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Hey, let me flow real quick. Hey, suck in on some dick for fun. We're literally immediately like, no. Um...
- Wow, that was a really, really shocking and disturbing way to start this episode of Emergency Intercom. Literally all I can think about is all the people who start episodes with their parents and they're like, okay, they're in the car. - Goddammit. Or with their therapists.
We need more people watching the podcast with their therapist. Did we talk about that on the Patreon episode? Where did we talk about that? Yeah, y'all are weird for that. But I guess I never got into a conversation where I was showing my therapist what I watched. That's lit. You're not weird. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You're not weird. But like, I just can't imagine. I say that as if I haven't had to like email my therapist a very long letter I received from people and that I was sending back. And we had to use a secret like email. Like...
She didn't want me to send it through any of my emails because it was like super personal. It was a super personal letter. And she was like, we can't send it through. It was not even that deep. If anything, it was embarrassing as fuck. Never, never that deep. Never that deep. It's like, I'm going to go through your email. Like I've gone through your email and like texts and shit like a bunch just like because I'm like trying to see what you're saying about me. But like I like like I would do that.
you've gone through my stuff yeah like even reading your like journals and diaries and shit that is a complete invasion of privacy you don't do that no it's because that's like how i get to know you and how i wanted to tell you things i would tell you i write really like i i know i know you write really evil shit in there and that's how i know that's how i know how to manipulate you oh the
You have gotten really good at it. Did you just recently start that? That's why we're such good friends. Oh, okay. I mean, like, I guess I wouldn't trade that for our friendship, so I'll take it. Exactly. I was talking to Orion the other day, just like,
talking about like past journal entries and how like in the moment when I'm like writing in my journal or writing in my notes app like something super emotional and like really like just like cathartic and letting it all out like I'll read it back like even eight hours later like I granted I'm in the most suicidal moment of my life anytime I journal I'm like fighting off the demons which are praying for my downfall
constantly these bitches are praying for my downfall like that's the craziest thing they want me to yeah that is i have been noticing that yeah they want me to fail really bad um but i um was just saying how like after eight hours even i go back and read it and it's the most appalling embarrassing like shitty writing ever and i literally think i'm like slaying down like i think i'm eating fucking boots like literally you you were literally giving like i'm writing the next 824 no literally literally they're gonna
find the journal. I was gonna say that they're gonna find this shit and like adapt it. Like I need to be back in a position in my life where I'm getting the A like the A24 monologue in my text. Mm-hmm.
I need that. I need that. Maybe I don't, but I think I do. But yeah, I don't, I haven't read any of my journals, but even when I see the writing I've like publicly shared, I'm like, oh my God, girl, like get a fucking grip. But I still do it. I still like write down. I'm like, damn. There's nobody to say. My brain. My brain is so.
good. I like really love the way you see the world. Thank you. Like I love the way your brain works. You love seeing the world through negative 175. Exactly. Exactly. You're so blurred. Blur. Well
What should we do? Should we get into the serious shit? Let's save that because we're on a good roll. Let's save the seriousness for later. I'm going to insert a photo of the man's bare feet next to me on the fucking flight for once. I went out of my way. I've been like out of LA for a long time. I got the option to upgrade. It was actually the best deal ever because I thought I was like, I'm going to even change it to tomorrow. And then they asked to triple the rate. Out of me. We're finding that way too funny. You
I hit your foot so hard. - It didn't hurt, but was it wet? - It's so wet. - It genuinely didn't hurt, like I swear, but was it like wet? - No, it was just like the weirdest feeling ever. - Moist? - 'Cause usually with your socks on, it's like warm. - You're saying, is it wet? Is my foot wet? - Was it moist? - I just knew that was gonna fucking kill. - But I finally was like, you know what? I'm gonna treat myself like I haven't been feeling my best. I'm gonna take this fucking upgrade.
Bitch, tell me why the man next to me had his bare fucking feet out. I didn't even show you. I'm going to show you them. I accidentally deleted it because I was making a... Can I go through your recently deleted? Oh my God, that's literally what they did to me in Paris. And it made me actually want to fucking stab. Wait, who? Remember at TSA? I don't think I said it on the podcast. Oh, oh, oh. I was... I didn't... I always forget that you can't film TSA.
Which is bullshit. And yeah, because I'm like, also like, and I don't film people's faces. Like I film like the tables and stuff because it looks cool. It's so weird. Like seeing all my stuff through an x-ray. Like that's what I want a picture of. I don't want video or picture of your fucking ugly, stinky ass.
because you've literally been standing in the room with everybody's bare feet for three hours and you actually smell like mildew soup. So fuck you. It's not about you. I want pictures and videos of the gear and the x-rays because it's so weird to me. And it's also fake, but that's a different story. But we were, I was at fucking, leaving France and they always go through my shit. So for my vlog, I wanted a clip. Wait, I need a John Mayer documentary on TSA. Like, you know,
Filming with John Mayer. No. What does that mean? The documentarian on the scaffolding. Sometimes it feels like your brain like shuffles through words and just says that. The scaffolding guy. What scaffolding? In New York. I don't know what the... Oh, documentary now. Did you meet John Wilson?
No, I knew. Documentary now, John O'Bear. I literally knew that. That was literally a joke. But I just wanted to film them going through my bag because like their hands. Again, I don't film strangers. But I wanted, I got like a video of my bag laid out and I didn't think anything of it. It's like 6 a.m. and I'm super tired. I slept for like two hours, whatever. The woman hadn't spoken to me. Like the only interaction we made. The woman was too stunned to speak. Yeah.
But the only thing she had said to me was she like in broken English was obviously we had a language barrier. She was like, oh, is this a candle like in my bag? And I was like, yeah, it is. Whatever. And she's like, OK. And very kind. Very nice. I did that. And then like I'm waiting for them to put it back. And she just looks at me and goes, give me your phone. And to which I said, the phone.
