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Dan Rather and the Duchess of Duluth. Today's guest is James Patterson. He's one of the world's best-selling authors. Hundreds of millions of books. It's very prolific. Very prolific. Very successful. His books include Along Came a Spider, The Angel Experiment, School's Out Forever, 10th Anniversary, The People vs. Alex Cross. A bunch of movies have been made out of his books. And he has a new book out right now, which is super interesting because...

In a way, it is co-authored with Michael Crichton. Yes. Because this is a book that Michael Crichton was writing on, and James was brought in by Michael's wife to finish it and bring it to fruition. It's called Eruption, and it's a very Crichtonesque story about a huge volcano on the big island of Hawaii and a military secret that this will expose. Eruption. Eruption.

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How are you? I'm good. How are you? Welcome. Hi, I'm Maggie. Maggie Dash. Nice to meet you. I'm a little irreverent, so I joke a lot. Good, we love that. You can just tell me to shut the fuck up. You're in a very safe space for irreverence. I would say that's our goal. A reigning tone here.

So many drinks. Where will I start? How long are you in town for? Just today and tomorrow. We're doing a thing with Sherry Crichton, Michael Crichton's widow, because I have the book coming out. Eruption. Eruption. So we're doing that Sunday morning CBS thing. Oh, you are? And they're going to shoot. It's actually a pretty cool story because she was pregnant with her son when Michael died. Oh, you're kidding. No, no, no.

In 2008, he died? I don't know exactly. I do. I just researched it. It's like 13, 14 years ago. He never saw his son. He never met his son. And this, well, whatever. Tell me when we're ready. Oh, we're going.

We're going. Oh, we're running. We're going. Oh, my God. You mean we started? Yeah. Do you feel bamboozled? Yeah, no. So we're going to do that thing. Okay, fine. We have a saying in here. The old trick. No, it's not Robert Durst style. It's not like the Jinx where you're miked and you'll be in the bathroom and admit to some murders. You must have watched the Jinx in 2015. I did not. Oh.

You didn't. I'm aware of it, but I did not. And you know he didn't know he was miked. I do know that. Okay, what do you watch? If you're not watching The Jinx, which all of America watch. Like Slow Horses. Okay, you love Slow Horses. We love Slow Horses. Great. My wife and I, I'm always bad when I'm trying to remember, like, what do we watch? A series will grab us. What was the Englishman? The Gentleman? Oh, I liked that, right? That was fun. It was fun. Have you watched Slow Horses? I watched the first episode. First episode is not typical of the show. Interesting. Interesting.

Because it's all about that one British actor, Gary Oldman. And once he gets going, he's great. He's one of the greatest. I mean, it's really engaging and wonderful and off the wall. And it's a great character. So we like that. Are you more prone to watch nonfiction or fiction? Fiction. I did the Epstein thing, Filthy Rich. And it's a four hour. I mean, Netflix is amazing. 110 million people saw that in the first 10 days. I was one of them. I'm bored by it. I want an hour.

I don't want the four hours. Sort of give it to me a little tighter. You're locked into the formatting of your brain. Yeah, whatever it is. And docs are supposed to be this length. I don't criticize other people. It's just that's my style, which just tends to be very tight. Some paragraphs could be a single sentence. Yes, absolutely.

Actually, I'm doing a book now, and I think it's a good thing to do. It's about how to be a better dad. And that is single sentences because I want dads to feel very comfortable reading it. I want it in their style. I want it to get to things quickly for them because not all dads, but a lot of dads, they don't really have anybody to talk to about it. They feel like they're alone. They either don't think their friends will want to talk about it or they're embarrassed to bring up the stuff. Yeah.

And this thing sort of gets at them. And it ranges from not being afraid to say I love you. Some dads are cool with that, and a lot of them aren't. To hugging. Your son's 26? Jack is 26. But my memory of my own father, I'm sure this is inaccurate, but the only time I remember him hugging me was on his deathbed. Oh.

Oh, really? And I didn't want that to be the thing with our son, Jack. So I wanted him to get every single day. And to this day, if he comes home, he gets a hug. That's a deal. Well, okay. You were born in 1949? 47. 47. Thank you for that. Okay. I shaved two years off for you. That's cool. Two years are cool. Speaking of that, we had the British publisher over. And I love her. She's a really, really nice person. And we go out to dinner and she goes, James, how old are you? And I said, 77. He said, oh my God, I didn't even think you were 70.

Is that great or what? It is, it is. And I said, I will never leave your publishing house. I will always be with you. And James, isn't it funny to watch how you evolve? Because I'm imagining that if you tried to forecast a day when being mistaken for 70 would be great news, it makes you recognize like, oh yeah, we're here now where I'd be delighted that you thought I was 70.

Yeah, I know. Well, it happens. I can remember when Jack was a little kid. I had Jack when I was 49 or 50, and my beard was coming in white. And I wanted to cut down a number of people that would ask me if I was his grandfather, so I shaved his beard off. Yes, of course.

Yeah, so by conventional standards, I was late into the game. Our first kid we had, I was 38 and then I was 40. I have enormous gratitude for having done it later because of the patience required. Yeah, the big pro for us is, look, at that point, we're financially fine. That's huge because the finances, I think, of all the things that screw people up and make it hard, it's that. I would imagine, too, the attention that you're paying to climbing the mountain.

You've climbed the mountain at least far enough that you can focus. Yeah, I never worried too much about climbing a mountain. It's never really been a problem with me. I just don't think about it. I just do shit. Well, whether you thought about it or not, you definitely climbed a couple different mountains. Still climbing, yeah. My grandmother's line, hungry dogs run faster. Yes. That's a good one. That's good. But starving dogs run a little slow. They're malnourished. Okay, back to the patience element.

Well, let me ask you, because maybe I'm assuming incorrectly. I would imagine for you at 51...

aren't as singularly focused on it, or maybe were you? Singularly focused on my career and stuff? Yes, yes. To me, it's always been, you do your work and then you come home and the work just isn't there. I've always been, okay, I'm doing something else now. And my priorities, certainly all the way through the marriage, have been Sue. And my joke about Sue, if Sue ever leaves me, I'm going with her. Right. Yeah.

The truer thing about Sue is every once in a while, there come a couple hours when I can't stand her. Yeah, yeah, of course. But there's never a day when I'm not in love with her. And that's accurate. Yeah. That's lovely. And it's lucky. At the apex of your output, what was the hour allotment in a day that went towards?

In the beginning, I'm working in advertising. Right. You do 25 years. But I've been clean for over 25 years now. But I really like to think about those days. And that was the real balancing act. I would figure out a way to carve out a couple of hours. Like lunchtime, I would shut my door and write for half an hour. Can't be a coincidence. You retire from the advertising job and maybe 96, you get married in 97. Some space was made.

When you step down from that CEO role. I was with a woman for seven years. She developed a brain tumor and died. You know, not selective memory, but it just was a wonderful, wonderful relationship. At a certain point, it occurred to me that the best thing that ever been in my life, I hadn't tried to do that again. Maybe I was afraid. Who knows what the scars are? What was the gap between the passing of her and then when you were ready again?

over 10 years. And during that period, I went from being a copywriter to running shit and doing a lot of advertising, whatever that was, and writing books. But once you were liberated from the advertising job and you were just writing... I like that, liberated from the job thing. Yeah, that's right. It's true. How many hours a day were you actively writing?

And or brainstorming outline. I don't know the answer to that, but first of all, I do it seven days a week. I still do. I don't think about the hours, but basically I will get in sometime early in the morning, eight or nine o'clock, write for the morning for the most part, write some more in the afternoon. I don't do X number of words, which some people do. I write with Mike Lupica sometimes, and Mike was a sports writer for a long time. He'd have to do these

thousand words a day thing. And that's still his thing. So he'll just do a thousand words. Obviously when you're writing a column, you know the word count. You're doing 1500 words. I've just kind of never been that way. I just do it. Is there a time in the evening where you generally are like, okay, that's that I'm shutting this down? Mostly. Yeah. But occasionally I want to go up for another hour or so, but there's no pressure on it. I don't feel any pressure.

I read a New Yorker article about how hard it is to pin down your approach to writing, and I'm now finding it real time. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And I wonder, do you ever... Because I don't have... I just don't have it, yeah. Okay, but James, is it that you literally can't figure that out or think about it, or you're just really reluctant to... I can't figure it out. Your brain doesn't work that way. I don't think about it that way. That's one of the interesting things about journalists, and they think that you're going to think the way they think, and...

I don't. And I don't praise myself for that. I don't pat myself on the back. But no, I just don't process stuff the way most people do. I guess I would feel a little worried if I figured it out, it might go away. I mean, that's my own. Well, that's what I'm saying. You guys have spent too much time with shrinks. Yeah, that's right. Over-therapized. Well, no, I'm a writer and I'm obsessed, as most writers are, with process. The hardest part of writing is starting to write. Wouldn't you agree? Not for me. I love it.

