60: Unpacking Trauma, Death, and Childhoods - Ep.60
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Hello and welcome back to the cancelled podcast. Wow, that was our best one yet. That was beautiful. We just shot an entire episode of cancelled. More importantly than that, we shot one before that as well. It's about to be the holiday season. We all have to go home for the holidays. We have a lot to do and we're trying to stack episodes so that there's an episode every Friday and you know, just that we have some unlock in case something

Someone has to go out of town or someone has to do something, whatever, right? Any hiatuses. Exactly. And so the last time we played Are You Smarter Than a Fifth Grader on Cancelled for like 20 minutes, people really enjoyed that segment. It was funny how stupid we all are. Ew. Not Brooke. Super. Yeah. Thank you, Ari. Oh!

She did just win. We'll get into that. You're right. No, you're right. You're right. So I was like, it would be hilarious to do an episode like that. And it still would be. Like, it's the funniest concept. And I was like, let me pick my funniest friends to do an entire episode with, obviously. Missed canceled herself, Brooke Schofield. Yeah!

Ari and Ty are hilarious. Lila is the funniest person we've ever met. Lila's the funniest person we've ever met. And she's the best at the canceled live shows. If we bring her on the stage, like everyone dies, everyone goes insane. But we have such a consistent problem when she comes on the regular canceled podcast. What is that? She like won't behave like herself. Like she becomes this person that I've never met. And like,

I won't even say can't understand podcast etiquette. Can't respect podcast etiquette. Okay, wait. For the viewers, can you let them know what podcast etiquette is? Essentially, like, if you're sitting with the four of your friends and you're all having a conversation and there's side combos or you're all talking over each other, like, that's fine. Like, you're talking with your friends and everyone laughs. But when you're podcasting, you're listening to one person. You're waiting for them.

If you're good at it, you're thinking to yourself like... Yeah, I was going to say, sometimes I don't wait. Just like now. But no, but just beyond that, like you're not going to say some shit if it's not funny. If you think that one of us has something funnier to say, we're going to let the other one go. Like just so on and so forth. We shot...

One episode of canceled us too. And then the second one was supposed to be, are you smarter than a fifth grader with the group? And we all sit down and we're like, Hey everyone, let's all not talk over each other. Let's just slay our conversation. Let's act like we normally do. She brings in Stassi Bell. We've got a, we've got a third, a fourth, a fifth and side conversation the entire time. Like we weren't even here at all. Talking to the dog over there. Like, and the inside jokes. I'm like, the audience does not get it.

And it's just so like. It's just already so many people that like just them two together is like 10 people added with us. But I genuinely feel like the other 10 of our friend group could do it. Yeah.

like you said it exactly right when you said like respecting the etiquette because it's like that's what it is it's like just complete disregard she's like fuck you guys literally we just kept saying to her like like please stop having side conversations with stassi about your hair care products and your quesadillas like i kept looking at her and saying please oscar's gonna have to edit this please please please like the people have to hear this please please

The whole episode was trashed. It was a whole two hour waste of all of our time. I had to give Aaron a bonus. We need bonuses. We really care about what we're putting out.

And we care so much about what we're putting out that we are shooting a third episode tonight, which will be just a second episode that the people see. Yeah, that one's going to live in the archives. Like, ask Brooke's editing her sixth episode of the night. You know. Brooke just went on Just Trish, and it's a three-hour episode. And it comes out tomorrow, and I haven't made any edits. And I'm like, oh, my God, I'm so scared. I was telling her, though, like, going on Just Trish is like, I say shit on there like I would never say even on here. Yeah.

Like you go... I know, but it's just like sometimes you say shit and it's like, God, I just shouldn't even be talking about that in general. Yeah, gorge. Well, and you like forget a camera's rolling with her and you'll be like three hours deep and it's like, I literally forgot the cameras were rolling and now I'm saying shit. The public should not hear it all. At all. I feel like with her, she's just like, it's like talking to your bestie because I feel like she knows...

like all about you guys yeah and I really wanted to fill her in but I'm like they don't need to know that yeah you want Trisha to know but you don't want Trisha's audience to know yeah it was like just chatting with my girl do you guys think your audiences are like the same like is it the same vibration it's definitely a lot of the same people I love vibration I don't know is it like the same like scariness is like she has the same fans because I don't cult like same energy I think Trisha's are more diehard cults

And I think ours are like, there's a little more men in ours. There's a little more like, I was going to say, I think she has more gays. That's what I mean. There's a little more heterosexuality in ours. A little less than hers. You know, for me, Ty. Yeah. Yeah. You stole my road.

It's somewhere here. We've been fighting over the same road peptide lip balm for the last two hours. Please, road. Please. Do you know that every time I DM road beauty and ask them to be on the PR list, they straight up tell me like, no, we'd have no more space. Yeah, because they're like, bitch, you can't afford it. Yeah, exactly. Why are you asking for a free lip balm? No, because they're always sold out the like flavors I want.

What, you think they're going to whip up a new one for you? They do for fucking every TikTok. It's worth the ask. It's so worth the ask. It's so worth the ask. Chaos. So essentially we're on our third two hour episode of Canceled Tonight. We have all been here forever and we had to trash the last one. Not trash. Actually, it's available on Tanagon Wild. If anyone wants to go to the link in the description below or in my Twitter bio, we will be selling that batshit episode of Are You Smarter Than a Fifth Grader? Watch me win.

It wasn't like it was funny. Everyone said funny shit, but it's everyone talking over each other. Like it's not an episode that can like go on Spotify. Like my manager can like. Yeah, it's like when you're tripping on acid. Yeah. Yeah. And it's just like, you know what I mean? I'd click out. For sure. So today we're combining all of it. All the topics that we didn't do in the first episode, we're going to do now with them. Ty and Ari. And we're also all kind of getting drunk because it's so late. So I hope everyone's OK with that.

Aaron's like, I want to go home. I think... No, Aaron's fabulous. Aaron's drinking a beer. Aaron's... Everything's happening. It's great. Like, not to out him at all. It's November 1st. He was supposed to be sober. He's having a beer. Wait, Aaron. He feels fabulous. He's pressured into this. Do you feel fabulous, Aaron? Yeah, I feel... I feel amazing. Nope, nope. Fabulous...

Fabulous. I can't say that. Say I feel fabulous. Is that like a straight thing? You can't say fabulous? No, I kept trying to make Jeff say I feel Gorgina this week and Jeff would not say the word Gorgina like Conde has said. I'm like, hey, we didn't think he was going to wear those fits. He wore the fits. Shut the fuck up. Honestly, yeah. Jeff is Barbie. I'm trying to just transform masculinity. Jeff was not Barbie. That's exactly why you didn't do it. For that reason.

