The Marine Corps culture emphasizes competition, bodily self-denial, and physical prowess, which overlap with the values of someone committed to an eating disorder.
Values such as competition, bodily self-denial, and the belief in self-mastery through physical prowess can appeal to individuals predisposed to eating disorders.
Raised in a strict Mormon household, Williams sought to escape a culture of secrecy and patriarchy, finding a similar yet more demanding environment in the Marine Corps.
Her disordered eating led to significant physical damage, including her esophagus, and caused her to push her body to extremes through excessive running and starvation.
While expecting a meritocratic environment where she would be judged on effort and character, she instead faced aggressive sexualization and a culture of secrecy similar to her Mormon upbringing.
The concept reinforced gender stereotypes, with 'him' representing the ideal Marine and 'her' as a warning against the perceived failings of female Marines.
She felt a sense of inevitability and numbness, having normalized lesser forms of sexual harassment, which made her hesitant to report the assault.
Her superiors were kind but lacked understanding of the severity of her condition, often dismissing it as not serious enough due to her not being underweight.
Her recovery, which included extensive backpacking and yoga, helped her cultivate a new narrative of strength and self-worth, informing the unflinching portrayal of her past struggles.
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During her years as a military linguist, Bailey Williams pushed her body to extremes. She later learned that eating disorders are more prevalent in the Marine Corps than in any other military branch. Her memoir is Hollow.John Powers reviews the Paramount+ series Landman.Learn more about sponsor message choices: podcastchoices.com/adchoices)NPR Privacy Policy)