I outline and outlines. There's never any pressure. You just kind of keep writing shit down. Eventually, I'm going to organize all the bullets, all the thoughts, all the possible scenes, the chapters. Okay, pause right there because that's fascinating. So is it just freeform conscious of the bullet points? This could happen and I want this to happen. There's a scene here and I can see this, I can see that. Well, the first thing I'll do is there's some concept that I'm kind of excited about doing. I'm actually out here because we're

in the process of selling this Sherry Crichton, Michael Crichton's widow. Michael did Jurassic Park and Westworld and ER and all that stuff. He died 13, 14 years ago. And his widow came to me and she said, Michael had started this project. It was a pet project. He'd been messing with it because he loved Hawaii for a long time. And would you be interested in finishing it? And I said, I don't know. Let me read what he wrote. And I was a big fan of his. I'd read certainly all of his fiction.

And I read it and I went, yes, for a lot of reasons. One, I love his stuff and that would be an honor for me. Two, I've never written anything with a lot of science in it. Yeah. So that would be a nice challenge that I think I'd like to take on. And third, in what he had written, it had these two things.

steamroller ideas that worked together. One was this volcano, which threatened to literally destroy the island of Hawaii for real, the biggest volcano maybe in history. And secondly, there was something on the island in terms of there was this toxic waste there that the military had left. And if that got out, it had to

potential that surely was. So here are these two things and they're working in concert. And I said, yes, I want to do this for all those reasons. I also want to know how the hell it ends. I got to figure this out because that wasn't there. Yeah. So he left behind a partial manuscript and a ton of notes. Notes. Yes. A lot of research. And what was the total amount

There was a fair amount of material. There was a lot of research. Most of the research that he had done had to do with what he had already written. So I had to go get another researcher, my own researcher, Elizabeth from Alaska. And she's a teacher at the University of Alaska Anchorage. She's the best because I would say, what about this? And she said, I don't think that could happen. And then the next day she'd go, I can make that work. You said on the big island of Hawaii, there's an enormous volcano that has the potential to flatten the whole island.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. But there's something worse than a volcano there. And that's pure Crichton. And I loved it. The other challenge, which I didn't really think about at the time, I wanted people to read this and really not know where Michael stopped and I started. Also that it would feel like it had some organic unity to it, which I think it does. Yes. And this isn't Michael's voice, but I think it reads like a book that he might have written. Well, let me ask you this. Michael Crichton was defined by his...

incredible comprehensive knowledge of science, be it archaeologically or medically. He really had a pretty keen scientific mind. Obviously, the writing doesn't intimidate you, but did the technical savvy intimidate you at all? No, because I thought I could research it and

There are certain things that I look at and go like, Tom Clancy, I couldn't do that. I don't know how generals think in general, how they talk, how generals think in general. There's a sense. The dialogue, I just don't quite get it. I couldn't do it. I can write a love story. I couldn't write a romance novel. I'm not putting them down. I just don't quite understand them.

The mechanics of it. And there's certain other things where I go like, I think I can do that. So I thought I could do this. When you're reading, do you tend to read fiction or nonfiction? Both. Actually, I'm reading, which I hadn't read before, Travels, which is Michael's... It's a book about his years in Harvard Medical School, Michael Crichton. And then the way he sort of used travel as...

I guess therapy. He would go to these places and really stretch, stretch, stretch in terms of what he could do, what he couldn't do, what he could be frightened of, what would scare the hell out of him, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. And that's interesting to me. Very alpha energy him. Like a go tackle everything, devour. Can we start at the beginning a little bit? In Newburgh? Sure, Newburgh, yeah. Newburgh. How far out of...

the city is that? Newburgh's about 60 miles north of New York City. People always go, "Oh, you're from New York." Upstate New York is not like New York the way people think of upstate. It's more like Michigan. It's a lot of farms. And dad was an insurance broker? He sold insurance. An interesting dude, he grew up in the Newburgh poorhouse. His father just took off. So my father grew up in literally the poorhouse. And his mother was a charwoman.

What's that? They're like, clean the bathrooms, clean the kitchen, that kind of thing. And for that, they got a room in the basement. And he was lucky in that the people who ran it really loved him. And they took care of him. And then eventually, they helped him get a scholarship to Hamilton, which is a very good school. But he had no confidence in himself. When we think of maybe what his potential shortcomings as a father were, obviously, he's taking a guess at it now. Totally. Totally.

Good human being, smart guy, but he didn't have the confidence. He came out of Hamlin. It's a really good school. And then he started driving a bread truck. And he drove a bread truck for six, seven years. He could be very engaging. No reason other than just a lack of confidence. Did you have siblings? Yeah, three sisters. Three sisters. Were they older or younger? All younger. All pains in the asses. Okay, sure, sure, sure. In case you're listening. Yeah.

I hate you all. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. Would you be in high school at the same time as all of them? No, because the Catholic school I went to was all boys. Okay. The oldest was three years younger, and then they went down to 10 years younger, the youngest. And what...

What was your relationship with your dad like? Mixed bag. He was a tough guy. He wasn't very loving. No hugs, as you've said. No hugs, yeah. He was a good human being. He just was tough. Big drinker, unfortunately. And mother. You know, it's interesting in reading this Triton book, Travels, he talks about with his family and his father, if he got a 98, they'd say, why didn't you get a 100? My family was the same way. Really? What kind of boy were you in school? Smart, but no interest in any of it. I just wanted to get out of Newburgh. Okay.

Okay, you were hot to get out of there. Get me out of here. Not that it's a bad city, but I just, no, I don't want to do this and I don't want to raise that. Okay, and the Catholic school, how did you get on there? Smart and a good jock. You were athletic. Here's my highlight reel. Nine holes in one and I could dunk in high school. Now, I don't know which one you find more unbelievable. The nine holes in one. Really? Yeah, for sure. That sounds like Kim Jong-un's kind of record at golf. Yeah.

My wife has six. Oh, she does. But my wife is a jock. She's a four-time All-American swimmer. So she's a legit jock. Okay, great. So Jack had a real chance. He's a pretty good tennis player. He had no interest in athletics at all, which is fine. And our thing was always just...

open doors, that's all. And we never pushed him. And he's a bright dude, but it was never like with me, I'm supposed to be first in my class. That was a deal. Okay. So you go to Manhattan College, you get a BA, and then you go to Vanderbilt for your master's. Yeah. What did you think of Nashville? Well, it was a whole different thing then.

One, they loved me because I was like a northerner and it was so cool. And I must know all this stuff because I went to school in New York City. And in those days, it was just beginning. And down there, it wasn't as bad with dope. So I'd walk across the campus like smoking weed and stuff. They wouldn't even know the smell.

Because they weren't even hip to it. Yeah, it was whatever it was. I really enjoyed it there a lot. I didn't want to leave, but it was there in Vietnam and they had the lottery. It was on television. Myself and some of my friends, we went to this bar and we watched. And this is life and death now. You could get in the army and go and next thing you know, you're in the jungle. Within a year. Yeah, yeah. And they would do it like January 1 and they'd give the number. On my March 22nd, it was 265 and they...

They thought the draft wouldn't go past 70 or so. So I'm basically out. But to do that, I had to leave school, not immediately, but at the end of that year. Otherwise, you got thrown into the lottery the next year. You might not have a 265. You might be number three or whatever the hell it is. And that's why I left Vanderbilt. I had a fellowship to stay there through the doctorate. I also at that point said, yeah, I don't really want to do this. I don't want to teach English. But I did want to write and I had the bug.

And I was very lucky because one of the professors I had there, I'm like this long-haired whatever, and he was very, very conservative, but he really liked my writing. And he was the first one that really said, no, no, no, no, no, you have something. Yes. When did you first, though, start writing? Family moves up to Massachusetts. That's when I got the job at McLean, the mental hospital. I didn't know if I mentioned that before. You didn't. That was interesting, too. Like, James Taylor was there.

as a patient. Yeah, and this is before he was famous. But they had a coffee shop and he would sing at the coffee shop like three times a week. So he would be like right where you are, that close. And he'd be singing and he'd already written "Fire and Rain" and "Sweet Baby James" and some of that stuff.

And you go like, wow, this guy is really good. One of his brothers, Liv, was there and his sister, Kate. So the three of them, they were all there. Actually, I'm not sure if they were there the first year that he was. He was only there for the one year. And then he went off. And within a year or two, the Beatles had found him. He was one of the first that they recorded Apple records. And he became this monster hit.