Like, I literally yelled that back. Because she... First of all, she switched on me so fucking fast. She was so nice. And, like, a girl around my age. So I was like, oh, this is, like, whatever. I enjoy when I'm interacting with people who live not psychological warfare lives. Like...
we do. I'm like, this is awesome. Like we're the same age. Like I like interacting with people my age out in public. Exactly. Until they get fucking slick with me because I'm like, bitch, now we're on the same playing grounds and I will jump over this x-ray machine and beat the fuck out of you because why are you yelling at me? So she like, she screamed at me, which was also humiliating because I'm like,
standing there she goes give me your phone because and I was just stunned so I just go the fuck and I just look at her and I'm like no and I walk down to go get my shit I'm
- This bitch is not supposed to start yelling at me. - Anya literally got tackled in TSA. She's gonna ignore that fact. She got tackled to the ground with her pants around her ankles. - She jumped over, grabbed my bag, sumo slammed it onto my head. I hit the floor. And if you know anything about hitting your head on the floor, you get a concussion. - Yes. - If you know anything about that. - If you know that. - But she like yelled at me and then her other friend came over and they started laughing and talking together. And then he looks at me and is like,
give me the phone and they're yelling at me so i'm like oh they love the power do they love it and i'm like bitch i will break your plastic badge with my fucking teeth like i will literally bite it and i'm just like what and i already knew then it clicked in my head i was like oh i'm not allowed to film them i always forget so i delete it and i they're like go to photos and i'm like i just show them my my
photo roll they grab my phone out of my hand which immediately pisses me off absolutely my iphone 14 pro max not an android do not touch my phone so he grabs my phone and without asking me starts going through it and i'm like what the fuck is happening in any other case scenario if there wasn't a language barrier and it was a 5 a.m i actually would have freaked the fuck out and become like the worst person in the airport and caused a scene and been like manager a
Because why are you touching my iPhone? I know legally you cannot touch my fucking iPhone. That's one thing about this great country is you cannot touch my iPhone. Yeah, not in America. But I wasn't in our country. Our great country. But yeah, basically he like then goes to recently deleted and goes like this to show my face and
bitch, what are you going through my text? Like what the fuck is happening? Why do you need my face code? I'm like, oh, he's going through my recently deleted. So I snatched my phone, go and delete it and don't give my phone back. And I'm like, it's gone. And then they just laugh at me because they think it's so funny. And then I became the worst person in the world because I was so fucking mad. So I started slamming everything.
And I did break Orion's like candle topper by doing that because I was slamming my candle topper that I got for my candle exploded. It is so fragile. Yeah, I became the worst person ever. And like all the bags were piling up, but like they had gone through all my shit and tore it up for
To find what? Girl, that shit would never happen to me. I wouldn't let that shit happen. It would never happen to me in the first place because this face card never declined. So like they would literally never attempt it with me just because I look like this. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You look so fucking good. They're like, fuck. Face cards in debt.
insufficient funds but yeah I don't know why oh hey your wake up oh that's me I was like wow you use that me my 1220 alarm um
I don't know why I said that. Oh, yeah. That was just somebody being really fucking rude to me at TSA. And I got stopped again yesterday. I think that candle was just getting me stopped. And I think it was the mic. I had the mic in my bag. So I think it's the mic and the candle. But they never touch the mic. They go to the candle. And they're like, what is this? I'm like, bitch, it's a fucking candle. Smell it.
Smell it. What was the other thing? You started that story. Oh, because the man with his feet out. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I don't know how we got there. Oh, but then I did get stopped again before I got on the plane and they went through my shit again and they were being so fucking mean to me. They did that on purpose. He was like, are you not happy to be here? And I'm like, bitch, am I not happy to be at the TSA before my fucking boarding when I'm about to get on a 12 hour economy flight? No, no, no, I am not happy.
happy they were but I didn't say all that I just looked at him and I was like they did that because you were slamming your shit around they got their lick back I had um a orange sticker on my thing from the moment she got my pass when I first entered the airport and I didn't know what that was and it was like get to uh gate an hour before uh boarding and I was like what like I was like bitch I know I know how planes work like
But it was literally, they looked at it and they were like, oh, this sticker means you were chosen. And I was like, oh, chosen for what? And they're like, to be harassed again. To get germs all over your shit. To have to stand barefoot at the dirtiest place in the world. God, that fucking scared the fuck out of me.
I'm sure a lot of y'all have noticed we don't have many ads anymore and you're probably thinking, "Wow, oh my god, I feel so bad for them. They deserve ads." But we're doing our job, you're not doing your job. You need to fucking subscribe and engage with me or I will never do my job again. I like, I can't believe I miss reading ads. I like, I miss the taste. You need to stop with that shit. I don't play with that shit.
What is wrong with you? Stop! It's so loud! Where did you get that? It's like me when y'all try to chase me with that AA battery chaser from Shein and it's just the guy shaking and taking the person running. Yeah, literally me pepper spraying you with pepper. Where is that from? I got it from this flea market in downtown. But I went...
Ooh, this is perfect segue. I went to this flea market to get a bunch of, like, burning oils, because you can buy a bunch of them for really cheap, and they have, like, dupes of, like, Le Labo and, like, all this shit. And I was like, yeah, I'm going to go get that, because I want to put, like, Sontal 34 on these dryer balls that we got, because if you put the oil on there, the perfume oil, it's like a lint roller or a lint sheet or a dryer sheet, and it, like...
infects the clothes with that smell but I was like here I go buying saw and tall 34 for $500 to spray it on there like I'm not doing that so I'm gonna buy the dukes you have to literally burn it away exactly so I went and bought all that shit it was nice I used it it works my bed smell like saw and tall now it was genius dare I say and you should do it too me when you didn't make it up but no no no I made up the saw and tall 34 of it oh okay yeah but I
was laying in bed after I had just put my laundry in the dryer and me and Azul were like chilling hard and I think the worst 10 minutes of my life occurred like genuinely the worst 10 minutes of my life occurred so many traumatic events back to back to back to back so I
hear like a sound on my carpet and I just got new carpets in my room. They're really cute and kind of like charisma, uniqueness, nerve and talent. Like they give whatever. Azul loves playing on them and he was like running around and like eating the corners of my carpet. And like when Azul eats the corners of carpets, they curl up.
or curl over. And there's like, she likes to pull them. Yeah, exactly. So there's like nothing you can do about it. Once it's done, like it's done, like it's curled like that forever. You can't, it's one of them curled. Yeah. Two, two corners are curled. Um,
- Oh my God. - On the one you walk into the room. And so I was like, God damn it. And he had like ripped one of them to shreds on the edge. - Me when you're gonna spend the next three months tripping into your room. - I know literally. And so I was pissed about that. So I like- - What does that mean? Me when you're gonna, why did I? - Me when you're gonna trip in your room. But I like am like fed up. So I chased Azul out of my room. I'm like, get, shoo, get out. You're not playing in here anymore. You're in timeout, go to your room. Like I'm done. Like I'm not dealing with this.
and so i get up i'm walking to the kitchen to get some shit and i heard some shit going on in the hallway and i was like what the fuck is that i walk out and i see a massive pile of cat vomit like i've never seen this much cat vomit in my entire life i was gonna take a picture to show you guys but i was like yeah here i go posting cat vomit in the podcast like that's too far um so i see it and
And this is like seconds after Azul destroyed my carpets. So I see it and I'm like, I'm not fucking dealing with this shit. Like I'm literally not. I was going to the bathroom to have like an existential meltdown because it's my safe space. I love going in there and like freaking out and pondering. I literally ponder and come up with theories in the bathroom. Like where do I take these theories? Like for real. Girl, you flush them down the toilet before you leave the bathroom. Literally.
