“Once I was able to be in control of what I decide is disgusting instead of having that placed on me, that’s what helped me become friends with the feeling.”
Producer: Whit Missildine , Andrew Waits
**Episode Summary: **After growing up in a rigid Christian community, a woman finds beauty in revolting behaviors.
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**Today’s Guest: **Gwen
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Gwen was originally interviewed on the podcast Off the Cuffs, hosted by Dick Wound and minimus maximus. She is also the booking manager for Off the Cuffs.
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**Content/Trigger Warnings: **sex, BDSM, vomit play, excrement play, explicit language
Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper
Music Bed: “Cylinder Four/Five” – Chris Zabriskie
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