We Are Still Lost.. with Josiah
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Welcome back to this episode of Emergency Sigmund!

It's emergency intercom. You're going to be our first fucking guest and you're not going to get it right. Well, just I as our first guest. I don't watch y'all's fucking podcast. They don't even have a mic for me this time, so. Okay, that's not our fault. Well, if you wanted to be a guest so bad, why don't you buy a mic? Yeah, you should have brought your own mic and interface and then maybe that would have worked. You guys were acting like this five minutes ago before the camera was rolling. Something really changed once the camera started. The energy is different out here. The energy has shifted. It's different. Yeah, the true you shows. Out here, it's once the camera starts. I got two mics to tie you up. I feel like I'm going to post-con.

I'm gonna forget so many times to just mic Josiah like that. - Everything is unclear and we're trying to find the suspect. - I will never forget because I'm just so tuned into making sure my friends are feeling accepted and heard. And if I have to raise my voice to make sure we are both heard, I will do that. - That doesn't sound like you. - That's how I sound, that's how I talk all the time. Anyways, so Josie's the first guest. You're probably like, where are you? We're actually lost. - We ran away.

We ran away and were lost in the desert. Stuck in the middle of the desert in Los Angeles. Here we are. Actually, I'll give my introduction. I'm Josiah. And it honestly makes a lot of sense that I am the first podcast guest because I was y'all's first friend.

When you moved to LA, I was the first person to kind of like reach out to you and be like, y'all are new here. When I moved here, you were literally 16. You were 16 and had very little social media presence. But you still came and you still, y'all were hanging out with a 16 year old. That's weird. No, you turned. No, you infiltrated the group and we actually don't understand how you got into the group. It's actually a point of contention in our relationship is we don't know where the fuck you came from or how you got so involved.

How you sunk your claws so deep into our group. I'm from Orange County. You're a clout chaser. Yeah. Oh, actually, but it is kind of fucked up that the Josiah was actually 16 when I moved to Los Angeles because I moved to L.A. on May 5th. And I turned 17 May 6th. The day after. But nobody is ever talking about this. No one ever talks about it the way you pronounce my name.

How do I say your name? Josiah. Josiah. It's Josiah. Josiah. Josiah. Josiah. I know, everyone makes fun of me because I speak two languages and I have a hard time. Oh my god, here we go again. Girl, that's not like a two languages thing, that's literally just like... A speech impediment thing. And it's better than Josiah because that actually pisses me the fuck off when people are like, Josiah, and I'm like, girl, where is the Z? Because I'd honestly love to know, but...

Just, it's whatever. It's not like I'm not pissed about it. It's just like something that is never spoken about. It's just weird you want to bring it up. You guys make fun of a lot of things I say. No, go off your list of things you make fun of. What's your favorite one to make fun of the thing I say? Volume. Volume. Turn up the volume. Yeah, can you put up the volume? Volume. I don't say that. Can you put up the volume? Put up the volume. Oh, okay. Okay, L.A.

Put up the volume, please. I would like to- I would like for this music to be louder. Can you put up the volume? There you go. That doesn't sound like a real person. I know, but listen to how I say it. Can you turn up the volume? Volume, not valium. Yeah, you're like referencing a benzodiazepine when you say it. Yeah, you say V-A-Y-U-M. Valium.

Put up the volume. Oh, the search choppers are here for us. Yeah, they're going to come get you. We need to hide. Oh, I hope this family crosses behind us. They won't know what's coming. They're working a fucking way. The Sons of Anarchy just drove by. What is that? The Sons of Anarchy. You guys never watched that show? I watched that show. No, I didn't. I watched it at the house. Me and my whole family did. When Gemma killed him. Don't spoil it. Spoiling.

You're working the house. Watch Sons of Anarchy. Actually, a big part of our demographic does watch that. Guys, do y'all watch Sons of Anarchy? Let us know. Who is Clay Aiken? He's a football player. No, who is Clay Aiken? A football player. Comment in the comments. Who is Clay Aiken? I think it's like a Zoey 101 Dan Schneider Universe character or something. No, he's a football player.

Oh my god, Kai's talking. I know. He had to take his chance. He's in the damn desert. No, it's okay, because he's giving us information. No, he's like a fly. No, what you need to do is get on that damn laptop and do your work. We drugged Kai. We ran away with Kai, and he did not want to come with us, but he was like, fuck, I guess I'll just follow them. And now we're lost. We're here in the Breaking Bad. This is actually where they shot Breaking Bad, when he wakes up in the van, and he's like...

Heisenberg. And his bulge is out. And you're spoiling it. What is this? The tighty-whitey bulge. I don't know. I've seen that show twice, and I still don't know what happens in that show. I love that show. They're always in the desert. You can't just be like, when they are in the desert, and they're like, Heisenberg. Do you ever feel...

Alone in a group? No. No. I feel like I'm a third wheel in this situation. Well, that's because me and Josiah have very good conversations. Well, you don't give me mic enough. Exactly. You're not giving off your mic. Yeah, she gives the mic the whole time. Yeah, because I own this fucking mic. Oh, actually, if we're going to get real technical, I own that mic. Yo.

Okay. She got him down. Get him. Are you cold? No. Okay, I think we should talk about how we met Josiah. Yeah, like where he came from. Just like first interactions. And it makes sense for me to tell the story though. That's what makes sense. We'll hear your perspective. I have a feeling you're going to lie, but go ahead. You'll lie and then I will tell it actually how it happened. Okay, well. Okay. Yeah.

Did you forget? Okay, no, no, hold on. Okay, okay. So basically, we met through Josh and Lucas. And is that lighting okay?

She thinks so. She has the answer for me, girl. Okay, whatever. Sorry, there's a group of people taking IG photos. But who are we? Who are we to... We're doing a podcast. Yeah, I know. What are we going to say? We actually are probably worse. I know. Okay, okay, okay. We got to get to the story. Okay, so basically... They're cracking up in peers. They're lost too. That's illegal. They're pissing me the fuck off. I know, they're like being the loudest. This is a public place. I've never heard people be louder in my entire life.

Okay, but here's the thing. Okay, okay, okay, okay. We met. We're showing our, like, two colors of just being pieces of shit. We're literally in a public park and we're, like, these fucking pieces of shit. Cracking open beers, like, being a piece of shit. They know we're talking shit. They know we're talking shit. Oh, if they're here for a long time, I swear. So, everything's good. How we met? A while ago. We met, we actually met, I think we're, like, we just came up on our third date.

Three year anniversary of knowing each other, which is really weird. But we met through Josh and Lucas. It was whose birthday? Josh. It was Josh's birthday. And y'all had just started hanging out with Josh. Yeah, like literally, I think like the second time we hung out with him was like the night of his birthday. And he didn't tell us it was his fucking birthday. Yeah. And then we found out that it was his birthday. And y'all got him that cake, the gross one that sat in the freezer for like nine months. For literally probably two weeks.

two years. Yeah. For however long you guys lived there. Oh, so gross. Oh, we can talk shit about them because look at the back of his shirt. Oh, he's a blue lights man. American flag.

