March 22nd, 2019 was the hardest day of my life. I wanted to record this episode to detail what it was like the day that I found out my dad passed away. Losing a parent is such a monumental loss that no one can prepare you for.
My dad was a role model to me and i''m so grateful for the 24 years we spent together. He provided for my family and made sure we never went a day without. After college, we really started to build a solid relationship and friendship. He was my go-to person and we would talk every single night on the phone. He was always there for me and answered every single call.
I spoke with him the night before he passed and everything seemed normal. We were laughing, joking and talking about all the great opportunities that were unfolding in my life. I had no idea this was going to be the last time I ever spoke to him. As the conversation came to an end and before we hung up I told my dad that I loved him and he told me, "I love you son and am so proud of you." These were the last words that I ever heard my dad say. I find peace knowing that he loved me & that I was making him proud.
Dad, I hope I am still making you proud and that you're looking down on me smiling. I miss you every single day and will always cherish the good times we had together. Rip Pops - I love you