Say I feel fabulous. Why? I feel fabulous. I feel like that's like a workplace. You're pressuring him to do this. Oh, like HR violation? I don't want no Lizzo scandal, so baby, don't say it. Just like, eat the banana. Just like, eat the banana. What? What? Like...

I don't know, but I feel like that's touchy territory. I feel like we shouldn't even get into that one. It's been enough time, right, to just ask, like, what happened? I don't know. Whitney honestly has, like, a funny bit about it. Like...

I guess like someone was like, it was like they went to like a box situation where someone had to like eat a banana out of someone's vagina. Whoa. And then Lizzo was like, now y'all. Eat a banana out of her vagina? No, someone, like someone's vagina. I don't know. I don't know. Listen, I wasn't, I wasn't really keeping tabs. There's a documentary about it now.

Yes, on Hulu. But one of those low-budget ones. They made a whole... One of those they made it overnight to get that bag one. Like the low-budget one where they have the producer's cousin's uncle's sister that heard the story halfway tell their story. Do you know what? Do you know what, Ty? And I've been doing it all of our free time. Not kidding. All of our free time. Every second you and I get alone, we've been watching Special Forces. Yes.

Oh, Slay with JoJo. Miss JoJo told us to watch that. No, yeah. When JoJo Siwa came on the podcast, she started talking about Special Forces, which is a new show that she's on. On... Who cares? ABC. ABC.

And it's like an extreme game show, right? Yes. But even the way she explained it to us, she was like, like we, that's how I felt. I was like, oh, it's an extreme game show. No, I knew what it was like. They put these celebrities in the military. Yeah. Like it's actually the most, like people are just projected vomiting onto their bodies. It's the most, it's the most insane shit I've ever seen. Do you think I could go on it? I think,

I think no one we know could. I'm surprised she made it as far as she did. That's rude. It's so cool. No, grown men can't. Black China did it. No, but these like football players are quitting. Like being like, I can't do that. Yeah, I feel like it's so much also like a mental challenge and I would have been out of there. I don't even think they would have let me go. I think I wouldn't pass psych.

Well, it's also crazy because Jojo's just like this little girl and there's these grown men doing like the same exact shit as her. But she's like keeping up with like 35 year old men. But she's like an athlete. No, but they fly them out to like the middle of Switzerland. They take their phones. Jojo told us like each day, like we eat like a small portion of like eggs and like all the meals are like constricted like the military. Like they're eating nothing. They're getting no sleep.

And they're putting like 100 pound backpacks, like you know the military backpacks like on them. It's like negative degrees outside. And then they're making them like jump into the freezing water in their clothes, like push boats that are like 200 pounds, like scale buildings.

Like scaling buildings, like all this. It's the most fucked up shit I've ever seen. It's giving American top model when they made her. Tyra made them scale the building. How did she get away with that shit? I see the clips. I'm like, what were we thinking? Sister, she made these women, these poor women walk down the side of a building like as if they were on a runway. I can't make this up. Like,

Can you explain it more Brooke? No, I'm just thinking like in general that show was so fucked up. That's been a thing now where like now in this day and age people like break down America's top model and they're like this is the most like psychologically fucked up show. Like it would never ride now. She'd make them cosplay different races. That's what I was gonna say. She'd be like do you like blackface? Yeah, like she was making you fall. Yeah, and she'd be like you're not serving. It's like yeah, no shit. Yeah.

Isn't it giving like all the old shows though when y'all were younger? Y'all already love to do that age gaslight. That's like you're what? 22. Three years younger than me. It is crazy. Like some stuff...

stuff I'm like god I wish they could still do that because it was so funny she'd give them the most fucked up makeovers they'd be the most beautiful girl like think like Scarlett right like long hair like fucking to her like whatever like beautiful whatever and be like I'm shaving your head I'm cutting off your eyebrows and I'll serve I swear to god one time I saw them give a girl a gap they were like no they shaved their teeth

Not kidding. No actual shit like that. Yes, and like the shit that they would do to be one American Shannon special Did you make that up?

Tana thought that. That's something that totally would have happened on that show, but it made me, it just cracked me up that she was so quick to just back me up. That's a friend. That's a friend. She's like, they saw her from top. I swear to God, Brooke could start telling people that she was skydiving yesterday. I'm like, I saw her land from the plane. It's just...

I'm crying. No, but like there was actually a bitch with a gap. There was a bitch with the London look. Okay. I don't know. I don't know. It was funny. Wait, what I was saying was, is like, there's so many shows when, like I was saying, when we're young, when y'all were younger, like they would say the most out,

things that we cannot say these days. Even like 10 years ago, we just watched a show came out 10 years ago and they can say like the most out of pocket jokes. And I'm so jealous. Seven years ago on television, the Arsler was completely fine. Like I was watching Entourage the other day and like they just say it like it doesn't matter. Like a whole thing. And all of the family guy, like all that type of. Simple life. Like the shit Paris and Nicole would say like you're fucking fat.

You know that they were trying to cancel Friends for being not politically correct. Your show, Family Guy, isn't that where they say the most outlandish shit on the planet? Family Guy still to this day is that fucked up because Seth MacFarlane just says I don't care, which is why I love it so much. And I guess it's like no one's really acting it out and saying it. It'd be different than Kim K going and saying like... What was it? Didn't they make Selena Gomez or someone say the N-word?

now you're making shit up yeah they did it was in a movie it was like it was a movie she did with the guy from and she's like in jail and they made her say it hereditary yeah with the guy from hereditary like he's also in that movie i saw that clip and they gave me selena gomez is like act like her character but you never even say shit about your beef with hayley

- Can we talk about another series that has been blowing my mind? No America's Next Top Model, but Sam and Colby.

You saw yesterday. You saw. You haven't seen. Please. What? Do you know anything about them or no? Quick backstory. So Sam and Colby have been YouTubers since I started. Like, I've known them in the YouTube game. Colby's the one who looks at Chris Miles with no tattoos. Colby's gorgeous. He has tattoos. I love him. He looks like if Chris Miles took his tattoos off. I have a crush on Colby Brock. I pick Chris. America's Next Top Model, two photos. I'm like, the final model. Those are the favorite matters.

That was your favorite bit. What? Do it. Do it today against Lila and Stassia's podcast host. I have two beautiful transgender models standing right in front of me. However, both of you have a pee as a brain and can't shut the fuck up.