Now, I know he wrestled with addiction. Is that why he was in there to begin with? Because they didn't know what to do with us back then. I don't know the whole thing. I think that was a piece of it. I don't want to analyze this whole deal. But yeah, there was more than that. I know he's an ex-junkie. So I know when a junkie's in a mental ward, that's typically why they're there. I don't think that was the main problem. I think there were other things that he was working through. And his family was in it. Well, I think the father was a shrink. Oh, wow. I think he taught in North Carolina. Well, that's a biography I want to read.

read. Yeah. And anyway, when I was in high school, in Catholic school, they just gave us a lot of stuff we didn't want to read. I wasn't a big reader. But all of a sudden, when I'm there, I fall in love with that. I work a lot of overtime shifts. And I would go into Cambridge like three times a week. And it was all serious stuff. The classics. Classics and then stuff that wasn't necessarily classics, but turned me on. Like there was two books, Mr. Bridge and Mrs. Bridge. And it was these short chapters and very witty. And Jersey Kaczynski was another one, Steps.

Did you ever read Bukowski? Yeah, a little bit. Not exactly my thing. Not your cup of tea? I was never an alcoholic. Well, I didn't want to be an alcoholic because of my family. Not that you get the choice necessarily. I didn't want to be one either, but it happened anyway. It just scared the shit out of me. I just didn't want to do that. I didn't want that to run my life. And it worked for me.

Even smoking. You never did either. No. And they were doing like three packs a day, both of them. And also writer's over index for sure. Don't want it. Never fucked with it. My grandmother was the hungry dogs run faster. She was the strongest influence. And she said, you can do whatever you want to do. She said, you're not going to play in the NBA. So forget that one. But you can do most of the stuff that you want to do. Smoking is a dirty habit. Smoking is a dirty habit. Smoking, you know, whatever. I got it. Smoking is a dirty habit. So she helped a lot.

Okay, so you have your master's in literature and English, and you get out of grad school, and you immediately go to work for this agency. Yeah. I'm living at that point in this little hotel room in the Washington Jefferson Hotel, which is still there, I believe. And this room that I'm in is about, like,

A third of the attic. Oh, no, nothing. And it has about maybe 11-foot ceilings. Oh, that's creepy. And there's wallpaper. No, it gets creepier. You're in a silo at that point. There's wallpaper with these little pendants. You can imagine there must be 5,000 of these little pendants. Oh, geez. Oh, no, it gets worse. Somebody has penciled an X into every pendant. Oh. For previous inmate? Yep. Oh.

Out of one of the windows, it didn't say Jesus saves, but it was something like that that blinked all day. It was a church. And I said, I have to get out of here. I have to get a job. And I had no money. I had whatever I had saved from the mental hospital work. I had no training, no anything about advertising. I had a friend who knew somebody.

So I went in and met this woman, Penny Hawkey. This was at J. Walter Thompson, which was big, but she wasn't. She was kind of neat and she's running around in bare feet and she's got a Viet Cong flag on the wall and I go, oh, maybe. And she said, well, you need a book. I said, well, what's a book? She showed me some portfolios. So I went back to the Washington Jefferson Hotel and my best friend, his wife could draw. So I literally put together a book in 10 days. Of fake advertisements that you had come up with. I went back and they hired me. Do you still have that book? No. Oh.

Wouldn't that be great to have? No, probably not. That'd be a great coffee table book. I remember some of it. Yeah, yeah, yeah. That'd be kind of cool. It would. Okay, so you got the job, and then you remained there for 25 years, and you rose to CEO. I did. CEO of North America. Of North America. So that was an English ad agency, I'm guessing? Where did it come from originally? I don't even remember. Yeah, just if you were North America, that begs the question. But under your time there, could you...

Could this be true or is this apocryphal that you may have penned or come up with the jingle for I'm a Toys R Us kid? I did the line. I did not do the jingle. Do you know when I read that? That's cute. That's huge. I got the best for so much less. You'll really flip your lid. I don't think you understand. Well, maybe you do understand. For anyone born post-75, that song might be more seared in our brains than it might be worth it. My friend Linda Kaplan wrote the song in the jingle. She was great. What a hit. Wow.

I think in general, these big corporations come to an ad agency and they want something creative and wonderful. Yeah. And then they're presented with that and then they're terrified and they want to lean back on whatever worked for them 15 years ago. It's a mixed bag. Part of it, and it shouldn't happen this way because they should at least figure this out. It's very hard for a lot of people, even people who think they're creative, to look at a raw idea. I mean, look at Hollywood. You sit there and go like, really? I just had a thing. I don't want to get too much into it because I don't want to expose these people.

But the notes come in and they're all about how you need all this backstory in this first episode of the same. What are you fucking me? Yeah. Really? Girl in the dragon tattoo. I don't want to know all her backstory. Eventually, at some point, I'd like to know how the hell she became. I don't want it right in the beginning. I just want to watch this person. Okay. She's doing. I want to leave with some questions. Exactly. Yeah. And that's what keeps me going. I want to know. Okay. What?

the hell? So that advice is the worst. Unfortunately, there's just a lot of that. And you know what it is? And I run into it out here a bit. Everybody runs into it in certain places. I run into it in publishing. And the line I have for it is, they're not stupid. They're just stupid. I

Oh, okay. Yeah, yeah. That's kind of intuitive. Okay, so I can definitely imagine with your creative spirit that you would have been a great copywriter. But were you surprised that you had managerial skills? Obviously, I think to rise to the CEO position... I didn't want to do any of it, except that every time I took a job on the way up, I would go like...

wow, I now have to listen to myself instead of that asshole I used to have to listen to. I'm overstating it. But yes, it was one more person I didn't have to listen to. And then eventually it just comes down to the clients. And some of the clients are quite good. Some of them get it. And that's what it's supposed to be. It's not that they have to agree with you about everything, but okay, I can see where this could be cool, but it's not for us. That's fine. And over this 25 year run, what one's pondering

I mean, the Toys R Us thing is fun. We did some fun things for Kodak because that was mainly memories. I remember we did one with Mike Tyson that was fun to do where he was remembering. It was kind of cool because you don't think of him as being a very emotional. He's a very emotional guy. Yeah, now we know. And at that point, not as much. And the other thing about it is you're going out and you're doing little movies and music sessions.

So for half an hour, you have Tina Turner. I forget some of the others, but there were some they just liked to work. So they would come in and do music sessions in New York. The crazy thing in that business, all of a sudden, they'd have like 10 seconds in a commercial where in would come like nine violinists from the... Phil Harmon. And they're great. Phil Harmon.

And then they go on. That was fun. Can you guys stay for a little longer and play a little bit more? Yeah, yeah. So there were fun things about it. The actual making of the films could be interesting. And you get to come out here. Yes. A lot of field trips. You get to stay at a nice hotel. You got a Spence account. You get to drive a convertible. Yeah. Instead of being in a little cubicle, you're in a

No, if I had not landed in show business, I think my second pick would have been advertising. You get to dabble in a lot of creative stuff, meet a lot of people, take a lot of field trips. There's different elements. It stays pretty novel and interesting. Yeah. Stay tuned for more Armchair Expert, if you dare.

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You're writing the whole time. Your first book you published is 76, but you remain in that job for another 20 years while you're already publishing books. It was comfortable. I didn't want to screw it up. Yes, of course. It was like, I don't have any pressure. Initially, it wasn't like I was making a fortune writing. Right. Yeah.

Well, not until Along Came a Spider is the first of that. So Alex Cross is a series that you wrote 30 books, 30 plus. The first big one being Along Came a Spider. But Alex Cross is in the very first book, the Thomas Berryman number? No, that's its own. So Alex Cross is invented for Along Came a Spider. Yes. And that was the first...

Big hit. Hit of any size. Yeah. And you had been at it for 20 years. Wow. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm wondering, had you adjusted your expectations? I just kind of sat down and I said, okay, let's get real here. What do you do well? What don't you do so well? You know, I always say like everything but the kitchen sink. I said, no, fuck it. We're going to put the kitchen sink in too. We're going to just drive this thing through. We're going to start it with a foot to the accelerator and we're going to do that for the whole book.

And the major breakthrough there for me was I sat down. I wasn't planning to do this, but I wrote like a 360 page outline. Wow. I read it through and I said, shit, man, this is the book. Not exactly. I added maybe 100 pages or so. And that's where the short chapters and the colloquial style came from. And it would be a shame if everybody wrote that way and they don't. But that colloquial, the way we tell stories to one another, if we're decent at it, we leave out a lot of shit.

Elmore Leonard, somebody asked him, when did you, because he didn't start out with hits either. And he said, when I started to make money and get good at it, I started leaving at the parts that people skim. Oh.

And that's a piece of it too. All right. So from 93 until now, you create a number of series with an impossible amount of books in each series. You've had 114 New York Times bestsellers and you have the record for the- Is that true? She says it's higher. It's higher. Okay, great. And a record for the most New York Times number one bestsellers, 67 books at number one. Wow.