No, not American. It was Blue Lives Matter. I'm like, this isn't fucked up. I want them to get so drunk so quick because of altitude and roll down the rock. Don't say that. Come on. Okay. Back to the story. Basically, I was there at Josh's real birthday party in Orange County, and me and Lucas had been talking for a while, and we had started to start the band Greer, which is a band we're still in somehow. But...

um basically yeah i was there and drew and anya ended up coming over and i think christian

As well? I don't know. I don't think Christian and I did. Did you know who we were before? Like, had you had any prior knowledge of who we were? I had seen... Did Josh and Lucas even mention us? Well, the thing is... Well, no, they mentioned you guys. They were like... But they were just like, oh, our friends Drew and Nany are coming over. But prior to meeting you guys, I knew I had seen Josh. And I was like, I hadn't seen Lucas. Because the thing is, I wasn't on Vine. Which is like this very long-running thing of people being like, I've known you since fucking Vine. And like, I love you since Vine. And I'm like...

Literally like I wasn't on fucking mine since just I was like 10 when that app came out He did not have access to an iPhone. No, I did have access to an iPhone. Oh

But I got on Vine towards the demise of it, and I had an edits account. That's what I did on Vine. What did you edit? I made office edits for the show The Office, and my account ate. I got very big off of it. How many followers? I don't remember, but I had millions of loops. I remember loops. I don't remember how many followers I had, though, but I remember loops. I forgot about the term loops. Loops. But basically, yeah, I knew...

I'd never seen you Drew. I had seen Enya before. I knew she was familiar and I knew Josh was familiar. That's how I knew it was like familiar. Oh, so you didn't know who I was? No. Wow. You might find that a lot of people know who I am and when they know that they're going to get a chance to meet me, they're anticipating it and they also get very nervous.

I was not... Girl, what? Basically, they came through and I was like really, I guess, mean. Like, I mean, I wasn't... No, you were fucking evil. Let me go in on this before you take this over. Okay, so...

I had no idea who Josiah was. Oh, get on your phone. Get on your phone. He was a piece of shit when we first met him. Like, literally the meanest person I have ever encountered, had a first interaction with. And I don't understand to this day how I, like, set that aside. Because he was the most condescending, like, stuck-up asshole ever.

Ever. And it was a front that he put up. It wasn't him actually... It was fully a defense mechanism. Yeah, it wasn't him actually being a dick. He was kind of trolling and sniffing our asses. You did not see this. I know. No, it's beautiful. It was just like...

It's like the movie Moonlight. It was just like him just being a shithead and trolling us, thinking we were going to troll back. But I don't do that with people I first meet. And it wasn't reciprocated. I will say, yeah, fully, that's a thing. It is the way we act with each other. But when a stranger acts like that with us, it's just not reciprocated. Because I'm like, bitch, I don't know you. You're being rude. Yeah, you're being an asshole. But luckily, I was like...

I was funny enough with it to the point where I was like, oh, it's funny. Like... That's the thing. When you did it to me, I had never been... I, like, I had been offended by someone, like, being an asshole to me, but I haven't been that offended by someone in a very long time. Like, let's reenact it. Like... Okay, it was probably like... It was like, hey, I'm Drew, nice to meet you. Hi! No, it was like... Hold this mic. And yeah, hold this mic. It was like, I'm Josiah, guys. It's like...

oh my god it's so good to finally see you like it's so good to finally meet you like it's it's a really good it's a pleasure to meet you see how uncomfortable that makes you josiah did i tell you guys a fake name i think you probably gave us a fucking fake name i don't know i don't remember exactly what you were saying to me i know you were like immediately kind of rude to me like trying to be funny but it came off very rude to me and i was like okay i'm not talking to this random fucking white kid he's pissing me off so i like didn't interact with you like at

all and then I feel like we had one more interaction where you said something about a mom and it was like my mom and I met you like not that long after my mom died and I was like um you'll be happy to know actually my mother is dead she passed away this year and I think I was like I'm so sorry yeah it did like fully like break you a little because you're like oh but I also remember not being broken to me like I don't give a fuck I'm doubling down like kind of no you were because if you doubled down I would not have been your fuck

I would have been like, bitch, I'm going to slap the fuck out of you. Like you, you were like a poly junkie. We're like, oh, I'm sorry. And then I was like, I was like, no, I literally don't care. It's like funny. And then you're like, oh, okay. And then you, I think you thought I made more. Yeah. You thought I was lying. I think I remember. I think I kind of, you were like, oh, you, you were like, okay. Like, are you serious? And I was like, no, I'm not kidding. Cause I mean, I tell lies like that all the time.

Because you have issues. Because you're a liar. I am, but there's something to be said. You're born again Christian. I am Christian. I was raised Christian. Cool. But, like, I literally, like... There's something to be said about being uncomfortable in...

Situations. And I was just, I'm just not comfortable in social situations and I've gotten like kind of better about it. But you know, like when we've gone to parties and like I meet people, I am always like, I don't give a shit. Yeah. Cause it's fun. Yeah. You try. It's literally, it's there to like make fun of them and, but not even make fun of them. Cause like, I don't hold shit against people. I'm just genuinely like, I want to laugh right now. And I honestly don't care about you cause I don't know you. And I will do it. You can. No, it is like, be,

being that's why i was saying like it's just funny that's the way i think a lot all of us act in the group or at least most of us in the group act especially to strangers and then when it's done to us we literally can't believe it we're like are you fucking kidding me right now but then we became very close to josiah i was about to say and by the end of the night it was like one of those like twin flame moments or like whatever you want to fucking call it like did y'all talk about me in the car ride home um

I don't know, but I do remember Drew coming up to me at one point at the party and you got brought up. You were like, I thought that kid was an asshole, but he's funny. Because then I remember I looped around to go talk to you again because Drew was like, dude, he's actually so funny. By the end of the night, it was just like the party was kind of subsided and we all ended up in the garage and they were playing games.

instruments and making out it was like really it was really cute and like we just like i i still have the videos from the first night we met which is i feel like kind of rare and like cool but like yeah but literally we um we uh we just shot the shit for like probably two hours in the garage and i was like oh this kid is like and then we played quick black

Oh, yeah, we did. Oh, my God. Maybe that was when y'all realized, like, oh. No, I genuinely think... It was right before that, because Drew called me in for a quick blast. She was like, that kid's, like, cool. Yeah, I genuinely think, like...

I made this very clear to like everyone. I was like, Josiah is one of the funniest people I have ever met. And it was like based off of that like first interaction. I was like, dude, this kid is like on a genuinely different level of like comedy. He's on a very dark path and I'm worried for his life. We need to save him. My mother. Literally. The house. No, but I remember after that. Bring back my house.

We hung out for the first time like a few days after. Dude, it was such a fast turnaround. It was because... Christian. Yeah, Christian invited me. He made music and I was starting Greer and I was obviously writing all the time at that point because I was very...

young and like I really want to write and like and you had motivation and a lust for life I was motivated because and you loved life but we haven't destroyed your life yet he was like you should come out and like we should like make like record or something together and I was like okay and I came out and then I told you I was coming out and Christian was like flaking and you were just you were literally like just we're at Melrose Trading Post like

Just meet us. Like, meet us at this restaurant. Oh, my God. Yeah, we met you at that restaurant. What is that? Melrose Trading Coast. So smoked. And, like, literally...