Lila, as hilarious as you are and gorgeous as can be, you failed me this week and I'm extremely disappointed. Stassi Bell, you're just her sidekick. Who's moving on to next?

week's episode oh we're bullying neither of you here's what I'm gonna say this is all getting left in no no this is all getting left in but we love you guys like I would die for them it's just like in a setting of seven people on canceled it doesn't work but and that's not why again that's not why I'm annoyed

- You can be good or bad at this shit. It's that I'm saying, please stop having side conversations. Oscar's gonna have to cut that. Yeah, and then looking at me directly in the eyes and continuing to do it, like, wah, wah. It's the disrespect. It's the blatant disrespect.

For the podcast etiquette. Do you know what? It's a real thing. Speaking, sorry, Lila's going to hate me for this episode, but it's too funny. It doesn't matter. Do you know what she did the other night? I'm scared. I just have a couple of stories about her blatant disrespect.

Be careful. Reddit's having a field day with Lila right now. I would die for her. I'm serious. If anyone... That's my friend, so I can say these things. You know what I mean? Yes. And she's a great friend in her regard, but when it comes down to the little things, my poor girl can't get it. So the other night she comes here, right? And we're having... This is like three nights ago. We're having like a very chill night here. Like we're all sipping red wine, getting in and out of the pool, like just smoking. Like it's like... It's me, Ari, Lila, Isabella, and Ashley, right? And we're all just...

Kiki-ing and giggling. And Lila drops her, first of all, she calls her weed plug, has him drop off a wax pen to her here, right? And then she gets in the pool and she drops it in the pool. And you know, Lila, it's a whole episode. Like, my brand new wax pen, how else is she going to pay for it other than all the things Reddit says? She's so upset about her wax pen. And you look at her and you're like, put it.

Put it in rice. As you do. As one does when something goes water. Yeah, an electronic item goes in water, you put it into rice, right? A weed pen? Well, yeah, because any electronic gets water. You put it into rice. We're just trying to help her out. And just, yeah, just some advice. Just so shorty stops. And as you know, Lila Gibney and Isabella

are on very thin ice with their patience with Lila. Like they, like the way we love Lila is not, you know. - Yeah, and I get that. - They're my childhood best friends, my roommates. They love, like, you know. - We love them. They're special. They love who they love. - Yeah, they're family. But like, they just don't deal with, like, we'll like laugh at Lila's shitty shit. Like they're just like, fuck that, you know? And, but recently we've all come together. We're back on our family shit.

As much as we can be okay. And so even just seeing everyone like have like a pool night, like together, like Ashley and Lila, like swimming, splashing, like hanging out. I was like, wow, this is beautiful. You know? And Lila finally leaves the house. Ashley is like, she's so meticulous. Like the pantry is fucking alphabetized. Like shit is fucking color coded. Like she knows when a fucking pin drops in this house, which is great. Cause shit, I'm leaving crunch drops on the floor. Someone's got to do it.

She walks into the pantry and she notices. Oh no. Ashley, do you like bug do it to me? Like whatever. Ashley has this bag of like $25 Whole Foods rice. No, no, no. It's the Trader Joe's Jasmine rice. That's really expensive. No, richer than that. I'm not kidding. It's like $25 rice. It's open and there's rice everywhere all over the pantry. And Ashley opens the bag.

I was chlorine covered wax. And I just want everyone to understand that. I didn't even think to put like a separate bag of rice. This is what we said. Who is it?

What about whose bag is it? Well, she knew who's at what. It's not your jasmine rice. At all. No, no, no. And do you know what's funny too? It was actually all along. There were 10 boxes of minute rice next to it. She had to choose the fucking. Oh, no. I told her verbatim as I walked in the pantry and I was looking at all like the almonds, the flowers. She has them in the nice containers. And I was like looking for the rice one because I knew she would just.

Plop it right in there. So then I was like, and I looked to the left and I see the bag right open and I go, where'd you put it? She goes, it's in there. I go, that's disgusting. She goes,

it's gonna get boiled i go boiled that doesn't mean the chlorine and the weed and the the metal toxins aren't in there think about ashley schwan's like fear of weed i'm not even joking you so the pantry is sectored into like four like there's amari ashley me bella oh

there were peanut butter on the walls in between the sectors. Like she was eat, Lila was eating while my wrist sleeves were open. There was peanut butter on the wall. I was, what do you have to do with your hands for that peanut butter? And that's saying a lot. If you think it's like reckless. Okay. This isn't a lie. Let's remember campaign. We love her. I would die for her. It's just like, fuck.

I do love her so much. Every once in a while, I'll read something and I'm like, how do people think anything bad about her? But then I'm like, oh. Well, that's also just like my cousin on his, my cousin the other day, we were on the phone and she was like, you know, like the only one that's not really crazy in your friend group is Brooke. And I go, who? Yeah.

No I was just telling them The intro to the Trisha episode She goes I just love you because I feel like you're so chill I'm like I go oh no Like that's just the last word that anyone would ever use to describe me No one has mastered their image like Brooke Schofield She reads the Reddit she sees your problems She fixes it No I don't mean for it to be that way I've actually always thought that it's crazy It actually gives me like a little bit of panic Because like sometimes I'm like oh my god They really like have it so wrong But it's like

you're just as crazy as us it just manifests differently yeah and you're just so pretty it's so good at explaining well and like you'll slick back a bun and throw on an aritzia earring and it just it gives different you know i think i just don't i'm not as like like vocal about it but like you guys get it yeah like you're crazy it doesn't manifest publicly yeah god damn i wish it did like fuck jesus that's just me we're crazy or else they're just like

Sometimes people will be like, she's nothing like she used to be. I'm like, no, no, no. You just didn't know. I also think that so much of public perception is based on looks. Obviously, duh. But I'm saying if you came on here with my track out situation, staying closed, that's the one thing in my life I have control over. It's like brushing my hair.