You've sold 400 million books. And I'm curious, so if we look at your career and we try to define the unique aspects of it, has anyone done the number of books in all these different series? I think the breadth is something that's very unusual.

We've got a lot of murder mysteries. The kid stuff is generally funny. How old are your kids? Nine and 11. Okay. So this would be the maximum ride. Jackie Ha Ha. If they don't like Jackie Ha Ha. Take them to a psychologist. No, I don't do that. But Jackie Ha Ha. Maximum ride is, I think, a lot of fun for kids. Middle school, the worst years of my life. Okay. So in the Alex Cross series, which two of the memorable ones from that is Along Came Spider and then Kiss the Girls.

Then Women's Murder Club, 24 books in that series. The Michael Bennett series. A few, yeah. 16 books in that series. The Private series, 15 books in that one. Maximum Ride, 11 books. Sick. Of all these crazy... I'm sorry. Yeah, you're right. That's why I'm on the couch. I'm sick. Please help me. It's an impossible output. Quickly...

What was it like seeing a movie version of these books you wrote? Mixed bag. Yeah, I bet. Morgan Freeman. Can't argue with that. Stories. Okay. The new Alex Cross series on Amazon with Aldous Hodge. That's good. That's the first one where I really can look at and go like, yep,

It's edgier. It's more realistic about police work. I really like the way that turned out. And some of the other things, as I said, this documentary, The Idaho Murders, I'm not sure when that's going to come out, but it's really well done. Kiss Who Goes Along Came Aspired, they have their moments, and Morgan's great. There's one that we're doing now. We just sold it. Renee Zellinger's attached.

Uh-huh. This is for a series. Well, you didn't go all the way through with Bukowski, but there is a great book called Hollywood where it's him telling the experience of having one of his books turned into the movie Barfly. And I think it's such an interest. Mickey Rourke is that? Yeah, Mickey Rourke. And I think it's got to be such an interesting experience for a writer because in some ways it represents...

theoretical finish line for something? Like, well, this thing really was a hit because now it's become a movie. I'm not going to go there with it because they're separate. The book is a book and they can't mess with it. And I always loved the idea that the movie's even better, the movie's as good or something like that. And I hadn't had that experience yet. Yeah. Were you friends with Michael Crichton? Did you ever talk to him?

Had you met him? Never met him. No, because I don't like tall people. I don't like you that much because you're like, what, 6'3"? I have the same issue. I want to be the tallest person in the room. And Michael's 6'9". He was 6'9"? 6'9". Yeah. Whoa. Because I'm curious, if he didn't like the movie version of his books, then I would argue no one could. I think he did. Okay. I think he did. Yeah, yeah. Okay, now, with this enormous...

400 million books sold. I'm sure it's north of that at this point. It's still the pieces to have created Cross initially. Women's Murder Club, okay, sure. Some of the standalones. The one I mentioned with Renee Zellinger. The idea of it, I think, is pretty cool. It's a trilogy. 12 months to live the following year. Sounds like a joke. Eight months to live the following year. Book, four months to live. She gets a death sentence. Mm-hmm.

And Jane Effing Smith is what I wanted to call it. And the publishers, eh, I don't know about that. So it's 12 months to live. But it's good. You want them all to be good, and they're not. The kid stuff, as they say, Jackie Ha Ha, your kids. Okay, Jackie Ha Ha, your mom. Let me know. I want to hear. Put them on the thing, and they can each have 30 seconds apiece to go like, you know what? Patterson is a jerk. Yeah.

And Jackie Ha Ha isn't that good. They occasionally make an appearance, so that's not a lot of... All right, okay, all right. No, but the reason I bring up the success is it's an interesting experience to transition from an underdog to one of the legendary most successful. And tell me what comes with that. I still feel the underdog part of it. In your heart, you still identify as an underdog. Yeah. I go to England and you, oh, James, you're terrific. Out here, not so much. So I'm still an underdog out here. But you've taken a lot of ridicule.

Like Stephen King has been pretty... Now, where the fuck is this going now? You know where it's going. Oh, yeah. Stephen King has said some... He only said one particularly bad thing. He said I'm a terrible writer. Terrible writer. Extremely successful. That's not nice. That's not nice. But here's my question. Yeah, that's bad. When I say nice things about him... I know. It's kind of a classy way to deal with it. That's okay. It's cool. I believe it. If I didn't like his stuff, I'd say, you know, from one terrible writer to another. But he actually is good. Right. Well, listen. What I want to know is Envy's...

a given. It's going to exist in any domain. Do you think it's uniquely rough in the literary world? It's certainly a deal. I think it's a deal anywhere. Here's Taylor Swift. Boom. All of a sudden, people are banging her. Here's Eilish. I mean, people are banging her around. It seems you get to a certain point and people just want to knock you down again. The jealousy, that's been banging around for sure. I did write, I don't know if you read about this, that's where the big number comes from. I did all these novellas. One year, I did about 40 of

them. And one of them was the murder of Stephen King. But the reality of it is he's the hero in it. He didn't die. He doesn't get killed. But his people came and he said, oh, you don't understand because Tabitha was attacked in the house once. I'm going like, that means he should stop writing because they attacked her based on his books, not based on my book, which hasn't been out. And Little Ben burned 100,000 copies anyway. They said, okay, fine, we won't do it. It's okay. It's

I'm only curious. It would hurt my feelings greatly that because I have done well at something, now all of a sudden I have a lot of detractors. I'm very sensitive. That would be really hard for me. And I'd feel like, why do you care what I'm doing? I try to avoid it for the most part. I think right in the beginning, the King thing bothered me. I thought that's just silly. If you read my autobiography, you go like, no, this guy's not a terrible writer.

that's hard to make my life interesting. I dare Stephen King to write my autobiography and do a better job than I did. Well, I do think when peers are critical of you, it's more hurtful. Yeah, for sure. Like if another actor says I'm a terrible actor, that's more...

than someone who's not in the trade. At any rate, as I said in the beginning, people write stuff and you go, yeah, they got a point there. My strength is probably I keep the pages turning. It's probably my weakness. I always had this theory, greatest strength is greatest weakness. I should dig deeper. One of the things about the Crichton book is he digs. So I had to dig. Yeah.

You're challenged. And did you like digging or did it feel really slow? Fuck digging. Yeah, it was a little slow, but it was okay. And that's why I don't really like the nonfiction so much. I have one series of nonfiction, which I love. And I do with a friend of mine, Matt Eversman. Matt was the actual sergeant who was portrayed in Black Hawk Down.

He was a real guy. And he and I become good friends in Florida. And he did a documentary with another friend of mine. And I saw him doing the interviews. And he could get people to talk about combat. And away you go like, wow, because he's been through it. And the title came to me, Walking My Combat Boots. He did most of the interviews. We did about 150 interviews. Nobody wants to read 50-page interviews.

But we took them, so for each one was like four to six pages or so. And you get a feeling for that person who had been in combat and then one or two of their stories. And our mission for the book was that if you've been in combat, you'd say, "Everson and Patterson got it right." And how could we not? Because it's just based on interviews. - He's so authentic. - And then if you're one of these people that bullshits that you understand stuff that you don't, like a lot of people talk about the military, they don't have a clue.

Right, right, right. You read this and say, okay, I really didn't have any idea. And I remember talking to Matt, and I said to him at one point, I said, you know, I really understand the military like I never did. And a couple weeks later, I apologized. I said, you know, I really don't understand it because I have never shot at another human being, and I've never been shot at. Right. So I don't really understand it. I understand it better than I did.

but I don't really understand. And then we did ER nurses. And that's another one. People think they understand nurses. Even if you have an ER nurse in your family, they probably won't talk about what they do because it's just mind blowing. Yeah. They're my favorite people to talk to because they have the best stories. Oh my God. And they're completely desensitized by everything. Yeah. And Matt did most of the interviews. He said, I can only do one a day. This is a guy who's been through hell. Yeah. He said, you know, it's just too much.

Now, when did you get the idea to start collaborating on books? I was with a friend. We'd gone golfing, and I had this thought run through my brain about a golf novel. In advertising, you collaborate. Yeah, yeah. You tend to be with another writer or usually an art director. And I said, let's try to do it together. Do a little golf novel. It was short, Miracle on the 17th Green. It turned out pretty good, and that's where it came from. The thing about collaboration is, really, people go, how can that work? Well, shit. Almost every television show out here.

you get a writer's room. You put like six, seven, eight writers in a room and they collaborate. And a lot of times they'll collaborate on the same 60 page script. It's not as foreign as people think it is. Some people, again, I think dealing with some envy have been critical of the collaboration, but I guess I would point out, you've also written a book with Bill Clinton and you've written a book with Dolly Parton. And my hunch is you did most of the writing, but you shared credit equally. So it feels like perhaps from

But why should they be criticizing anyway? Fuck them. Seriously, what's the deal? The Sistine Chapel is about 20 great painters. I'm sorry, is that a bad thing? If we're going to save this frigging world, and I don't know that we will, but if we're going to do it, it's going to be because we learn to collaborate. You know, here's the vaccine. Unbelievable. Whatever you think of the vaccine, in a year, they did it. This is unthinkable. And that, to me, brings joy, except it also brings hopelessness because we didn't learn anything.

