50: The TRISHA PAYTAS Episode - Ep. 50
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See the proof at jameshardy.com. Oh, and welcome back to the Cancelled Podcast. Today, and I never give people an intro, but today we have the uncancellable, iconic, legendary, fast-talking, hilarious queen, mom to Malibu Barbie, and today she works at KFC. Tomorrow, we don't know where she's going to work. Miss Trisha Paytas! Woo!

Love this pocket I love that you Always have audience with you It's such a vibe and I'm so Happy to like meet you this Time because I feel like you Were always on cancel but The time I did it you had a Boy with you you had a guy It was definitely not you It was Hunter I was on it At that time but I don't Know why we didn't I think It was gonna be too many People if I had been on That okay it's gone it

We know the repercussions Of like this fucking podcast And what it does You know And I don't think He wanted all that Wait really It's hard for us Because we don't have Like careers that we have Yeah like he has a very Like serious career With a lot of Professional A-list celebrities And I think he can't Air out his life You know Right Yeah and at that time I think I was figuring out Who I wanted to co-host I didn't know if I wanted Ashley or Mari But whatever And then it Obviously broke Oh my god So how did you stick

I don't know She's amazing People just love you Yeah no She's just the best Conversationalist ever That was why I originally Asked her And she's so funny And witty And

It just works perfectly. I love it. And you are the person from her story time. Is that it? I didn't get that. I am, but we've... We've since reconciled so heavily. It was a little like... Dramatized. Yeah. Dramatic. But there was truth to it a little. Oh, wow. So you're like fair, fair. We were talking about this yesterday, like you and I about how like...

Just impulsively Like when you're angry Making a YouTube video And then immediately Uploading it And then like Eight days later Being like ah Why did I do that Yeah or I could've You know I calmed down After it's uploaded Right And like ruining Someone's life Because you have more power And more fandoms At the time And so they were probably like How did you feel about it Were you just like Oh my god Did you shut down Did you escape Yeah it was a lot At the time But I feel like Had that not happened We wouldn't now Have a podcast

It really brought us like closer together. I get that. It was like not like that. We were like trauma bonded. But after that, I feel like we got a lot closer because it was like, oh, my God, this crazy thing happened to me. I'm not going to lie. Like starting a friendship off of the fight, like a close, a best friendship off of the fight might be the move. Like you got it out of your system. But I know each other's boundaries. Like issues that we have. Like we do the same thing with men. It's like as close as possible.

As bad as it can be In the beginning And then you're like Oh my god I love this person Yeah it's almost like Testing them And then you're like You made it through that So now I love you forever If you can like Make it through that with me And like I feel like We know each other's Boundaries now And like argumentative styles Like we both will be like Okay I'm gonna calm down And not cuss you out right now And then we'll come back later Like we really like I'm getting better At regulating my emotions Which I'm not usually Good at at all Same What do you do? How do you regulate? Well I mean So far I haven't been Very successful You have been Yeah I mean

Yeah I feel like You don't ever go off I never see you They follow you on TikTok They would venture to Disagree But privately Not publicly Yeah I'm just very emotional Which is good That's better That's definitely better Than doing it publicly But like yesterday We After I got back From Whitney's podcast We were supposed to go To the Zach Bryan concert And Whitney and I Ended up doing later So I was running A little late To be here To go to the concert And Brooke is very Like very timely As a person So obviously Being my best friend Sucks dick Yeah that would be hard And we

Weeks in advance I was like This is my one thing We just can't be late to And then But I talked myself down Before she even got here I was like listen If we fight It's gonna ruin it Yeah and I I walked upstairs yesterday And I was like That poor girl in the kitchen Is trying so hard Not to toss me out I feel like she would've Taken longer And she would've wanted Like Yeah like it just It worked out really well And obviously I wanted To be on time But I'm a work first We were like a married couple We are We say that all the time You're gonna be really good At marriage then Because then you'll just Like compromise You'll be like You know what

Because that's the same I can get stuff Like little things Will bother me I'm like let me Just not bring it up Because it'll ruin everything And vice versa So you guys are like A married couple You guys yesterday By the way Yes I left so heart warmed

Because I've been watching you for like 10 years. So your guys' story is so cute. You finding someone who just loves you so much for you. And even like every time I watch a paparazzi video that you film on TikTok or anything, I always, or like I see your photo shoots with Moses. I know in my head he's doing this because he fucking loves her. Yeah, it's so funny. But seeing it in person, seeing him just do everything because he loves you so much. Like really, I left like, oh my God, I can't wait to find that one day.

Oh yeah, it's amazing. Yeah, it took me like, we met when I was 32, so it took a long time. And I never had a boyfriend or anything before, so I feel like you're already so, like we talked about this, you're so far ahead. You've had guys love you, write songs. I never had guys do shit for me, so it's like the minute I found Moses, I was like, oh my God. Which is so crazy because you're so lovable and hot and iconic. No one would agree. Yeah.

No guys We disagree Only girls But I love it I love only having girls We were talking about Like very anti-straight men So I love having Only girlfriends Girl fans All of it Are you straight? Us two Girls and gays I don't think any I don't consider myself straight I don't consider myself Anything I guess maybe pansexual Chicken nugget maybe Chicken nugget Nugget queen I identify Yes Trish nugget queen You guys look

Great by the way I say this all the time Every time this life Gets too much I'm like I want to be A fucking barista In the middle of Fucking Nebraska So I'm living out My dream right now Yes Nebraska Midwest is where it's at Wait are y'all straight Back to the straight questions I feel like same here I don't think I'm like Completely straight But I'm also not like

Yeah People really like put me Like people always just say Like she's bisexual But I would say I'm pansexual Because I would hook up With anyone Yeah It doesn't matter If I vibe with you I vibe with you Right I mainly date guys But a special girl Or they or them Or anything Yeah girls Yeah I never seriously Had like a long Like a long term relationship With a girl

Yeah that's why I can't really say I feel like that's why I never say that Because I like haven't really like You should date a girl I would do it It'd be so fun to watch you just like munch some box Not literally Not like in the room Have you done it? Have you guys done it on OnlyFans or anything like that? No I've never done anything like You don't do actual sex on OnlyFans right? I don't have sex on OnlyFans But it's not It's not off limits for me Yeah you might do it Like there is

And once a week I'm just like God fuck all this work I could just sex tape it up You know but Right Yeah and whenever I make A good sex tape I'm like God I want the world To see this so good I always say wait Till after 30 To be a porn star I did mine I think when I was a 32 Really That's a good age You know I was like Maybe I always want to do it You know you always like I feel like a lot of people Think it's glamorous right So I was like Oh let me just be glamorous For a sex one I just glamorous I think I don't I'm never like a hardcore porn star I mean the ones like That are really good Like Riley Reid and stuff Are like amazing but Oh did you do like a Video with Riley Reid Yeah we did a few I did one with

Lena and Riley And then I did one Me and Riley I remember you and Lena Doing it Like doing that Like I remember seeing it online Yeah that was my first With her And I was like so nervous I don't know It was like the beginning Of quarantine And I was just like Yeah let's do it I don't know I feel like I'm like new hobbies In the beginning of quarantine Right I never thought I could make money During quarantine Everyone's like

Oh my god No one's gonna have work So I was like Oh my god OnlyFans And it like skyrocketed I think I also started My OnlyFans during quarantine Did you? Yeah I was just like Okay let's go get some masks A bunch of toilet paper And I'm gonna take My butthole out Wait what? I need a toilet paper one I just stocked up on everything No that's not what I meant

mean you did it in the butthole or something oh is that like a thing i didn't know i had it on me and everyone was like oh my god i just wipe really good and i just had some dry ass toilet paper and people zoomed in i think wiping really good is a good thing i was like yeah we got toilet paper crumbs on you i'm like it's better than like how'd that get there that's a good thing exactly are you an only fans girly never i know i tried it i did it for like a couple months oh but i was very like i mean i didn't show anything on it and like

I don't know It felt weird to have one It was like weird to me Just like I don't know why I didn't feel like I just You're not that type of person I don't know how to explain Well I also wasn't Making enough from it For it to be worth it to me Right Maybe if I did it now It would be different But I didn't have a following At the time So it was like A lot of people do that Like

Try it and think you're gonna make all this money and you really don't It's crazy because like there's people who have like no followings They say they make like 50,000 a month and I'm just Like how are you doing it with like no following no whatever Because I really think if you had a following but I don't know I don't know I also have an all like female following So I don't feel like even now I might would be Very successful yeah what's yours yours is Like the girls in the game mines are girls in the Gay so I don't know where these only Fans men show up I don't know where they're At their secret they're hiding but honestly it's like Fine well I like that they're low-key what's The craziest thing you've ever done for OF

Like to you, you look back and you're like, that was fucking crazy. Did Moses just giggle? No. Can you imagine if he giggled?

Did anything too crazy I think she's like doing a sex tape Is crazy to me I'm just like oh my god that's kind of crazy That I put that out there because it's just not me Even though like I want it to be me in my head I think I had that like stereotype put on me for so long Which is why I feel like you could relate to that because like people Just think you do that stuff so I was like well I might as well just do it If people think I do it that was like the whole reason For me starting OnlyFans I was like if everyone's gonna fucking Sexualize me and assume I'm a thought Which I sometimes am right but I might as well just profit off of it Yeah no and I love I love having sex I love all this I was like so actually I was just like yeah

But it was a wild time Yeah I don't know I still sell my sex tapes Are you Are you Do you feel like people Misconstrued you As a sexual person Or are you a very sexual person I am a very sexual person Um I am So Yeah What's the craziest thing Y'all have done Oh my god Sorry Will You can't put him On the spot like that I mean we're not too crazy I mean I just We just have like a lot of sex We're not like crazy I don't know But I love that I can't wait to be married Do you feel like

Right. I've been starfishing lately. I've been literally just like, because I'm so tired. That's my move. Do you? And you're so young. I like when young girls say this because I thought when I was young I had to do the most like ride and hang upside down and do all this stuff. Well, I will if it's like someone I really care about. But it's like, well, I mean, I only sleep with people I care about, but.

Most of the time I just... We were talking about this. You guys were saying you dated the same guy. And I was like, did you guys hook up with him? You're like, make out, make out. And I was like, oh no, and slept with him after a date. I slept with every single guy after a first date. I did when I was like... I used to be like really insecure and I felt like I had to. That's me. And now I feel like... It's like, oh, you paid for dinner. Okay. But I will. I still will. If I like really like the guy, I'll do it. I just love to fuck. So a lot of times I will. But I try not to after like a first date. And we were... She was talking about Trevor Wallace. And I don't know. For me with Trevor, I just...

We're friends. Yeah, I couldn't imagine having sex with him because he's so goofy and he just seems like a goofy guy. He'd be like, put it in, you know? I could see him cracking a joke like mid-type. But if it was a funny joke, maybe. No, I was just at a restaurant. But I have a thing where like, I can be convinced I like somebody if I've slept with them. So it's like, I kind of want to spend the time to find out if I do like them or not before. Because once I sleep with you, I think I like you no matter what. No, if they lay it down, if they lay it down, same. You're like in love. Yeah, I'll have myself so convinced and then I'll be like, wait, what the fuck?

I will too But even if they don't lay it down They don't have to do anything good And I'll be like I love you Yeah that's how I feel with sex too I'm always like People are like Oh dude it's like great I'm like I feel like all sex is good I never think like any sex is like bad You know Yeah I've never had like A real bad experience Where I'm like oh god Actually that's not true I did Wait Nevermind Who is it? I don't know

Blame that. You remember. Oh my God. Wait, why was it bad? Can you talk about the room? I thought he was kidding. Oh my God. Wait, why? I think I've actually told this story like an episode a really long time ago. Why did you think he was kidding? I thought it was like because it was so bad that I was like, he's trolling me. Wait, why? What makes it bad? That's what I want to know. It was like,

There was no like movement He just like basically He was like just laying there I felt like What do the Mormons Do they do like The Soaking The holes He was like soaking Wait what's soaking? Where you just put it in And you don't There's no like I've never heard of this There's no like thrusting So it's like not considered sex So a lot of people

But it's in. Yeah, but are religious and stuff since there's no actual movement. Yeah, so essentially Mormons say they're still a virgin if they soak, like they say still. But they can take it really far too. Someone can be shaking the bed and assisting, but as long as you're not the one. I would really. People do it. I would shake the bed for you. I would shake the bed for you, Brooke. But that's basically what happened. And then one morning I woke up.