I went there and I don't even think I saw Christian while I was there. No, you didn't. It literally, it was just us. And you stayed for so long. I stayed for three days. For like a, for a first time hangout. That's insane. Like I was like kind of crazy. Yeah. We really are. Like as I meet new people, I learned that like, it is where you find like chillers. And that's why like when I find someone who can just like chill forever, they get along with us so well because we are like all,

all scared to be alone for the most part and hate being alone and when we like someone we're like you should stay here like everyone i meet i'm like you should sleep over i know we invite everybody to sleep over and like i kind of get offended when i'm like oh you don't want to spend the night on our couch like you're an asshole on our azules like piss the black mold couch i literally i do you agree with me that there's mold in the couch no i don't oh my fucking god you turned you

a minute i was joking no joking i was joking um but basically yeah that's how we met and dark it's like beautiful it's like it's the mgmc album cover no that's why that's why i said it was like moonlight because you know when they're like filming at like at night at the beach and it's just like all blue tones like and the cover is like just like blue and purple we're serving in post probably

You'll fix it. You do that since you want a job so bad. It's literally easy. But yeah, Josiah, I'm going to get into the first time we hung out because there were some things that happened that are actually not true. You're shaking. Oh, that wasn't? No, because the first time we hung out, we did the bright light with me. Oh, okay. The first night we hung out, we did smoke reefer. Whoa. We did smoke a little.

weed and we are we allowed to talk about that yeah why not okay um you were comfortable with it no i mean no we smoked a little bit of weed and we did a light bright um and it was really fun so far that was like one of my favorite like i still have we still have it we still have the light bright like built and it's like in a little display case no we won't but it's really cute that we still have that but um no that was like genuinely like i don't smoke very much and i don't have good experiences with weed but that was one of the only times where i was like yeah smoke

Then we filmed a YouTube video for you. Oh, yeah. And that's on YouTube. You can literally see us. And we were matching unintentionally in that video. We were. Because I had, like, brought my Adidas sweatpants and my turquoise shirt and, like, my Gucci slides. What was even the premise of that video? You're like, I have that same exact outfit. Y'all literally are... I'm thinking of Josiah's video when y'all, like, both walked out.

of the rooms and we're like mirroring each other my second YouTube video let's talk about the fact that I've made five you and you're killing it there and I racked views on all yeah you rack views let's talk about how I have one YouTube video I'm not with drew like literally that that video it's just because I'm like comfortable recording with drew and I'm just like and not me no I mean but you're just hard to work with

Literally most of the times I've filmed with Drew is like, you're not there. Like, cause also I filmed a lot throughout pandemic too. Also like literally when I leave town, y'all like hang out so much. We're chillers. Me and Josiah, like we like explore each other's body. Also, can we talk about before Josie had a car?

When I would leave or like have my car and y'all would just sit and rot in the house and not do anything for days at a time. Yeah, of course. Like we're rotters. We're chill. I didn't get a car and a license until four months ago. It was fucked up. Josiah was Ubering back and forth like once a week from OC. I spent money on y'all. You spent money. No, it was on us. It was for you. It was an investment. For what? Our relationship. Our love. Our love.

I know. I'm not just, I don't know if it's worth it. Dude, that is so dark. It's beautiful. Leave it alone. Josh! Josh and Elsie are somewhere lost in the fucking... Dude, yeah, they're never making it back here. I haven't even seen their, like, heads pop up. Honestly, low-key kind of scary because... Dude, Josh said he was like, I'm just going to check the camera, like, every 10 minutes. And then he left. Okay, how long have we been in an episode? 20 minutes.

Yeah, we had nothing. So, let's eat. And that was Finn to that hangout session, and then there was more. Yeah, and then, no, no, the next time you came was one of the most cursed experiences of my life. Do you know about this guy? Legitimately evil. It was bad. And you were in Florida, right?

Yeah, I was in my dummy. It was me, Christian, and Josiah. And Josiah just swung by. He was there for a few days. It was really cute. I don't know what we did. You say I just swung by? Yeah, I don't know what you did or what we did together, like,

before like this incident that i'm thinking we literally like sat around and we were like watching music videos for like a day and like we didn't do anything we went to whole foods yeah that's all we did back then was go to fucking whole foods in target and watch music videos and now it's just air one in target it's not that much different now it's like air one and like right age now we have masks like that's the only difference but basically it's changed josiah um

Came over. We went to Whole Foods, I guess, and watched music videos. And then night rolled around. And again, Josiah was... I don't know who instigated. It was probably Christian. Or I don't know who did. But, like, someone was like, let's smoke some weed. Yeah, someone was like... Why do you keep referring to weed in, like, the most, like...

Always. I'm a pothead. I know terms and lingo. Drew, continue. I'm sorry for her. And then basically me and Josiah, we went to like this spot behind our apartment complex and like climbed these stairs up to the top of it. And then we didn't even smoke up there. We ended up smoking on the street. Yeah, we were scared because like people were like filtering in and out and it just felt like kind of sketchy. So we left that location and went to the street.

And we smoked in, mind you, like. I'm sure a lot of y'all have noticed we don't have many ads anymore. And you're probably thinking, wow, oh, my God, I feel so bad for them. They deserve ads. But we're doing our job. You're not doing your job. You need to fucking subscribe and engage with me or I will never do my job again. I like I can't believe I miss reading ads. I like I miss the taste.

I've had very, very few good experiences with weed. And for some reason, this was, like, a fabulous. You were fucking vibing. This was fabulous. You know what it is? You are a vibe terrorist, and you soak up everyone's, like, good vibes because most of my awful highs that I've had when I'm with you, you were, like, on cloud nine. You're, like, experiencing exactly what you want. And then anytime, like, I feel, like...

you're like falling apart. I'm like the Ghostbuster sucker machine and I suck y'all's vibes out. You suck more than a vibe. I can pick up the story from here if you want, because... No, you're going to try and make it clean. No, no, no, it's not clean. I literally, like, I talked to my mom about this and I was like, you want to hear some crazy shit? So that was such a good moment when I finally, like, broke.

Talk to my mom about just like Yeah I've like smoked weed and I fucking drink And she's like I know When I turned 18 like my mom just became Like she was always like kind of chill with it But same with my dad but like They know your parents know they don't give a shit But like having those conversations with them Is like super fucking awesome It was so nice It like solidifies like an adult relationship But my mom still is like she's like

Are you high? Are you high right now? Are you high right now? Yeah, the Drake song. But basically, yeah, we smoked and everything was fine until we got upstairs and then... Me and Christian started doing math. Yeah, well, that's the thing is I...

I went, when we went inside, I was like, oh, now this is far too much. Like, this is not okay. Oh, wow. You slayed that shit. The house down. You turn that guy, boy, pussy. Um, the house boots down. Chill. Um,

But basically, yeah, from then on, I went inside of Drew's bedroom. They were in the living room and they were like, oh yeah, like let's do math, math problems and watch like crumb music videos. Cause at the time crumb was like, oh, like crumb, the music videos. Yeah. Like, no, I love crumb. But, um, at the time it was like very popping. Y'all were like doing that. They left crumbs. Keep talking and I could show them.