So I love that as you were delivering that you realized it sucked. No, I wanted to say something good, but I was like, there's nothing good to say. And I knew that was, yeah, whatever. So I am sitting in there. I have my meltdown.
And I'm like, I'm going to deal with this vomit afterwards. Does my breath stink or some shit? No, I was smelling this jacket because I can't remember the last time I washed it. But I know I washed it because the sleeves are small. Oh, shit. But I step out of the bathroom and I completely forget the vomit's there. And I kick. There was a mound of.
of it and I kick it across the hall it splatters on the wall then there's like a giant puddle that was leaking away and I slip in it so I hit it with both of my fucking socked feet which like thank God I had socks on but literally nightmare and then seconds after that happened the dryer I had just bought these new vials of really nice perfume oil and the dryer threw one of them off and it
everywhere and like just was glass everywhere like
fucking oil everywhere it was so bad and then I took my socks off went to my bedroom and pouted for another like five minutes and came out there and cleaned up the oil and the cat vomit at the same time and I was so pissed do you think like I'm literally gonna leave that for Anya to clean when she gets home I did think about it but I was like yeah here I go leaving this giant mound of vomit for four days in the middle of the hallway and like I'm also like I'm taking care of him right now so like it's like kind of my job
But yeah, it was fucking terrible. The worst vibe in the world upsetting. Couldn't believe that was going on. But yeah, I fucking slipped and vomit. Well, to make you feel better, here's the picture of the man's feet.
I want to smell those. Is that weird? They smell really bad. Did they actually smell? They smell. That is fucking terrifying. And he was old. And he had four drinks. How old was he? Maybe like 60. Those are like decent feet for a 60-year-old man.
They look like plump. He wasn't like my dad. That toenail is crazy. I know. He wasn't like a working class person. He's not like someone like my dad. He's like outside, like working on his feet. So why do they look like that?
Maybe that is what happens when you sit too long. He might have low-key have diabetes because those are like swollen feet. Yeah, they are. Yeah, those are swollen diabetes feet. I'm sorry, but they stunk. And you know what's worse is he wasn't wearing shoes without socks. He was wearing shoes with socks because when we were landing, he was putting his socks back on. Also, the woman next to me was rude. She asked for ice cream and espresso with her ice cream, which I did copy because like an avocado on the plane sounds fucking lit, even though they put applesauce, like an apple...
cream all over and it tasted sour as fuck but that's a different story but i think i had the same thing um she was like no i didn't have her tray down and he was like can you put it down so i could like put these things down and she was like can i not just put it here in the middle thing and he was like
Yeah. Okay. And then she like wasn't helping put everything down. So I had to put everything down. It sounds like you have hella operations. Operations? Yeah, yeah. Like hella operations. Do you think, do you mean op? Yeah, like you got ops, like hella operations. No, that's not what that like. Like so many feds. I'm literally federal as fuck. Like I'm a fed. I will tell on you. I don't give a fuck. Oh, I have to get rid of my car because that's the car in New York. That's the new NYPD car. And I was watching a bunch of,
like you're literally getting into that car i was like oh my god that's how we look getting into that car um they were nerds and it was really embarrassing but well we don't have to do that anymore yeah
Oh, because Drew has a car. I got a car, people. Which is fucking insane. I was thinking about it the other day. I was like, whoa, Drew can like go somewhere, which granted, I don't think he will. I forgot I had a car for two days. The two days after I drove it around all day, I completely forgot I got it. And I stayed inside for two and a half days. And then the only reason I left was to get Azul food and litter yesterday. Thank you. Yeah. I'm not paying you back for that shit, bro.
It was honestly not as expensive as I thought. I got a big ass box of litter because they didn't have the normal one you normally get. They just had 29 pound fucking bag boxes of a litter. It was like crazy. And it actually like hurt my finger. Like scraped your fingers carrying it? Yeah. No, like pinched like underneath like the nerves and shit. It was crazy.
But yeah, and then I, what else did I do? Oh, I got a car freshener from Diptyque. Yeah. - You're literally so bored. - Yeah, and it's so powerful. You can smell it when you walk up to my car outside. - Actually, I am jealous of that. Well, I just don't like my car, but that car is now for my parents. - Word. - 'Cause I'm a good kid, guys. - Good for you. - I'm a good kid. I'm gonna give my kids a car. 'Cause their cars literally don't work. My parents have never had a car that works.
like i feel like that is true like every time ever every year i've met you it's always been a car problem for them yeah like my parents just like we could never afford a car a new car so every car they've ever gotten it's like shit i was on my way to work and two minutes away from if i had a dollar for every time my parents said dude y'all are so broke you you've oh my god what the fuck
Like, why don't they fucking work? Like, literally. People should work for their things. That's what I... I mean, that's what they try to do, but then the car breaks down on the way there. I was saying, if I had a dollar for every time, they'd be like, you'll never believe this. I'm on my way to work. I don't even get on the highway, and it's done. The car's off. They have... I'm not kidding, Drew. I think I've heard that at least 30 times in my lifetime. Oh, my God. So you have $30. And it's always the same tone. Yeah, so I could...
I could pay for insurance on a 1962 Honda. I was going to say, you could also buy a steak quesadilla and a veggie burrito bowl from... And a large Coca-Cola from Chipotle. It's only 26 bucks. Is that... Damn, that's all... You had all that? I didn't eat. I got one to eat and then one to eat later. You are a nasty, vile woman. Oh, I am scared of microwaves and I'm so glad we don't have one because I was heating up my milk in somebody's microwave and I was like...
Why can that do that in 10 seconds? It makes no sense. It's evil. It's literally radiation. We have radiation in our house just like obliterating our food. Like it's not chill and normal. Like I'm so anti-microwave.
What are you doing? Me when I'm Superman? My chest just hurts really bad. Literally me when I'm Superman. Supreman? Supreman? Yes, I have Supreme. Oh my god, bro. Where did you get those? Did you buy those? Yeah. I bought them at Dover. Why does it sound like I'm crying? I bought them at Dover. Because you're so happy. You're full of joy. This was a gift from my friend Julian. And...
