less control than we think we do….Death is really close at hand and we do not do ou

“It’s much better to try to move forward with your life and accept that things are nebulous, and the

“I completely lost touch with reality. You can’t rely on those around you, and you can’t rely on wha

“I’m the kind of person where I like to know answers. I don’t like secrets I don’t like surprises…I

“All those thoughts were going through my head like you’re worthless, you’re a loser, you’re a failu