Stand Still And Welcome The Past Home
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As we say we're to awakening we give permission for our innermost being to wake up the surface to what the deep is. As we listen and know deeper in the Seeing and Knowing we begin to know a realm within the unseen levels of our Being that we can touch upon and it touches us back.

It is like a of recognition of more than the surface. As we dwell, Awareness more in the deeper Seeing and Knowing, this directly initiates change on the surface, mentally, emotionally, psychologically, actually, socially. It activates change. Not to change anything purposely but meaningfully. Not to change for change's sake but we long to realise What We Are at depth with no end AND to manifest in this moment of humanness, divining the humanness.

So the moment we recognise just a little bit deeper, we don't have to understand it, we know it at this heart level and even our mind stops and is knowing a light of the heart that we are entering. Then that initiates an emptying of the surface level, because what we need as awakening to our original purity, which we not left, is for the alignment of this moment of life in the bodymind to match the deeper Knowing.

The moment we know and see deeper, we may not have it on our tongue, to say it to another, we may not be able to put it into words, but it is already emanating from our flesh and it brings about within our heart and within our relationships a longing to form to give the more of what this is. And we go across boundaries, the boundary of needing the familiar. We realise freedom is not in the known, it is an unknown, the levels of our deeper knowing that have not had form. We want to realise not only what we are but we want it to have flowing form of expression whilst we have this form.

So we literally enter the deep for the transformation of the surface, through giving away the energy of familiarity, pattern, separation back to our Being. Each and every moment as we awaken we begin to see, challenging a great deal of the time, not to react in the familiar way in which the self has been patterned and functioning. But also to discover that no one is to blame for this. This is a deep cosmic thing, a divine thing, a mystery that is happening...

But then being true as Awareness to the heart of our Knowing becomes our living breath. And we begin to know ourselves like we've never known our self. Often quite distastefully we know our self. But within the Knowing of our self without the judging of that self, even though it is distasteful, The Self is revealed in our own Awareness as being what we first deeply are. That moment is a balance, a goodness, a profound-ness, a place of deep okay-ness. Everything is fine as it is but we must move deeper into our Knowing.

By and by, slowly, slowly, quickly, quickly backwards, backwards, forwards, in and out until there is a steady way. We give up moving as if we're a linear someone, heading for a future because we are getting away from our past. We need to stand still and be silent and open and welcome our past home as a welcome experiment to reveal what we essentially are. Now we really begin to live thoroughly as the Now for we are the Now.

Glasgow 1st Night June 2018