Um, okay. Basically, literally I fucking went into Drew's bedroom and laid on the bed and I was like, I don't feel well. Josiah was greening out. And it literally, I was greening out. Like I was not okay. And it felt like there was like circulation, like going, like there was a metal bar on the like very outer ridges of my body. And it was like, I don't know if I've ever described this to you. You've described this before to me. And it felt like it was just like running electricity, like through my body. And yeah, it's not worth it.

It's really pretty. Okay, but basically, yeah. Guy in the corner. And I'm in the corner watching you kiss her. So Josiah's greening out on my bed. Yeah, and they come over and they start showing me this video of this guy named Monte who's like, you can look him up and he does this Michael Jackson bit. The TMZ bit. The TMZ. You'll probably fucking see in the video. And like...

It's actually the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Why does it not affect me in any way, shape, or form? It's the second most beautiful thing I've seen. That's fine. Call me the Grinch. It's the second most beautiful thing I've seen besides Enya. While we're here, maybe you should go and check out the new Greer EP. We just got off tour. We had a great tour. It was great seeing you guys. And there's a new EP out. Go bring that camera back over here. Get up here. And you should go and check out the new EP.

Okay. Yeah, basically, then they were like, we're going to go downstairs and smoke more. Yeah. No, no, we didn't go smoke more. Did you go for a walk? No, we went to the snack machine. Oh, you went to the vending machine. And we were like, Josiah, do you want any snacks? And you literally, like, you were like... No, and they kept showing me that video, and I was like, get the fuck away from me. The Michael Jackson video sent him over the edge. I had never, ever been... Enya, you fucked it up. Yeah, you fucked that frame up, girl. Come on, like...

I know you guys can't hear her right now, but she is so mean. She just said, like, I hate my viewers. If you watch this, I hate you. It was really weird. And it is. I honestly don't support that behavior from any of them. But basically, yeah. And then they went downstairs, and we got to speed this story up. I ended up...

Throwing up drew told me before he left he was like if you have to like throw up or shit or anything don't go in My bathroom because it's broken. Yeah, I said do not go in my bathroom because it wasn't because it was broken It was because you had already gone in there and I had clogged it clogged you I've never seen someone use that much toilet paper in my entire life and it wasn't because he shit it was because he vomited and it was like it was the entire role which I

pissed me off but I was like okay he's greening out I've been there like I'm not actually mad at him like he's not doing this so not to interrupt the story but Elsie and Josh are literally gone I know they need to come back now they'll be back oh no they're right over there oh no that's not them those are trees

Those are spirits. The spirits of Joshua Tree. I'm so cold. Okay. Well, we got another hour of this, girl. Yeah, you better buckle up. These things... An hour? Oh, no. We're doing two hours. See how you think our job is so fucking easy? It's hard work. The frame is so fucked now. Isn't it? It's pretty... I wanted the moon in it. Okay, but basically... The moon. Let's bring it back. Let's reel it back in. Okay, so Josiah...

I went up to Josiah and I was like, look, like, please do not shit in my toilet. Like, I'm begging you. Like, because Josiah's like, I have to shit. I have to shit. And I was like, if you need to get up and shit, go to the other bathroom. Also, I've never heard of someone getting so high they have to shit. I was like, go to the other bathroom. I knew something was going to come out of one end. And I was like, I'm just going to try. That's what I, like, because this has happened to me like two times, three times. And I was like, if I'm going to have something come out, I'm going to try to get it out of my stomach and through my shit.

But sometimes that's... Your balls. Yeah, instead of my mouth because I don't want to throw up. So me and Christian, we leave. We go to the vending machine there. We get our snacks. And it was maybe, I'm not exaggerating, maybe five minutes, like a five-minute adventure. And I was like, okay, Josiah will be fine. Those five minutes felt like hours. Hours. I'm not kidding. Hours. I wasn't there. It was insane. When you came back up, what did you find? You know?

Me and Christian walked through the doorway of my house and I could immediately feel an energy shift. Something was wrong. I knew something was wrong. So I walked back to my bedroom and I'm like, Josiah? And Josiah wasn't in my bed. And I was like, oh, fuck. I was like, oh, my God, he's in the bathroom. I, like, knock on the door of the bathroom and Josiah doesn't... Was it closed? It was closed. And I... Josiah did not answer. And I was like, oh, my God. Like, Josiah, like...

fully overdosed and died. Like he's dead. On weed. On weed. He OD'd on weed. And like I opened the door and I find Josiah face first ass out

Pants at his ankles face down on the ground of my bathroom and it's not a big bathroom his ass is like kind of arched in the air a little bit and like he's face down and I'm like oh my god and then I look over to the toilet and the biggest shit I have ever seen in my life is just sitting on top of this like giant pile of toilet paper pile of toilet paper and vomit underneath it's it's just a three-layer you got the guac

Dude, and the fucked up... And then, like, cheese in the middle with the... And the beans. And then the beans is my shit. And, dude, the most fucked up thing in the world... That went three-layer dip for me. The most fucked up thing, y'all, is I grabbed my bag of chips and I scooped some of that dip out and I ate it. Oh, no, you didn't. And it was gross. You know, it's... That's why I said sour cream, but you were too busy going off and, like, ignoring me, but I'm used to that. Like, I'm used to that kind of behavior from men. Let's move on. But, yeah, the toilet...

At least he had the decency to separate the layers. Yeah, it was true. And I was like, God damn it. Like, how am I going to get this down? Like, am I literally going to have to pick up his log of shit? So you weren't thinking about me dead on the floor? I was thinking about you dead on the floor. It was like a me moment when you were dead on the floor, drunk. Can I explain why I did that? Yeah, go ahead. Because I remember it. Because I wasn't... I mean, when you're high like that, you don't forget things. Like, it's not like a blackout. I forget some things, but like...

I went in there and I really, I was like, I'm going to shit. Like this is going to be the biggest shit in my life. And it was, and I dropped it. Which is exciting. And I was sitting there. And the thing is when you're that high is like,

If you're in a certain position, you're like, I need to move my position right now. So I was sitting there and I started to almost wipe and I was like, I can't. I can't. I need to lay down. So I laid down on the pole. So you didn't wipe your ass? So you didn't wipe your ass? Oh, dude, actually, I do remember seeing shit all over his butt. I didn't wipe. You're lying. He had a poopy butt. I didn't wipe until after Drew found me and I was like, now I have to wipe. God, like...

But no, I literally was like, I can't afford to wipe right now or I'm actually going to pass away. So I'm just going to lay on the floor and I have the door closed. No one would come in here. You did. Because you were passing away. Why did you not pull up your pants? That's my biggest thing. It's like, why did you have them around your ankle? What if he had to squirt out his butt? I was gone. Like I was not there. That wasn't me. I will say, when I got really sick in Honduras when I was young, like...