You know, I said early on the podcast, I was like, I'm just gonna buy a fake one. Like, I'm literally like, you can screen print this shit at home. Like, I'm gonna buy a fake one. But this one's actually real. So don't. I think it's fake. Like, why do I feel like it's fake? It's from my panda. It's from my panda buy haul.
My five kilogram panda bi-hole. What? It's kilograms a lot. It's five kilograms a lot. I have no idea. It's insane how I don't know the imperial system at all. Neither do I. Are we the imperial system? I think we're imperial. But I don't know the difference. I gotta look this up. Well, um...
I just recently found out that there's British people who are Latin. There's British people who can speak Spanish. So they speak like, hola, como estas? Oh, British Spanish? But they don't sound British when they speak. They're not like, hola, como estas? Oh!
That just sounded like a pirate or some shit. Well, British people are literally nasty as fuck. But they just sound normal. I'm joking, I'm joking. And then they sound the way they do when they speak English. Why can't I think of anything to say British? Oh, the fucking telly.
- Every time you do it, you sound like a Victorian person who just like got transported back to the- - Microwave. It's a fucking problem with this. It's a fucking president's problem. Yeah, yeah. - You eat the words when you do it. - Yeah, I like scrunch my face.
We are so obsessed with like Victorian Edwardian era. Like that vibe. Like Edward Cullen era. Twilight, yeah.
But I know they stunk. Like, they had plumbing, but it was, like, the plumbing that was really, really poorly done. So you know they smelled like shit. And they wore hella layers. So you know that era smelled so fucking rank. Nasty-ass fuck. Sorry to completely 360 the conversation. No, go for it, because I was there. I just wanted to say I know they stunk. I just came to, like, a really crazy realization. Okay, you know how there's, like, Edward girls, and then there's... What's the other one? Jacob. Jacob. Edward and Jacob. And it was, like, Edward...
It's like this emo, like, vampire. And then Jacob is like this masculine, like, strong. Normal. Normal person. Okay. You were checking your brain to see if that was funny. So, Edward, if you were an Edward Gurley.
You're more likely to be liberal, like you're a liberal person, abnormal and liberal as am I. And if you were a Jacob Gurley, you're a Republican. Because it's like the norm, like middle of America, like corn fed, like big man, big, big man. Yeah, I guess I don't know anybody, but I was, I'm going to be honest, I was like into Jacob more than Edward when I was growing up.
But I guess that would, yeah, that does reflect. I was about to say that tracks. That does. Yeah, it does track. Dude. I hate that that's the reaction you had for that thought. You literally acted like you just thought of something that nobody. No one has ever thought about that. I haven't heard that theory. But you said it like it was the most insane thought ever in terms of like intellectual. Prove me wrong. I can't.
Prove me wrong. I guess I could, but I would have to do like a charting of like who liked who. But I guess I don't see like TikToks to Lana Del Rey of Jacob. So there's a lot to be said there. A lot to be said. Oh my God, new Lana album coming. I'm coming. I'm coming. I'm coming all over him. But that was... Also, I... I bleeped that. I decided...
Why did I say that? What was the joke of like the Call of Duty? Yeah. He's coming. He's coming on my back. He's coming all over us. Well,
Well, I decided men are not allowed to be on swing sets anymore. You have no business moving your legs like that. That's true. Like big grown ass men getting on and like... Who did you see on a swing set? I saw a TikTok of somebody like on like a... I don't actually remember. I just saw a swing set and then it was like it was supposed to be sweet. It was like a dad and his daughter. I was like, get him off of there. That is very feminine. Get him off of there.
Like, why are you on there? You need to get down. It's just like, why are you using your feet to like throw yourself around in a playful, joyful manner? Like, you build the swing set, we get on. That's the way it works. Literally, like, I just realized how... Is it recording still? I'm just making sure. I just realized how...
like insane our like topics are in like in our episodes like if you think about it like we go from talking about TSA to men not being allowed to swing on like and it's like one stream of consciousness and don't get me wrong I fucking love it and I would never change it but like
And that's like the thing, but it really is like a feat that like is... It makes no sense. But if you think about it, it does make sense because why is TSA so nasty, disgusting, and miserable? Because it's a bunch of predominantly men running around thinking they have power. And why are men on swing sets so disgusting? Because you're a nasty man and why are you enjoying yourself and throwing yourself around? You're disgusting and annoying. Why are you flailing around? Which should... Like actually...
the two like don't intersect because if there's a commentary on masculinity me commentating on the lack of masculinity like it should like that's just me like I'm just different like I draw my lines in the sand where I want we should ban masculinity oh my god yeah how would you ban that though
I don't know. Don't fucking ask me. I just proposed the idea. Literally, not my job. We are literally living in Satanic Panic 2.0. Satanic Panic? Do you know what that is? That's fucking lit. I need that on a shirt. Yeah, no. 1980s. That's like a Ted Bundy Friday. Or that one guy from Stranger Things. Is it Ted Bundy?
Okay, no, don't do that. Ew. You know that one? I know the clip. Eddie, I think is his name. Eddie Burbank. Is that his name? Eddie Bearback. Whoa. What did I say? I literally love Eddie Bearback's YouTube videos so much. Wait, who's Eddie? Is Eddie Burbank a person? Yeah, he's a YouTuber. Oh, so that last name is a real last name. Yeah, but that's not... Me when I'm literally a city. Like...
No, his videos are fucking fire. My name is Enya, North Miami. My name is Enya. Yeah, I'm from North Miami. Yeah. Okay, what the fuck was that? Oh, satanic. So the original satanic panic was like 1980s, early 1990s. And it was literally just a bunch of...
of people terrified that like Satanism was taking over. And it was just a big conspiracy that like every visual, like it was all from like music and movies and all that shit. And people were just like scared of like,
Satanism like and how everyone is selling their soul and shit literally look at like all of the conversations happening right now and it's all like Illuminati and like why is little yachty dancing in front of a demon on stage or like why is Playboy Cardi acting like a demon and acting like that like they sold their souls satanic panic 2.0 early 2020s
boom mic drop don't have anything else to add to that um oh my god i literally just itched my head and like fucking flakes fell out it was like nasty your skin is crumbling i know we need to get shirts that say satanic panic though like there has to be those shirts because manic panic hair dye we should dye our hair with manic panic at the disco yeah satanic panic at manic at the disco that's my band i see you i see you but yeah and then what else was i gonna say i was gonna yeah i guess also
I think that makes a lot of sense that that why that's a conversation too is because of like Catholicism becoming such a big pinpoint for fashion and aesthetic which I hate saying that and I saw something that yesterday it was actually the worst TikTok I've ever seen
But that's a different story. But somebody said Catholicism era or like Catholic. No, Catholic core. Bitch, I'm taking that word away. No more core. No more core. No more core. Yeah.
