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Hi folks, this is Beth from Violation. I'm here to tell you about Ear Hustle. Ear Hustle shares stories about what life is really like in prison, both inside and after you get out. Hosts Nigel Poore and Erlon Woods launched Ear Hustle in 2017 when Erlon was incarcerated in California's San Quentin State Prison. In 2018, Erlon's sentence was commuted and he was released.

Since then, the show has expanded to include voices and stories from other prisons, including women's prisons, and also stories about what it's like to get out of prison and start over again on the outside. Ear hustle stories are raw, often hilarious, and rarely what you'd expect to hear on a show about prison life.

Today, we're sharing an episode from March called Saber-Toothed Cat. The host spends this entire episode with a man who has been incarcerated for 46 years. He schools them on the history of prison and answers questions such as how many pairs of underwear do you get? How long does a bar of soap last? And what does 46 years inside do to a person?

Ear Hustle is back with Season 12, which started on September 6th, and the show will also be marking its 100th episode in December. You can find Ear Hustle wherever you get your podcasts and at EarHustleSQ.com. This is Anne Irwin, founder and director of Smart Justice California. The following episode of Ear Hustle contains language and content that might not be suitable for all listeners. Discretion is advised. You know, I'm...

really paranoid. And I want to know what I'm going into and how I get out of there. I check out who's hanging on the yard, who's hanging in these areas right around this door. So as you were walking down here, what sorts of stuff did you notice? There ain't no trap. I don't see...

You know, like a gang of officers waiting around this corner to gaffle me up or a gang of inmates over here to get me or that. You do that. I do that naturally. You have to realize that I'm conditioned a certain way to react. My defenses go up as soon as I come out my cell. I'm looking for a saber-toothed cat, even though they've been extant all these years. I'm looking for that thing.

When a caveman came out of his cave, he's looking for that pterodactyl or he's looking for that saber-toothed cat or he's looking for something to get him. And nowadays, you got people that walk out the door and get hit by a car. But a car ain't going to never hit that caveman because his defenses are already up. So you're constantly vigilant. Yeah, you got to be constantly vigilant.

One thing I can say, Naj, is that a lot of cast has been locked up a long time. You know, you definitely keep your head on a swivel. Yeah, I mean, this is not the first guy we've spoken to that does this. Right. Hey, when we go to a restaurant, you think about where you're going to sit. Of course. Yeah. Because I'm thinking about the dude that's going to come in and rob it. You're looking for that saber-toothed tiger? Yes, I am.

So on the last episode, we talked about a bunch of guys like this. You know, the OGs who have been incarcerated for a long time. But this time, we're going to focus on just one. Sherry Walker. When you look around this room, what do you think you notice about it that I don't? That I notice about it? Yeah, that I wouldn't notice because I'm not as vigilant as you are. That if there was no other way out, I could climb out of here. You know, the opening up there.

As old as I am, I'd have problems getting up there, but you know, I look for... Yeah, then I noticed that there are some windows where I can get out of here. I noticed that there's not a lot of security back here. Do you feel safe in this room now? Well, you know what? I'm going to say something. Don't take this personally, but when he came in, I felt a lot less safer.

Who was he talking about? It was just like some random person who walked through the room while we were doing the interview. I mean, Jerry didn't really overly react, but you could see he noted it. You know, it was like, ooh, something in the room shifted. Got you. My environment changes, I change it. So do you think because of how hypervigilant you are, you're a good reader of character? I read character pretty good. What do you read about this dude? He got the openness in the face, exudes a...

A lot of honesty. He don't even have to say nothing. He exudes a lot of honesty. And it's partially the way he walk. He don't walk like a convict. He walks more like a free person. Interesting. Okay, give me a read of me. You, I've seen you a lot. And you walk like one of the homegirls. I asked somebody the first time I seen you, I said, who's that?

They tried to say your name. I still ain't got your name. Nigel or something. That's right. That's right. You got it. Oh, she runs the media. Oh, man, she's going to want to talk to you, man. I don't want to talk to these people, man. I'm out of here. So I take off. But we won you over. Yeah. Typical OG doesn't want to say nothing to nobody. Yeah, but in the end, they come around. Well, some of them.