I got that sick before and I know what it's like to be like squirting out of both ends. Like it's like you, you can't control it and you can't take the risk of putting your pants back up because you don't know when it's going to come out and you just have to have an open end. That's one of those human things that we talked about last episode is getting completely at, not, I didn't say cute, getting completely ass naked to show

And, like, it's, like, you prepare. You prepare for it. I haven't had, like, I see a lot of people talking about, like, shits that, like, they have to hold on to. I've had that, like, recently, but that was for the first time in so long. That was for the first time in so long that I've had, like, a poop like that. My poops are just very easygoing, regular, nice and fun. Gross and nasty. And delicious. Look around the room. Oh.

The best song ever. So basically, that was that. And they found me and I was okay the next day, but I could not sleep that night. And then I finally fell asleep. Did that kind of change the trajectory of the next few days? Like, were you like embarrassed? Why were you still friends with me after that? That was our second time hanging out. Because I'm a good person. I've been through that. Also, we've been through like such funny shit with each other. Like we, I think everyone in the group has seen one another. The lowest point. We just didn't know each other well. That's why I'm like, so you'd still, you were like,

It's a good idea. I don't think... Maybe Drew just has a high tolerance for people because it's not like Drew met me and I was immediately like the fucking shining angel of the world. I was like violent, angry, crazy, and like bitter. And Drew was like, I like this. I'm going to continue to flourish this relationship. It only took me like three years to get to the shining angel point, you know? So...

Now I'm there. Oh my God. We have known you for so fucking long. It's actually, we've watched him like grow up. It's not true. Me, I was 17 and now I'm 20 and I'm going to turn 21. And look out world. I'm going to explore that body when you're 21 baby. Nope. That's not even how it works. You don't want it to be public, but I'm going to expose us for having sex.

Explore him! Oh, they're alive! Josh, come fix the camera, please! No, it's- Run, run, run! Dude, it's so dark you can't fix it. I already, like, tried, but... Should we do infrared? Oh, let's- Oh! I'm so sorry, but imagine Elsie, like, he just tumbled down. Rolled away.

I'm trying to think. Oh, you know what other night I just thought of? I feel like speaking about these people is going to make it seem like, I guess everybody when they're like right before they turn 20 or when they're around 21, they go through the phase of like being like, oh, like I'm drinking and smoking. This is fun and I live alone and I can do it. But remember that night you and me got like,

really high together or I don't even know if we were high and we sat at night and we were playing in my room and then Josh came home and we were like snooping on him do you remember that? Drew wasn't there Drew was out of town yeah and we were like literally playing in my bed oh I'm thinking of a different time we got really high and we watched

all of all stars too in one day no that was us there was also the time where i was there though right yeah i was there there was a time where we came home from a party really drunk and needy had just come out needy by ariana and me and josie went live and we just lip sang needy on and like didn't fully know the words yet and then ended the live and then went live again and like two more times and my due was like 3am and like all these motherfuckers from like east coast are like

I was about to wake up for school, but I guess it's good I'm waking up now. Like in the comments. That was a crazy night too. It was beautiful. Do you remember that video? We were talking about substances the whole time. People are going to think we're crazy. No, because we are potheads and we do like a good little fun drunk. No, I literally have not smoked. I'm not kidding. Since before the pandemic. I can't. It's been too long at this point to the point where I'm like... Scared. If I do it, it's just like I'm good without it. No, yeah. I haven't... The last time I got high was like...

Like, I think a month or something ago. And that was the first time I had gotten high in so long. And I got way too high. And we watched me, Orion, and Alisa watch Sex and the City 2. And it was freaking me out.

It's like alien movies. Liza Minnelli performed the whole song of single ladies. Liza Minnelli? Was she actually in that movie? Yes. Dude, I've never seen Sex and the City, but it seems like it would be. I thought that was a TV show. No, Sex and the City. It is, but they have movies. They're making a new movie. The second movie, we have to watch that tonight. Oh, we don't even have a fucking TV. Yeah, girl. How are we watching that? We're going to watch it when we get home, unless you have to go home. Are you really going to go home? Shrek. Shrek.

Are you going to go home? I want to watch Shrek 2. No. Did you know Shrek 2 made $900 million? It's probably at this point made a billion dollars. It was the biggest movie of its year. In the last 20 years, it's one of the biggest movies of all time. Shrek 2. Damn, that's insane. Isn't that fucking insane? It's such a good movie. I know the whole opening scene so well with the mermaid and shit. Is that the one with Simon Cowell?

Yeah. That is the weirdest fucking thing. I'm very godmother. It's not okay. It serves. That movie is a musicale. I mean, it's great, but it's like also, Josh, how's that video coming in now? Is it bad still? Oh, so that's bad.

What do you guys want to talk about? You want to talk about field trip? I was trying to talk about sex in the city too and how it freaked me out because no one seems to care. Oh, we should talk about that actually. What was that? It's never going to fucking happen. No, what was it though? I don't remember. Field trip?

Actually, I don't remember what that was either. No, Fieldtrip was in the works for so long, which made it so, like... Anti-climactic. Which made it so shitty, like, that when it ended, you know, like, because the whole fucking pandemic happened, like...

Why couldn't people just wait to fucking die? It was finally catching traction. It was finally becoming a thing. Why do you have to die from a fucking virus? What are you, a fucking pussy or something? I don't know. Oh my God. They took my money from me. That's why I draw the line. Drew, your grandpa just passed away. Yeah, your grandpa literally just passed from COVID.

Like I said, pussy. Oh, he's actually going to haunt you. He's going to come back to life again. He gets the jokes. He gets the gags. Like he's, he's about it. No, he's literally up there playing squid game. Yeah. He's playing squirt game with Inez. That's what judgment day is.

A friend of ours just texted me today and was like, I finally sat down to listen to the podcast because I just have it. And I'm like crying and throwing up at like you and Drew saying that your mom and his grandpa are playing Squid Game in heaven. Who said that? Dude, crying and throwing up. What is that? I'll tell you later. Damn. Oh, so it's someone important. Oh, you don't even want to know. So it's someone like really important and sick. No, I just don't need the public to know all of my business. Field trip was...

Awesome. Yeah, okay. I'll like I'll start it and then y'all like fill in girl. What are you doing? This is a fucking shit show I'm so sorry Oh

Oh, did the... Did it stop? No. Oh, it's like... Oh, cool. Wait. Okay, cool. Come on, we. I am a fucking producer. Give me this fucking mic. Why are you... This is your mic. This is your mic. Imagine we fought over the mic and started pulling it back and forth and I, like, launched back. Okay. So, Drew, you want to start the whole field trip thing? Yeah, I'll start it off. So...