Your hair is always gorgeous. Your skin's always gorgeous. Your earrings are always on. You have a cute outfit on. You're always... I'm over that. Thank you so much. They said I look like that girl, the spider girl. Put the image on the screen. Who's spider girl? She still can't stop reading Reddit. Again, it's to her benefit.

just the only reason i've been like if y'all are watching and i'm like this it's because the reddit threads about my chins have been so extra crazy there's like 150 comments about my face and how i've done so much again that's exactly why y'all have to stop reading reddit like who like what these user 1004 think about your face is so mentally unhealthy first of all

you need to relax Aaron what would you do if at the top it said like like it was like his profile can you look at what they said about her no you gotta go to the third photo I've never really followed her so I'm not pretty sure her history is Botox I thought you were like this let me tell you my issue with this well I have a I have quite a few but I

it's always the people who don't fucking know what they'll be like oh my god it's so crazy how much botox she's done to her lips and you're like it's like right you can't fucking do that me with six botox lip lips you know what i mean i'm like yes it's all coming i have i see photos of me every day like where my face is just filled to the gods and i look absolutely like like like a blow-up doll

And nobody said shit to me then, but now they have so much to say. It's the 12-year-old haters, honestly. Someone's saying I went to my injector and she's just wilding out, putting it everywhere. I'm like, I don't even know who my injector is. If I listen to every comment on my face, this is beyond your age, I think, but do you guys remember when Heidi Montag...

Let me tell you about this. It's actually... Can you look up right now Heidi Montag surgery so I can show Ari? Oh, it was crazy. She did all of it at once. Heidi Montag was on the hills. This was, again, before YouTube. Like, this was the biggest... They were the biggest people in the world. And all these people had so much to say about her face. And she was, like, the most beautiful girl ever. She went and got 14, 15 plastic surgeries in one day. No, but, like, actually, not kidding. She got, like, her chin sawed off, like, two nose jobs, like, an eye lift, like, all in one day, boob job, like...

All this shit. That's horrible. What's her doctor's name? No, but I'm saying like that's what this shit like does to you like reading this shit. Like if I read what everyone has had to say about my face over the last fucking 10 years, I would be Heidi Montag getting 40 surgeries. But it's like I can't change the length of my face. People, it's all it's always the chin. I'm like I was I was born with this chin. Heidi got her chin sawed off. I have this. This is my chin.

It just shouldn't reading away. It's always things that aren't done. They'll be like, oh my God, her jaw, her chin. Everyone thinks I've had way more work done than I have. I always admit to what I've had done. I'm so vocal about it and it's making me not want to because it's not you throwing it back in my face. It's like you've never been under the knife, gorgeous. Why the fuck are you explaining? Yeah, I've never had a surgery. Under the knife? Except for my lipo. But it's like when I think about Reddit and when they do that, it's like...

Oh my God, I forgot about that. You're just perfect. But it's like, what I think about is like the people that are calling me fat probably are 10 times fatter. There's always people that don't even have like a profile picture on there. Like can't even show it. And you just can't let thousands of people weigh in on your face. And like, it really doesn't hurt me. It just, it makes me so mad because I'm like, who raised you?

Or we gotta talk to people like that. Like I've never left comments like that in my life. Even if it's like a spam account that you're using, like what like desire do you have to do that so bad to create a spam account? Do you think they like hit send and then like, ah. Yeah. Do you think it's because we're sitting here right now saying. Yes. And we're validating them. No matter what, like people just comment on public figures and people are

I think, and I say this with grace because I feel sorry for people without like lives to live. But I think like we're not doing that because like we are fulfilled in having like a full blown life and friends. Like if you're at home alone in Nebraska and you have no fucking friends, not Nebraska. Sorry. Sounds like a great place. Seriously. I want a house there. But I'm saying like, do you know what I mean? Like if you just have no one, you feel like fulfilled in being a part of commenting on someone else. Yeah. Because it's the only thing you have, I guess. Yeah. It's like,

I just I want to like I want a whole documentary On like the psychology of a troll

Oh my God. Dylan Dan is hosting. That's actually a genius idea. Hilarious. Is he a troll though? Or is he, was he just trying to win the fight? He's a troll. Is he a troll? He's already been a troll. Okay. With all of his fights. Like everything. He's so embarrassing. I don't know. Back to Sam and Colby. Oh, sorry. Sorry. No, I loved every second. Are you kidding? This is the best podcast ever. The last episode gave me so much like gratitude for this.

Sam and Colby's show. So they are YouTubers, whatever they they're their videos have always done well, but they started to really get views when they started ghost hunting. Right. And like they just go do like silly shit ghost hunting. But then people were really into it. So they started getting like all the monitors, all the like electronic items to do it like high budget, like whatever. And they went and filmed this series recently.

Where they stayed at the original house of the original Conjuring. For seven days. For seven days and nights. Couldn't beat me. Just them summoning ghosts, bringing in all these people that are like, do that, like for a living, like mediums and like. Like psychic type shit. I think I'd be pissed if I were a medium.

I'd be like, why'd you do this to me? Swear. Especially the ones I could see the ones over there. It's like, girl, be there. Jeez. Don't. But it was like nuts because they're in this conjuring house and it's not like they're just sitting there in corners there. They have all these things and they're talking to the spirits and like,

Tana was telling me the whole time, I was like, I don't believe it, I don't believe it. She's like, watch. Just watch. And like, every little thing they do, you're like, holy fuck, there's no way. And it's like the Conjuring house, you get it. And then when you see like, Bella Porch and Larry, like people we know in there, and like Larry's face, like down to his ankles, like scared. So it's like... 11 million views in one day. Like, people...

It's actually funny. At Tanoween, Colby asked me to go do something with him like this. He was like, please be in a Sam and Colby video and do it. But I get so weird about... Don't bring any of that shit back here. I get weird about inviting spirits in. And I believe in mediums. After the Jojo Siwa experience at her house, it changed my whole life on mediums.

Like forever. But anyways, so they're like so good at like debunking every thought you could have of like, why isn't this real? Like they'll film it all. And then they'll like, see like, what are all of our questions? Like how, how do we like ensure that this is real to the viewer? Like they brought in these people, right? They,

it's such a long explanation but yes they brought in these two people who work at the conjuring house and they were like five years ago we found out that if we hold hands we're able to like talk to ghosts right and they'll literally be right here in front of you conjuring house with like all the ghosts in the fucking world you know but they were like let's just try something well yeah i think people like because people come there for tours and like

Like it's so many people have died there and shit and whatever. Well, it's like a guy and a girl and the guy had died, right? And came back to life or something. That's not what you were telling me.