Good thing for us, this guy did. I'm Erlon Woods. I'm Nigel Poore. This is Ear Hustle from PRX's Radiotopia.

So, Erlon, I don't think you ever met Jerry Walker at San Quentin. Nah, I don't think I knew him. And I know you're a super observant guy, not much gets past you, but even you might not have noticed him. Oh, he was one of them low, low-profile cats. Exactly. He just doesn't take up a lot of space. New York. You remember Jerry? Yeah, he's always around, but you don't see him. And it's not like he's this little guy. Yeah.

Nah, very tall black man, but he just blends in somehow. I don't know if he has a cloak of invisibility or something. The next thing you know, I'm minding my own business and he's there. Yeah, I mean, he does not draw attention to himself. Not at all. Here's the one thing that I'm always trying to do. What would you put? It's a collage. That whole wall is painted that way. And you look at it and then a guy walks out of there. They blend it in. Camouflage, man. I'm trying to...

get to that point at all times. That's the whole thing is not to become noticed. I think that's a great survival technique. If you're not there, then nobody's paying attention to you, then you don't get hurt. I wouldn't mind if some of the younger guys at San Quentin learned that. To roam or to disappear? No, to not take up so much space. Young people need attention. They're different. They sure do.

Erlon, when New York and I met Jerry, he had done 46 years in prison. You know what? You don't often meet people who have done that much time. He is basically a walking encyclopedia of the prison experience. He's an expert. Yeah. During your 46 years, what is the most unusual place you had to live? Backerville was... What does that mean? Okay, okay, okay.

Okay, I'll explain that to you. Do you know what he means by... Yeah. Oh, you do? Okay, Erlon, I know you weren't there, but at this moment in the interview, Jerry made this kind of hand gesture, and I think it was dismissive. Right, right. And basically he was saying that this particular prison, it was too soft for him. Yeah, I mean...

Guys like Jerry, you know, they from a different time. You know, they from when prison was really hard and nobody was talking about their feelings. You know, they probably would have been victims if they talked about their feelings back in those days. I mean, shit, you've seen the movies. But at this place, that was the kind of thing you had to do. Within your first week, you have to get up and you tell your story. Wait, what year was this? This is 74. You have to tell them you have...

I'm here and I was an alcoholic and I killed somebody because I was under the influence or I was a gang member or...

I mean, I know these conversations. They're the kind of thing guys talk about in all of the various self-help groups that are very popular now. Especially at San Quentin, where there's a real focus on reform and rehabilitation. But back when Jerry started out, prison was really stripped down. I mean, guys didn't even have TVs in their cells back then. And that's why a lot of those guys were scholars. They just read. It was cool to be smart back then, you know? There was nothing else to do. What did you have in the cell then?

One of them boxes over there. He's pointing at like a two by three foot box. All your property would fit in there. And that's transcripts from your court and everything else. Okay, so in your cell there was...

What was in there? Nothing. Books. Or you had a radio. Okay. And you had a speaker in there, and you could turn it to A or B, and either have country, western, or rock on one station, or rhythm and blues, and something else on the other station. And that's it, so you could only listen to stuff. Yeah. And then, so you got state-issued clothes. Like, how many, what did you have for clothes? Tell me all the clothes that you owned. You had...

two different types of clothes. You had khaki material clothing and you had denim. The denim you could only wear to trade and to work sites.

If you was going to go to the library, if you was going to go anyplace else visiting, you had to get into what they call polished cottons. You had a khaki-colored set of clothing, and you had a powder blue khaki material set of clothing that you could wear on a visit. So like how many pairs of pants and shirts? Five. Five pants? How many tops? Five. How many pairs of underwear? Seven. How many pairs of socks? Seven. Okay.

T-shirts? Seven. Shoes? One. That's all the clothes you had? Yeah. What I love about this is that Jerry Walker remembers all of this. And it's like 40 years ago. He remembers all the details. Yeah, now I mean, what else does he have to remember? You know what I'm saying? Like, no, seriously, in prison it's like one thing. One thing that happens continuously over and over and over and over. So you don't really forget it.