Um, like, what was it? 2019? It was 2019 and it had started like in 2018 at the end of 20. No, it started in 20. Okay, whatever. It doesn't care. The mid 2019 is when we started like working. Yeah. So I was approached by this company, um, and, and they were like, let's,

Because I remember we both did. And the thing is, I saw the email. It's actually sexist that they reached out to both of you and not me. We don't have to talk about that. It definitely was a little weird that they reached out to me and Josiah, but I guess they had seen our rapport. I don't know, because there's a bunch of videos of us on my channel, but I don't know. But the thing is, yeah, I saw the email, and I looked at their reel and everything, and I was like,

I don't fucking know. So I just, like, shoved it aside, and then you brought it up to me, and you were like... I was like, because I had heard of... Kyra. Yeah, I had heard of them before, and I knew they made shows, and I was like, oh, this is, like, a serious opportunity. Like, let's pursue this. And I, like, wasn't interested because, like, I don't really give a shit about, like, fashion. Those shows they did were cool, but, like, I was like, why would I do this? Like, this is, like... You're not a fashion girl like me. Yeah, so they reached out, and they were like...

We want to make a show with you guys. We don't know what, but we love you. Let's figure something out. And so me and Josiah took a meeting with him or something. I don't know how it happened, but basically we took a couple meetings with him. I don't know in what world they thought Enya would not be involved in this project. I honestly don't know why they didn't hit you up. But, I mean, after that we got...

After that, we got a really tiny budget from them for me and Drew to film our own pilot. And Josh, like, coincidentally had two cameras that we could, like, shoot it on. And we, like, went and rented lav mics from Sammy's. And Enya and Josh shot it.

Oh, my God. I forgot about that fucking pilot. And I was so excited at the idea of being just, like, a camera woman. Dude, I forgot about that one. That's where Ernie came from, is when I, like, had my little outfit on. Cameraman Ernie. Yeah, and I was, like, walking around filming y'all in, like, the dirt. And that's where I got Ernie. I'm pretty sure Josh called me Ernie for the first time. Erndog. And, like, we shot that episode.

And dude, dude, the editing was like, we edited it ourselves. We beasted the editing. A full like 20 minute episode of basically like a fucking show. I love that episode. I think it's sick. Yeah. Maybe we'll release it on Patreon. Dude, we literally can. Yeah. Because we have ownership over it. Yeah. And we like shot it and it was basically the farm episode that we ended up. Oh my God, the bats are out. The bats are out. I just saw two bats. Oh, that's amazing. I swear to God.

The farm episode. We basically did that, but with me and Drew in a lot shittier, low-budget way. Yeah. And it was just me and Drew. So it was strange, and we edited it, and it took us like three hours.

like three or four days to edit it and like we were just bouncing on and off but the thing is is like i edit completely different than drew like i edit in like towers and like i edit fucked up like i don't edit right dude no i edit fucked up too we both just have a very editing style i did i started it and then drew was like uh like i don't know what the fuck to do and like i edit the right way best um but we like we came up with a product that was like

It was okay. It wasn't the best thing we've ever created. It was definitely not the worst thing we've ever created. It was awesome to have a budget, but we were like, it's missing something. So we submitted it and we were really excited about it. We were like, oh, this is like really sick. Like whatever. They came back and they were like, yeah, that isn't going to work. That was kind of shitty. I think y'all need a third party. Here's more money to shoot another pilot.

Bring on someone who has like. And a producer. Yeah. And then we. Oh yeah. We also got it. Because that's. We met with our producer Paz. Yeah. We told him. We were like. It was hard like setting all this shit up. Like we just needed someone to help us out. Like blah blah blah blah blah. Yeah. But they saw something in it. And then they gave us. Because we booked everything for that too. Yeah. We like booked the horse shit. Like we found a farm.

It was the night before shooting. We were like, where are we going to find a farm? I remember, yeah, y'all found someone on IG and we looked up the location and it was the middle of nothing and y'all were so stuck on going. I'm so glad. It would have been dangerous. It was a meth house. I was like, we are not going there. And we ended up actually reaching out to them for help and they gave us that location.

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. But basically, yeah, after that, they were like, y'all need a third person. And we, like, came to Enya and we were like, so, like, do you want to, like... We want to present you this opportunity. Do you want to, like, join us or what? And Enya was down. And then we got with our, like, we had a meeting with the producer. And we literally, like, it was like a three or four day process where we literally, like, met with the producer one day and paused. And then we had, like,

three days or something to like shoot two pilots of like different versions of what field trip would be yeah and then dude we shot both of them in like a span of three days it was insane the shooting schedule for field trip was literally like the most cursed shit ever the worst shit to ever happen and like that it was an awesome experience i'm so glad we got to have it it taught me a lot it taught me one i am a fucking freak and it's gonna be very hard for me to work

- Under someone? - Under someone, because I have this relentless need to take reigns and be like, "This is how I want this." I'm such a fucking cunt. I would be so mean.

in those meetings and be like, well, no, I want this. Like, I was like... Yeah, like, your strong suit is not working. Yeah. And I'd always be like, well... I mean, like, for the, like, better part, because I think, like, a lot of the things that I, like, fought for were important and did, like, work for us in the end. But, like, they would, like... It's just, like, contentions when you work with any company. Of course, they're looking...

out for themselves and they want to like make sure they protect themselves and I'm just like okay you want to protect yourself but I want to protect what we've done here and what we do yeah and I would just always like fight for things and just like really and I got my way bitch the the working yeah the working schedule was tough but dude I was I was really stoked on the

art episode that we made and I knew that... You never made Till I Did It. No, and neither did the ghost hunting episode because we had two ideas. The ghost hunting episode, that's okay. We don't talk about that. We don't talk about that. That was like the version of the show that we... The dream version. That was like a very heightened... It was scripted. It was a scripted, more scripted like sketch kind of thing. Yeah, we had two opportunities. I'm so glad we didn't do that. We either do like this like...

uh hyper reality like where we like bring these people on that kind of aren't in on the joke kind of are kind of like a nathan for you yeah we like play characters of ourselves and like buzzfeed meets nathan for you yeah or we do a scripted base and the scripted base was like like it wasn't a flop we watched it recently and it was it was pretty fun but it just like wasn't that good yeah it was just like it was too low of a budget yeah it was too low of a budget to like

do the ideas that we had and it just didn't work out. But, um,

Yeah, the shooting schedule for those days was fucking terrible. And the shooting schedule in general was absurd. Like, we were kind of like, let's, like, try to do this, like, as a season-based thing. Like, that was something Anya wanted to do. My plan was to do, like, 12 episodes and then take a bit of a break. Yeah. Like a month break or something. Plan it out. That was something that I was begging for because I was like, we are not, like...

Girl, the aliens are coming. No, girl, that's an earthquake.

No, it's a fucking plane or something. Dude, it's insane how loud it is. Nobody's talking about how Granny slams from the second episode. I love her. Fucking hates me. She hates Drew. She unfollowed Drew. And she always responds to me and Enya's stories all the time. Yeah, I still have a mutual with her and we still interact. I think it's... Like, she gave me her number. I think it's because what happened was... I think she thought the characters we were playing in the show was us in real life.

And she saw Inya and Josiah who were sweet to her. And then me, the grandson that fucking lost her and was like kind of just like blew her off, like whatever. Do you feel like y'all like connected or no? No, absolutely not. We had no, we had zero connection, but I wanted to really connect it. I, she couldn't understand what I was saying very much. And I couldn't understand what she was saying very much, but like somehow we just like got each other. Yeah. But the shooting, the shooting schedule was insane. So we would like,

Monday, Tuesday, plan the episode. Wednesday, Thursday, Friday. Sometimes Saturday, shoot the episode. Yeah. And, like, then we would do it all over again, which, like, is, like... It's literally... More than a full-time job. It's, like... Because then we would be working on, like, the weekends and, like... Yeah, it was, like, insane and especially with, like...