The guy, the duo that does this. Yes. But even just beyond that, like people come like all over the world to the conjuring house. Cause allegedly it's like one of the most haunted places in America. And they found out this method of when they hold hands, like a ghost, they can hear the ghost, like walking through the room. And then they can like sit there and go through the alphabet and get the ghost to like knock for like certain like letters and like numbers and spell out things. Like, so it'd be them standing there holding hands. And they kept like,

showing to debunk it like they'd be like okay knock three times holding hands and then they'd be like keep knocking and then the ghost would be knocking they'd let go you couldn't hear it they'd go back you could you could hear it like and sam and colby did everything in the world to debunk it like went to other places to debunk it like made sure they could do it everywhere whatever we're having these ghosts spell out sentences in the documentary and it was like

The ghosts were spelling out messages from, like, Colby's, like, dead great-grandmother that only Colby would know. Like, all this... It's the most fucked up shit I've ever seen. Well, and then they were asking other people in the room, like, Bella Porch, to, like... Like, come here. Like, you could feel the presence of...

like the ghost, right? And like she would go over and get like so scared because she could actually feel it. Like something would be there. Or like touch her. Well, and in the series, you can see a ghost grab the shirt of one of the guys who were there and shut a door fully. And it's just them alone in all cameras. I think it's so believable as well because they're YouTubers. Like it's not this whole television show. They brought their cameras. They brought their setup. Their producer was off camera and a ghost like reached out to their producer and he was crying. They like cut it off camera. Like it was like an assistant sitting in a corner.

But the one that got me, like, I want to tell you this especially, like, they were, like, they were in the house and they were hearing the knocking because it was, like, someone walking. Like, and they'd be like, Abigail, let's do this. And they'd do it. But they took...

the two like people that were connected the mediums to a random park they were like we're gonna take you somewhere are you down to go in the gut they were in the back of course you can do this in the conjuring house so show us you can do this in a completely random so basically took them to a random park at the conjuring house yeah it's like well yeah literally took them to a random park they did it moral of the story the person that knocked and came was a dead teacher that worked at the school one second away from where they were standing they looked

it up they died that person died on the exact same day as they filmed that and that's why they were walking around oh I just got full body chills like how did the alphabet people

The fucking mediums like Sam and Colby have their producers pick a random location that they all went to and they all like went there and then like they brought the mediums and they have the mediums were like trying to find a ghost. They find a ghost. They have all these cameras to detect it as well. It's detecting it. There's a ghost spell out her full name and the date that she died.

Like, and like, who are you? And the ghost spelled out teacher. And they were like, what? And the ghost spells out globe. And then they Google it and they find out her name. She was a teacher at globe park high school. She died that day where they were standing like all this shit. Like, and she was just dude, what the fuck? They didn't even know the day. The only reason they did the day is they searched her name and then they all freaked the fuck out. Even just beyond that, I've known Sam and Colby forever. Like I just saw Colby at Tannaween and I was like, how are you? And he's like still fucked from that. Like,

Like they're like such honest, like good people that I don't like believe it's like fake. Yeah. But it's hard when it's like supernatural shit and it's on the internet because you know, like, like you said, 11 million people watch that in one day. Yeah. Regardless if it was real or fake, 11 million people did watch that. A lot of people would lie. But yeah. And like, like I feel like anyone would. Oh my God. Jake Paul five years ago. Right. We're doing a seance. But it's like. In the team 10 house.

Like, fuck. Just Jasper and Chef B. It's just David Dobrik. No, but like, I believe they're passionate about it. I believe it's like, I believe it. I believe in ghosts so much. I'm like, but I feel like I, I feel like they're like friendly. In the thing, they literally said, we can't physically hurt you. But we can scare you. But they said they like to. We can traumatize you. That evil in there is good.

And they had these little devices that could pick up on the waves and make out words. And these are devices that are like, not AI, but like, it's a device that picks up all the technological, like radio, the EMF device. And they'd say words. And Colby was blindfolded at a bridge in the EMF device at the house. With noise canceling headphones in. So he'd hear something and then Sam would be at the house and they would, the ghost would be telling him like, Colby's hearing this right now. And the ghost, and the ghost with Sam in the house would be like,

run bridge run killer murderer run and colby's like at the bridge like so crazy bro what so this one time i have to watch it i was at jojo siwa's house but like essentially like the most famous medium in the world was there and like comes up to me and it's like i have this message for you and like essentially was just like it was from my grandparents and it was about shit that i like that happened to me when i was like five

Like it was all about my grandparents and like when I was like five or six.

- No way she could have done that. - Like no, ever. - You never talked about it? - I don't think ever, like it wasn't even anything that I would think to tell my friends about. It was like my grandma loved hummingbirds, so she'd have hummingbird feeders. So I'd like always go with her when I was like five to like get the hummingbird feeders. And she just kept being like, "She's showing you a hummingbird. She's showing you a hummingbird." Like all this weird ass shit, like at my grandpa's funeral, like all these butterflies landed on his casket and he loved like yellow butterflies.

And like, I'd never told anyone about that. And she was like, he's showing you a yellow butterfly. He's showing you that. Like, I was like, what the fuck? Like, how do you know that? No, I... Oh, my God. It was so bad. It was like horrible. It was horrible. Like that type of shit that's so like precious and like amazing. Well, and I was just never looking for a sign from them. I never had like thought like I was just like, oh, whatever. Like if they...

Oh my God. But it's like so fun to look for a sign. It's like every time like I'll see like a butterfly. I'll be like, oh, there's Cooper. Like, yeah. So it's like really like, oh, like that's like amazing that someone told you that because it's like, fuck, like every now every time you see that, it's like. Yeah.

Yeah, you believe it. For sure. The real thing. My mom. I love when you get emotional. That's why I love cancel. We're slaying. We're doing amazing. My mom's mom died when I was like nine or ten or something. And when they went through all her things, it was like my mom's sister who went through all her things and

She sold at a garage sale all my... Like, what was most precious to my mom, which was, like, these angels that my grandma had had in her, like, little curial cabinet. And she... My mom was...

Fucking devastated Like because they were So important to her Like she had them Her whole life Like they were just These like little angels That were like She kept And her sister Just sold them Because she just Don't hate that About being poor Not to interject Please continue Yeah because it's Just like nothing's valuable But my mom My mom is so sentimental And she was fucking Heartbroken because Those were her mom's Like things And they were always In the family Whatever And so She sells them My sister's Or my mom is Like just Heartbroken over it And then Years later

We had this like we're not even none of you were with me, but Carrie, she's like this foster mom who would like take us like all of us in the family and like from time to time. She was taking care of like some of my cousins. My mom went over there and she had all the angels. No connection at all. She had bought them. She had bought them at the garage sale.

And just had them and then found out? Yeah. And so my mom found them at Carrie's house. Oh my God. And it was so completely unrelated. Like she just happened to buy them at this random garage sale. And then now like then years later, she was like taking care of like our family. And I think she just gave them back to my mom. But it was like the craziest thing. Like my mom. Oh my God. You should just, you know who my mom is. It's like I actually like that's what makes me believe in shit like that. Like.