what you need to do is open that book and get to the core of it so you can expand your mind what you need to do is get to the core of your mental issues yeah we need to get to the core of what the fuck's wrong with you well unless it's truth core truth core hope core actually hope hope course yeah i love that but truth core is probably cool yeah truth course can y'all make a truth core edit someone yeah i know someone's out there that can do it um
But all the comments were like, Catholicism is not some fucking aesthetic. This is a religion. And I was like, oh, wow. I didn't realize that there was people who actually like are hardcore behind Catholicism, which like obviously I know that because my family. Catholic roots. Not my immediate family, though. But obviously there's still people who follow Catholicism religiously. But I didn't realize that there would ever be an overlap of people being upset at like
the popularity of like using crosses and like super religious pieces and jewelry and on clothing and all these things. So then that would make sense that like that mix with people going super like off the written path of visuals again, those two intertwining would start. Oh my God. Rock nation. No, Illuminati. Illuminati. See, the thing is, I can sit here and say that,
I'm in the Illuminati and no one would believe it. And then in two years, someone would clip it and be like, it's been right in front of our faces the whole time. Well, that would mean you would have to like own a jet in two years. So maybe like in five years. Yeah. We'll give five years. But I don't know if in five years you'll have a jet. So. Well, I am in the Illuminati. I wish. Oh, my God. Like literally, I wish my life would be so much easier. It would be so lit.
I'm just like thinking about it, like what it would mean to be in the Illuminati. I just don't know that it would mean much. Well, infinite Chrome Hearts. You can get a bunch of Chrome Hearts. You know what? Chrome Hearts is the modern day Supreme, dare I say. Dare I say. But it's been, I think it's been around longer than Supreme. Yeah, it's been here for ages. But yeah, it's definitely had its, where it falls, it falls in the same circle as the people who really. It's having its peak right now.
Peek. I'm peeking right now. Oh my god. What the hell? Oh my god, no way. You're laying in that bed. You're laying in a bed that ten men have laid in in the past year. I bet you feel real good about yourself. Oh my god.
I love that. Is it poetic to you? Yeah, it actually is. But like the connotation and context behind it is really dark. But like if you just said that to me, like...
without all the evil shit behind it, it'd be really deep and beautiful. That'd be deep and beautiful. It's all her facial movements in it that really get me. I know. She's really good with her facial movements. I've never seen anybody scrunch their eyebrows as deeply as she can. Like, she literally has 8 million tiny muscles here that she has full control of. Well...
We missed a vital sign. We always talk about how society has gone too far. Things have gotten excessive and crazy. But you know what the first signs of that were? And we all just like glazed over it. Sugar factory. Yeah.
That was the first sign of capitalism going too far. I've never been. Gluttony. Me either. And we actually have to go. We should go this weekend. I'm down to literally go tonight. Are they still open? Or we should go before SZA. Oh, but Jester's art show is right before, I realize. So we do have to do that. We have to cruise. But we should fully go. Is there a sugar factory? But Sugar Factory Las Vegas, if there's...
No, it's called it sugar. That's no it sure is the candy store. There's no sugar factories away with it There's gotta be one dude. No They all permanently closed makes a lot of sense
Okay. Oh my God. Wait, is Sugar Factory out of business? I think Sugar Factory is like fully closed unless we go to Las Vegas. No, I saw someone order a 24-karat burger on there from there. No, it's in Las Vegas. There's still a Sugar Factory in Las Vegas. So I guess we have to go to Vegas. A road trip. Um...
But that is when things were going too far with the moment we stepped into the realm that waiters are doing performance art for us with the fucking like $50 dessert. That's when it goes too far. I was at a restaurant and the dessert was like $24, which is still way too much for what it was. It's so expensive. It was like an expensive restaurant.
And the man very slowly and it was like way too theatrical. And I was like, what the fuck is happening? Like drizzling chocolate all over this thing. And it felt almost sexual. I was like, you need to back off.
the fuck like your groin is close he's jizzing all over your food theoretically with the chocolate sauce but no he was actually very cool and like i didn't feel that crazy about it but i was over analyzing i was like what does this mean like why like i could have done that and i would have enjoyed drizzling my own chocolate on my thing but like he was like you ready and we were like yeah and then he did it for us and was really so and he was like but then he
left it behind so I was like so we could have done it but whatever um sugar factory that was that was the moment that we went too far it was too much um it's just so what like why also I'd be gluttony I think it's just it's like fun and
I don't know. Yeah, because what's... But, like, what about it is fun? Getting pink burgers. Pink burger. Pink burger. Pretty patties. Ooh, bitch, I would fuck up a pretty patty. I wish, like, we understood the...
the size of it because in my head the sugar factory cups are fucking they're fishbowls yeah they're like humongous but are they really that big like nobody needs to be eating this yeah i was gonna say like i think las vegas is literally a dangerous place oh that looks so fucking delicious i hate that you think that looks no the that oh this this looks fucking disgusting drew that looks yummersville as fuck
Ew, something's wrong with you. But yeah, we need to go. But this was the moment that we went too far. It's literally called Goblet Bar. The Goblet. What's that one dude with the slit in his eyebrow that people say I kind of look like sometimes? Drake? No. Oh, yeah, I do look like Drake. See, I didn't even have to say that. She said it that time. Yeah, see, I would fuck that up in a dangerous way. But...
No, no, no. Like John Mayer-esque. He's a singer-songwriter. He writes the songs of the summer. Okay, now watch this. Jack Antonoff? No, no, no, no. Well, he writes the songs of the summer. Grubbies. I want my grubbies. Charlie Puth? See? The summer, bitch. He is the personification of that joke. Like, wait, why did I just write the song of the summer? No, like...
That motherfucker, like, ate a little bit when he said grubbies, I will say. Because it's in my vocabulary now. No, no, no. He says...
No, he says grubbies. He says grubbies? I thought he said something else. No, he said hungies. Hungies. He fucking said hungies. Oh my God. I'm literally so fucking pissed. No, no, no. Hungies is in our vocabulary though. He did give that to us. I'm hungies as fuck and I'm looking for some grubbies. Do you think he's ever heard somebody he was like fucking on fart and been like, G-note. F-note. F-note. You were flat. Babe, you were flat that time. We got a...