And he had He rolled over And he had a remote Like ingrained Into his back Like imprinted Into his back And it was the worst Thing that I've ever gotten So man I'm not kidding You took a photo Of it too huh I did I had to Oh my Wait so this was The next morning Yeah Oh so you stayed How did that even happen You didn't leave

I would have left. I can never leave. I'm reformed. Wait, what? Like, I just, I don't know what it is. Like, and you'd think, like the way I am as a person, I would leave. Yeah. You know what I mean? But I'll always just like stay and leave the next morning. What? I think it's in my, this is going to sound so manipulative, but there's no way to not say it. Like in their brain.

they're like, oh, she's like a good girl. Like she always stays the night. Like she like, you know what I mean? Oh, I get scared that someone wakes up the next morning and is like, get this bitch out of here. Oh, that's happened to me so many times. In fact, like after they'll be like, oh, I'm like, I have to get up for work early. Can you like leave? I have that happen all the time.

Oh my gosh. I've had that happen. I've definitely had that happen. Where people kick you out? Okay, good. Or like a guy, like a piece of shit guy is just like, you know what I mean? Oh, I'm so weird. Yeah. Like back in the day. I've definitely fucking had that happen. No, that's mortifying to me too. I feel so embarrassed. I'm like, okay. I'm really in my like vetting phase now. Like I just...

If I think a guy Is the type of guy To do that It's like I can't Yeah and it's also hard When you like live here Like in this house Right guys come over And then they just like Assume something And you like don't know Their place I don't know It's like really hard I think now Especially when you're on The internet Like guys coming over And hooking up with you I don't know It's kind of like a weird I don't know I couldn't do it I don't know how people I'm also like a

No. Really? That's good. This has really happened to me. Like, I've been doing this thing, Trisha, and I can't fucking stop doing this thing. Where, like, if I have sex with a guy and it's bad, and by I've been doing this thing, I don't mean I'm just around fucking. This is, like, in the last year. If I fuck a guy and it's really bad and he, like, doesn't make me cum or whatever, I will, like...

Call him out on it Right then and there What Like I will turn over And be like No Like I'll hit like a And they'll be like What's wrong And I'm like That was it Like that sucked And I'll be like Such a fucking bitch about it I could never I could never I feel like Could you imagine Someone said that to you Be like you're so fucking ugly I can't even come I would think about it Literally for the rest of my life No but not like the looks Like if you just like You're just pissed It was not Like if he just like Doesn't care about my needs Like doesn't like

Because like I know I'm doing the damn thing. So if you don't reciprocate that energy and you're okay with that. You know what I mean? Like I get it. A guy comes to us and then he's like, okay, like let me like take care of you. Like fine, I'm not going to be a bitch. I'm saying like if he just like fucks and comes and like... I'm going to be such an asshole. And that's where I think that if a guy was like, okay, I have work in the morning. I feel like that now that I'm such a bitch, I'd be like, fuck you and your fucking job. Like it's just, it's like...

I like that. I can appreciate that, honestly. Because I think about like half the men probably don't care about that stuff and they should be called out for it. Think about if you sucked a guy's dick like super bad teeth three-fourths of the way. He was like getting closer and then you were just like, I'm done. He'd be like, babe, like, come on. So it's like, I'm going to match that energy. Yeah, for sure. I don't know. Yeah, no, I get that too. I mean, sex is hard. The hookup culture is like so crazy these days. I don't know if I could do it. I don't know if I could like just go out and...

I know, I'm trying to get out of it. Well, I mean, I've been pretty successful. What? In like not really participating. I'm going on a hinge date tonight. Tonight? Oh my gosh. Is it the lookout guy? Yeah, so this guy. We're trying to decide if he's a murderer. Oh, don't go then. No, he's not a murderer. If you have to like think about it. Well, did I tell you this yesterday? I don't think I did. I went on this hinge date with this guy who ended up like

Really giving stalker vibes I wouldn't say stalking me Because that's too far But like showed up Somewhere I was Without like asking me And like was just super weird And did all this weird shit So now I'm like All apprehensive About hinge dates And this was just A regular guy Or was this like A well known guy A regular guy So you are dating Regular guys And hooking up with them Because I always feel like You're always with Like a musician Or like you know I like have this Fucked up pattern Where I'll go like Two musicians And I'm like Okay I can't do this anymore I'll go normal guy And then I'll go back And like

Just every one I guess Yeah I just want to find love It's hard Do you want to find love Because you guys are young

guys are young or you guys are just like having a good time i do i'm going to be 27 in like a month that's so young i know but i want but i like i want eventually to be married like if i meet someone right now and then in like three years i marry them and then i'm 30 right i guess that's like the age people do it it's just like now it seems like everyone's so much older right like 35 having in la is good because like everything happens a little later but like i all my friends i went to college with in high school and stuff they all married with like multiple kids no way oh yeah yeah that's

the age what you're where are you from Arizona okay yeah and it's just like they have nothing else to do they're like I guess I've never thought about that like that pressure like all my friends I grew up with are like bottle girls now like they don't like they're just still in there yeah I have a good share of those too hi I'm Cindy Lauper my scalp was covered with psoriasis which could lead to psoriatic arthritis but Cosantix treats both

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I so badly want to like deep dive on just your life. I have so many questions right now. I don't know where to begin at all. Okay, so I originally, I'm so underprepared and a piece of shit. No, I love this. I love hearing about your guys' dating lives. It's so interesting to me. No, seriously. I think your podcast is so big because of you guys. Like you really don't. In fact, when you have guests, I watch them, but I prefer the ones with just you guys. People don't. Yes, they're so nice. Unless it's like you, I feel like we're going to try and stop doing as many guest shows.

Guest episodes People don't like them as much Do you find it does better In views or not really? It depends on the guest But I don't even view I prefer a great episode Over the views Honestly like I'd rather be like That was such a good episode But as long as I feel like It's a friend We can have a conversation With like this It's a vibe That's what I'm saying I think it's better that way To just hear about your lives Because I feel like We've done so many interviews And like everyone knows everything Like when I was researching you I'm like everyone Asks you the same questions I mean you are in a lot of drama Right now So you're a good guest to have But you're always in drama Right now

And not bad drama. It's so like... Everyone thinks this hair is a PR stunt to like all these TikToks. Like someone was like, like this TikTok blew up where they were like showing my new hair and they were like, Tana's PR team is in overdrive right now because she's in all these scandals. Bold of you to assume she has a PR team. First of all, the PR team is me and the six voices in my head. You don't have PR. I am surprised because you do have like a team. So I'm sorry if you don't have like a PR. I've hired PR. No. First of all, you have to pay PR. You have to pay PR. A lot. Every time I've hired PR, I feel like...

Their advice is always going to be like Be quiet Don't talk about it And that's It doesn't align with my brand Yeah And then any advice They would give me on like a PR stunt Like I feel like I'm like Yeah duh I already knew that Right So it was very And anytime I want to get into an event Or whatever I'll hit up someone who's in PR Just a connection And they'll do it like

You know what I mean So it's just I was paying people For like essentially nothing Yeah So it's never really like Worth it Yeah I feel like people Who just can't get publicity On their own They hire it Yeah I think it's people Who actually need the press Yeah like Or a celebrity Who does need a PR team To be like We'll run your socials Damage control and stuff Yeah like

But it just doesn't work for me But it was so funny Because I was like Bold of everyone to assume That I put this wig on I love that That's your PR stunt What would be your PR stunt What would you guys do For this podcast What's like a crazy PR stunt Have you ever talked about it Like what can we do To make this like viral I just thought of a PR stunt And I was like What was the PR stunt That I wanted to do And I can't remember

Oh no You should actually Work at these places You have the aprons on Just go start I would happily Do that for me With no cameras Have you ever had a restaurant Let you work behind the counter Raising Cane's yeah Oh how nice I didn't get paid I'm sure they paid That Ariana from Pump Rules I didn't get paid Which is fine Actually I did get paid In gift cards I have thousands Of Raising Cane's gift cards In my car But you know Rather than The money you give Yeah You're like oh wait

It was super cute I loved it They give James Charles An unlimited card That for the rest of his life He can swipe on any Canes he wants And if he wants it He has a contact He can text at Canes That will put it in an Uber And take it like to his house What? Anytime he wants What would your card be If you could have any card To any place And have an unlimited

Like fast food Like vibes as well Well yeah Honestly probably Canes are in and out Like somewhere that Doesn't deliver That's true That's a good point Yeah but there's no Canes around here You'd have to have It'd probably be cold Burbank now It's just like Oh it just opened Yeah it's like Oh yeah I drove there with A flat tire recently I was like I'm getting it now How did you drive On a flat tire Well I didn't Honestly Oh you just I didn't know I didn't know for so long And one of my neighbors Was like girl

The flat tire Was it worth it? So worth it You don't do like muck bangs Or eating on your tic tac I should I would love to You really should I love watching people eat And especially people who eat like fast food And I feel like no one eats online But I love when people eat I eat nothing but fast food I eat What? I post three meals a day All fast food All fast food Oh my god And she schedules it It's the funniest

Fucking thing in the world So like Last night before I went to bed I scheduled a club sub To be there Like literally When I woke up In the morning What's a club sub From where? Jersey Mike's club sub It's our favorite She put me on I'm not a sandwich girly Are you not? I don't think I've ever eaten a sandwich Someone can like Find me eating a sandwich I don't think I ever did I don't think I've ever Eaten a sandwich in my life Chips on a fucking With a white

Bread and a little bit of mustard I don't like like subs usually Like I don't know But this She put me on it It was so good What's in it? It's like turkey, bacon, lettuce So much mayonnaise But you like food really plain I do Right? I don't like things mixed together Oh yeah you don't like sauces either I don't like sauces I'll eat a plain burger Just like meat and bun

If you literally put an IV in me right now, I think ranch would come out. Really? And everything? Oh my gosh, I brought you my bling ranch. You could have taken it yesterday. I'm not kidding. Well, the problem is I'm walking through Trisha's house yesterday and anything, I'm like, oh my God, this is so cool. She's like, take it, take it.

Take it. Oh my God. And I'm like, I had to stop complimenting shit after 20 minutes. She gave me an Adam Sandler purse yesterday because I complimented and she wouldn't take no for an answer. It's the best gift I've ever received. I love giving things out to everyone. Like I literally, also just at my house is like a hoarding place. I have so much stuff. So I'm always like, just take it because I'm always getting new shit. You're so fucking, it's so sweet. You're so cute. I didn't even tell you. I have like the exact same purse that I gave you upstairs. Like I have two of them. So I was like, you're just taking it.

I should have told you to make you feel better. That actually does make me feel a lot better. Yeah, literally. I just like put it down there today. I was like, oh, now it's on display again. But honestly, I would have given you one if I even didn't have it. But I have to give you everything. Have you ever met him? No. We were talking about this yesterday. I like would die to meet him. He's like the most impossible. I feel like any person. We went and saw him in Vegas live. Like what was it like stand up? It was. It was like stand up. But also he was singing.