What was the food like in '74 before packages? They fed you good in the chow hall, okay? You'd take a doggy bag to breakfast with you, to lunch with you, and to dinner with you. You know, you might only have half of your steak at dinner. - Steak? - Yeah, you didn't get hamburgers and hot dogs for dinner. You got, like, real food that somebody was making from scratch. Hot dogs, hamburgers, and casseroles was lunch meals.

Pork steak, pork chops, ribeye, round steak, chicken. On the bone? Yeah, on the bone. Always on the bone then, not this stuff that they give you today. So you weren't getting that processed food out of the can and the salad out the bag? What about dessert? Cakes. They had bakery. You had bakery, butcher shop, vegetable preparing rooms at every prison. It was like a lot of food. Describe the CMC cells.

They're over under. One cell's an upper bunk. The next cell's a lower bunk. All right, Erlon, let's try to explain this succinctly because you really need a diagram. Obviously, we can't have a diagram here. You know what it's like? It's almost like one cell is like an L. And then the other cell...

Next to it is like a backwards scene. It's like a bunk bed, but you're not in the same room. You're like, if you're on the bottom, you're in an alcove, and if you look up...

You see the cement or whatever of the other cell where they're sleeping. It's more of metal. Like the whole wall is metal. But regardless of the material, you can't see the person, but they are sleeping above you. I know I said an L and a C. Turn the L backwards and then turn the C the right way, and that's how it's positioned. I think the easiest thing to say is that the bunk bed, but they are in different rooms. Jigsaw. Okay. Also, I imagine it's like if you ever slept on a train. So you're not finished with this. Okay.

And then when they put a second person in that cell, they put a bed that folds up. Oh, no. And you got to put it down. No. You got to put it down for your cell to go to sleep. And once you put it down, it blocks up the whole cell. There's no floor no more. There's no floor. And that's what's considered a king size. A lower, lower. We're on a lower, lower. If he rolls over, we're in the bed together. What do you mean a lower, lower? Lower.

So the way the lower lower works, right? Like this person's sleeping on the bottom here. Yeah. And this bed that pulls up is like they're right in your face. Oh, I see what you're saying. Right in each other's face. If you're in that kind of cell. Okay. I get it. I get it. Cozy. Yeah. You roll over and, you know. You can fall right into your bed. Yeah. Right into your bed. Or if he has to get up to use the restroom, he got to step on you or move all the way to the end.

I told him, we're not sleeping in here. I said, you can sleep in the morning or afternoon. Let me know what you're going to do while I'm here from 10 o'clock at night until 6 in the morning. We're going to play cards or watch TV or we're going to read or whatever, you know. So you took shifts, you took turns sleeping during the day? Yeah, during the day. The idea of sleeping that close to a man was just too much to take.

So you'd rather disrupt your whole sleeping pattern? I think it was more just a perception of somebody walking by and seeing me. That's what I mean. Yeah. So because of that, you completely changed your sleeping pattern? Yeah. You change your sleeping patterns no matter where you are. You know, Erlon, listening to this, what really strikes me is that Jerry is really good at adapting. The word he keeps using is coping. Yeah.

And it's kind of his superpower. And the best example of that might be pretty early on in his sentence, Jerry got in trouble and he was transferred to Pelican Bay and put in this special unit for people who are separated from the general population. Can you describe as if you're walking in for the first time, what does the unit look like? When you come in the unit, you're kind of confused. It's like a maze in there.

Like you're just going around in circles and circles. And then you're in the unit, the cells are right there. They walk you to the end of it. And what do you remember? As soon as you step in, there's a toilet right there. About 10 feet to where the bunks are, the bunks are on the back of the cell. Like if I'm standing at the door of the cell, the bunks are on that wall right there. They're concrete with two slots.

that you put your property in. And when you go in there, do you get a sense of the other people who have spent time in there? Can you tell other people have been in there? Sometimes. What gets left behind? Markings. Somebody always put, I was here, put their name on there. Yeah. There used to be a superstition, don't put your name on the wall or else you'll come back. Some guys, that was their way of... To exist. To exist, yeah. Yeah.