- The queef. - We gotta pump it up. - I'd just be queefing after sex. Especially after missionarying. - Something's like wrong with you. But, yeah. - But yeah, John Mayer vibes. Oh, I'm like dizzy.
John Mayer. Why the fuck is that in my head? I don't think I've ever heard a John Mayer song in my goddamn life. I don't think I give a single flying fuck about John Mayer. I've seen him in real life. And literally, if you had a spike, if you had me connected to see like a lie detector test to see if like anything in my like rhythmic, whatever the fuck is happening in my body changed.
Literally nothing happened. I don't know if I could even recognize him. I'm just... But I'm bad with, like, celebrity musicians. Yeah, I'm almost too good at it. But I'm just... I'm really good at faces. And, like, if I've met you or seen your face before, I will always, like, remember you when I see you again. But I'm really bad with the names to the face. Like, sometimes we'll see someone and I'm like, that's from...
fucking not from the yeah Survivor Survivor um well Jeff Probst from Survivor who's that he's lit he's lit I still haven't watched a season of Survivor once you watch one you'll watch 30 like it's impossible not to just watch one season of Survivor but like I don't know how I'm gonna find this actually I think I shouldn't be saying that because I think he's like got in trouble for something or no I think the show did
Oh, he's a producer? He's like the host. Oh, yeah. I guess. Let's see if he's gotten in trouble. No, he's fine. Or maybe it was a show or maybe that was Bachelor. I don't know. You're thinking of The Bachelor. The Bachelor host was like replaced and fired, but I don't remember why. That's what it was. Because I don't watch that. We have to catch up on Milf Manor. Milf Manor. Oh, my God. I have been watching- Drag Race?
so many shows it's crazy but yes we need to watch drag race all the way through because it's about to be the finale and we're gonna get spoiled oh yeah we have to watch it um what do we have like five episodes to watch i think like four maybe no probably five or six even um but which and this is like a decent season like it's the best it's so easy to binge because we binged like four episodes in one night and we were like damn is that really it
But I literally watched both seasons of Ted Lasso in one day, like literally in one night, like two seasons worth. And then I watched both seasons of Fleabag the very next day. So I watched four seasons of two different shows together.
In two days. That's insane. And then I watched. Fleabag is so fucking good. I think I also think I binged Fleabag in like two days. I like watched the first episode like when you first started watching it. And I was like, I don't know if I fully would like this. I only watched like seven or eight minutes of it.
And then I watched it again. I started in the bath and I was like, oh, wow, this is genuinely a masterpiece. It is easily one of the best shows ever. I love good female driven and written shows or movies where it's actually a real fucking woman. And it's not some fucking like written by a man. Crazy, but I'm fun, but I'm deep, but I'm silly.
silly yeah but yeah that uh fleabag is like genuinely a masterpiece like i'm so sad there's only two seasons i know but it's one of those ted lasso ted lasso is really good i need to watch that but i also need to finish severance like i we literally only watched one episode and i really liked it but then i refused to pay for apple tv but now i have apple i have apple tv i have apple tv because timothy was in that commercial i was like dude like when we saw him i was like it was literally so good it made us get
Yeah, Timothy's Apple TV commercials. I was like, damn, like I miss being his friend. Like I miss seeing him as much as we used to. But that's normal within friendships to like have like super like intense
intense times of maybe being close and then both parties get caught up in work and life changes and you just keep it pushing but you'll always have the memories we have with timothy yeah but like it just ended on such a horrible note like yeah i mean with me personally no but yeah i can see why from your end it's like hard to imagine being friends with yeah you just
Should I even tell that? No, I don't think you should. Because I'm still friends with him. Don't draw some weird line in the sand. Also, I think... He pulled a knife on me. But I think that's a simple apology fix. He was a bit drunk. No, he tried to kill me.
Well, you did say some, like, evil things to him. You said some really, like, deep... Bicycle seat face. Like, that's a funny joke that everyone always says. Dude, that's, like, literally if you heard something a bunch of times. Third Dolan twin. Like, people say that. Like, that's... No, if you hear something all the time, it, like, becomes hurtful. And then to hear from your friends, like, he was vulnerable with you when he told you that that hurt his feelings. He...
Whatever. Whatever. Yeah. I'm just saying it was fucking weird. I don't think it's something that needs to be discussed here. He just came at me with a fucking knife. I don't think it's that big of an issue. Like, me and Tim Tam get along hella good. That's my nickname for him, by the way, Tim Tam. See, he wouldn't let me call him anything other than Timotei. I don't think he ever wanted to be my friend. I don't think he can be friends with other men. Like, I think he can only be friends with women. And it's like this weird, like...
like almost maybe misogynistic or no, misandrist. - Oh yeah, he is misandrist, but that makes him a slave in my books. And if he's not down for other men, like for me, that is amazing. - Well, Timotei, Timiti. - Timtam. - Timtam. - Timtam, timtam, timtam, timtam. - This is over, but all right, let's get on to the serious and real.
the reality the reality of the realness should we do media first or just this and then media let's do the media first okay so ted lasso fleabag watch fleabag over ted lasso but like ted lasso the character that jason sudeikis plays is literally just so wholesome and lovable and like
It's such a different like take on that like idea of a show. And I think that's why I love it so much is because it's like different. Like you normally see someone who's like an anti-hero in that situation, but he's like a hero hero, which is really just cute and fun. And then Fleabag, like, and you just said, it's just like,
It's such a, like, it's so, such a believable story. Yeah, believable story, like, jaw-dropping moments. Like, you'll laugh the hardest you've ever laughed at a show. I haven't laughed out loud at a show like that, I don't think, ever in my life. You'll cry like you've never cried. I saw, dude. And I had...
Oh my God, that show is so brutal. I almost wish you didn't watch it so I could re-watch it again with someone. There were moments where I felt the same anxiety that I felt in Climax. Like that edge of the... Yeah. Like the moment when the big reveal happens and she's running through like the cages. Yeah.
Oh, and there was a moment with her makeup, like, running halfway down her face, like, and she's walking. Also, her hair... Dude, her haircut, like, the way they style her, like, everything is just... There's so much attention to detail. That show is fucking perfect. I need to rewatch it so bad. I liked that show so much. I started it sitting up at my iMac, and I binged the whole thing sitting in a hard-ass chair, just staring at my computer because I, like, couldn't believe it. So watching it on TV might be nice. Um...