Oh Was it at an arena Was he doing it at an arena Yes Yeah I saw his tour It was recent right I was sobbing And he like brought his daughters Up to sing It was really good I was like too drunk though I wish I got a little less drunk Yeah we blacked out Like the minute he got on stage Like I wish I really remembered it Really Oh getting drunk is like So scary to me now I like can't do it Cause like when I black out I black out too But it's so What do you like drunk I'm fun I am super fun I think that's why

I always drink because I'm fun but I get so sick I like I've never been too much of a drinker but I get really sick but I am fun I just loosen up so much like whenever I've been nervous I always just like drink a ton and I'm like fine but yeah I really haven't drinking in so long but not because I had a problem I just like never I don't know I get sick from it I don't like the taste of it I get really sick from it too but I just do it every time and like forget I love it so much that I have to take breaks I'm currently on a 75 day break that's amazing oh my god do you feel different well I'm on day six of 75 days

But that's Like the hardest part But yes I actually I feel amazing Honestly That's good It's just My energy levels Are so different Like I actually Like when I'm drinking a lot I have no fucking energy And I just I do feel great You are doing the most Like yesterday You went here The pod My podcast The podcast After a concert

Yeah, yesterday was a lot, but the best fucking day ever. I left your house, Trisha. I rarely have these, but I'll go so out of body and just be like, I can't believe this is my life. And I was leaving your house really thinking that because I grew up watching you. Yeah, I felt the same. I felt like I was in a sorority. There were so many young people at my house. I'm like, oh my God, this is so much fun. And I was shaking afterwards. My body was shaking in bed. I'm like, wow, I'm physically exhausted from just being around people because I'm never around anyone. It was so much fun, but I'm like, yeah, it was great. It was amazing. I love that you welcomed everyone.

That was like my big party. I felt like I went clubbing with you guys all night and you guys were there from like four to seven. I love you so, just so much. I always loved you. I originally wanted to play this game with you and then I didn't prepare for it because I'm an amazing fucking podcast host. I love it. You have no producer. You're a producer. Are you? Yeah, but he just lost a little weight, he said. It's hard to see him over there. Wait, did you lose weight? You do it.

God you're the second person I've heard this from today They're like I didn't even think about it I just lost weight I'm like Like imagine I know what That's amazing I can't deal I know But I was gonna show you Your past thumbnails and titles And ask you to explain them That was the game I wanted to play Sorry guys we won't get that Because I didn't do it But why would you even tell us about it I know that sounds so fun It's my segue It's my segue Here's what I I have a question for you Yes

And I think I feel like I know the answer, but this is... And you don't have to answer this because it's a big part of your brand. Oh my gosh. But people will always say, like, is this a bit...

Like was this Was she in on this Or was she Did she mean this And like back in the day When it was like I identify as a chicken nugget Right That was like A drug one I There's like There's trolling There's real There's like drug induced And that was definitely drug induced I always say this I'm like that one was obvious to me Because like my pupils are huge Like Yeah There's an obvious drug I'm like I literally look like drugged out So I think there's certain ones Where you can like tell If I'm wearing sunglasses Like I think you can tell Yeah What drugs Can I ask Oh I think

that time oh my god I don't even remember I what year was that 2017 it maybe 2018 I just did a lot of coke at night and I think I just would like wake up the next morning just like fuck like hung up like hung over but like not you know what I mean yeah I'm pretty sure because that was the nights I would go out to like WeHo I could so see you being like a WeHo WeHo girl yeah I was obsessed with WeHo I love it oh love it and like at the time in like 2016

That was like my gay era. Like I feel like I was like in my gay prime and I loved it so much and it was so fun. I miss it. I do miss WeHo. I went for the first time like maybe a couple months ago and it's actually like so much fun. Like there's a new club. I don't know if it's new maybe. It was new to me heart and it was like such a vibe. It will take it out of you though going to WeHo. Are you guys WeHo girls?

I'll go every once in a while But I'll be taken out For like three days after that Yeah It's fun because there's like Dancing like Mickeys and stuff Like that's why I always liked it But I've been roofied in WeHo twice I feel like that's where You're going to get roofied I don't know why You've been roofied in WeHo Oh for sure That was like a That was like a monthly Occurrence Weekly occurrence at one point Yeah maybe that's why You get sick from alcohol Because they say that After you've been roofied Then all of a sudden You get like roofied

Way way way sicker From alcohol Whoa That's interesting I never heard that You know It blows my mind though That WeHo is so Roofie oriented For everyone who doesn't know WeHo is like West Hollywood And there's just this strip Of crazy wild Sexual fun gay bars Like everywhere And it's super fun But it's

It's weird to me because I would think that I would get roofied more in a straight setting and like a straight man. It's like straight men who we should be afraid of, I feel like. Right. So why am I getting roofied with all the girls in the gates? Maybe, I don't know. For fun? I don't know. Yeah. I think that's what people do. A lot of people do it just for fun. A thousand percent. Like in The Hangover. The roofie drug is GHB and a lot of people do do it for fun. Yeah. But I just, I...

I don't know if that's my journey. Yeah, I don't know if it's a fun thing to do, but. Yeah, a lot of DJs do it for fun. To other people. No, to themselves. Oh, right, like the GM. Yeah, like the GM. That makes sense because you're just kind of out of it or something, I don't know. I don't even know how I got home half the time. I used to live really close to WeHo, so I was kind of stumbling home or just got home somehow. Or just wake up at other people's houses, which I don't miss. But at that time, I really hated myself, so I was very self-destructive. So I was like, oh, if I die, I don't really care. I wasn't suicidal, but I was just like, eh,

Doesn't matter I've been in so many eras Like that Oh yeah Especially like drug eras Where you're just like Oh you know what If I go out this way It's how I go out You know Yeah drugs do that too For sure Yeah I've definitely done that a lot Cause I was always scared I would die of drugs You know I was always like I'm gonna die you know I was like convinced of that In like 2020 Oh Like I was gonna die That was like my era of drugs too For sure 2019, 2020

Yeah I came really Really really close One time And I remember It was actually During quarantine Like it was COVID And I did Pills from someone It was just this whole thing And I thought I was overdosing for sure And they took me To the hospital And it was in It was tents Outside I remember like Two flashes of it And I was literally like I don't want to be In a tent outside So take me home And if this is how I die This is how I die Oh my god Like I didn't want to Like do it all And it's like

First of all You fucking dumbass Like go to the tent And get help But I was like Too scared Oh people would never Even take me to the hospital Because they thought They would get like In trouble or something That they gave me the drugs Or that like That's how so many people die Because people are just scared To get in trouble Yeah That's crazy You're lucky you got Taken to the hospital No one's ever They just like Leave me there

I think now you can order Narcan and stuff online Yeah I keep Narcan in the house Narcan? What's Narcan? It's what they spray on your nose If you're overdosing Yeah I keep it in my cabinet I have too many Like little parties here It's free If you go to any pharmacy You can literally just ask for it And they'll give it to you Oh that's nice Because it saves so many people I keep it here Because like parties and shit

You know Now I'm not in my I could benefit From Narcan phase That's good to have I mean I didn't even know That was a thing Is that new Or has it just Always been around I think it's been Around for a while I think it's been Around The hospitals Have always administered it But I think that In the fentanyl epidemic It became more like Socially normal

Yeah that's why I wouldn't I could never do drugs I'd be so scared I was scared of it In the 2020 era I was like oh god The fentanyl is like And that's I'm like There's a big part of me That thinks that died I definitely had something That had a little But not enough Or I don't know Which is just really Fucking scary I never think of you As like a drug user I always think of you As like party girl drinking I That's That's sweet Yeah Did you talk about it I feel like you've never Talked about it I've talked about it A little After

Right after I stopped shooting my reality show and a lot of things just piled up in my life that was like way too much for me to handle. It was like stuff with my parents and stuff with the people closest to me. And I felt like I'd like lost like my first love and like just cameras and everything. I was taking a lot of pills to just like escape that reality. And yeah,

I feel like people Don't talk about enough That just everyone In LA does cocaine Oh yeah So much Yeah Every single person Absolutely ever In Los Angeles Everyone Does everyone When you tell people You did cocaine They're like oh that's it That's all you were doing And I was like what the fuck Like that's heavy Every celebrity ever It's so strange Like no one even bats an eye

No one bats an eye They think like Oh that's Cocaine is like As normalized As taking a shot here Like if someone Were to like Do a bump at a dinner table Someone told me Like weed and cocaine Are the same They're like Oh it's the same I was like Oh my god Like what It's crazy I grew up like I had drug addict parents And I was always like God I could never Like be involved In all of that And now I'm thinking about it I'm like I hardly have any friends Who don't do drugs Really That's just like

And you don't Have you ever I have You have I've like I've dabbled a bit Not like Just like I mean obviously I went to college and stuff Right I had a little bit Of a Xanax phase recently Yeah Yeah Xanax is very trendy It was very trendy But it wasn't like A drug thing It was like I was trying Not to kill myself thing Right Did you like How did you fix that Did you go to like A therapist or I don't know if I really Really

She just sat on this couch and aired it all out until she felt better. This is our damn therapy. Which is so crazy because like online you look very just like college sorority preppy wholesome. Put together. No I had a phase there for a second where I was like really out of it. I feel like

We didn't have the podcast Though at that time So it wasn't as like Yeah I mean now I'm like Prescribed Xanax and shit Like you know You can do I needed it I wanted to be so clear I needed it Like it was not Sincerely Sincerely I do get that 100% But I'm out of that now Every once in a while I'll take a little I was saying that What she was just saying How you look so Not

Maybe what you are In certain ways Like a drug addict parents Would never think Yeah You know That's crazy I was saying that like That was one of the reasons That like I'm dabbling In the brown hair And the clean girl aesthetic I was like damn like I took a page from Brooke's book I was like I just Let me put on my gold earrings And like slick my hair down And shit Cause then it's like I think some of it's the contrast Cause like Because

Because you kind of have The like party image And stuff Yeah Like I feel like Just me being next to you Makes it seem like I'm very like

With TikTok too, you have a very just like clean girl aesthetic. The way you talk is very clear. Well, thank you. Yeah, it's very, you'll marry the Elliot Grange, you know, of every of us. I think you could too. I do think you could too. I think I have to hit a full rebrand. I think you've been so out there with just like your wild stories. This podcast I know is holding me back from that journey. I don't know. I think this podcast is helping you with the rebrand. Well, we've had like situations recently, or I have anyway, where guys will like,

Not want to talk to us Because we have the Oh because you're gonna put it Dude and like I told this wild sex story With me and this like French guy recently Oh And I just did The craziest shit sexually I've probably ever done And yesterday I was When I went on to Whitney's podcast She starts asking me all about it And I was like

In my head I had an out of body experience I was like looking at myself And I was like You were talking about A double ended dildo right now Like in your holes And this is why You're not gonna marry Who you wanna marry I was like Digital footprint will get ya No that is hard I think that's another reason Why like dating is so tough Because I used to talk About everyone So like nobody That's why I couldn't

I couldn't get on Raya They were literally Like denying me Because they're like You're gonna like Talk about this shit And stuff Because I asked someone I was referred by so many people And I couldn't get in And then literally I found a contact at Raya And they're just like No because you make videos About all these like Famous people that you fuck And stuff That probably makes sense Because I got banned from Raya Because I was using it When I was underage Right And then like I tried to And everyone's like You can get back on Like what do you mean But that's probably Why they won't let me back

Gone yeah I've never like directly heard That yeah there's like real reasoning of Why guys would be scared I guess you Know because you guys would talk about Them always but it's like yeah Taylor so Says if guys don't want me to write bad Songs about them then they shouldn't I agree I totally I'm I'm with you girls on this I mean I would expose all day long you Know I also always fucking tell people Like if you're a good person and you Tell me like I don't want you to talk About me like I won't yeah I protected People's reputations who have done like A world's worst thing so I'm like I

Really? Why? Why do you protect them? I don't know. I had like, I thought I was like doing a nice thing for people. Conscience and guilt. Yeah. I do it honestly selfishly because I feel guilty if I say things like certain things. Oh, really? Yeah. Which is interesting because you said you have trouble like regulating your emotions. So you would think you would do it and then feel guilty after because I would do it, but then I'd feel guilty after. Yeah. Well, sometimes I'll do it and I'll cut it or like I'll, you know. Yeah. I have like, I'll post a TikTok like really rash, like crazy TikTok and then I'll delete it immediately. Yeah.