Right. And now we go back to let's not collaborate anymore. Yeah. So I'm a big fan of collaboration, but nobody should make fun of it. What's the point? Well, I think the people who are being critical, they're imagining the worst case scenario, which is you had nothing to do with a book and you put your name on it and claim to be the writer. Well, anybody that is involved with, I mean, Maggie, who's here, it don't work that way. I'm not accusing you of that. No, I know. I'm just saying. I get it. I like it. I think it's ego-less to collaborate. Yeah.

Yeah, yeah. Especially when you're at the level you are. I just think it's just a thing in life, so what? It's fine. You don't have to do it that way, but don't make fun of it. It's a way, and it happens to work for me. Actually, the great thing about the Clinton and the Dolly collaborations is we really become good friends. With Clinton, we share Christmas, birthday presents, shit like that. He sent me a human or one year, and I called him up. I said, you know I don't smoke. I said, so do I put bubblegum or chocolate cigars in here? He said, oh, at our age, bubblegum, because you've got to exercise your gums. Ha ha ha.

So it's that spirit of Dolly. The first year we were together, she called up and she sang happy birthday over the phone. And what I wanted to say was, Dolly, I'm going to hang up now. I want you to call again. You're going to get voicemail. And I want you to sing it again. But I didn't have the nerve to do that. You know what I mean?

But she still calls up. My birthday this year, she called again. She didn't sing, but she, you know, happy birthday. And that's really the precious thing. And also being in their lives. And this is another one with jealousy, whatever the hell it is, the craziness of the world. People have these things about the Clintons and they think they understand who they are. And the first time my wife Sue and I were ever at dinner with them, and we live close together in upstate when we're up there in the summers. And anyway, the first time we were out, it was about a three hour meal, a little restaurant. Four or five times during the meal, they were holding hands under the table.

People don't think of them that way. So whatever, I mean, it's a complicated thing, but it's not what people think it is. Yeah. It's human beings. If we just get back to that, I know the Clintons, I know the Trumps, I know the Bushes, I don't know the Obamas, but I know a lot of them and I'm not going to defend any of them, but I mean, they're human beings. Right. Real life human beings. Most of them are. Yeah.

There might be an android in there in the mix. As a kid who grew up in a blue collar and very modest upbringing, you must have had the same fantasies I had about having money. I was very actively imagining what it would be like to have money.

And I had a fantasy that he was going to show up one day and claim that I was his son and take me back to his mansion. Okay, so of the fantasies, which under-delivered and which thing have you gotten great joy out of? I tend to just...

look this way. I don't have regrets that I can think of. Was the autobiography the hardest thing to write? It wound up to be the most joyful thing to write. Initially, it was like, oh, I don't know if this is a good idea. And I did it during COVID. I don't think I would have done it if not for COVID. I just had an awful lot of time.

So it started out a daunting task, and then I took a lot of joy out of doing it. And the other thing, I mean, when they sent out for the quotes, they're not like the usual kind of, you know, and I didn't know, I mean, I know Clinton, he gave us a quote, but for the most part, I didn't, I don't know Ron Howard. The quotes are like really touching. Wow. Yeah. Real quotes. Yeah. Damn. Yeah.

I'm good. Fuck you, Stephen King. Well, I think of all the collaborations, this one has got to be the most unique in so many ways for Eruption. Because you're collaborating with someone who passed in 2008. The responsibility there to me was I knew how important it was to Sherry. Sue and I had dinner with her and her mother four or five times already. And I knew it was special. It's rumored she had met with a lot of different writers.

She hasn't fessed that up to me, so. I think it's flattering, the notion that maybe she met with a lot of writers and for whatever reason, she felt safest with you taking it on. I'm going to get her on that tomorrow. I'm going to find it exactly. Yeah, poke around and see who else she met with. Yeah. Okay, so Eruption comes out soon.

What still keeps you passionate to work? That the next one will be the best or one of the best. That was the thing with Eruption. And then I mentioned his 12 months to live and eight months. I think that really turned out great. And the relationship with Lubeck is terrific. I mean, he's become one of my best friends. This is the craziness. So Mike and I are on tour with that book. We're at the Jersey Shore and it's an awful day. It's raining and it's cold.

And Sue's with us. And they're going, let's go out for a walk. I'm going, really? All right, fine. So we're going to go out for a walk. We're going to go from this little hotel and we're going to walk to the beach. And we go to about 150 yards. I go, no, I'm not going to do this anymore. I'm going back to the little hotel. I'm already soaking wet. I'm going back to the hotel and there's this little old guy riding a bicycle into the wind and the rain. And he's going by me. And one word pops into my brain. I go into the hotel and I write a five-page outline for a new novel. Right.

Just from seeing the guy. Just from that one word, which I won't tell you. And that's a novel that Mike and I are doing now. So I am doing a thing on your couch, and that will be the couch. I can't wait to read it. You famously have a basket of ideas on your desk. The clever title, Ideas on It. It says Ideas on the Basket? Yeah. And there are

are, I imagine, hundreds of ideas. That is correct. And they've been accumulating over the years. Yeah. I should sort through them a bit, but I don't. And how often do you go digging? Every time I'm thinking about a new book, I'll go through and I'll jot down, oh, this is still interesting. And the thing with, for me, the idea is that one is I'd like to do this. I'm really interested. But then the other trick is, okay, here's the initial idea. I had to give a speech at

the appeals court in Washington, D.C., and there's like 900 lawyers in the room for lunch. So I get up there and I go, you know, I'm looking at this room, I could write a hell of a thriller about you guys. Uh-huh, yeah. And I said, the opening scene, these marshals come bursting in all these stores and they go, you're all under arrest. Uh-huh, uh-huh.

That's pretty cool, right? Yeah. However, if I was thinking of it as a project now, okay, does this go anywhere? Yeah. What's the middle? How does it maintain itself? And is there an ending? And the reality of it is no. That's kind of fun. Good opening scene. But that's the thing about it. Can I continue with it? And an awful lot of books you go, oh, this is kind of cool. And then it just kind of marches in place. And that's one of the things, even with the co-writers, when they send in pages, I want to go, yeah, you're the best. This is terrific. And a lot of times it's like, whoa, whoa, whoa.

It's lost the voice. And all these have a voice. Hopefully they do. But we've lost the voice or it's going sideways. Now, there's a lot of artier stuff that goes sideways and that's the beauty of it. It just goes sideways. And that's great. That's the point. But that's not what I do. Right. We're going this way.

We might do a little, but it's going forward. And that's what I'm doing. Do you generally get the idea of a scene that intrigues you and build around it? Or do you get more of the idea of a full story you want to tell? It won't be the full story, but it could be the makings of. I'll give you an example. No, I won't give you this one because somebody will steal it.

I actually like this book, and it didn't do as well as I thought it would have, called Woman of God. And it opens with a pope has died, and all the cardinals are going into the little room. And there's a rumor out there that a woman is being considered. One of the things people don't know about the Catholic Church is, in theory, anybody who is Catholic...

could become the next pope. I mean, not likely, but a woman's being considered, okay, well, what the hell is this all about? And then we go back and we trace this woman from when she was a medical doctor and we're still going, how the hell would it ultimately get to the point where she could be considered as the next pope? And what it's about

I was just talking to somebody from the church. It was a reporter from Rome. It was about the Crichton novel. He asked me if I was Catholic. I said, yeah, yeah. I said, what I want the Pope to do, and this is what the book was really about, is I want the Pope, one, to say that priests can get married, and secondly, that women can be priests. You want to save souls? That will save an awful lot of souls. And it will turn around the church in the United States, et cetera. That's all the dude has to do.

Not unforeseeable. He's on quite a trajectory. I haven't seen that as part of his game. He's the most provocative Pope I'm aware of. So who knows? You may see that in your lifetime. But anyway, so there was that notion. And to me, the hook of how the hell would a woman get to be? I want to see what she does. I got to figure this out. Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Okay, well, Eruption is out June 3rd. Very exciting to think of a collaboration between you and Michael Crichton. The other weird thing which I like about this thing is the idea of getting to read another Crichton.

I've read all of this stuff. It's like, man, I would love to hear that there's another Hitchcock. Yeah.