Our jobs are ready on the internet. Yeah, like having to keep up with our actual lives. It was just like insane. And the schedule they had us on was so like ridiculous.

ridiculous. Dude, and then, like, even when, like, shit was coming out, I was literally recording. That was not their fault, though. They weren't like, y'all have to do this schedule. I think, like, we all came to a mutual agreement and we were like, yeah, we can do this. And then we got into it and we were like, what the fuck? This is, like, not it. And then we were gonna approach them and be like, look, we can't.

keep this schedule up and because they were very like lenient like with us like I will say like they were that's why I started off with saying like our relationship with them was good and for the most part it was like a real it not even for the most part it was an awesome opportunity and I'm not like ungrateful for it to any respect but there is something to be said about like these companies who especially when doing YouTube I understand because it's like

to make YouTube win on your side, you have to be consistent like that. You have to be posting weekly. And they had a show that they were, they had shows they were working on that they were already on that schedule. But I think the difference was our show took a lot more like production time and like time to sit down and think of ideas of how to make it work. I remember though, the guy, one of the guys we were working with was like, we are, would y'all want to like maybe try doing it bi-monthly? Cause like,

Part of it, his reasoning was because it was expensive to make. It was... Yeah. I saw the budget for...

the farm episode, I was like, whoa. Yeah, I did not know. All I did was go to a farm, damn. Yeah, like, spending that much money on, like, the farm and the location, like, it really opened my eyes, and I was like, damn, this is, like, a crazy opportunity. Yeah, and I'm very grateful for that, but I'm, like... I'm not saying you're not. I'm just saying that it was, like, a really amazing, like, opportunity. It was pretty crazy. They, like, they literally were, like...

I mean, because we had creative freedom. They were just like, yeah. Our producer was fucking awesome. I love her. Paz, if you're watching this, we love you and we miss you. Paz literally changed our life. She was so crucial to that. If we didn't have someone who understood us so well, that shit would have been a nightmare. Also, yeah, the whole team who worked with us, they really fucked with us and wanted us to make something really good. They wanted it to be successful because they put a lot of money into it. Yeah, but I think I'm just like...

I do surf cunty, but it works. Someone needs to be the cunt of the group. It's like when Nicki Minaj was like, when I say that I want to get things done my way, I'm the bitch because I'm being like a bitch about it to like the eyes of other people. So I think a lot of time I felt like I was being a bitch, but I don't think I like in retrospect, I was not. I was just like really, really. I never thought you were being a bitch. I was really specific about what I wanted. And I was like, and I will fight. I'll fight you bitches.

Tooth and nail. Not y'all, but like anybody who like told me that we had to do something a certain way. I was like, well, this is how we do it. Yeah, field trip was a fucking nightmare. It was the worst thing we've ever done. Ending, I will say, like there is something sweet about an ending. No, I loved where it ended off. It's very much in fashion of like us. Like I remember thinking I was like... Of course. Like the...

I'm out we're getting paid and like this whole thing and like them giving us money to like do whatever the fuck we want and like this working out is not feeling right yeah it's not gonna happen I remember I said to one of y'all I was like let's see how long this lasts given maybe the pandemic was our fault

We caused the pandemic. No one wants to talk about it. I am glad, like, not glad it ended, but, like, I think it ended. It sucked it ended because we were finally actually getting into a stride of being like, okay, here's the way we can, like, simplify these things and, like, make it work in our favor. The views were going up. Yeah, we were finally, like, garnering an audience for it, so it did suck, but

I do think like it was like on a personal level like kind of destroying us because we were all just like so tired all the time like we like it wasn't even like maybe I'm speaking out of line

Maybe I'm speaking on the line, but, like, I feel like it even started to become, like, hard for us to hang out because, like, if you work with your friends. Because we were working together all the time. Yeah, you don't want to fucking be around them. And, like, tension sometimes when you're, like, when you're working and, like, basically living together. Because, like, even I was, like, basically living with y'all when we were doing this shit. Yeah, to make the schedule happen. Because I don't have a place in LA. Like, so, like, when you're working together all day, every day of the week, and then you're, like, living together, it's, like, pretty.

pretty hellish and there's bound to just be like tension. Yeah. And I've said this like a hundred times to just people around us that asked us like what happened? Like it truly was like a blessing in disguise that it ended because like it was destroyed, like not only destroying our relationships, but like physically, like I felt like shit and like

And to think like that that was going to go on for like so long for the foreseeable future was like low key, like a nightmare. And for a reason. But what was your favorite episode to film? The pop star one. The most fun I had filming was the farm one. But my favorite episode is the pop star episode. I think mine was.

Mine was Locked in a Room, and that's my favorite episode. We predicted the pandemic with that episode. I know. That episode, I don't know if you remember how mad I was filming that episode. I was so angry. Dude, no, I remember. Oh, my God. You were a diva. Both were like, I was... Not even a diva. Like, dude, that was the messiest episode to film. Like, nothing was going according to plan. Like, the whole schedule was off. Oh, my God, no, I was the diva. I stormed out. I stormed the fuck out. Y'all were both, like, on some shit, and I was just like...

I was just like sitting there like with pause and she was like, I was going to say, yeah, I wasn't. You weren't the diva. I wasn't the diva. It was like I would be like, no, OK, like, no, for real. We just need to do this. And I was like, I felt like I had to like kind of step in the front because it was all getting so messy. Because we also didn't plan that episode that much. One of the like another producer planned a lot of like the skits and shit that were. Yeah. Like for some reason it was going out of our hands and like things wanted to be a surprise. And I was like, this is not fucking good and I don't want it like this.

I think it's a really funny episode. I can't remember his name, but he was great. He killed it. He killed the editing. He ended up having to leave because he got a really good offer from somewhere, but we loved him and he just got it. I remember Drew fucking storming out. I literally stormed out. I forgot I did that. I trauma blocked that. I don't even remember what the reason was. Yeah, I don't remember why, but I think it was like...

It was just, like, there was high... There was a lot of tension. Like, we were kind of all bickering with each other. Like, it was literally like being trapped in that room all day. Yeah. Because we literally were. Because we had to film that whole episode in that day in, like, a span of, like, not too many hours. It was just a mess. I think also, like, one of the things that, like, again, it was just, like, one of us had to, like, be the forefront and, like, the boss in a way. Yeah. And I think I took that position, which started to cause, like...

resentment between all of us because like I don't think any if you're working with friends it's like hard to then

have a dynamic switch up where one person has to be the like yeah like when you're all working together like in making this thing together and then like someone takes control yeah someone has to take control and that's why like even with like bands and shit too like i'm so glad that career got a manager like so early on because we didn't like we would i literally had to play fucking director while also doing it which was not good because it was not good for me to have to like get up behind camera and be like do this this that and like yeah

But it was awesome. I loved it. I loved being the boss and telling y'all what to do. And you had no choice but to fucking listen to me because I'm going to beat the shit out of you. When we got the episode back, I remember we watched it and you were so bummed on it. You were like, I don't want to release this. I am just such a pessimist. I am very hard to please. And you convinced you and we're just like, well, we really want to. And it ended up working out good and we all like it now. Yeah, I think people like that episode. I love that episode because that damn mess. I think a lot of people literally consider that their favorite episode.