Wait really I've never seen your crazy TikToks I always think you're just talking about like cute things Like you know No I did like one like really crazy one About? About my like cheating lying boyfriend Of how many years? Or months? It was only a few months But he was like really out there You need to tell Trisha I want to know Do we know him? Have you talked about him? We talk about this a lot on the podcast Do people know? Well this is a good example Like I came on the podcast And I like didn't want to say anything about it for so long Yeah I was like Like I love him Yeah But he like

I was dating this guy. He was going through a lot. Okay. Last year he lost his mom, dad and brother. Okay. In one year. So he was going through a lot. Yeah. Our whole relationship was about that. Like every time I would do something, it's like, you remind me of my mom and like, I can't even talk to her anymore. Every night it's like, I'd be working and he'd be like, get home. I'm like, I'm, I'm crying. I'm going through so much. Like, cause my mom died. Yada, yada. That's dark. Yeah. I find out.

Mom's alive brother's alive oh I heard that this was on the Zach Sang show yes yes yes yes he literally made it all up he lied about his age he lied about where he was from he's not Australian like like I was a lying cheater on top of that and cheated on me like cereal like cereal cheater what where is he now is he making contest he just living his life he's a musician he's performing straight up festival yeah

It's awful I have been streaming his new song To be fair you played it In the car the other day Great artist Honestly Well the great ones Usually are like dark Like that But that's what's crazy That's what's crazy Those things that are like That deserves to be like Canceled To me that's like An ultimate cancellation You can't lie about Dead parents It's one thing to say it publicly Like whatever If you need to get ahead But like using it As such a weapon In a relationship And like making me Almost believing it as well And I was

He's sick Constantly Because I'm like I hate that he's going through this And it's like No he's not Oh my god That might be the craziest Shit I've ever I've never been with a guy That's like that But I would come on here And I'd be like But he was such a good boyfriend Like no he wasn't It was fucking horrible What did you miss Well you obviously missed Something about him For you to say He was a great boyfriend No Well I was I was deluded in

And I was like, I was really out of my mind. I wasn't medicated. He was also like a serious, serious love bomber. Like even when he was crazy or the next day, he'd be like, here's a gift. I ordered your favorite food. Let's go here. Let's do this. So, and I think it is really hard to shake that. Like, you know, even with Maude, that's why I like tried it again. And it was like, he's love bombing me all over again. And I like fell back into it because it's,

If someone's really fucking good at that Like it's hard And I had nothing to compare it to And you want it Of course You want them and you love them So it's like You know what I mean I loved the attention I never had Like a serious relationship before that So I was like Oh my god Like he's so good to me Like no one's ever done All these things for me But like I get that

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No He never had some closure Did he ever talk about it publicly No And he like When it finally came out Kind of that his parents were alive He was like Well I was talking about My adoptive mother figure Like just There's no adoptive mother figure He said he was like Three years older than he was He said just like Everything was a lie Wow He had an Australian accent I don't understand So like he's He's obviously famous He had followers So like he was lying to everybody Or just to everybody

Everyone And that's why That's why I didn't want to talk about it Because I was like I don't want to ruin his career But it's like He ruined his career When did it come out Who came out with it You did Did I No No okay here To be fair It was floating the fuck Around Hollywood Right And I know like A lot of people that know him In the music industry Yeah everyone in the industry knew But And it was It was coming out as is And also I am such an angry best friend Like Right Seeing her like You know what I mean Like

And I know what that's like I wasn't like angry at her For being like But he was like You know And like being sad But like when you see it From such a clear standpoint I was like Fuck him You know He's gonna get in jail someday I bet you We'll hear about it Have you dabbled with musicians? Oh yeah

I mean like again like D-list you guys get the like bomb ones I get people that no one ever I'm such a D-list musician lover no no I feel like yours are all like really big and stuff like that no Trisha I used to love musicians yeah I used to just love anything like famous I mean you could be anybody and I was like yeah I had my very first years in Hollywood I was all about like tattoos and hello hi oh hey oh my god hey

Oh my god, literally, I love it. Always a live studio audience. We do have a live studio audience. Hey, you look so cute. Yeah, go over there, go over there. This is a vibe. Oh my god, her outfit. Lila, you look so good. This is so great, good to see you. This is crazy. Hi, you look so hot. You guys have never met, right? No way. She really did. That was like when I first met her, she worked at McDonald's. Really? And look at you now. Oh my god, you look so good. Happy anniversary.

It's her pussyversary. It's her third birthday of her vagina. Do you like it? I love it. You should come on my podcast. I have so many questions to ask. I love how open you are about this stuff. I got to like DIY it myself. Wait, what do you mean?

What? The cooch is crazy, Lila. I love it. Oh my God. Do you show it on your OF? For sure. Okay, I love it. I'm going to subscribe. Wow. She did put a popsicle in her purse. I'm subscribed by seven days. Yeah. I haven't unlocked the messages. I subscribe to YouTube. I need to unlock the messages. You send out messages constantly. Both of you guys are always sending out messages. If I... You're supposed to comment in a decade.

I know that was um I know that's my thing too and I was during quarantine and it was when I was making sex tapes I looked at your stories and she'd be out like the night before I was like actually girl which that was like my dream you were my dream club because that is my you want to pop in for five minutes sure I would love that

Look how beautiful. Oh my God. I love the long hair. You look great. Everyone has these Van Cleef bracelets. Is that what they are? Is that what they're called? Trish, you need a Van Cleef. Is this the new Cartier? I don't know. First of all, I don't know where you get them. Van Cleef. Van Cleef. Van Cleef is like a store. Yeah, they're owned by Cartier actually, which I just found out. But they're like crazy. Aren't they like $40,000? This one was $7,000. Okay, I could do a $7,000. All that from your Starbucks job? What?

She hustles in the back room. She's like, yes. That looks so cute. You know I would. Nugget queen. Nugget queen. Where the fuck did you get that, Trish? Etsy. Etsy, yeah. You should be eating McDonald's. Isn't that your thing? You should be postmating it now. I honestly should have kept my costume and done my cosplay, like putting like a nugget in my pussy or something. Oh my God. How long ago did you do it? Would you actually put a chicken nugget in your pussy? Wow. Got it chopped off, sliced, diced. Oh my God. How do you like it? It's shredded. I love it. She's fun. Shredded. For sure. Oh my God.

And it's fun because like I've had both experiences. Right, of course. I know what a dick feels like. I know what a pussy feels like. That is so cool. Isn't it cool? That's my dream. That's my dream. One thing I wanted was a penis. Yes, I love it. If you had a penis, what would the first thing that you would do be? Oh, have sex with a pussy. Oh my God. I was just saying today that literally I used to...

Put my dick in a Zip lock bag With Vaseline And like put it Between the mattress Wow That's new And being a girl It's like Ugh it's so boring Yeah What are you gonna do Whack one out I know And that's why it's hard To have like a lesbian Relationship It's just gonna get

gonna get demonetized yeah oh it was never getting monetized honestly it was all what's this pussy was on screen it was yeah that's why it's hard to have like a lesbian relationship because I love the penetration that's why I've loved trans girls because I'm like you get both you get the girl experience but you get the penetration I should have did it while I had the chance I know I regret it too I was like oh

That would have been That probably would have been The number one seller too I know We would have made a bag and a half We would have had Van Cleef I know I know I would have been Van Cleef I wanted to honestly Like if you didn't qualify I would have won 100% whatever I was so scared of COVID And I was at the fucking Hype house Like was it worth it I know I know I thought I was like I'm so sorry I really wanted to so bad I remember you had the You had the Chan legend nails The Kylie Jenner infamous nails Yes And it said OnlyFans Yeah oh my god And I was like Just flopping around With my dick out And then you were like Yeah it's done But now you're killing it You're gonna like kill my mom I'm like okay

She don't do the same thing.

Yeah. How long have y'all known each other? Me and Tima in 2017 when I first visited L.A. My wife stalked me down and I love to bring it up. No way. I was in L.A. for the first time ever. Her dumb ass posted that she was at a hookah bar. And so I go to Google and I type in hookah bars in Koreatown. No way. And I went to the first one. Stalked her. And she's like outside like jaw shaking like on Molly. Oh my God. Everybody watching is just going to like stalk her to be like, I can be her friend now.

Be her bestie Oh yeah You're better now Wouldn't recommend Now I don't post where I am And I have security And I would never befriend a crazy now Like she really was the exception to the rule I love you now though Because you'll literally post weeks After you got back from Paris And you're like Ugh

Yeah The best cafe latte Still posting in Paris You just woke up It's 8pm You're upstairs Yeah absolutely Every time But that's so smart Like you really like Need to do that I was doing that today Like taking all these photos As like a brunette To like prolong it Do you love the brunette I love Everyone loves it It's so good It's not brunette Right it's not It's a honey blonde I'm ready to scam you For a buttercress on it Ha ha ha

Can you talk about your Starbucks scam? Okay. I actually don't know. Oh, God. I used to. A bunch of scammers over here. I used to. I used to. Preface. I used to. I make my own money. The way I know it was last Thursday. But she used to. What? Bitch, I always reload my Starbucks card. Fuck you. You have your Apple Pay me. Anyways. Tell us. Tell us. When I used to work at McDonald's, the night shift, I used to, you know, go to McDonald's

Go to the grocery store With a duffel bag Stuff it full Get like $300 of groceries And pay like $3 First of all A bitch had to do What she had to do To survive Yeah it's not a felony If it's under $9.50 Right Perfect We do a smash and grab At Ralph's

And then I would go next door to Goodwill, stuff it full, take all my Instagram content with my shitty fucking wig. Okay. And then I would go to Starbucks and be like, I am so confused. I think another homeless person took my order again from the 30th day in a row. Oh, like your mobile order. And they're like, oh my God, like Lila, right? Like it was a strawberry. I'm like, yeah, I love your shoes, Casey. Oh my God. Wait, how do they know your order though? I was just always like walking around like with my laptop because I would upload all my YouTube at Starbucks because I couldn't afford Wi-Fi. Oh my God.

Maybe they just knew. So essentially the scam is saying that you had a mobile order and someone took it. Yeah, take notes. Figure it out. Don't be... I bet they knew. I bet they knew. There's excuses when people are like, I'm so poor. It's like, fix it. Figure it out. Oh my God. Okay. Thank you, love. Reddit is going to have a real thing.

But I'm not gonna lie Lila Poppin does give me life Like that That gave me life There's certain people Who just like Can't get cancelled And say anything in the world Like there's just Certain people It's like We were talking about Yesterday the Theo Vaughn thing I was just like I feel like he says The craziest shit I'm like how does he not He can't I guess he doesn't care He said the n-word On his own podcast And didn't cut it It's crazy Does not care He could have cut it It was his own podcast I know Tana on Vine was crazy But he's like 43 On like YouTube And I'm just like Okay how are you Getting away with this It's crazy

Crazy yeah I feel like for him like Comedians get the pass for Everything because it's like oh They're just that's my new thing I Know I'm a comedian I know we're trying to Like rebrand like trying to say Something funny so that we can say No it doesn't work for girls like you Can't be a comedian you can't say I Was having a joke it's like no you Were being serious but guys I was Just joking when they clearly were And then they get away with it is I Know misogyny of it all I hate I Literally feel like only Chelsea Handler and Whitney Cummings have ever gotten Away slightly with that and still Gotten so much hate right that's Who got so much oh Kathy Griffin Right she was the one with the head

Holding Trump's head Oh yeah Kathy Griffin's like Always like in trouble But I feel like she doesn't care No and I love that about her That when she did get in trouble For holding Trump's head like that She doubled down She did a whole fucking world tour About it Made the jokes She was on the no fly list Trump put her on the no fly list And that was real? I was wondering Is that publicity Or is that real? I mean I knew Kathy pretty well And she would like She would say it off You knew Kathy Griffin pretty well You and Kathy are so random Shane, Shane, Shane

Shane hooked me and Kathy up. Shane knew I loved Kathy Griffin, so he was like, let me... Very random. Shane had the most random people connections ever. Absolutely. Why was he hanging out with Kathy Griffin? That's so random. I mean, good for him. I like her, but what? What was the craziest thing you feel like Shane ever did for you? Oh, um...