I like, I've told like everyone about like that story at the boat yard with like, wait, you know what happened with like the, the air, what's the thing called with the air thing that you put your hand over when you wash your hands? Yeah. The air dryer. And like that and like things like that, like me. What happened? Oh my God. This is like the craziest story I swear to God on the planet. And it's like, I don't have to say names. Honestly. So I was at, I was picking up my grandmother. She went on a cruise.

And I was about to get on a flight to Australia. And I'm like going in circles around this like boat yard, like,

carpool situation so I'm waiting to pick her up and then there's a you know those park bathrooms with the solar and yeah like no one really uses them like no one cares for them they're just there so I pull over we're in like a park like a like whatever definitely have had sex in one like yes exactly like one of those Vegas as shady parks with the bathroom you're so my Vegas best friend for that because no one else has ever had sex in that no

And I swear, like, I don't even know if I could cry anymore about it. But it's literally one of the most fucked up things. I went in this bathroom, okay? And I'm peeing. And my mom always told me if I heard anything messed up, it was my dad because my dad passed away. So if I heard anything scary, she'd be like, it's your dad. He's trying to say hello, not to scare me. And I believe that. I really do. And so I was in this bathroom. And the only closest person that has ever passed recently was one person. So I literally was just like...

Is this you? Like, and I, so I heard, so I'm peeing and I hear the go off for the hair, the hand freshener, the hand thing, hand dryer, hair dryer, hair dryer, hair go off. Why would it go off? I'm not even near it. And I was just like, ping, ping, ping. And I was just like, I was like, Cooper, is that you? And then it goes,

and i swear god and like they don't even do that they go like so like was malfunctioning and people always say that they like never like make something malfunction i'll never ever be the same after that i'm gonna tell you something yeah it went and i sprint out this bathroom and this lady that i'm talking to about how long it takes goes are you okay and it's still going to go do you hear that

And she goes, what's that? And I just left. And I called Hunter immediately. And I literally just like, I don't even know how we got here. But like that shit is so real. No, just signs are so real. Those signs are so real. And it was one of the absolute most fucked up things to ever happen to me. And now I forever know that like someone and he's always here. Yeah. And like, I think that's the only way to settling. It's the only way to really get over grief is to like.

because you go through all the stages of grief obviously damn who would have thought this episode would have gone there but you go through all the stages of grief obviously like the anger the you know you're upset you miss them whatever and then eventually after you get through all stages the only thing you really have to live for is hoping that they're watching over you so you live for a sign or you live for like you know what I mean I live yeah that's really all I look for in anything it's like

it's like if it's there then that's how you know that like they know that you're there just like missing like yeah like just thinking about them yeah i don't i remember so many times in my life that i've been like mad at someone being dead like my best friend tristan who died like just like i'll be so mad at like like why are you gone i hate that you're gone i'm so like mad that i'm happy and you feel so guilty for being happy because you're like oh my god i'm happy and then you died yeah and then it's like those are the only things like

essentially get you through that. That's why I got the four leaf clover tattooed because his last name was green. And then he would always say, like, even when I'm gone, like if you're anywhere, like if you see a four leaf clover, think of me like blah, blah, before he died. And so when he died, there's this park in Vegas, it's in Summerlin and there's four leaf clovers. Like,

all over where the park is so we'd always go there and we'd like that's where like we put some of his ashes like everything and so he would just always be like whenever you see a four-leaf clover think of me and then he died that's where we did that so then even to this day like if i'm somewhere there shouldn't be a four-leaf clover and i see one always like at least you're there yeah he's there and that's what i had to know is like they're there like that means something and it's damn salmon colby like it's never a coincidence like they're they they are there yeah i'm done with that but

Should we pour a glass of boob and unpack other topics? Honestly though, like, it's like, I hope I'm not, I hope I'm like, when I come back, I'm not like, I feel like that would be so frustrating to not really be able to communicate or like to be able to, like, I don't know if I would want to see if I died tomorrow. I don't know if I would want to be able to see you guys.

But I think the right people would know the signs that you're giving, you know? Like if you were trying to show someone a sign that it's you, they would know. Yeah, but like I picture like the movies, you know, when you're like watching from the outside and you're watching everybody like live their lives. That would be like, that's what I, my like biggest fear is like watching life go on without me and everybody just be chilling. Yeah, but you obviously, if you had passed, you were in that state, you would understand like I'm in a different place, which you hope is beautiful. I know, where did we go?

I don't, I always, because we like, when I always used to be like, I'm going to die tomorrow. Like when I was always trying to kill myself or always trying to die, that was like my biggest hope. I'm better now. Not kill yourself, not die tomorrow. Overdose was my goal. But I'm saying like, that was like my goal at that time was not my goal to die, but I'm saying I genuinely wanted to die and felt like I was going to die every day. You were in a very bad place. Yeah. And so my, my goal at that time was like, fuck, I hope if I'm gone, like,

Now I'll stop. Now we got to. Like Amari would know or like people, like that I could give them a message. Like who cares if shit went on, you know? She just pops up. She's just playing Hefner. I'm like, bitch, you better haunt me. Like I'll miss you. Oh my God. Nothing's happening to anyone. I wonder what kind of sign you would send me. She would definitely send like. No, I've thought about that a lot. Do you know? This is like the.

Yeah, should we change this up then? Yeah, let's segue to another topic. I'll ball. Yeah, honestly, we can't. Yeah, it got dark. Halloween time. Anyway, so... Do you think Betty White is still with us? Is Betty Crocker a person? Like, do you know who that is? Yeah, the bitch on the... That's a person, right? She was cooking. Okay. Quick story. Randomly in Vegas, we would always pass her house in my neighborhood and my parents would always be like, Betty, she's real. In Vegas. So, quickly, quickly.

It was Halloween last night. And we bought all these full-size candy bars to hand out to the trick-or-treaters. Because, like, everyone... Like, all the kids fantasize about that. And you talk about that. Like, growing up, like, you want to go to the houses of the rich people who have the fucking big candy bars and hand them out and whatever. So we, like...

bought those to give out. There's like 150 downstairs. Yeah, I know. I had four before I got upstairs. Well, so Isabella was like, yeah, growing up, like Gladys Knight lived down the street. So we'd always go to her house and get like a thousand candy bars from her house. And you're like saying the same thing, essentially, like Betty Crocker lived down the street. What was trick-or-treating like for you, Brian? It's like Joe Dirt lived in my neighborhood. Wait, I think.