Usually blacks were more superstitious. They ain't writing on the wall. They don't want to come back. Hispanics or whites, they don't care. They're going to mark their name on there so their homeboys or friends or whatever would know that they've been there. Did you ever write anything on the wall? No. I told you, I'm superstitious. I guess. I'm not coming back. But I always returned. You don't have nothing. You didn't get nothing. No books. No books. What clothes do you have? T-shirt shorts.

Nothing else. No blues? No. And so how do you cope without books? Do you have writing paper, pen? No. You can't write letters? No. So what did you do in there? How did you cope? Probably the first thing you're going to do is sleep. Exercise, eat, and sleep. How did you know what time it was? If you weren't tired enough to go to sleep, then it was exercise time. If they weren't feeding you, it was exercise time.

After you get through exercising, you wash off and you go to sleep. And you sleep until you wake up again and need to exercise again or they opened up the tray slot and you know it's time to eat. So when you ate, how was the food and how did they feed you? I'm not a gourmet, so I eat food to live. I've always did that. Tastes, a lot of times, don't even matter.

I'm just eating to fight hunger and to nourish myself. Even now, I don't eat for taste. Are you actually underground? No. No? Okay. All right. It's not underground, but it feels like it because there's no windows. If you're escorted someplace, you don't see no windows, no nothing. What else? White. You start noticing all the white. They shut the door, put your hands through there, and handcuff you.

Then they leave. Then all of a sudden you don't hear no noise. Next thing you know, somebody's at the door. You don't even know they walked up because you can't hear them come. It's a solid metal door? It's a plexiglass. Over a thousand eyes, I call it. Metal honeycombs? Yeah. So what happens to you when there's no sound? What changes for you? I can't speak for everybody. For you. But...

For me, I just cope with it. You say you didn't notice it at first. How did you start to notice, wait, I'm not hearing anything. Somebody came through the tray slot, and the tray slot opened, and then the noise came in. You live by a freeway. That's a good example. You live by a freeway when you open your door. Yeah. And then tweak that a little bit more to where it's even quieter when the door isn't open, and it's louder when the door is open. Hmm.

magnify it. I went to the hole in 2012 for eight months. Once I got books and writing paper, I actually liked the hole because I liked to read and I liked to be by myself. And it just allowed me to write really good letters. I liked to write when I didn't have the time to do in population. But that first week or two, when I didn't have any property, no soap, no food, no deodorant, no toothpaste, I didn't have a book, I didn't have paper. It was nerve wracking.

Once I got acclimated and learned how to make a fishing line and got into swinging things and learned how to trade books with other people and got cool on the tail, it was easy. I liked it after that. But you can't fish. You got the rubber thing blocked. How do you come out of that? They give you a hotel bar or something, right? The hand soap. It's not going to last. That's going to last? For what? A day? Two bird baths and it's gone?

But let me get to the point. So what changed when you came out? What changed about you? You mean what changes it made on me? Yeah. How did it affect you? It didn't really affect me. She ain't supposed to be there for five days. Yeah, but you were there for 90. Yeah, maybe you can't remember. But I think what we're pressing you on is, what did it do to you? Like, okay, I hear you slept, you ate, you exercised. Yeah.

And then what else? Your exercise again. I don't do a lot of thinking about the streets. That's when I think you do the crying, thinking of your grandparents, your parents. You might go through your times table, you know, whatever. Do you know how that song gets stuck in your head and it keeps going over and over? Everything is that way then. I could direct what my mind concentrate on.

And what you do is start pushing endorphins, what makes you feel good. Whatever makes you feel good, you're going to push that endorphin. Like what? Friends, family, music, things you want to do, things you, you know. So it sounds like what you're saying is you create a strong mental life. Yeah. And you relive things over and over. Yeah. Okay. How did you tell time? You didn't worry about it.