You know, or that Jack Nicholson is going to do one more where he's actually going to, you know. I know you're not a Bukowski fan, but I'm an enormous one. So I have intentionally left out a single book of his I've not read because I don't want to be alive knowing I've finished them all. I need to know that there's still one waiting for me. All right. So, yes, you've kind of given yourself the Creighton Buck. Well, that's like when I was in grad school, somebody I was with said that everybody should read Henry James before they die, preferably just before they die. Right.

Probably on their deathbed. Well, James, thank you so much for coming in to tell us about this. I doubt we'll ever talk to somebody with a more successful writing career than yours. It's almost beyond comprehension. Yeah, for real. No, I sure don't understand. Over 100 New York Times bestsellers. No, this is great. Great meeting you. Thanks so much for putting us on your busy schedule. Everyone, check out Eruption on June 3rd. Be well. Bye.

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Stay tuned to hear Miss Monica correct all the facts that were wrong. That's okay, though. We all make mistakes. You know what's so funny? The mouse we catch humanely, we use a trap where we can release the mouse into your backyard, as I told you we did. Yeah. I don't have that same feeling about a rat that's living in the yard. Oh, no.

Yeah, I kind of want to murder the rat under my trash can. Is that bad? I think. Should we have rats? Should we protect? They're basically the exact same thing. I know they are. I'm calling out that absurdity. This feels like some sort of weird racism. No, I'm not going to let this be racism.

It's speciesism. No, no. I just mean like we've decided one is bad and it's the same. One spread the bubonic plague, but maybe mice did too. A long time ago. Yeah, no one talked about the mice, but they've done bad stuff. I wonder if biologically or zoologically there's even a difference. They're just different sizes. We call one a mouse and one a rat.

They gotta be the same thing, right? - I think they're the same with like one or two differences, like the pigeon and the dove. You know those are the same bird, just different colors. - Speaking of which, we saw brown doves or brown pigeons in Lisbon. - You did? - Yeah, and Lincoln was very drawn to them and they were very handsome. - Yeah, they're doves, they're just brown or pigeon black.

No, because there were black pigeons. Right, but I'm saying like the reason, we find pigeons disgusting like as a society. Right, because they're always picking out trash cans and stuff. Right, but doves are the same bird. No, I know, I know, but they're all white. White privilege. It's white privilege. I know. They should be considered cousins. Rat and the mice? Yeah. Oh. Rats have 21 pairs of chromosomes and mice have 20 chromosomal pairs. But they're both descended from a single ancestor species. Okay.

I feel weird that you put me in a position to defend rats. I know. I'm kind of shocked and feel a bit betrayed. I hate rats, but I also hate mice. What if one ran out? So for people who don't know, I was putting trash in the trash can and I was barefoot. Yeah. And this fucking rat ran out from under the trash can. Yeah. And it was inches from my toes, my gross mangled toes. Yeah. I hate that. Do you think that maybe I was right about...

saying, I thought I saw a mouse rat run under the attic. And you were like, are you sure it wasn't a lizard? It was a lizard.

Well, now I got more information that would definitely bolster your argument. So my gym is done. Yeah. So I'm moving stuff out of the old gym, Black Mole Paradise. R.I.P. R.I.P. I'm going to take some equipment and some of the rubber flooring, whatever. And then I move the treadmill out of there. Well, when we move the treadmill out of there. Rats. Tons of rats.

Dax. So that really does bode well. I know. I'm living in a rat's nest. And you're breathing it in. Yeah. No wonder you're coughing all the time. Yeah. I'm running nose. I'm probably allergic to these rat turds that were everywhere. Oh. I know. It's disgusting. I hate it. And I don't feel protective of rats. It could have been mice turds.

I think it was rat turds. No. Good size. Oh. Yeah, probably. What's funny is we moved it and I was like, oh, wow, that's clearly rubber has come off the tread as it moves. Those are chunks of rubber. Ew. Yeah. And Kristen was like, no, no, those are, that's feces. That's rat feces.

This is horrific. I gotta start killing them, right? I can't be hosting a rat sanctuary here. Why don't you put some sprays out or something? What's that gonna do? Sprays? I think there's spray like rat raid. There has to be the equivalent of raid for rats. You know what? Surely someone's upset that I'm entertaining the idea of killing the rats. I know you can't. But if my dogs killed them, then people would be fine with that.

What I need to do is get Whiskey out in the yard more. He's a rat dog. That's the kind of dog he is. Even with his three legs, I bet he could make quick work of this rat.

Well, I feel validated. It was definitely a rat mouse that I saw. Yeah. But, you know, the problem is I had never seen a rat. I've seen a lizard come out of there a bunch of times. I don't mind lizards being there at all. And your eyes, they suck. Okay, but I just wish you'd trust me once or twice. Well, could it be about something that doesn't involve your eyesight? It feels like a lot to ask. No, because it was more a feeling I had. Okay, it was an intuition. And I have good instincts. Okay.

All right. So you got to trust. Well, I'm really sorry I didn't jump on. It's not that I didn't believe you. I just was like, I bet it was the lizard. Yeah, that means you didn't believe me. But also- I was leaning towards the lizard is what it was. Also, the reason you should trust me and believe me is because I could have saved you like half of that rat poop. This was a long time ago that I said that. But what again? What would I do? I'm going to get a humane rat trap and release that in your backyard? No.

- Here's your options. - Get some snakes. - I need to get a snake. - Do rat spray. There's gotta be some-- - There's no such thing as rat spray, Monica. - Of course there is. - Eric would be using it. Eric, his house is overrun. He has a rat sanctuary. He has an infestation.

I feel so itchy. In rat station. There's rodent repellent. Yes, thank you. Thank you. I'm sure it works great. I'm sure it works better than doing nothing. All to say, I don't know, but I don't think killing's good. I don't want to talk about it. Okay, great. I got a fun update for the people who listened to the Chris Pine episode and really liked the kind of burgeoning friendship that was developing real time. And I guess people were shipping us.

Oh, wow. Yeah, and I want... How come no one was shipping me and him? Well... Because he's an attractive single man. There were people in the... The problem is, ever since you talked about ghosting...

No, everyone is guessing. Oh, my God. Yeah, the comment section is just like one after another. The timeline doesn't even work. I want to tell people, how could this be the person when this was- I prefer it that way that they aren't figuring it out, really. Right. You know who they think it is the most? Jake Gyllenhaal. And I think that's because they're so against him from the Taylor Swift song that they're like, of course he did that. Well, they might be, but also Jake is very-

kind to me in every time we interview him. Like he does include me a lot. Yeah. So I don't know why that makes them think. But Jake is in a relationship for people who it's not Jake. But for the folks that were shipping Chris and I, we went to the motorcycle track on Saturday. It was really fun. He showed up at 730. We hopped in the truck. Did you hug?

Yeah, yeah, of course. Did you kiss? No, not when I saw him, not when I greeted him. Okay. All right. That came later. I don't want to ruin the end of the story. This is how much fun we were having. I think this is a testament to how much fun we were having. I was telling some story while driving up the five and I'm supposed to get off the 14 and take the 14 to the racetrack. And by the way, I've never missed an exit. I'm a navigator. Yeah. And all of a sudden, like the story crescendos

And we're both having a- You're telling it or he's telling it? I'm telling a story, which is why I was distracted. Got it. And the story concludes and I look up and I'm looking at six flags and I go, oh, I realize I'm like, oh my God, dude, I fucking didn't get off on the 14. Were you embarrassed? And he's, yes, of course. Because this is my whole ego is driving and navigating. So he goes, oh, just turn around.

And I go, well, I actually think from here, there might be a road that will take us diagonal back to the 14th. So I open up Google Maps. I put in the racetrack and it takes us on a thing. Well, about midway through, I was like, oh, we're never getting to the highway. We're taking like back roads to the racetrack. Okay. Which is fine. We're in canyons and stuff. Again, more time to chat.

And when we arrived, I look at what time we got there. I'm like, oh, that's a bummer. That set us back about 20 minutes, right? My blunder. But then...

Steve DeCastro got there after us. Steve's always very early to the track. This man loves waking up at five in the morning. So he gets there and I'm like, wow, that was an uncharacteristically late arrival for you. And he goes, how long did it take you? The fucking, there was two accidents on the 14th. It took, we were sitting for two and a half hours. And I was like, oh my God, what a blessing. Yeah. So fucking passing that exit saved us like an hour and 10 minutes in the car.

And we had a more scenic, lovely. So I guess that's the kind of kismet nature to the trip. That's great. And we rode all day. It was really fun. Had a great day riding. Great. He got his knee down for the first time. It was a big day in any aspiring motorcyclist's life. Wow. And then the ride home, we just had so much fun chit-chat. Cool. I really enjoyed the date. Nice. Yeah. It was great. Oh, my God. What? So I learned about a new game.

- Okay. - Kind of. It's very, very similar to two of our previous games. One being the game we used to play where I was like, I think you're either sexy, cute, and then there was one, or pretty. Remember we used to play this. - No.