He did a documentary on me I was like the first documentary thing And it like helped me pop off Yeah I was like very And you got a good one right? Yeah I was literally nothing It was just like Here's my friend Trisha And I was like okay Yeah mine was not so good No then he went crazy And did like the Jake Paul The Tana Con Like just insane I was like oh my god Like it was crazy But I remember they got like 30 million 40 million I was grateful for the documentary though Because it vindicated me a lot After Tana Con Like it's shown a lot of light On it not being like I feel like a lot of people Thought I was like

diabolically planning it by myself you know like i want these people sunburned and like you know that's gonna get clipped but no it was the tana con thing's crazy because weren't you like 19 or something too we were like so young or 20 i yeah i i think it was no i was 19 for sure 19 which is crazy i mean don't plan a convention at 19 but no one around loving you that ambitious like who at 19 was like i'm gonna compete with big con like that's fucking nuts but i love it no but like

Yeah no I get it I didn't say iconic But like I guess people Got burned and stuff But it wasn't your fault It wasn't like Zeno It was like I don't know But also it was In a crazy time When like Shane Could like literally Make anyone look good Like Jake Paul And like you I mean I love you Jeffrey Yeah I mean he did Right And then the pendulum Swung the other way And everyone's like Fuck you if you've ever Made a video with Shane Dawson And it was like so crazy And I like wrote for him Hard even during that Are you still You asked me this yesterday And I went in on this But are you still Friends with him Are you still Do you still talk to him No I haven't talked to him Since like 2021

Yeah. Really? Yeah. Is he having a baby? Yeah. Wait, they're born? No, they're not born. They're just pregnant right now. Yeah. Was it a falling out or was it a natural? Um...

I think, yeah. I think there was just like, you know what? Honestly, it's like so... It was sad. Honestly, it's just like... It's sad because I really, really liked Shane the most. Like, I really loved him. I really thought he was like the one person who always had my back. But then after we did have the little falling out, everyone was like, oh, he talks shit about you. He said this. And you know it's real because it's like only stuff you said to Shane. I was like, oh, damn. You know what I mean? So I think all that's like just hurt and just sad. And I like...

You know I get it I'm like not a great friend either But like you know It's just like a whole thing Well you're reformed now I definitely wasn't talking shit about him That's the one person I never talked shit about Like I love Shane more than anything Like it actually creates me So much You don't give yourself Enough credit for how reformed You are now You've grown so much As a person I think you think You're still that Trish from that era And you're so not

Thank you Yeah it's hard Like I feel like The internet You know internet Like doesn't want you To forget anything So you just feel guilt About everything you've done And it's hard That time with YouTube Was weird though Like everyone that was Your bestie And like same I never said a bad word About Shane But that It was a gossip era I'd go over to Jeffrey's house And I'd be like God we are best friends forever But you would soon find out That it was this big Toxic gossip train Oh yeah We did talk about that A little bit I went

went in on Colleen oh my god no Tana went off I hope you don't cut it don't cut it okay yeah I honestly went over two hours I was like honestly I think for that ad sense let's just do the full two and a half hours I think we don't cut one fucking thing and we give the people what they want yeah honestly no yeah same usually I like to cut like a couple things after an interview like maybe cut that maybe cut that like I'm very that now but that I'm like cut a damn thing in Tana fashion yeah you are but you're also one of those people who can like get away with anything I really just can't I don't think I

Even if I'm in the right I can't get away with anything She thinks she's like So much more hated than me Oh a thousand percent I don't agree with that I literally got Not that I think you're hated But I think I don't know anyone Who doesn't love you Well I feel like again It's a pendulum I think now it's like But I don't take it seriously Either way Like now people are liking me But it just up

Up and down always She tells me that All the time She's like you can't Place value even in The good opinions Because it's like They're gonna switch on you Yeah I don't read Like too much of the Good comments Like when I see Something good I'm like okay good But I try not to read it Either because then You just think like Oh this will never end And it's like you just know And it does Yeah right It just it swings You know and I think If you're like a truly Good person you can Like stick around I always said it was Like Colleen and Joey Were great people That's why they have Long careers and then It's like boom one went Down so Joey's still Standing strong hopefully He does not get cancelled Yeah I do think From what I know thus far Joey Graceffa is a good Person I think

I think so too. Honestly, truly. I would have said this about Colleen because I never knew she talked shit about people. I really, truly didn't. I only hung out with her like three times before we did the podcast. But I was like, I didn't know. But Joey, I never heard her talk shit either. When I was on Escape the Night, I'll never forget this. Like Gabby Hanna. And honestly, and I've never said this, and Andrea Russett were so like, this was still when I was like, my first season at least, I was like very newbie to the game. And I felt like they were OGs in the game and they very much treated me like that.

Really? Like, treated me like, like, honestly, bullying. Like, it was bullying vibes on set. And, you know, me all, like, try to do it back. But it's, at that time, it was very much strength in numbers and in numbers. You know, like. How old were you?

18 maybe That's so weird And also like Who are they I'm sorry They're not OGs either I hate when people do that To like new people It's like you're also Like second generation YouTubers Like don't even You know what I think just because I've been around so long It like pisses me off I'm like also You're a second generation Joey really did have my back though I remember I like He took me in a room And was like listen Like I'm sorry This is happening I love you Like whatever He knew it was happening Yeah like

Why didn't you kick him off Zero tolerance for bullying I'd be like hell no Don't do this to an 18 year old Because it wasn't It wasn't giving like Bullying It was just giving like Mean girl cracker joke Like what Whatever I don't really remember I really don't remember Like Gabby was just always Like really like

We'd butt heads a lot Yeah But Andrea was just She never liked me Really? And she really doesn't like me now Is she still making content? I don't even know She's actually Yeah she's still making content She posted some stuff That I've been recently seeing About her sobriety journey Which I do really respect I think it's really good At the end of the day Whether we get along or not It's always awesome To talk about sobriety And health for people

Yeah, the dark part of influencing are those people who do like get into those kind of states and stuff like that. Like, why do they fall off and the reasons why and if they get into, because like she's another one who always seemed, I don't know much about her, but I always thought she was kind of like goody, you know? And so when you hear that stuff, you're like, oh my God, you know, it's kind of, it's kind of dark. But yeah, my only beef with Joey is he never asked me to go on Escape the Night and we were like close friends. I was like, okay,

literally did like 10 seasons with like random people i was so it's funny because i like i was surprised he even wanted me on let alone like twice because i'm so canceled like he should have put you on that's what i'm saying i'm like a different type of cancel where like i told you like even you're canceled you guys canceled me off the podcast like my episode is the only one that got deleted and i was like i am like i was telling her that we never did that we didn't do that it's off it was off i would never delete an episode of the podcast ever you just deleted it i thought

Oh I thought I thought it Something in production Happened Then that's the Ultimate cancellation Didn't they like Kick you off of YouTube or something It was like Me no I've never been kicked off Maybe off of your Eyes' channel No I mean I wanted it out Because I wasn't there Yeah right I had

I honestly don't care But I always think There was a time When people like Really don't want to be associated It's again It swings I don't care I've always wanted to And always will be Associated with you And I would just Never delete anything Period Yeah it's wild It was a YouTube thing I think it might have Gotten sent like In our group chat Or something But it was like An actual like YouTube notification YouTube deleted it Or if there was Something in it maybe I don't know what The episode was Yeah I would never Delete my most viewed Podcast episode It was the most Viewed episode Oh my god Random Hopefully this one Is just as viewed I know Hopefully it stays up

Honestly, I like don't care either. I mean, I do. You know, I do care. I say I don't care, but I'm like, even Joey not asking me honest. I thought it was a mouse. Trisha, what do you mean? Oh my God. What do you mean you thought that was a mouse? Holy shit. That's the biggest mouse I've ever seen. Scary.

Your house has mouse problems. We've had mouses in some houses. We had a mouse crawled across hunters like laying down body in one of the houses. Mice are cute. Rats are ugly. Right. Rats are crazy with their long tails. I mean, we live in the mountains so we get mice too. It's like not a big deal.

They freak me the fuck out They freak me out I fucking What do you do with them Do you guys release them Or drown them Or what do you do I don't even want to say What happened last time We had a mouse It's not I would get cancelled for that Oh right Because you can't be in here But you kind of have to Like get rid of them I didn't do it I don't do anything Rip Aw

I didn't do it. I didn't know what was happening. It was like someone who was working for me. Oh, they smash it with like a broom or something. It's so dark what people do. Yeah. Okay. I see a couple of nuns. Yeah. Got it. That's literally what happens. Nice.

We love mice. It's not funny, dude. Like PETA. I didn't do it. I didn't know what happened. It was too late. Rest in peace. There are certain things like you have to because otherwise they come back. It becomes a problem. It gets infested. You can like hurt people. We have like a baby so we don't like the mice to bite them and stuff like that. Completely understandable. Yeah. We were...

Just on a podcast It was Plan Brie We were just on a podcast And they made us play a game That was wild by the way Two podcast hosts are wild But having two guests And two podcasts Like that's wild Like how do you even talk Like And for some reason We were able to make it happen And it was like People loved the crossover Of course They're a big podcast Yeah

It's wild Even now I'm always like Oh my god It's like a lot To talk to like You know Back and forth I love it That's why I wasn't On your last episode Yeah No you should come on mine I love your TikTok I follow you on TikTok I love you You don't know I literally lost my mind When you followed me on TikTok Oh my god Wait do you ever do Solo podcasts Do you always go together We always do together

But we do I'll go on Podcasts You going on by yourself Yeah Okay I didn't know I was like okay I always see people On podcast You're the ultimate Podcast queen You're everywhere Like you do so much Which is great I have four coming out This week I don't know how Because in my head I'm not But then like You're on like a press tour Like always You're kind of all over The place I mean in a good way Like you're just everywhere Everyone's talking about you Which is like the perfect Podcast guest to have I'm in 18 scandals right now

No it is true No and I love it It's the time to go do it I love doing podcasts too Like I like to be the guest Because it's kind of like You can just chill And not have any pressure Talk about yourself And live and breathe Of course Like I love interviewing people Like I love to find out About people but Going on a podcast Is obviously so much Fucking easier than You know Yeah you don't have to Prep or plan Yeah and it's not on you Like if it's a shit episode It's like oh that sucks Right right right Totally yeah But we played this game On Plan Bree Called Canceled or Not

And she would read us names And then we would say If we Like in our mind Like cancelled or not You know like If I think Like you know what I mean If I think they're cancelled Or not To me And I would kind of elaborate And I have a few for you Oh my gosh Okay I love this game Okay I'll start Chill

Jeffree Star. Canceled or not? Not. Why? Although he's in Montana. Yeah. Canceled. Why? I think if you leave California, you're just... If you're in Montana, you're canceled. Everyone in Montana. I thought he went to Wyoming. Like you... Oh, Wyoming canceled. With his yachts. Like...

I don't think he's canceled. I don't think he's canceled. I think not canceled. Okay, not canceled. Kevin Hart here. With Chase Freedom Unlimited, you can cash back 3% of drugstores, 3% on dining, including takeout, 5% on travel purchased through Chase, and

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I think he's just in his like, also Colorado. Oh, but he's also Colorado. Canceled. I think if you're like in any of those weird states, you're canceled. You think when people move away to a weird state, like they're fucking canceled. Yeah, it's almost like you're exiled. So canceled, canceled.