Well, I'm still watching The Sopranos. I'm going to start Succession tonight, I think. But the new season literally comes out when I think this episode is out. So I'm just like, to...
Or it comes out the 26th. So yeah, like by the time this comes out, it comes out on Saturday. So I'm just like, oh my God, I won't be able to catch up. I know everybody in my life is going to be watching it and I just want to watch it so that I can like be a part of the conversation. And I know it's a really good show, but I have a hard time watching more than one show at a time. Like I can't do that.
and I just got to the fourth season of The Sopranos. I love that show so much. Girl, you need to shut the fuck up about The Sopranos and just binge it. But I posted it on my story one time, and at least 50, maybe even 100 people, all the replies were, what show is this? What show is this? That's crazy. Which is insane because it really ages it because it started in 99. So it's a 24-year-old show. Oh my God, what's her name? Nurse Jackie. Yeah.
In real life. She's in Nomadland. She's not. But that's Frances McDormand. But they have the same vibe. And I literally said that exact same thing to Josh yesterday. Someone already is shouting it at us. Wait. Yeah. But it's another. She's a major actress. She's like literally one of my favorite actresses. Eddie Falco? Yes. Like Carmella? Yeah. Yeah.
She's one of my favorite actresses. Oh my god. She's Nurse Jackie? Yes. And you have to watch. Oh, I'm mass watching. No, you have... I swear to God, that show will literally change your life and how you perceive certain things. Like, it's...
really really really it's another masterpiece and it's another role like you were saying in fleabag where it's like a woman like experiencing like real things and not just being written by a man it's fucking crazy oh my god yeah you would love it literally my body is numb because i can't believe i get to watch her act more i love carmella yeah carmella is icon icon icon icon icon icon icon icon
Slay queen. Real. I need her to do certain things, though. Because, like, I couldn't be a Carmella, but she's so brave for being a Carmella. Because in reality, I would be a Tony. Yeah.
I would be a cheating, thieving, lying, fucking bitch, bastard ass slut. Exactly. But I'd have that Carmela swag. With your Coca-Cola. Okay, and then I'll give you some songs. I've been on a really ambient vibe. Nothing in particular. I've just been listening to like my playlist, The Heart Wants What She Wants. Another moment where I was like journaling and depressed and trying to kill myself. Not trying to, but like...
thinking about it and I thought I was literally serving with that name. Um, but Creek by Hiroshi Yoshimura, Anastasia 102 by AFX Twin, Cross Selling Oval or Oval, um, the Test of the Machine 2 by, um, the Test of the Machine 2, um, Everyday the Field and Port Gentle by Porter Ricks. Um, also, uh,
Fuck, what's the title of the Dean Blunt song? The new one? Is it the new one? I think he dropped like three singles recently. It's, I think it's one of, it's his like most popular song, 100. Oh. That song is like. Wait, he dropped one. Oh, I'm dumb. I'm thinking of Baby Father, which if I'm correct, Dean Blunt is a part of Baby Father because I think Baby Father is three people. Really?
That would blow my mind. False information of all time. Yeah. Yeah, no. Dean Blunt is baby father. That's crazy. I literally never knew that. Like for some reason, I feel like that's wrong and I'm scared of somebody fucking yelling at me and being a goddamn cunt about it. Dean Blunt of Hype Williams has shared a new track as baby father. Yeah.
And that would make sense. I love Babyfather and I love Dean Blunt. Because I remember when I first started listening to Babyfather, I was like, this sounds like Dean Blunt. Dude, our Babyfather arc was so crazy. I know. But super high school vibes, but in the best way. Well, mine...
media is They Long to Be Close to You, the Cranberries cover. I just love it because I feel like her singing that octave is really sweet because it's like...
It's a very nice cover, but it's like not the best cover. I don't know. I was listening to it with a friend and they were like, you do like this cover? And I was like, yeah, because it's like sweet. White Nights by Psychic TV is such a good fucking song. That album, Dreams Less Sweet, is so fucking good. Far East Man by George Harrison is probably one of my favorite songs I've heard in a long time and I've been listening to it.
A lot, a lot, a lot recently. Caselia by Finesse. I don't know how to spell that. And I'll give any Arthur Russell song, but The Deer in the Forest Part 1 is really good. I'll give one more. High Flying by, I don't know who this is by. That's the problem is I can't read.
after give me those songs hiro masa suzuki do you remember all the songs that you just said because i made a playlist um on my spotify that i just added them to do i remember the song oh to share a playlist or just for you for me oh here they're all right here they long to be close to you by the cranberries uh white nights by psychic tv
The cranberries or the carpenters? No, it's the cranberries cover. So it's the carpenters, but it's the cranberries. Another the sea. We'll do this after. Okay. But well, now into the realism. Buckle up, y'all. It's about to be a ride. You won't be seeing us for a while. We're going away. We're leaving you. We're taking an indefinite break. Yeah. Yeah.
We don't know how long we'll be gone, but we will be back. Make sure you stay posted. Make sure you keep up. Turn on your notifications. Turn on notifications. Hit that bell. Go on Instagram.com. Follow us. We'll definitely keep you guys posted. But, you know, I'll mainly speak from my part because I feel like a lot of it is me. I have not been my best. I hate having to be serious. It's so fucking annoying. Yeah.
I haven't been feeling my best. It's been, I think, something that's been bubbling up inside of me for a while now. And as most of you know, I'm really good at being like, I just have caveman brain. I don't know. I don't know. But me thinks I've been in a bit of a disassociative state. This is real. All the Fortnite is very telling. Yeah. All the Fortnite-ing. I can't wake up at.
any reasonable time anymore. I can't sleep at any reasonable time anymore. I've been unhealthy in multiple ways in my life. And avoidant and scared and pretty numb and just not my best. And I just...
I think it's starting to reflect personally in my work on my end of things. And I just want to be the best version of myself if I'm going to be doing the things that I love. And I want to be loving the things that I'm doing. That's the biggest thing. And yeah, that's the biggest thing right now is I'm not loving doing this. And not to say I don't love doing the podcast. I love the podcast. But it's been bringing me a lot of
unwarranted anxiety and like sadness for some reason. So I get on here and I just don't feel like I'm performing my best. I feel like I could be giving a better performance. I feel like I could be a star, but I'm a star, but I'm not doing that. I really thought I was going to cry, but I don't think I'm gonna because I'm just like, I don't know. Like we've all heard me cry. No cry. We need to make it a thumbnail.
And then make the title Something Big is Coming. Something Big is Dying. But yeah, I just haven't been happy and it doesn't really have to do with the podcast as much as it has to do with my own...