I'm going to get out of there when I'm going to get out of there. When I first went back there, I thought, you're back there five days and they bring you out. And so when I figured it was about five days, I didn't come out. And I'm not going to ask them. That's what they're waiting for. You can't come out of there that way. The main thing you're trying to do is not look weak, not submit, like being a prisoner of war. Erlen, do you know what really blows my mind here? What's that?

that he had the restraint to not ask when he was getting out. Like that, it's so hard to get, if you haven't had this experience, it's really hard to get your mind around that because only thing I could imagine is being obsessed with when is this over? When is this over? When is this over? And like, he just did not let his mind go there. Do you think he gave up? No, I think it's a kind of, of, of, of,

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What was the most surprising thing that happened to you while you were in there? Like, what didn't you expect to have happened that happened? That I didn't start screaming like everybody else. When the tray slot come open, that's what you hear. Guys that couldn't cope. Get the psych up here and let's see if we... And then them guys are gone. You don't see them no more. You don't see them anyway. I'd say you don't hear them no more. Then somebody else would come in there a few days. He'd be belligerent. Eh.

Then he'll leave out screaming, "Ahh!" - So you walked in and walked out the same? - No, you never walk in nothing. How can you? No, you don't walk in and walk out the same. I have a lot of stuff that I hide. My paranoia is a lot more. My vertigo is a lot worse. Everything's a lot worse. My suspicion of people, my way of dealing with people,

My reliance on what I could feel, what I could smell, what I could taste, what I could see, what I could touch. If I can't do that, I don't want to hear about it. You trust people less, you rely on people less, you rely more on yourself, and you utilize less. Hey, you know, maybe at first Jerry's self-reliance was like, you know, a strategy or a tool of survival. But now...

I don't think he could be any other way. I know. I mean, it's just like part of who he is now. And sitting with him, you know, you realize that he just doesn't need anybody or really anything. Self-sufficient. Me and my brother, Robert, he's four years older than me. We're totally opposites, you know what I mean? He's worked for the Department of Motor Vehicles for...

40, 45 years. Wherever I go, I call. Yeah, this is a call from Jerry Walker. He's at San Quentin Prison, blah, blah, blah. So he knows where I'm at now, but he's going to write. Man, if you need anything, man, let me know. And I'm in the cell and I barely got toothpaste and the stuff I need, but I don't overuse it. You know what I mean? That's not my way of doing things.

He deserved everything he got. He chose that life. Why would I have him sacrifice? I can't remember what the exact word was, but you kind of said like you don't need much. For example, when New York was talking about the soap, he's like, that's not enough soap. And you said, no, it's plenty of soap. So you have a very different view of what enough is. So do you think your view of what is enough is different than a lot of people's? You seem to not need a lot. I don't need a lot.

So what do you need? What do you need? The one thing I'm not going to get. Freedom. But real freedom. Yeah. I'm not talking about just letting me out to where I could go to a factory and where, you know, the freedom where I could get out and I could live off the land. Or I could go fishing, getting food, finding a place to sleep at, you know. And even in here, it don't seem it, but yeah, that's what I'm doing.

I always get an almanac every year. And so I always have the Constitution and the amendments. From the start, we gave up our rights to fish, hunt, use the restroom where we want to, to not live on the streets and all this other stuff. And the government is supposed to give you freedom. But even before the ink could dry, they're like, yeah, but we're going to tell you how.

Freedom is. It's not your freedom. You're giving away the way they want you to act. You basically enslave yourself. And I can't get over that. 47 years later, I still can't get over it. What do I need to know about you? To know you? Oh, man. I would like to be honest. And I want to be as honest as I can be with whoever I'm talking to at that present moment. You know what I mean? But the closer...

You get to society and establish rules, the more I pull away. Another thing you'd know about me is I'm sensitive. There's a lot of things I have suspicion about. I've never committed a murder. I've assaulted people, and I assault them to let them know, just don't mess with me. Just leave me alone. I won't bother you. I won't thread on your toes. I won't...

