cover of episode E829.辍学打工七年后,我决定不再平庸地活

E829.辍学打工七年后,我决定不再平庸地活

2024/12/26
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李泽民:我的童年和少年时期充满了苦难和挑战。家庭经济状况不稳定,父亲自杀,继父的虐待,以及车祸带来的伤痛,都给我留下了深刻的心理阴影。15岁那年,我选择辍学打工,在社会底层摸爬滚打,做过各种各样的工作,经历了社会的黑暗和人性的复杂。这些经历让我看清了社会的不公,也让我更加渴望改变自己的命运。 在北京的经历,让我更加深刻地体会到了社会的残酷和现实的无奈。我曾试图通过学习和提升自己来改变现状,但屡屡遭遇骗局,经历了生活的种种磨难。然而,这些经历并没有让我放弃希望,反而激发了我更强的求生欲和对梦想的追求。 我开始学习写作,创作剧本,并尝试将自己的经历融入到作品中。我学习摄影,并逐渐形成了自己独特的摄影风格。我利用业余时间学习,提升自身文化素养和创作能力,并积极参与各种文化活动。 我的创作灵感来源于生活,我的作品是对自己人生经历的反思和总结。虽然我经历了很多苦难,但我从未放弃对梦想的追求。我相信,只要坚持不懈,就一定能够实现自己的价值。

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Why did Li Zemin decide to leave his hometown and pursue a different life?

Li Zemin decided to leave his hometown to escape the oppressive environment and to seek a more meaningful life. After witnessing the tragic death of his cousin and reflecting on his own life, he realized he didn’t want to live a mundane existence. He was inspired by the idea of gaining knowledge and wisdom, which led him to move to Beijing and eventually pursue writing and filmmaking.

What challenges did Li Zemin face during his early years?

Li Zemin faced numerous challenges in his early years, including a severe accident at age seven that left him with a permanent injury, the suicide of his father when he was 12, and the subsequent financial struggles of his family. He also experienced emotional and physical abuse from his stepfather, which led him to drop out of school at 15 and start working to support his family.

How did Li Zemin's experiences shape his creative work?

Li Zemin's experiences deeply influenced his creative work, particularly his writing and filmmaking. His difficult childhood, family struggles, and personal reflections became the foundation for his scripts and poems. He often drew from his own life, creating stories that mirrored his journey, such as his script 'The Cradle of You, Me, and Him,' which closely aligns with his personal history.

What inspired Li Zemin to start writing and filmmaking?

Li Zemin was inspired to start writing and filmmaking after attending lectures and film screenings at universities like Peking University and Tsinghua University. He was particularly influenced by documentaries, TED talks, and independent films, which motivated him to explore storytelling as a way to leave a meaningful impact and express his thoughts on society and life.

What role did education play in Li Zemin's transformation?

Education played a crucial role in Li Zemin's transformation, even though he didn’t attend formal university. He actively sought knowledge by attending lectures, film screenings, and cultural events at prestigious universities. This exposure broadened his perspective, inspired his creative pursuits, and helped him develop a deeper understanding of art, science, and society.

How did Li Zemin's family react to his creative pursuits?

Li Zemin's family, particularly his mother and stepfather, often disapproved of his creative pursuits. His mother had a strong control over his environment, and his stepfather was unsupportive, even hostile. Despite this, Li Zemin remained committed to his writing and filmmaking, often finding solace in his work and the artistic community he built around himself.

Chapters
李泽民讲述了他从小到大坎坷的经历,童年遭遇车祸,父亲自杀,继父的暴力,以及辍学打工的经历。这些经历都给他带来了很大的心理创伤,也让他开始思考人生的意义。
  • 童年车祸导致腿伤
  • 父亲自杀
  • 继父暴力
  • 辍学打工
  • 反复做噩梦

Shownotes Transcript

故事FM ❜ 第 829 期

「我应该过怎样的一生」

我从小就在想这个问题。但是,慢慢地活到了人近中年我才意识到,这个问题对很多人来说,可能穷尽一生也找不到答案。

因为这是一个太过奢侈的问题,大部分时候,我们不是在主动选择过怎样的生活,而是被生活推着往前走。

这也成了我们的借口:都被各种生活压力压得喘不过气了,还谈什么选择呢?

但今天的讲述者李泽民却没有这样说服自己,他虽然活在阴沟里,但却在某一天决定,跃向自己的星空。

/Staff/****

讲述者 | 李泽民

主播 | @寇爱哲

采访|@寇爱哲

制作 |  文卓

声音设计 | 文卓

运营 | 鸣鸣

**实习生|**白晴晴

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