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S21 E10: (2/4) [Jubilee] Signs & Wonders

2024/8/22
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讲述者详细描述了她在伯特利教会期间的经历，包括教会的纯洁文化给她带来的羞耻感和罪恶感，以及教会领导对她的私生活过度干涉和评判。她还讲述了教会中一些让她感到不安和不适的活动，例如对不孕牧师的“预言性”祝福、强制性的“恩赐传递”仪式以及“医治室”中发生的奇怪行为。她认为教会的这些行为具有操弄性和伤害性，并最终导致她对教会的信仰体系产生怀疑和否定。她还描述了在宾夕法尼亚州另一个与伯特利教会相关的学校进行实习的经历，以及她被要求撰写预言性文字的经历，这让她感到沮丧和虚伪。

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Jubilee reflects on her time at Bethel, where she experienced shame and guilt due to the church's strict purity culture. After a relationship deemed inappropriate, she was required to undergo counseling sessions with her pastor's husband, a non-licensed therapist, as a condition for continuing her studies.
  • Bethel's purity culture led to shame and guilt.
  • Counseling sessions were required after an unapproved relationship.
  • Jubilee felt judged and unworthy.

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***Content Warning: **disordered eating, religious abuse, purity culture, infertility/pregnancy loss, suicidal ideation, self harm, sexual abuse, religious trauma, cultic abuse. 

*Sources:

A Look at the Megachurch That Calls Redding Home: Bethel Church. (2019, June 20). The LAist. https://laist.com/shows/airtalk/a-look-at-the-megachurch-that-calls-redding-home-bethel-church)

Bethel Church. (2019, December 20). Resurrection Prayer for Olive Heiligenthal. https://www.bethel.com/news/olive-heiligenthal)

Bill Johnson: Creative Miracles At Bethel - Part 1. (2011, January 11). [Video]. https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=shared&v=2PzttaVImCY)

Wilson, D. (2008). Finger of God [Video]. https://wpfilm.com/media/finger-of-god/)

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