And I guess, I don't know, part of me is like, I don't know that it's like necessary to dive into them. But yeah, I just, it's been a sadness. The sadness is lingering. The sadness has been brewing. Yeah, I feel bad. I don't really have much to say, but I just haven't been very, feeling very fulfilled in a lot of things. I'm lacking motivation. I am lacking satisfaction. I don't remember the last time I did something and I actually felt satisfaction out of it.
um which is upsetting because my life is super awesome but I don't feel awesome at all um and I'm hoping that it just like kind of picks up and passes and that if I just step away and um yeah I just I want to feel good about the things I'm doing and I feel really insecure in a lot of ways um
not just visually but I'm just not feeling my best and I want to like recoup and figure out like what makes me happy and like what satisfies me and I think I just got a little bit lost um because I haven't been doing a good job of upkeeping my mental state and I've been definitely putting it off because I hate having to deal with this because at the fucking age of 24 um
Every year it's just annoying to know that the feeling lingers. Yeah, she comes back, it follows. Creed 3. But yeah, the basis of it is I just want to be happy. And I think that when I am... Or not happy, because I don't think in this... Whenever we come back, I don't think it'll be like...
Like, in that short amount of time, I turned my life around. But I just want to be able to make the steps to alleviate some of the feelings I've been having. And also, we could take that time to, like, improve on things and just make this all around, like, a better experience for not...
Only me, but you guys. Yeah, that's like another thing is just... I mean, I'm sure you felt it. It's gotten repetitive and like it's gotten like...
just not boring because I don't think we're boring I don't think anything we ever create will ever be boring but it just doesn't have the same like energy it did in the beginning so we're coming back um in a few weeks and we're gonna like refresh it it's gonna have a little facelift it's not gonna change don't be afraid we're gonna be back don't be afraid but yeah we're just we just don't have an exact timeline right yeah exactly um
Yeah, we're just we're both feeling that way. Like just something is up. Something is brewing. And we're lucky enough. Which is literally seasonal depression. Exactly. We're just lucky enough to be in a position where like we can step back, step back and be OK. And we hope like you guys understand that like.
that's just needed right now yeah and um it's so funny because our last break was like we're going to japan like fuck you bitches we're out of here now it's like i can't literally help me i was just i was like help me yeah no his is so good dude he like whisper screams um
But, yeah, hoping I find joy in my life. Hoping I can wake up before 1 p.m. You did today. You did good. I know, because I had to today. I, like, have work to do. But, yeah, that's the other thing, dude. I know it's bad when I literally, like, can't wake up. And I was in New York, and...
I like to get up and move around. And I went there because I was like feeling like this in my head. I was just like, you know what? Like maybe running around and doing the things I do here will make me happy. But I literally felt absolutely nothing. And I just slept in most days till 2 p.m. And then couldn't even get ready to get out of the house before the sun was down. And I was like, oh, this is... I've been here before. What's funny is I got...
Like, you know how Instagram gives you like the, oh, a year ago today is I literally posted a year ago today, but it was, or it was like a year ago, like in a month later. And it was like, oh, here goes that pit in my soul that I don't know how to fill. It's so annoying because we, we literally like both of us experienced this every single year. And for some reason, a year passes and like by the time,
The years past, I've completely forgotten that I've just gone through this. And so I feel like it's this new experience that I'm experiencing and it feels new and it feels even scarier than it ever has. Like it's just anxiety. And it's just like, I don't know how to process these emotions, especially when I'm like performing for all the time. But like, yeah, it's, it's something we literally deal with every year and we just forget that we dealt with it last year. And like,
Yeah, I don't know. Yeah, and also then like every year there's... It's easy to forget too because every year during this time or during any time there are things happening in your life that can cause...
whether it be work related, relationship related, family related, all these things. So then because you're also facing a new set of problems, the feeling is so like, it feels new and foreign because it's like, you're so convinced that the way you're feeling these things because of these problems. But then we always sit back and we're like, oh no, I've literally. It's insane. Cause in three months I'll look back on this shit and I'll be like,
I cannot believe that I felt that way. I know. It's so funny. It's so, so weird that I feel the way I feel right now. But it could even be a week. It's insane how a switch flips. I know. One day you just wake up and it's gone. And I'm hoping it leaves soon. But I think I also need to definitely...
some movements to make that happen because I've been getting a little comfortable in it. And again, I do think me for like the past like three months being like, I have nothing to say. Because I literally have had nothing. Like I have nothing in my head. It's crazy. It's just spreading ourselves thin. Like we've been moving
moving too much. We've been like traveling a bunch which like yeah is like a blessing. It's a blessing that we're able to do that but like also like we were not designed as like literal like critters to do that like so I think
For me, at least, like, I'm trying, like, I said at the beginning of the year, one of my resolutions is, like, my year of rest and relaxation. Like, I don't want to travel as much. Like, I just want to be here. And I've already traveled way too much. And I already have too much travel planned. But I'm just, that's, like, my fucking addiction. Like, if it wasn't Percocets, it's going to be travel. Yeah, it's going to be, like, moving around. Yeah. I don't know. It's, like, a plethora of things. But definitely, I just need...
Can I have a moment of silence? But then I think about it, I'm like, dude, that's literally genuine February. I just sat in this house and what did I do? Like when I look through my camera roll, it's actually disturbing because I had friends being like coming into town. And like when I went into town being like, what have you been up to? And I'm, I just don't have an answer because I sat in the house and ate the same thing every day for three weeks. But whatever. That's okay. Okay.
I hope you guys can understand, you know, when we're back, maybe things will be a little different, but in good ways, only good ways. And yeah. Let's just say I won't be here. Yeah. Let's just say I'll be back if I survive. Just kidding. Just kidding. Just kidding. Oh, no. I meant like I'm quitting. Oh, you're going to quit on me. Yeah. Oh, my God. Wow. Okay. First car, now you. So it's like...
Everybody's just leaving me. All right. Well, thank you guys so much for watching At least I I do feel like this was a good episode to leave off on hopefully unless everybody thinks otherwise but if you do keep that to yourself because I actually am Nobody I post on my story deleted it and I saw somebody reposting be like girl We know or somebody replied. It was like we know like in my DMS I was like, nobody knows I'm suffering through a mild depression right now
We can see that. But yeah, all right. Thank you guys so much for watching and listening, and I hope you have a fabulous, fabulous next few weeks. We'll see you sooner than later. Fear not, because Emergency Intercom will return. Ooh, I'm getting nervous. Bye.