The event was recommended by her yoga teacher at Tara Yoga Centre in London, where she had been attending for months and had a positive experience.
She had to surrender her phone, swear on a Bible, and was exposed to explicit sexual content, including pornographic videos and a hyper-sexualised Miss Shakti competition.
It was a hyper-sexualised pageant where women competed based on their embodiment of the divine feminine. Miranda initially watched it but later felt pressured to participate, despite finding it uncomfortable.
The technique involved a highly choreographed group sex ritual where participants drank each other's urine, referred to as 'elixir,' to absorb spiritual and physical qualities. Miranda participated to avoid being ostracised and to push her boundaries for spiritual growth.
Gregorian Bivolaru is the guru behind the MISA yoga organisation, which has affiliates in 29 countries. He is revered as a spiritual guide and has a large following, including thousands who attend his festivals.
The Ecstatic Joy Temple was a topless massage parlour near Tara Yoga Centre, where some teachers worked. It operated without a licence and was seen as a place for spiritual growth, though it involved sexually charged massages.
Miranda felt a sense of belonging and spiritual growth within the community. She believed in pushing boundaries and doing things others wouldn't, which made her feel special and part of an exclusive group.
The final ceremony was an organised lovemaking ritual that Miranda reluctantly participated in to avoid being ostracised. She felt pressured but reminded herself it was part of her spiritual journey.
The movement promised spiritual growth, community, and healing for those at a crossroads in life. It used a mix of Indian spiritual teachings, astrology, and Christianity to create a sense of belonging and purpose.
Nudity and sexualisation were central to the movement's practices, including tantric yoga and the Miss Shakti competition. Followers were encouraged to use sexual energy for spiritual awakening, often pushing personal boundaries.
Miranda joins thousands of the guru Gregorian Bivolaru’s followers from around the world at a yoga festival in a Romanian seaside resort. It’s a two weeklong holiday and her food and accommodation is free. But is she being drawn into something darker?
This episode contains explicit sexual content.
Host: Cat McShane Producers: Emma Weatherill and Cat McShane Sound design: Melvin Rickarby Unit Manager: Lucy Bannister Executive Producer: Innes Bowen Production Coordinator: Juliette Harvey Commissioning Editor: Dan Clarke Commissioning Executive: Tracy Williams