Razor blades were in my shit shit No like it was always like We would honestly trick or treating Was insane for my family God bless this woman she's the most fabulous woman In Las Vegas her name's Amanda Caretas She threw The most I love her talk to her this today if she sees us Love you of course she throws the most Fabulous Halloween Like 31st days like not a party It's a trick or treating party She will have

Two semis roll in with about 40 golf carts coming off of them for all the families. And we would go on this street called Red Arrow in Red Rock Country Club. And we would all, all the families. Like your family would get on a golf cart. We would all get in the golf cart. Phyllis would be driving. Are you fucking kidding me?

And we would go down Red Arrow and be like, oh. - And you'd stop at each, 'cause it was-- - And each house would be fucked up insane. Like I didn't live on Red Arrow. - Yeah, but that's just crazy within itself. Like living somewhere, A, that you know someone so loaded that they load out semi-trucks of golf carts

The houses are so big that you have to go golf cart to like house to house. You can't just like walk from house to house. And then like the rich, like the best, like the best houses. What would they give you? Babe, they would have food trucks. They would have their whole house turned into a haunted house. They'd have parties. They'd have like the parents in the corner with like drinking. They'd have the whole nine yards. Like it was fucked up. Do you ever like...

So I feel like you were born into like middle class, right? He knows about the game. He knows the situation. He got the king size candy. You were born into like, like a higher. My parents are divorced. Yeah. So like one of them, like, I don't know what I would classify them. Like lower middle, higher middle. He's being humble.

I just want to know. Did you get full-size candy bars? Like, sometimes. Like, we would go trick-or-treating some houses, but I didn't live in a neighborhood where that was even, I don't think that existed in Arizona. Well, and your parents were divorced, so where would you spend most of, like, your holidays? Or, like, where would you trick-or-treat at least? Like, split in half every year, like, they'd take turns. Was there a financial difference between mom and dad? Yeah, like... So, which was which?

My dad had more money. So going with your mom, it was like more normal. Uh-huh. Yeah. Yeah. And then going with your dad, it was like a little more. Yeah. Yeah. Uh-huh. But not like I was like. It's so because our friend group is made up of so many like classes. Like we all, like now we all live in LA and we're grateful to have found like jobs and life here. But we all grew up in such different classes. We all grew up so differently and now you're the richest. So shut the fuck up. Do you know what I would do? Yeah.

I'm literally not joking at all. Like every Halloween was just like you'd steal a pillowcase. Yeah. Always the pillowcase because the bag couldn't afford a bag. Like honestly, I just want to hear like Brooke run me down 30th, like getting ready for Halloween to the November 1st. I want to know how your Halloween was at home. No, it was like, I mean, probably about the same. I did pillowcase when I was with my mom.

And just no money. So it's not like you had like a store-bought costume. Sort of money hookers. Dude, and my mom was such a cunt. But I'm saying like, it's not about like, where you're painting your face, you're dressed as a ghost with a sheet cut out. Right. Like you're not like, you can't buy a store-bought costume. My mom did care. She did. My mom like randomly cared about like certain things. Like she loved, she always dressed us up for Halloween. Like I have like so many photos of us in costumes and stuff. She really cared about that. Wait, oh my God. I have to tell you guys something so cool. Wait, I was going to tell you this on our solo episode. It's kind of related. But,

I just now I've never seen a baby photo of myself that that wasn't my like that my grandparents didn't take because how old were you when you went to your grandparents? I was like 10 on.

So I've never seen Like obviously They had taken photos of me Like I had photos Like very little With my grandparents And that's it And I've never seen Any photos of me Taken at my When I lived with my mom When I lived with my sisters At all Ever Same It's like you You have that one And so yeah I have one baby I'll get into that But my mom Like my sister Or my mom has like Thousands of photos She took photos of everything But I

I've just never seen them and my sister has them now so I made her send them to me the other day and she's like has thousands of them so she's going through them but I got she sent me 60 the other day and I got to see 60 photos I've never seen before in my life and it's so crazy because I'll be like like for example we had a house that we lived or an apartment that we lived in

That I have thought of. And I picture it all the time. I was four living there. And I remember every single detail about it. And I've never seen it. And I saw a photo of it. And I'm like, it's exactly, exactly, exactly how I remember it. Ever so literal, least favorite thing about my childhood trauma ex being adopted is

Is A, I don't remember the majority of my childhood, like, at all. Just because of, like, everything that happened. And then B, like, thank God for Deborah and Arash. There's a photo of everything since the day I entered. But, like...

I have one childhood photo of me ever. Ever. I love it, though. And... It's the cutest. And I'll never forget, I had the physical version, and one of the last times I saw my mom, she, like, got rid of it, so I couldn't have it, which was, like, so traumatizing. I remember that. And Natalie was looking for it. And, like, it was just so weird. And my... But my grandparents...

Mr. Hummingbird and Mrs. Butterfly would take, like, a thousand, thousands of photos of me, like, as a baby. And my parents, like, had them and took them. But, like, when we fell out, like, they, like, purposefully were, like, you can't have these. You know what I mean? Like, so I don't have a single childhood photo of me when I know there's, like, thousands. And, like, they...

Not thousands, but you know what I mean. Like, just a normal amount. And, like, they won't give them to me. And it's crazy. And there was this one time I went to my grandparents' house after I started vlogging. And I took vlog clips of, like, all the photos around the house. And, like, I'll forever be so grateful for that vlog because it's, like, the only... Like, you have them in the vlog? Yeah. Like, it's the only footage I have of, like, childhood photos of me, like, ever. But it's the weirdest thing to, like, not...

No, because like everyone else gets to just look at photos of themselves. And I told my sister that I was like, because she was like not wanting to send me the photos. She's like, I'm busy. I'm like, I have never seen a fucking picture of myself. Literally. I want to see that. So when she sent him, that was so exciting. I literally felt like I was like watching a movie. Literally. That's insane. I literally have my...

like my like my belly button from when i was born like i literally honestly my mom does have those i'm telling you she holds on to like the most no no no no no fun that's my baby teeth like where are they no i don't have my baby teeth i really cared about all that shit tooth fairy took those crack fairy would the tooth fairy come to your house like at least a quarter

Again, like kind of my grandparents before they died, but they died when I was really young. Like there was like maybe one time.