I like it I respect their like Quiet lifestyles Honestly it's great Jeffrey's been nice to me Actually I don't know No this is so fun And I would play it In a heartbeat I can tell you Wait are you What are you guys saying I mean to me Neither are cancelled Yeah Cause it's like my opinion Like you know what I mean Like Jeffrey's not cancelled to me Like I guess it's essentially Asking would you hang out with them Do you like them You know Oh I thought we were saying Like public view No no no to you Like to you Okay Do you wanna retract Any answers Jeffrey's are cancelled They're not Oh my gosh Um

I think I'm just in a different era. I'm going to just say not cancel. Honestly, seriously, because I hate having beef in general or like looming things over my head. Like I would just say not cancel to be cool with everybody. So I should just not even ask you about Colleen Ballinger, David Dobrik, or H.T. Cancel, cancel, cancel.

People who just deserve... It's not even cancellation. Like, how are you a human and not, like, in prison sort of thing? You know what I mean? Like, that's what I was, like, crazy to me. And in all, like, sincerity, too. Like, I really mean that. Like, it's crazy some of the stuff people get away with. I agree. Especially, like, we talked about with David yesterday. It's just, like, the whole thing. I'm just like, wow, you actually caused, like, life, like, damaging injuries. And everyone's just like, eh. Bobby Altoff. I saw a TikTok where you...

What are your What's your opinion on Bobby? I think I'm like jealous I think I'm just jealous That she popped off so much And I'm just like I get jealous when people Just pop off out of nowhere And I'm like Jesus Like how do you get an interview With Drake? Like what the fuck? Like you know I wonder what happened Between the two of them Yeah did they ever come out with it? Someone said it was a copyright But I don't think that I think it's a PR sign I think so too They're signed with the same agent She said she signed that night With his agent I'm like no one signs like that night You have to have like lawyers Involved and stuff Like you have to have like Yeah You know I think deleting it And the unfollowing

In my opinion Just it It smells like PR stunt Totally Like there She's gonna be In his like music video Like Kiki Palmer And Usher's video Yeah Like they deleted The Drake interview And her and Drake Unfollowed each other Yeah But like I don't feel like Drake is like Petty unfollowing people If it's not like For something I could see Drake Being petty unfollowing

People Do you guys know Drake Have you guys ever Been flown out I feel like everyone's Flown out by Drake No Oh no We're not tall enough I've like met him And been in the same room But like he doesn't know me I'm like I'm not gonna say I have never been In the same room as Drake Oh I heard he like Flies out every Like influencer girl No they have to He like He's like a supermodel He really doesn't Fly out at No yeah I only know like

A couple people Really? Oh I don't know I'm like so mad into it I just look Dabbled in Drake Oh okay I'd go But he doesn't want me Right You're more like a Tyga girl right? Is that the one? The only one who's ever Slid into my DM So I'm always like That's my But I'm like What did Tyga say to you? Everybody What did Tyga say to you? I think he was just like We texted a few times This is like

This is like 2022. This is like- Tygo wants us dead. Wait, why? We've got to stop saying wants dead. Oh, right. Sorry. The fucking headlines of what we do. I just, I just once and for all want to say, whenever we say that, coming either way, if we say we want them dead, they want us dead, that is an exaggeration and a fucking joke. And if Theo Vaughn said it, you would let him. Yeah, right. That our fucking friend group- Great point. That our friend group makes, if I see one more fucking article-

with the words who wants her dad damn that was wild what did you and taiga say um it was like very like basic because i i think i might have just started dating moses so it was very like i was thinking like do i do an only fans i think he started his only fans at the time it was like 2020 so i think he was just maybe doing a bunch of clubs with people or something like that um and that was kind of when i was getting out of it so it was just more like hey we should hang out like that kind of thing and then i was just like kind of dating moses so i was just like well

I probably would have like had I not been I was just like really on the outside like literally the week before we officially started dating I literally did like 10 sex tapes to get it all out and then I was like okay I'm done now and then I'll just tell these I still tell them that's so sweet to me that's so sweet get it all out of your system he was totally fine like being my friend and doing OnlyFans he's like if you want

to just do that do that but then I was like oh no I really like him so you know he saved me from so many like overdoses like I did OnlyFans clubs with people and we did like GHB I was like in a K-hole and he literally came and picked me up at like the W Hotel and we were just like friends and was like so sweet didn't have sex with me just like laid in bed next to me and I was like I want to have sex like oh no like just stay over there

That's so sweet. Why is that? I'm like that. You know what I mean? Yeah. Because when I'm drunk, I'm just like, I'm such a little horny. I'm a horny drunk whatever. And the other night, I had a friend come over. A friend? Why are you here? No.

The friend? Is the friend here? He's friends with the friend. He's friends with the person. Is it a celebrity? No. I love celebrity. Okay, okay. Sorry. I just feel like it's a thing. But I was, I'm sober right now and the person was like just super fucked up. Not trying to hook up with me at all, just super fucked up. And I've been around this person super fucked up being like flirty and like whatever. Yeah. And in my head, I like left my own body and I was like, God, is this what I'm like when I'm so fucked up and someone else is sober and I think it's,

fine and it's not. You're seeing it from the outside, yeah. Like, oh, I just like left my own body. How did you feel about it? Like, did you guys, you guys didn't do anything? No, we're just friends. It just like, I don't know. So why did he come over? Are you just to hang out? Yeah. That always, always like shocks me. If it's like, what time was it? Like midnight. Oh, they literally come out to hang out at midnight? I don't know about they, just this is a specific situation, I guess. Oh, is he a podcaster? Amari. Oh, sometimes. Yeah, like so visible, it's crazy. Amari!

You're totally fine. You're naming your next child Elvis, girl or boy. What if someone steals it from you? It's going to happen. Courtney and Travis, I think, are going to do it. That's why I've been putting it out. But I've been putting it out since I was like 24. Oh, that's good because then people can't accuse you of copying them. Yeah, yeah. I'm 100% doing it. I've been saying it for my whole life, so I'm just putting it out there. Do you have any other, like what was Malibu almost named? It was,

It was always going to be Malibu Barbie. I think if we had another girl, it would have been hard because I thought, oh, well, Elvis is a boy name. But now I'm like, no, it's gonna be Elvis no matter what. But we thought of like Renesmee from Twilight. I love Renesmee. Sugar cookie. I love that so much. I think it's so cute. Do you have any more? I need more. This is so good. Do you have any more? I have like a whole list of names. Can you tell me more?

I don't I mean I probably have my phone I have this Do you remember the other girl names we had? I would love to take a pause And find it We had Paper Mate Yeah I mean if you have my phone over there I can do it You had what was it? Paper Mate Paper Mate I love it I was the whole obelisk Paper Mate is crazy Paper Mate like the pen? Paper Mate Yes I love it Paper Mate's like KitchenAid You know why I love it Like getting weird I love Paper Mate because I like I really got obsessed with you So I like Penn Badgley So his name's Penn Like Penn And I'm like oh Penn and Paper Mate Would be such a cute couple You know I love it

Trish what about matzo ball? Oh that's cute We call her our little matzo ball Actually during Passover We call her that Malibu She had to show us A little matzo ball on it But Stop You guys should get Penn Badger down the back He's like my dream guest But I don't think he goes I want to fuck the shit Out of Penn Badger So badly Oh my god

I'm just saying dude I mean yeah And it's something about That character he played As well Like he was cute And got a sub girl But it never did it for me And then I was like Oh you're a murderer Same Oh my god No but I love Okay here's the thing Like maybe because I would have Psychopathic tendencies But I love I wish a guy would like Follow me And like want to Kill for me Like that's

Like I love that Yeah Like you think so Until they kill their family Until it happens Yeah The guys that want to do that Are never hot Like you are such a fantasy You know Right Yeah That's why season four There was no sex I'm like I can't watch this He's not having sex with anybody And I was like This is so awful He put that in It's like

Because he had a wife Or something And he was like I don't want to have Any sex scenes But he had a wife Since the beginning I researched this He had a wife Since season one So I'm like Why did you flip it All of a sudden So now all of a sudden Maybe she was Like a man I would I would too I talked about this I was like If it was Moses Like acting I would not want him To have like sex on screen With anyone Because you have chemistry You're feeling something Yeah that's how Brangelina happened Oh always Anyone They all seem to like Leave for those romances So I was just like Okay I don't know I mean I

On the other, the flip side of the coin, like I really like if I was shooting a movie with someone who we were pretending to be in love, like,

my little brain can't handle that. Like I'm falling in love. Yeah. Oh, same. Yeah. I don't know if I would trust myself to be an actress either. I'd probably be like, like I just have such a good husband that I couldn't leave him because he's like just the most amazing person. But I am someone who's just like so into celebrity and I'm so like have no self-control. You know what I mean? Moses does. He's like, I honestly could never fuck this up. She was telling me yesterday that if she ever met Adam Sandler, like she's throwing the baby. Not that she didn't say throwing, passing the baby.

Passing the baby to Moses and going full blown single. I would give him a pass too but he has no pass for it. I'm like you can have sex with like you know like Ariana Grande. I'm like you probably wouldn't have sex with her. He's like no. I'm like but if she offered I could see why people are tempted by it you know. Aria wouldn't have sex with you? I was like yeah I guess. Like why would you say? It's like a Jason Momoa or something you know. It's like whatever. I had Cleopatra. Cleopatra.

Houdini Houdini's good It's a good name right Let's see We had more baby names Hold on let me see That's I have one more list I'm stealing one of these though I just said the other day Like I'm definitely naming my kids Some fucking off the wall shit Yeah What would you have What would yours be I just met I just This isn't even that off the wall But I just met a girl on tour Like a fan Her name was Starlet And I love that name Starlet's nice Starlet's good But everyone was like You're not naming your kid That's a hooker name Um

Oh, yeah. I wanted to change my name to Bambi because my mom is gone. And I was like, please. And she's like, that's a hooker name. Oh, Bambi is kind of a hooker. I love hooker names. I love Cherry. I love Candy. I love all those. I think those are really, really hot. My stripper name was Ten. T-E-N. And I love it. Was Ten? Yeah. There was a pretty girl named Ten at my summer camp. And I wanted to name my baby Ten. But that was my stripper name. So I'm like, I can't name my baby Ten. My sister made...

Her stripper name My name No way That's cute Brooke is like A slutty girl name That's so funny You're saying that's cute I'm like that's insane Why? That's cute It's not like she did it And then told me she did it And it was a secret And I found out from her friend Like five years later Oh my god She had been using it For all five years Does she look like you?

No Okay that's good Because then they might see you And be like Brooke And you're like yeah No she got in an accident And went to the hospital And the only person Who could identify her Was like oh yeah that's Brooke So they called my dad And they were like Brooke has been in an accident Oh my Your life is wild I didn't know that story Oh my god It's way more like Detailed than that But literally they were like She's been in a terrible accident A social worker came To like talk him into Like seeing her And he got in there And he's like That's not even Brooke Oh my god How crazy

crazy is that how you found out oh yeah he called he called me oh my god yeah the morning of my prom and he's like you're never gonna like that like you just breadcrumbed six levels higher yeah you were like a minor i've told that story i think on this pod you said the brook part but the prom and the identification of the accident those were left out oh my god they all knew do you talk to her

Yeah. Okay, so you guys are fine. You guys are cool or whatever. Yeah, she lost all her teeth in the accident. Oh my God. Your life story is nuts. No teeth was crazy. No teeth off camera. It was like a Migos ad. No teeth, teeth. Well, they couldn't. Right.