But I don't want to do that sin. I do not want to kill nobody. Jerry said there was this other thing that he learned to do while he was in Pelican Bay. Do you remember when he said he'd think about those memories and push endorphins that made him happy? Mm-hmm. So there was this whole soundtrack that would go through his mind to accompany these memories. You know, like he would score them. Yeah, I can imagine that.

When I was in the unit, sometimes I found myself singing or humming. It's distraction. The music will always be whatever you're thinking about. Your last dance, your last party, your last time you seen that person. It's like when I think of my brothers, usually temptations.

They dress like the Temptations. You know, they even had acts. They dance like the Temptations dance. When I think of my homeboys, it might be a little bit more rock. America, beginning of ABBA. That surprised me. What? ABBA. I like it. That's a good group. Just didn't expect it. I listen to Grateful Dead. Listen to...

Santana. You know I'm going to ask you to sing something. I can't sing. You did it in the vacuum? Just pretend you're in the vacuum. That's to myself. Well, just pretend you're in the vacuum. Okay, I do want. I was slipping into darkness when I heard my brother say,

And that's kind of where we left it with Jerry. Then the pandemic happened. It ended up being three long years before we caught up with Jerry Walker again.

We asked Jerry to come back down to the media lab to talk with us, and we pretty much picked up the conversation right about where we left off. So in our interview, you talked about what real freedom means to you, and for you, real freedom would just be to sleep wherever you wanted to sleep, fish and eat whenever you wanted to eat. Do you remember that? Yeah, if I was able to, I would like to. The thing is, is that that's not a...

Jerry sounded like the oomph got knocked up out of him. Oh, Erlon. It was kind of a shock. I mean, he was diminished. It was tough. I mean, he'd gotten COVID, and it really took a toll on him. Yeah, I think it did a number on the older crowd. Yeah, yeah. I couldn't run to that wall. I can't run from a dog. I couldn't fight him off.

So are you saying it's better for you to be in here? I don't know. It's never better for you to be in here, not with the type of stuff that goes on in here. It's hard for me to move. You know, I barely get through each day. And you walked all the way down here? Yeah. You sang for me last time, and I was hoping you'd sing a little bit more of Slipping Into Darkness for me. It was so good. No, well now...

I'd have to ask for royalties because... I'll give you royalties. Because, you know, the first time was for free. Now, since you... Because I want it so much, you're going to charge me? Oh, you're hard. Ain't that what everybody else do in this world? Just a couple of lines. Oh, man. I don't know why you're putting pressure on me.

Because you have such a good voice? No, I don't have no voice. Yes, you do. I remembered your voice more than I remembered your face. Let me see. I was slipping into darkness when I heard my brother say. I was slipping into darkness when I heard my brother say. He said, you've been slipping into darkness and soon you'll have to pay. I think that's it. I don't...

don't know if that's the right lyrics. So Nigel, could you imagine doing 46 years in prison? My immediate answer would be no, I don't think I could. But there's some situations where you absolutely couldn't know until you were in it. Me sitting across from you in a studio right now, no, I don't think I have that well. It's a long time, you know? It's a long time. Well, I don't know when we're going to see Jerry again.

But I definitely want to catch up with them. I like when these old cats get on the mic. They give us something that we don't usually get. I know. I mean, their memory is, I don't know, it's a museum in a way. Yeah, definitely. It's a museum of the history of a prison. Definitely. And we did make a record of them. I got to introduce you next time we go in. Please do. Looking forward to it.

Ear Hustle is produced by me, Nigel Poore, Erlon Woods, Amy Standen, and Bruce Wallace, along with the Roley Price and Rahsaan New York Thomas. With help from Tony Tafoya and Rashid Zinaman. This episode was sound designed and engineered by me, Erlon Woods, with help from Fernando Arruda. It features music by Antoine Williams, Erlon Woods, Rashid Zinaman, and David Jossie.

Amy Standen edits the show. Shabnam Sigmund is the managing producer. And Bruce Wallace is our executive producer. Thanks to acting warden Oak Smith. And as you know, every episode of Ear Hustle has to be approved by this woman here. I am Lieutenant Giamare Berry, the public information officer here at San Quentin State Prison. And I approve this episode.

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