That's stupid. You don't have to try it. With my photos too, my parents divorced when I was like 10. So I literally don't remember them being together happily at all. I literally don't remember it. But when I see photos, depending on the house and stuff, I can kind of remember. It gives me memories. Which is different than yours. You have the memory before and then you see the photo to improve it. I have such...

such a vivid like I remember everything I remember literally being like two I would do anything for that no I mean it's bad in ways because like I remember all the horrible stuff but I also like yeah I every detail every like I remembered the sticker we had bunk beds in the room I'll show you guys the photo I remembered every sticker that was on the bunk beds it's so scary and I'm like in my head sometimes I'm like did I make that up or like did I have like a dream about this because I don't know what it looks like

And I moved out of that apartment when I was five. And you saw the photo. And I saw the photo. It's exactly, exactly right. Do you know, weirdly, I like all my dreams are based in my childhood homes. Isn't that weird?

Like, well, all my dreams... You should look into, like, what that means. And I have. I have a lot, honestly. But all my dreams are based in, like, anything that's related to, like, trauma with me. Like, all my dreams are in exactly where you would know since you've known me trauma-wise. But, like, even just all my... Like, I just had a dream the other night where we were all my childhood home. Like, they're all based...

with like my current thoughts, but in my childhood homes. And it's so funny because it's like, that's the only way I can remember them because there's no photos. But like, I have such vivid dreams in them like every single night. That's not perk 30. That's real. That's real. No, I'll like have dreams actually like that where we're like,

- Doing fucked up shit that like, you know what I mean? This life has brought us, but in my childhood homes. - If we ever have like a show or anything along the lines, even if we did it for like a YouTube video, I wanted to do this when I brought everyone home or like to meet my family a couple months ago.

But I would die to go to the house that I actually grew up in because you would have a stroke. Same. Same. We kind of did that for MTV. We drove past one of my childhood homes. I remember everything too. And me and my sister like so young, like probably like, I mean, she was 10. I really remember every address I grew up at. Really? Really.

Like, because I would always have to know my address because no one would, like, take me home or, like, whatever. Like, I would always have to know my address no matter how young I was. So I remember every address I grew up at and I would die. I don't remember. I don't remember. I want to remember because I want to be able to look it up. I mean, I could say it right because I don't live there anymore, but I mean. Oh, super. She goes, oh, super. Ha ha ha ha.

Should we unpack super? It is a podcast topic. Yeah. Yeah, what's going on with the super? Super what, Tana? I have this problem. The super problem. The super problem. Super. I don't know how to explain this. Like, I get drunk, I don't get drunk, whatever. The second I have one shot in me.

I start saying the word super with everything, like half a shot in me. And like, you'd be like, yeah, no, let's not go there. And I'd be like, super no. Okay.

just now whatever the fuck I said it to super this super that super whatever if I'm sober I will never say the word and I can't make it make sense and then when you're super fucked up you go super super yes every single time I don't get it it gets like worse and worse you just say it more and more the more fucked up you are like Chris was dying the other day because Lila was imitating me being mad at him and she was like I just know when she's mad at you sober she's like Chris I'm mad at you and then like

drunk tana is like super fucking mad at you super like why do i do for that super crazy for that i pick up the word super only when i'm drunk and right before we started filming this she started saying super a little too much and i got a little worried but she's super sober right now super enough to film this podcast it's my birthday this month i'm having a midlife crisis because i'm turning 27

And I therefore have three years to find a husband and be pregnant with my first child. 29 is the age. Always. Do you know what I'm learning though? Is that like maybe it doesn't fucking matter. It doesn't at all. And I know it doesn't. But I want. That's my goal for myself. Is I want to have at least everything.

have somebody that I think I can marry by 30. My thing is, is Kourtney Kardashian didn't get married until she was 40. She's 40 years old and she found the love of her life. I know, but she has hundreds of millions of dollars. I have like little siblings that are like four right now. I don't think my parents had them when they were like 40.

I do love that. So there's no rush here. But they also had you at a normal time. Yeah, but then they're also still popping babies out. And like my step parent dies. They can also traumatize. This is my fear. My fear is that I want, I want to have like a few kids.

So if even if I have my first one by like 35, then I can only have like one. I think I've been letting the fear of all this shit like plague me for the last like year. Yeah, it is fucking stupid. But I just I really it's just a goal. Thank God you're 27 making a lot of money being gorgeous. For 26 more days. Yeah, gorgeous. You're 27. Wait. Oh, no, that was last year. My golden birthday was last year. Oh, too bad. Yeah, you're the 20. You're 27 now. Gorgeous.

So, but Brooke's birthday always like starts a little, you know, corruption. And we all just wanted to be here for Brooke this year. And she for sure cold shouldered us and told us that we plain flat out. We're not invited this year. Or she's being smarter mentally and going somewhere to where she doesn't act the way she acts. I can't be disappointed by my friends. Okay, act the way she acts is crazy. Everyone misses my birthday every year. Well.

Well, it's you do have one of the harder birthdays in the year. It is. So I plan it around everybody always giving his midnight and then it's Brooke's birthday. No, it changes every year and every year I plan it accordingly. I ask everybody in advance. What what's the deal? When's everyone going to be back? I plan it based on that. And then no matter what, without fail, every year.

Everyone changes their plans. So what ends up happening is, is everyone realizes that they should probably get be with their family or also get in trouble. But last year, and I think the year before that, it landed on 25th and 26. No, it doesn't do that. Last year, it was like three days away from Thanksgiving. Still just fucked. So fucked. Thanksgiving is such an important day for family. Thank God we celebrate you 363 days a year. Yeah, and thank God everyone lives 40 minutes away. Yeah.

Yeah, but leaving the psycho families is like so hard. Like you do, like you have to recognize a birthday around Thanksgiving is so hard. Of course I recognize that. But if I say like, hey, I'm doing my birthday this day. Does that work for everybody? Everyone says yes. And then changes it a day before, decides they're not coming home. That's not, that's what I, where the...

I think I've decided for your birthday I just have to like spend so much of my money to make her happy like buy her something insane that is not true that's the last exactly wrong no but I can't be there is my point oh

I love you so much. It's just always right around Thanksgiving. Let's just be real. You already disinvited her. Yeah, no, none of you are invited. It's so close to Thanksgiving that. I'm just, no one's invited. I'm doing my birthday separate from everyone this year because I'm like, what am I going to do? Plan a birthday party and have everyone decide not to come. I'll still pick a separate date to celebrate you and. We always pick a separate date.

We always. Like, we love you. We love you. We would die for you. We would die for you. Thank you so much for listening to this week's episode of the Canceled Podcast. We love you guys so much. Comment down below if you like Ari and Ty. If not, send them hate. Don't comment at all, gorgeous. Seriously. Love you guys. Thank you for joining. I love you. Reviving the vibes. Sorry for crying. I love you all. No, reviving the vibes. We love you. I have so much more to say.