How did it go? It was a huge game for us. Sorry. Well, just remind me a little bit more and I bet it'll come to me. Well, that's it. Give me an example, though. Say someone's name? No, it wasn't really a game. It was a theory. It was like, I think people are either. Oh. I think you can only be two of the three. Oh, okay. Sexy, cute, or pretty. So every boy is by sex?

de facto sexy and cute. They can't be pretty. Brad Pitt's so pretty. Okay, great counterpoint. Okay. Chris Pine. Johnny Depp in his youth. Chris Pine's pretty, pretty, yeah. Okay. Okay, so we used to play that. You forgot. Okay. I don't remember if that's exactly what it was, but it's something like that. Okay.

But I think it was you're one of them. And if you can be sexy and cute, that was like a big deal. Yeah. It's probably the most dangerous combination. It's a coveted combo. Yeah. It could be considered deadly. Yes. Launch a million ships. But I also...

- I also had a friend hang that was like a new friend hang this weekend. - A date? - Yes, a date. And we were chatting about all kinds of things. And she told me that her friends, well Jed invented this. Jed, friend of the pod. - Jed and I, Jenkins. - You are either cool, hot. I have to look it up. - Oh wow.

You wrote it in a folder or? I think we texted about it. Okay. I want some follow-up texting. That's a really great sign. I know. There are people who you hang out with and you feel like you have known them a long time. Yep. Yep. Which is always fun. Okay. Today's

TBD. There's a third one. And then the game is you place people in the categories. It's like best boy, cool guy, sexy man. Okay. Sounds like it. Yeah. It's like that. And then she was saying there was a person, I'm not going to say who it is, but- Do I know them?

- Yeah. Who bizarrely is none of them. - Interesting. - Yes. - Yes. Yeah, for sure. - And it's correct. - That's right. - It's a fun game, do we wanna play? - Sure.

But how do we do it? Walk us through it. I think maybe we say a person and then we categorize them. Okay, but we don't know the third option. I'm going to have to wait till that comes. Okay, so this is a TBD and we'll play the game TBD. Oh my God. Generous. Sally's FaceTiming me. Sally from Argent. I'll pick up. Hi, you're on air. First time caller. Where are you calling from? Sally from Argent is FaceTiming. But Argent's not a city.

I know you are super red. Is it time sensitive? Oh, you thought I was doing poorly? Okay, well, I'll call you back. Bye.

Guys, buy suits. Oh, I wore Argent to my interview with Jason, when I interviewed Jason. Oh, okay. And it was a pink suit. It was so, so cute. And I got a lot of compliments. I bet you did. Pink is fun. It's a blast. Yeah. Oh, funny. Oh. Cool, hot, funny.

Cool, hot, funny. It's more like what's your order? Some people are nothing. Some people are only ones. We are two. Would you say, I think we would agree on what my order is. Oh, not my order, but the top two for sure. We would go funny and cool. Rob? Oh my God. You were going to go on. No, I wrote it down. I thought you were asking me.

Me to pick mine or agree to yours? I was like looking at Monica when I'm talking about fucking cars. You're like, who? He didn't know. I know what happened. He didn't know if he was supposed to answer for himself or if he was supposed to answer about you. About me, of course. Yeah, I agree. I'm an eager maniac. I agree with yours. No, I don't. Well. But let's just, because here's what I'm curious about. Yeah.

Which one's higher, funny or cool? Well, to me, I know it's hard. I want them all. And there's a, it's overlap. This is like the DSM and trying to label like, whatever. But that's why it's a fun game. Yeah. It has to be hard. But I'm wondering if my defining characteristic is being funny or being cool. Funny. Okay. I guess I was flattering myself there for a second. Well,

You are cool. You know what's funny, though? And I guess I'm grateful for it because you know how so much of your identity is all just what happened to you when you were young. And you're stuck with it.

Well, not necessarily, but... But you know what I'm saying. You're trying to overcome a nonstop. Like, I was dyslexic, so I'm constantly triggered if someone thinks I'm dumb. Yeah. But lucky for me, there was Upside, which was sixth and seventh grade. I was super cool. Like, the boys thought I was so fucking cool because I skateboarded and I was into punk rock and no one else was. Yeah. So...

The cool thing for me, that came before funny. But it's so young. It went away in high school. I feel like you do put a lot of value on like. On cool? No, on like pre-high school times. Yeah, because I didn't like high school. So if I'm going to select which one I like. I don't think we get to select. It's like a lot happens past adolescence. Right. And like mostly you're formed past that. Although I was already through adolescence in junior high.

Anyways. Bogged. Bogged down, yeah. Okay, I think I would say yours is tricky. You're all three. Congratulations. Oh my God. Make me say it. Thank you. I would have never made you say it. It's already indulgent enough that I'm asking. I think I honestly would order you funny, hot, cool, but the hot and cool are just a margin. If there's any chance that I'm hot, it's just because I'm cool. No.

No, that's not true. But I know what you mean. You know what I mean. They're informing each other. They're informing each other. Okay. Now let's do Rob. Great.

That smile. I know, it's so cute. It's so cute. Well, Rob is funny. He's made some of my favorite jokes. Yeah. The one that always comes to mind, of course, is that was uncommon. I know. That's your favorite joke of all time. It's in the top four jokes. If we're picking one, I would say Rob's cool.

Okay. And I might say he's hot. I'm always overwhelmed with how good looking Rob is. But Rob's cool. He listens to cool music. Yeah, he's a hipster. Right. Goes to cool restaurants. Eats cool bagels, drinks cool coffee. So for me, I would say cool. Hangs out with rock stars. Yeah. Okay, my turn. Okay. Hot, cool, funny. Okay.

Funny third? Well, I was trying to give you the order I thought you'd want. Just be a real assistant. And then you were offended. Wouldn't you want funny to be third? It's not. I want you to be real. Just hold on. No. Would you want funny to be third? No. You wouldn't? No.

That's such a healthy self-esteem. Funny is everything. Funny is money. That's what they say in film and television. Funny is, to me, ultimately the most important thing.

Well, certainly that's why all these things are context specific for a long term relationship. Yeah. For a fun night out on the town. Not necessarily. These are different. They're weighted differently. But it's just who I am. It's not who I want to be or who I wish I was. It's who I am. OK, then I'm going to do it. Don't try to flatter me. Tell me that. I'll close my eyes. OK, I'll go funny, hot, cool.

Okay. Yeah. What would you say, Rob? Same. Really? Yeah. Cool third? I'm like, there's no matter what. There's no permutation where she's not offended. I know that. I was flattered, like, just even if all three of those are in play, I actually don't care what order they're in. I know my real order is funny, cool, hot. That is, I am cool. Okay.

People think I'm cool, you guys.

Do you think the pink suit- More people think I'm cool than think I'm hot. That's true. How do you know that? That's true. Like you read an analysis. I have inside info. Okay. The pink suit is cool. It is. It's not hot. See, I don't know how you're knowing the difference between, if everyone's coming to you and going like, wow, you look great with a cool outfit. I don't know. Because they just said, what a cool outfit. But because they can't say you look hot. Why can't they? It's off the table these days because you guys ruined it for everyone. Oh,

Fuck you. Oh, my God. No, I know me. Of those, I think cool is above. And I like, I'm okay with, that's fine. Okay. I like being cool. See, this is cool, not hot. Shoot that over. I can't see that shit. Okay. I sent it. Oh, here we go. Look at me, not the girl in the back. Oh, wait, let me see the girl in the back. Now is the first thing I want to see. Okay.

You're going for cool instead of hot. Right, exactly. With that outfit. Yeah, exactly. Yeah, that's a cool outfit. That is not a hot outfit. A hot outfit will be like low cut. Okay. It is kind of low cut. It is completely low cut.

It's also a midriff. But it's a sweater. It's not a midriff. Well, it's tucked in. It looked like a midriff for a second. But it is, in fact, a very low cut. It's a button up. Sweater. Sweater, yeah. But it's down and there's cleavage. And what are you talking about? Barely cleavage. Okay. So, you know. Okay. Anyway. This works on a lot of levels. But Rob said it before you said it, so he can't unsay it. Well, that's his opinion. Yeah.

That Rob voted for cool. That's true.

I also said I think you're going for cooler more than you're like, you're gonna put a tight, short dress on. 100%. Listen, if I see someone, let's take you out of it. I am in life going for cool. I'm not going for that. I wanna take you out of this. So you wanna erase my face? Depersonalize it and keep it from being workplace sexual harassment. Okay. I see a gal like this with those knockers in a low cut thing. I'm thinking hot, not cool. It could also be cool. Right.