No cause they shatter The bottom half of her face So she doesn't have anything To like attach teeth to Still? Jesus oh my god She's fine though She's chilling How much money did you make From doing the NPC TikTok live trend? I didn't make as much as you I saw you made like something crazy I literally just made like Maybe a thousand I'm like I don't know if that's worth Like an hour of my time But I don't know Maybe it is worth it I don't know There's a lot You're so good at like Committing

The itting to it too Like you really did it I went for like two hours And I think I made Like a thousand I'm like okay Well I mean it's good But I mean I wasn't Making like 50,000 But you also made A lot of press for it All these TikTok like Drama pages And just press in general Were picking up That you did it And I was so mad Because I was like I want the press for it I did it too I think you did it Before me

me I think you just did a TikTok for like two minutes or something yeah and then I'm like oh I'll just come in and do the full thing because I'm pretty sure I saw you do it I know Moses told me early about MPC and then I saw you do it I was like oh that's so smart so I think you just did it really long and it was like crazy but I was doing it for a minute because I just thought it was like fun and funny but then everyone is like which I don't care people they're like oh my god she's just going broke she's getting tips I was like oh my god I'm doing it for fun but like maybe I shouldn't do this because people are like spending their money and I was like oh I kind of feel bad about it but

it but yeah i don't want to take like some like kids like dollar you know no let's like just take it yeah yeah no it's a very virtual strip club thing which is like i love like the part of me will always be like a stripper inside you know i'm always just like i love a tip i do cameos and i'm like not ashamed but usually people are like wow that's so desperate but i'm like i kind of live for i love the cameo era we used to do the funniest shit trevi where we would want to go on a trip

like we don't like we want to go to hawaii next month and the trip would be like eight thousand dollars and then me natalie and trevi everyone would be around and be just me and trevi making cameos and we put a tally mark on the board every time we got closer to the eight thousand dollars and then we'd go on the trip and we'd be like thanks no i do that when i want to buy like luxury things now that i'm like you know in a family and they have to you know like be smart with my money i'm like okay whatever i make on cameo i could just like spend on my and i like doing cameo weirdly it's fun as fuck you're making me want to get back on it it's so fun yeah you just

Gotta up it I saw Matt Rife was doing 600 I'm doing 600 too And so like that's what I do now And it's like But people pay Cause you know It's like I give them my all I'll do like a custom song For you I'll fucking like Dance like whatever you want I want one Buying one now I'm buying one right fucking I'd love to do that Crazy people are on Cameo Lindsay Lohan was on Cameo I think How much is hers Some people are like Thousands Yeah and I almost bought one And I don't know why I didn't I live for that Yeah I think Lucas Crookshank Bought one for me For one of his videos And I was like I don't know That's fine And then people were like Oh my god I can't believe She's doing this But

I'll hustle for anything Like I'm really not Above any dollar I also I agree 100% I'm the same way Like I My managers are always like Yeah you're not doing that I'm like why not Yeah Like I don't have That money I have such a fucking It's just I feel like when you come From that hustle mindset You know what I mean No for sure You can't like shake that I don't know Yeah I was talking to Dr. Drew about it I was like I feel like I shouldn't be doing OnlyFans Because I'm a mom But it's like that money And he's like do you need it I'm like oh it's like a big part Of my income And I don't want to like Lose it because it's like

Easy money And I already did all this shit I might as well make money off of it But then I'm like Oh but I have like a daughter It's like very like Confusing but When you started YouTube Were you starting it for the money Or for fun? Oh for the fun Like I don't think anyone made money For the first few years Yeah Like I started in 2007 And I don't think anyone Started making money Oh there was no Monetization program then Yeah or 2009 I didn't monetize until 2011 Damn that's OG And then you had to have A certain amount of subscribers I think it was like

Crazy at the time Like it was really hard To get into the program And it's when I met Shane When I was 20 And he hired me To be a stripper In his music video Off LA Casting And I saw his big ass house When he was like 20 And he's like Yeah I made all this From YouTube And I was like I've been doing YouTube Like what the fuck How do you make money And he was like The first person He like showed me Oh wow That's I just got chills For some reason Yeah no I owe Shane Like everything too Because like obviously He helped me in like

So many ways I feel the same way I owe him so much You know what I mean Yeah It's like yeah So and to me He's not like a shit person You know what I mean Like we had our falling out Or whatever But you know It's not like David Who's like a shit person Yeah that's fact Yeah

I want to be in a music video Speaking of being casted In music videos Oh Yesterday for a second We were actually We were talking about David You made a joke about Like how he just had The All American Rejects At his birthday party performing Yes Which was God I wanted to go in there With like a wig And a Jeff Wittek shirt No it was so lame I love the All American Rejects Get the weekend If you're that rich How about that You know then I'll be impressed Not again You know

In the weekend It's killing me I want a weekend kick I want to have him On my podcast so bad I only know his show The Idol I don't know his music But I love him I need to I always have sex With the weekend music You guys should do it I always have sex With the weekend I imagine Would you have sex With the weekend

Fuck yes I would Yeah he's kind of Has a swag too Especially if I'm always Talking to his music I could just get the real thing Cut the Spotify playlist Yeah but I'm singing bitch My pussy's like clenching When we talk about him It's like weird I don't know why He's like not my type But I watch the show The Idol And I'm just like He knows Yeah

Yes I did an ASMR hairbrush And dressed as Hedros I really really Truly truly truly Hope one day I can find my Moses This man is looking at her With the most love And adoration In her eyes In his eyes Like smiling Looking at her I swear to God Like they're walking Down the fucking aisle Right now And she's like My pussy's crunching When I talk about the weekend Like that is my dream Because he knows I'm like hooked on him He like treats me Like a fucking queen There's no way There's no way I'd ever do anything But he lets me have Like my moments Because he knows I'm like celebrity obsessed And I just like Oh I'd never do it

We shouldn't be with guys who won't accept us for who we are. That's so real. Yeah, it's actually like hard to find, but oh my God, he really does accept me for everything. You'll find someone. But I mean, I think it's just like the people you're finding, you know, like the Maud Sons and I don't know if that's your guy, but I don't know if I'm putting you in that type, but

But honestly, you should. He had a baby with a playmate. So I think he gets the chicks. Yeah. He only used to only date playboys. Yeah, 100%. I know this for a fact because I used to go to the Playboy Mansion hoping to meet. So you are living my dream. Please keep all of that in. He's going to murder me.

Tell me what being at the Playboy Mansion I've been deep diving You just had Holly Madison on your podcast Which is amazing you beat me to the punch I want to have her on so bad But I've been deep diving her podcast About what it was really like at the Playboy Mansion Because I've always been obsessed I read her book when it came out I've watched every documentary I've always just been Playboy obsessed And now after so much that's come out Not so much Hef obsessed What was your experiences at the Playboy Mansion like?

Yeah you're probably too young to go right It was close before you I swear to god They don't have the party It's the only thing Well Hostess owns it now The Twinkie people Owns the mansion I know way too much about it That's the only thing that I have FOMO really Of being too young And like Rainbow Room I would have loved to do like Cocaine with Jim Morrison At like Rainbow Room Yeah Rainbow Room was a vibe But um It was a vibe even like 2006 Oh did you go to Rainbow Room During that fucking era Yeah that's what I was saying

saying is like at the beginning of this year like my type when I was 18 I'd always go with like these 80s washed up rock stars like the singer from like Faster Pussycat which actually is very sweet that guy I hope he's doing well because he's actually sweet but he used to look like I still go to Rainbow Room looking for men like that so is it still out there is it still oh it's still in

full okay yeah it's not in full effect though it's now it's just I feel like an iconic place and now it's like the punk scene is kind of taking it over like you're gonna see like a Machine Gun Kelly affiliate there you're gonna see like a you know but what was it like back in the day that like rock stars I definitely was on myspace looking for like every rock star there was a there was a website called like

the sludge room or something and it would have every rock star's penis size how good they were in bed and so it would have all these like 80s rock stars yeah from like Skid Row like bands like I they were too old for me even so like you guys were like probably never heard of them but they were like these random ass bands and so I would go on there and then go on MySpace and like find all them when I was like 18 and just like try to have like sex with all of them because I wanted to be Pamela Anderson so bad so I was just like I still do you know I

I always want to be Pamela. You have a lot of Pamela stuff around your house and like so do I. I love her so much. Have you ever met her? No, I haven't met her. I don't think she would like love me because she's very sweet and like animals. You have. Yeah, I met her and she would love you. Oh, yes. She was a vibe and a half. Really? Because I get scared. I'm very much like don't meet your heroes, you know? Yes. Like because when they ruin that like vibe, it's the worst fucking feeling in the world and she was like everything and more like dancing, drinking, so fun. Wow. Her sons are like super great and they like go out in Hollywood a lot

Her sons are so cute So good looking Yeah oh my god They are They would never want me They know better How old are they Are you guys the same age They are the same age So speaking of Pamela Back to Playboy Oh Playboy yeah Playboy was a vibe Did you ever do drugs In the Playboy mansion No okay so I told Holly this story I got invited to the Playboy mansion twice The second time was when I met Hugh Hefner And he like felt my body And he was just like Oh And I was like 140 pounds But like he's like Oh you have like a lot of fat

Or something like that It was like mortifying And they took my Polaroid And I was like On a list of like Never invite back So like I never Got invited I saw that in something Like I don't know If it was a documentary Or something But they take the pictures And they vote on like Who can come back Or who's on like The priority list It's crazy because People talk about that Like it is like An antiquated thing But that essentially Still happens It's not a Polaroid But it's

You know what I mean That shit still happens In Hollywood Yeah It was like I just wrote to the play When Manchin was 18 I just literally wrote a letter And I put a little Polaroid in there And they called me To come up to Fun in the Sun And so I went the first time Didn't get to meet Hefner I got called back again This was like In the transition It wasn't Holly It wasn't Crystal So it was just like This weird transition time And I was like Trying to be like A girlfriend So Holly had left

Holly had left Yeah she was gone So which is like sad Because I wanted to meet her And Crystal walked away At the altar I don't think at the altar I think she like Called off the wedding And then they did get married Because she was on my First podcast Was she Yeah Calling off a wedding And then having someone Still marry you is crazy It's crazy right Like damn I think Hef knew he was kind of On his last leg Yeah

Yeah About a crook So he just kind of did it You know I don't think He wanted to do it all again It was crazy that right before her Because she was one of Three girlfriends He was dating Crystal And the two twins The two twins And they would do Some crazy shit Yeah like the stuff They talk about Which I like believe them But like so crazy Like I mean like The one guy Like he had sex with both of them And he got one pregnant Or something I was like what the fuck Like that's so crazy How could he still get People pregnant It was crazy Well just the Holly stories too I feel like guys can get Girls pregnant up until They're like

They do Robert De Niro And Al Pacino Al Pacino got like This 26 year old girl Pregnant allegedly I think Is it Robert De Niro Or did I just Mix them up Yeah Robert De Niro Just had a baby And Al Pacino Just got another girl Pregnant So it's both of them They're both like 80 It's kind of lit No it isn't It's not lit Get knocked out By an old loaded guy Get put in the will He dies You marry someone Young and sexy And you raise the baby Sorry Yeah

That's my bad. I get what you're saying. That was just my stream of consciousness and I'm realizing as it came out that it, but you know there was some truth there. No, of course. That is like some people's like dream, right? What was Crystal like? She was really sweet. Like I literally just, actually I met her twice. It was right before the pandemic and she was like very sweet. I think I might have just sent her a DM and stuff like that. I was just so obsessed with Playboy. So I don't know her like personally at all like that, but she was like really sweet, really quiet. I think she's just like off the grid, whatever. And so I don't know. What's your worst celebrity encounter?

