“There’s really no way to explain how it feels when you realize one decision you made in an instant altered the life of everyone around you.”
**Producers: **Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits
Episode Summary: A woman who finally finds her sense of purpose after a tumultuous upbringing realizes a mother’s ultimate horror.
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**Content/Trigger Warnings: **domestic violence, drug use, alcoholism, suicidal ideation, suicide attempt, self harm, infant death, graphic injury, sexual assault, explicit language
Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper
**Music Bed: **“Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere
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