But definitely hot's on the top of mind. But you're only saying that because my boobs are big. Yeah, which is a fucking part of hotness. No, I know, but I'm saying... How could that not... Well, coolness is part of hotness, too. Yes. Yeah. You... Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

Go on. No, no. A woman that's traditionally hot at a club is not necessarily hot to me either. I'd rather a cooler, hipster-looking... Sure. But then a little bit of what's this going on? That's really where you go. What's going on here? We've got a very low-cut...

button up sweater. I wouldn't say very low. Okay. Well, the listeners are probably getting so annoyed because they can't see this picture. Is it on your Instagram? It was on stories. Oh, okay. You missed it. All right. Even more frustrating. But I agree with Rob that I think the

the classic version of let me just let's break this down for a second okay if you if i'm in a suit and i and it's it's very tight and you can see my hog running down my leg that's not hot but that's like what's he doing why is he doing that well okay yeah this is complicated you have to assume that like i don't know when it's an accident

But the point is, is you're evaluating the outfit, but then you also are met with this huge hog. The body. Yeah, the huge hog. And so hotness is on the mind now because you're seeing a sex organ. I know what you mean. I know what you mean. But okay, hold on. It's more essence. Like my essence is cooler rather than hot. That's by design. I am not walking around. I just bumped into you without any pants on.

Yeah, that was later that day. And then you'll be in like a see-through tank top with suspenders. Like, I don't know what you think you're... What's see-through tank top? Whenever you wore the suspenders, it's like... Oh, yeah. Yeah, it's like... But that's cool, suspenders. It's almost a Halloween outfit. Hey! Hey!

That's cool. Suspenders. Okay. And it's hot. I mean, it's both. Yeah. They're mixy-matchy. But I'm just saying there are some people like Emily Ratajkowski is hot first. I have actually heard she's pretty. She's friends with Amy Schumer. Okay. But...

All to say, I think you'd most likely rank her as hot first. Right. This is like a very not 2024 game to play, but I do think it's fun. It's making me nervous as all hell. I've been nervous since it started. I do think it's fun. It's just fun. It's great at dinner. Yeah. Big time. Because then you can let it rip. I'm letting it rip. But what is your preferred order for you?

For me? Yeah. Sexy and hot. I've said this a million times. Not really, though. Yes, because that's what I haven't had. So that's what I want. But don't you think, aren't you over it? I'm over it. Like that maybe for a long time in life, yes. But no. Why? Well, again, I have the luxury of I am funny. So I don't have to like when I. You have to imagine that you then don't have that. Well, then we don't have a career. Right.

Exactly. That's my whole point. So obviously I'm not trading it for that. Yeah. But what I'm telling you is if I have my pick of what a girl said about me after meeting me, I would want an order for her to go. He was so hot.

And then the rest. Yeah. Now, I wouldn't really make that trade because I make my living not being hot. Yeah. And then I want to continue to make my living. Yes. And I'm sure I'm married because I wasn't hot. I was funny. Exactly. And my kids like me because I'm funny and not hot. Exactly. So I get it. But I'm just being dead honest with you. If I meet someone and they walked away and they got to only say one adjective about me to their friend, I...

And my vanity would want that they said I was hot. But again, I've already been validated for being funny. So I don't really crave it. Don't you feel the same? I used to, but I really don't think... I'm really putting myself... I'm really trying to think like if... Also though, so again, this is where our dynamic is literally diametrically opposed, which is...

you're looking for a partnership. So in that case, you do want the person you're meeting that likes you to think you're funny because that's a sustainable and long-term thing. I've been in a relationship for 17 years. So the thing that seems exciting to me is someone just thinks I'm hot and is attracted to me. Yeah. Would you also like if they were attracted to you for being funny? Or no, you don't care about that?

Well, again, I think that's the only reason people have been attracted to me. So I have a very interesting relationship with that. Right. You're craving novelty at this point. Yes, I'm craving novelty. I'm craving the thing I didn't have, which is like people turning their head at it, coming, giving me their knowledge. The shit I see happen to Charlie in real life, which seems very exciting. And women sending drinks over to him and stuff.

They don't know. They haven't even talked to him. They don't know if he's funny or smart or anything. Yeah. It does not sound. Yeah. Yeah. Well, he'd probably pick something different too. Exactly. Yeah. It's like whatever you have, blah, blah, blah. Yes. If someone's super hot, they'd rather be funny. You see hot guys try to be funny all the time. Yeah. I.

Yeah, I think I've grown. Congratulations. I really do. Yeah. I don't know why. That's good. By the way, it's the appropriate thing for you to do because it's where you have more confidence. Yeah. And if what you hope is that people think you're funny, you know pretty damn well you can deliver that. I mean, I guess the highest compliment is sort of sexy because that's all of it.

Like, I don't think you can be sexy without having the other parts. Sexy is like hot and cool combined. And funny. Like, I think, for me, that's what I find sexy. Sure, smart. Yeah. Okay. We did a master class on this.

Okay, a couple facts. Is the Washington Jefferson Hotel still there? Yes. Oh, great. They made it. James Taylor and the mental hospital. Yeah. He went and then his family, like some family members went as well. It says during high school, his family began to unravel. His dad was an alcoholic. Yeah.

He was admitted to the McLean Psychiatric Hospital at 16 with what we now probably would call depression and anxiety, staying there for nine months. Two of his siblings followed him there. Nine months at 16? That's very intense. Yeah, I know. He said, when I jumped the tracks and went to McLean, it's like they thought, yeah, that's right, we need this help. It became an option. Yeah. Wow. And then he was an addict publicly. Yeah.

He was a heroin addict, right? Yeah, I think so. Okay, I wanted to look up how the Vietnam, the lottery, how it worked. Okay. I'm going to read. Do it.

Okay. In principle, the function of the first draft was to select dates within a calendar year at random with men whose birthdays matched those dates being drafted according to the sequence the dates were selected. The 366 days of the year, including February 29th, were printed on slips of paper. These pieces of paper were then each placed in opaque plastic capsules, which were then

mixed in a shoebox, and then placed in a deep glass jar. Capsules were drawn from the jar one at a time and opened. The first date drawn was September 14th. All registrants with that birthday were assigned lottery number one. The next numbers drawn corresponded to April 24th, December 30th, February 14th, Valentine's Day, our anniversary,

October 18th and so forth. The last number drawn corresponded to June 8th. All men of draft age born January 1st, 1944 to December 31st, 1950 who shared a birthday would be called to serve at once. The first 195 birthdays drawn were later called to serve in the order they were drawn. The last of these was September 21st.

You know what's a weird outcome of that no one even probably thought about is like they would all be deployed ultimately and they'd all have their birthday at the same day. Yeah. That's true. You'd probably be in a platoon with like nine other guys with your birthday. Yeah, weird. But you know...

This is such a sidebar, but when I was on Synced and we were talking about the Roman Empire and I was saying like, yeah, men are going to be fascinated with all war stuff because it's a real thing. It was researching somebody recently and or maybe it was even doing Finding My Roots. And I really I'm the first generation that wasn't drafted in a long time because my dad was drafted.

My grandpa was drafted for World War II. The great grandpa was drafted for World War I. So it's like three generations in a row you could expect to be drafted. It's almost a miracle I wasn't ever drafted in my lifetime. It's true. Or that there wasn't a draft in our lifetime. Thank God. That was standard. Yeah. That is weird. Yeah. That's five seconds ago. Yeah.

Okay, he said 20 people painted the Sistine Chapel. It says, prior to Michelangelo's contribution, the walls were painted by several leading artists of the late 15th century, including Sandro...

Botticelli. Botticelli. Domenico Ghiraldello. Guraldi chocolates? Close. And Pietro Paragino. And then after the ceiling was painted, Raphael created a set of large tapestries to cover the lower portion of the wall. So it doesn't say exactly how many. Okay. Okay, and the last thing is... I don't want to grow up on a toy circuit. The guy with a million toys is a toy director. I can play

I'm a toy just kidding. You got the best for so much as you really flip your lid. From bikes to trains to video games, it's the biggest toy store there is. I don't want to grow up.

Oh, that takes me back to such deep craving. It's anti-Buddhist. I just see those commercials and crave. Wah, wah, wah.

I love that they went with kids that couldn't even sing the song. That's such a cute touch. Like they're barely getting through that. It's true. Jamming up some words. I love that he came up with that. It's a good nugget. Right. Although he did not the jingle. Just the line. Yeah. I don't want to. Still. Oh yeah. He made it clear. Collaborative. Okay. Well, that's all. Oh, well that was fun.

free to play that game in your life yes at your parties you haven't copyrighted it you're not going to be seeking any kind of damages if people use it without licensing it i didn't you're giving it to the world well maybe you did well yeah i guess no if you want to play the first game i did invent that's right that's what i was more referencing jedediah you'll have to reach out to him on twitter and or instagram to find out if you have permission okay all right love you

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