It's awesome. It's so good. Yeah, I was... What can I say? I'm hard to please. I'm a fucking bitch and I slay and I serve. I serve my fucking life away. Girl, it came together in the editing. You didn't do that. Dude, the editor saved us. I'm just kidding, by the way. God. I was like, I think I did a good job mending the ship. I remember when you walked out, I was cracking up. That also... That's the other thing is like my anger in it...

was like valid but I was getting laughed at from Enya like and then I walked out I don't remember why you were angry I don't either but I remember like being I think it was just I was angry because it was like not going to plan it was a fucking mess I think I told you to do something and then like I don't think that was the case I think that was just the straw that broke the camel's back because you were like frustrated all day and then Enya was like

Dude, like she had, she had given you like some sort of direction and you were just like, like, and it wasn't going, it was, everything was like kind of going to shit that day. And, and you're like saying that was just like the straw that broke the camel back, camels back. And you like walked out. And I was just like, dude. Yeah. And then what did she say? It was something simple. It,

Is that really what happened? Yeah. I think it was just like after a long, hard day of filming, like obviously like. The last thing you want to do is get bossed around by your friend. Yeah. And like, I think I told you to do something. Oh, because we had to keep doing this one thing over and over again, I think. And then it didn't help that in that episode, we all had to take on the role of like fighting each other. Yeah. No, because then it felt too real when we were shooting. And like while we were shooting, it just started to get too real. And I think I took something from your spot.

And you got really mad. And I was like, this is a part of the thing we're doing. I was like, oh, like, this is perfect for my character. Like, I can, like, really, like... I think I broke something. Yeah, I was like, oh, I can, like... It was the scepter. It was the scepter that broke the camel's back. I was like, oh, I can, like, really use this. Because also, the other thing was, like...

that was like kind of my grounding point in like the character that I was playing in the episode. So like having that broken that early on, I was just like, dude, like what the fuck am I supposed to do now? I think I was just doing it as like a form of like,

we were just like improv-ing and going off. It got real between us. Yeah, because I did that. We were actually fighting each other. I did that and then you got mad at me and I was like, are you kidding? Like, I'm literally like, we're just filming it. Like, we have to keep going. Like, I just did that like, because we're filming this stupid thing. Like, let's just keep moving. And I think you got mad and I was like, it's literally, I think I like. Yeah, it felt real for me for some reason. Yeah, it felt like really real for you and like, you were like,

I think you got like, I don't remember exactly what it was. I said we had to redo something and you got mad. And then I just started cracking up because I was like, I can't believe like how annoying this episode is to film. And then I was just like the like their child who was in the middle of it. I mean, like, y'all should stop fighting. That's literally how I felt that day. I was like, I am not like. Then we took our wedding. Pause just being like.

I remember Paz was like, is he going to come back soon? I was like, I don't know. Yeah, and then everyone started asking. No, the thing was, because I was like Mrs. Like, I'm the captain of the ship. Everyone kept asking me if Drew was coming back. And I was like, did you not see what just happened? And you were still mad about it too. And you were like, I don't fucking know. I was like, I don't fucking know. That's not my problem. Like, I was so mad.

But now it's okay. And that's why, that's the only reason I'm glad that it like ended is because I was like, this is not good. I didn't want that shit to continue. We need a director and we couldn't find a director who would make sense for that. It is crazy how it is basically fully night, but the moon is so bright that I can see everything out here.

We should do Patreon questions. I don't think we've got any and there's no service in this park. Ah, fuck. No Patreon questions this week, but maybe next week. And if you sign up and leave a question, maybe we will answer yours or maybe we'll be gone again and we'll never come back this time. But yeah, field trip ended. It wasn't the end of the world for us. We were kind of relieved it was ending.

I was sad that like, like the consistent income was gone, even though like the amount of work we were doing, the pay was not justified. And if you heard the amount, you'd be like, oh yeah, fucking right. Like, we literally had like a day off every week. We were writing a show and directing a show. So,

Starring. Helping co-produce a show. Going in every day to help edit because after, especially after we lost that editor, which we lost very quickly on, we only had him to edit like two of the episodes. So then for, and even when he was editing, we would go in every single day and stand behind him and look through the edit to make sure. I didn't even have to go. I didn't go to the editing sessions a lot because those days I'd have like,

career rehearsal or literally during those times I was dude I was like recording an EP that was also becoming like a contention point because we were like dude this is shit we're putting in way more fucking work and I could feel it and I was like they're gonna be mad at me but like I don't know what to do like I'm recording an EP right now and like we already had like the time booked you know it's what doesn't kill us makes us stronger now look at us

Now look at us. We're sitting lost in the woods. And Josiah is freezing. He's like shaking. All right, let's do media of the week. Josiah, what is your media of the week? He has to pull it up. I'm trying to think of it.

My media of the week for a video is the new Being the Ricardos trailer. I'm really excited because I love Lucy. I love, I love Lucy. And Natalie Portman looks like she's doing a pretty good job. And should I expose this or no?

Do not do that. Okay, damn. I will end your life. Okay, here we go. Me just like hell and gatekeeping for the rest of my life. Me, my media is different by James T.W. This is a song that I heard in Joanne's. And it was like, I like that you're different. You are so annoying. Fuck you. No, give real media. People actually like this. Yeah, you have good music taste. Just go for it. Also, the Greer EP.

I already talked about that when you were over there. I know, but again, go fucking stream it, bitch. Okay, just the whole album, The Software Slump by Granddaddy, and especially Hewlett's Daughter is the best song off of it, and my favorite song off of it. And then for video, I gave mine. Go, Doobie.

Hey, go Dooms. Go Dooms. Okay, so my media of the week is Sweet Lullaby by Deep Forest, LSD by ASAP Rocky, and X with the Boot Up by Mooipo. This is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life also. Us all hanging out here and being lit by the moon. It's really pretty. And then, I don't know, I started reading...

What is it? Great. The great something. Josh, what am I reading right now? The great some. The other one. Brave New World. I haven't started it yet, but I'm planning on. What am I reading right now? I haven't started it yet, but I'm planning on it.

So read that with me. We'll do book club. Oh, also Series of Unfortunate Events. Oh, nope. I've been reading it for a few weeks. Good one. It's taken me a while to finish one of them, but it's Reptile Room specifically. Okay, my media is, do you know where you're coming from? Jamiroquai and MB. Jamiroquai. Jamiroquai. Okay, I can't read or pronounce anything. Sweet Love by MB. That's what I'm here for. SWV. MB, okay.

I like M. Beat. Yeah, M. Beat's really good. And I Get High by Frida Payne. I get high, I don't ever.

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