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What if you were trafficked into a cult...or were mauled by a grizzly bear...or were stabbed 27 time

Episodes

Total: 256

“When I knew I was dying, I knew that I wasn’t going to have the anxiety or the OCD brain, it was ju

“That’s me, and I’m dead. But if that’s me, then who am I?” Producers: Whit MissildineEpis

"No one can even understand. You can't measure the magnitude of that pain. You can't measure the pai

"The hardest part is that I still don't have any answers...what came into my house that night?"&nbsp

“It was just full chills over my body, tears in my eyes, it was that moment of I don’t know, I don’t

“The not knowing is awful, and it’s awful from day one and it’s awful thirty years later, but every

“It planted a seed in my mind that has never ever gone away even now that people might not be who th

“I felt like I was sort of drifting along as something besides human, like I had stepped onto anothe

“You are in absolute darkness, and until you are in that kind of situation it’s hard to understand w

“The person who was pulling was just stronger than the person who wanted a perfect life.” Produ

“I was really lost and I was so incredibly desperate for someone to love me…and to fill the void tha

“That feeling that you get when you find out an important piece of information, that ‘aha moment’ wa

“I was just left fighting this invisible thing inside me, the root of which I didn’t know.” Pro

“In horror movies there’s this beautiful moment for the protagonist where the monster’s real, everyo

“I cannot get over the fact that this actually happened. It felt strangely prophetic.” Producer

“I was forced into being vulnerable, I was forced into being present, I was forced into existing sud

“No matter how hard you fight against having no change in your life, it’s going to come anyway.”&nbs

“If you could imagine having thoughts that frightened you, then other times they made you believe th

“I close my eyes even to this day reliving it over and over in my head like, ‘Did that really happen

“I just kept saying ‘I don’t know, I’m sorry, I don’t know, it’s all my fault. I can’t believe I jus