Oh Or like just one That comes to mind Whenever people ask me That I can't define a worse Yeah like a worse I mean I've had a lot And it's not like bad It's more like I thought they would be Like my best friend Or something And I like wasn't Would you get Like celebrities Meet so many fans So I never try to Hold it against them I'm trying to think Like a bad Celebrity that was Just rude as fuck to you Yeah I don't have Like I don't feel Like I have one Really

Like I mean There's some that I don't know Do you have one? Do you guys have one? I don't know I always say Tyra Banks But I'm lying Tyra I say Tyra Wait do you? Yeah Tyra Wait what's your experience? Yeah I was on the Tyra show Oh my god I forgot God this podcast Is gonna be so long Season 5 episode 1 See

So what did you Wait I'm trying to remember I'm trying to remember I could definitely remember I've seen it What did you do on the Tyra show? Yeah I just got They were like It was crazy Because they were looking To pay people Like 500 bucks To be on the show And they were looking For people to like Take out their natural hair It was like natural hair day Or something I don't know So I took out my extensions That was it There I was like Oh here's my Me without extensions And honestly

like again I don't want to say like she was like so rude Ellen too I guess kind of you're just like not allowed to like look at them talk to them like don't ask them questions like and she said something like I had a daughter on the show she was referring to my sister which wasn't my daughter it was my mom's daughter that's what she was trying anyways I tried to correct her and oh my god I got like yanked off that stage or like don't correct Tyra I don't want the world to think I'm like 20 years old with a baby like I don't know why she said I had a daughter

Yeah, that's crazy. Yeah, so it was because my mom was in the audience and she was supposed to ask her, like, you're a daughter. But then she asked me about, she's like, you're a daughter. And I was like, oh, it's not my daughter. And then all hell was, like, frozen over. It was crazy. So, like, honestly, it was just like, don't talk to her. Don't say this stuff to her, whatever. They also, like, canceled our flights on the way home from the Tyra show. So maybe it was more her producers. They just, like, stranded us. And I had zero dollars at the time. Like, how do I get home?

Oh my god that's crazy Oh my god Yeah I like I went to like a beauty con And they like set up For me to meet her And you could just But here's the thing Conventions like that Are so draining And this I probably had like 200k subscribers That there was I was providing No value to her I think that bitch Wanted out of the convention Yeah And like just didn't And like for a while Like at the time I think I didn't know enough About Hollywood to know Like Like

listen, like they set up for you guys to like meet and shit. But like, what do you think? She was going to cast you for America's next time. Right. Right. Yeah. Yeah. Like it was just, yeah. But I think it is one of those things too. And like influencers. And when you're young, you just think like, you know, you have a following and I don't know. You just,

think a different way I always thought that when I met Britney Spears I got a meet and greet I really wanted to be her best friend and she like was she wasn't rude you know just very just kept to herself obviously at the time that was during her internship all stuff that's come out now you're like oh that makes sense and I never held it against her I was like Britney Spears could spit in my face I'm like I love you you know what I mean so she yeah I went with Gigi so it was just like through the line really quick and stuff like that but of

I mean you're Britney Spears Oh I remember that in Vegas Yeah I loved it We were little prom dresses I love Britney Are you still friends with Gigi? Love Gigi She's like a genuine one She texts me all the time Like I really love her She came to our wedding Like it's funny Because when I had the wedding Everyone's like wow None of her influencer friends show up And I'm like there you go You know what I mean My tour in 2019 Like none of my friends Like my best friends showed up And stuff like that So I was like oh This is kind of like That shit like that makes me so sad I would have showed up and showed out You invited me to the wedding I think And I had something

Oh yeah. I probably invited so many people. You skipped the wedding? I had like something work crazy. But I remember Paige like would not forgive me.

Paige was like, how fucking dare you? We could have gone to Trisha's wedding. And I was like, I wanted to go so bad. I had something I couldn't miss. I don't remember what it was. But at the same time, miss it. I know, I missed your wedding. I remember when you and Jake invited me. That's not the same thing. I didn't even get invited. That is not the same thing. We weren't that close at the time. Well, we weren't either. I was shocked when you guys came to the recording studio. You were like, we're going to drop on FNH. I was like, not close to either of them. But I was so happy because you guys were blowing up. That was a clout thing. So we were inviting everyone. I mean, the fact that I was involved in this is

wedding I'm like I don't know how I should have gone honestly but I just get anxiety you would have had so much anxiety yeah the fact that everyone was going I was just like oh I'm scared because Michaela the TikToker invited me to her wedding and I thought it was the same thing where all these influencers going and I was like such a small group I'm like I should have fucking went because I love Michaela too damn she invited you I don't think she likes me I just I love her content I've been watching her forever so many of her TikToks literally like made me cry I think she like I love her whole story her whole thing she's so talented but I

Same thing with the Colleen ukulele. I was talking about this yesterday. If something's funny, I'm going to make a damn joke. Right. People will either love that I'm making the joke and we become friends and whatever. And then other people, I think maybe you're just like, oh, I think she probably would have appreciated because she kind of made jokes about it. Right. Because, yeah, I think she, I don't know, but I think I drove it home. The mascara. What do you do? What do you say? So many jokes about the mascara thing and so many jokes about the Kim Kardashian thing. Oh, but I think I mean,

I don't know Or maybe she's a good sport Maybe she's not I'm going to the streamies On Sunday And she's going So maybe I'll go say hey And see what the gig And the gag is Oh my god Isn't it crazy The streamies are still a thing Like who goes to these I mean I know you go But who else Like it's crazy I feel like honestly Trisha Again you say you have And you say so much You have garnered Almost an entire new generation Of fans through TikTok And people who don't I was telling her this

That one thing that I do If I'm talking to a guy And I'm serious about him I'm serious If I'm serious about someone I will sit them down For like an hour and a half And educate them on you Everything about you Like the guy has to know Because I love you so much And it's just like This whole thing You do that to every guy? Not every guy But just like

Does Chris Miles know about me? Chris Miles knows all about you. Chris Miles knows all about you and loves you. I love him. It's incredible. You would like him. He's so funny. Yeah. So I educate them on your past, your present, and your future. Oh my God. And I feel like a lot of your even like TikTok followers might not know your past in being on every single television show. Absolutely ever. I like the one where you read fast. Oh yeah.

That was that. That's my thing. How did that begin? What was the first television show you ever went on? Oh, God. I mean, I was like the very first. I probably no one's ever heard of. I was literally 18, like two weeks prior to high school. Called The Greg Barron Show. It was like on syndication. It was like a Wendy. It was like a talk show. What was the first one that is big? Was big or you were like, whoa, or is like notable? Probably America's Got Talent. They found me off YouTube. I didn't have to audition. They literally just like called me off YouTube. It was like a fast talking. The fast talking one got me on everything, which is like so weird. I really don't even think I was a talent. And I was like, no, I can't.

I know people always ask me And I'm always like I'm not that good At like fast talking Like on the spot But You were telling a story A few minutes ago And it was It was just like It feeds my age But you're You're such a fast talker too Like I feel like There's like certain people Who like talk so much faster than me I have a hard time with people Who can't talk fast Right Like Kourtney Kardashian She has never ever ever Spoken like any Like she's always Talking like this

I'm like I don't have the attention span for it so I like die for that just like keep going in and that's like what's hard for podcasting especially hosting a podcast is like not cutting someone off like I feel like I'm always cutting people off because I just want to like jump in I know but you lose the

if you don't people get so mad at me and i'm like i'm sorry i know that's how our podcast is so i just like keep cutting off is it it's true you went on america's got talent solely because you wanted to fuck howard stern who was hosting it i don't know about what maybe i don't know it was i get that howard stern is like i loved howard stern like that's why i like at the beginning was like such a troll and like so outlandish kind of like loved howard stern like watching back his stuff now is like oh my god like you're so cringy like howard stern's actually so cringy in like the 90s it was 2000 he i didn't

Because I agree I loved So awful I would love Howard Stern And then like You're right in the past Like four years I've seen stuff resurface I'm like why Oh my god Like that Anna Nicole Smith Interview That's why I can't If Howard Stern Asked me to do a British tomorrow I would say hell no He was being like Step on the fucking scale Right now Like you're a cow How'd you gain so much weight Like all of a sudden I was like oh I like hate him actually How did she allegedly die I think it was

drugs overdose I don't know well that's what's crazy is like everyone thinks she might have been killed like because her son died and then she I don't know it's so dark it is I love Anna Nicole Smith so do I I dressed up as her for Halloween you're so oh yeah Tana Nicholson was so good it was I love that's why I love all your cosplays I'm like oh man that's so smart I never even did the wedding one I always like to do the cosplays and be like original and then when I see you do it I'm like oh damn she did so good no you're so sweet you do it year round though that's the difference and I love that for you and I wish I could because how October's my favorite month yeah you go full out

with it. How funny if you just randomly started doing it all the time. You should. I really should take a page from Trisha's book and just start doing it more. I love it. This year I want to go weird with it. One thing I love about you is I always try to do something kind of slutty. Right. And make it like hot but a cosplay. And I will never forget when you did Troy from High School Musical. I love that one. It is my favorite. Please.

It's my favorite video To ever Did you go to the actual place? Yes We went to the actual place And that's when I hurt my knee And I couldn't run So like at the end of the thing I'm like on a golf cart Like I was so My knee was fucked It was so fucked I was like But I spent so much money On that music video I spent like Probably like 60,000 Bringing everyone up to Utah Like it was crazy $60,000 Just to cosplay As Troy from High School Musical

You're gonna tell me You are not an icon living Oh my gosh How much money Do you think in your life You've spent on videos I know I spent Over 10 million I know it I've done 16 music videos I like the one Where you're in the army That was my most expensive That was the 250,000 one That one's so good That was like Blowing up beaches

Trust me, I should have saved that money because taxes come around and you're like, oh fuck, I should have had that money. So I'm getting back to my rest me pretty soon. I love that video of you just screaming in that cosplay. It was worth all $250,000 for me. No, I actually don't regret my music videos. I love them. I wouldn't do them now because I have a daughter and stuff like that. I need to have...

There was a time I never thought I'd have kids So I'm like I'm just gonna blow All my money Who fucking cares You know what I mean How much was I love you Jesus I'm in that phase right now Yeah I love you Jesus was free That was my dad's church Like he like donates to They just like let me do it for free Okay back to my And I wrote it myself So I got all Back to my OG question My first question I asked you today Was that a bit Was I love you Jesus a bit Or were you Did you feel biblical as hell No No biblical

close house. I really thought there was like a Christian girl era happening. I really did. And because I really took my music seriously. Like, I don't know about you, but I remember like I really thought like I could be a pop star. No, you did never. Not ever. You were a pop star. Yeah, I...

But last night I weirdly was like I saw those people at that country concert And I saw all that money I could be making And if I'm a country star next weekend I'm not even actually kidding I might try to make a country song Yeah I love country too And I've done every genre for the most part Like country might be the next Do you know country? Like can you sing a little country now? No Why? Well then I've been saved by the grace of southern charm That's our favorite song That's so good

- I love that. - I don't know that song, but it's good. ♪ Got a mouth like a sailor and yours like a hallmark car ♪ That was my favorite song ever. - That's actually so good. You actually sing really good. - I'm gonna be a country girl. - Oh my God. - Thanks, Trish. Feeding my delusions. - I love it. And you can have the album be like, "Tree."

No one fucking steal it No someone steal it bitch I'm gonna do it better I think it's a trend on TikTok now Where they're like I'm a c**t Remusic fan Yeah Oh I'm gonna be a country star next week I'm so dead up I actually love that word c**t I love the word c**t so much People take it so like yeah We're not allowed to say it In the first minute of the podcast Because it'll immediately demonetize They'll bleep it if I do Just bleep it Yeah but then minute two I'm clear I'm like this c**t Let's talk about it Yeah I think it's kind of cute sometimes too It's like a term of endearment sometimes Well I love that it got flipped I always say like God she's so c**t

Oh my god And when that first Started happening Cause I'm always I feel like because I have so many Friends in the LGBTQ community I'm very quick To learn the new Oh the new slang The new slang So I was saying Like that's so Before

Before people like Really understood that Right yeah Yeah The house down boots Houston I'm deceased House down boots I like that one I'm not like All my gays are like 50 You know so I don't have The hot young gays To tell me the new slang They're still using like I'm grateful for the hot young gays What's the new gay slang? What's the new gay slang? Ari pointing to Amari Sickening I feel like Okay I knew that one Yeah Sickening The dictionary is like

I have to get back to the money thing for a second because that was just so interesting to me. What's the most expensive thing you've ever bought? Besides my house. Yeah. My car was like, oh, that's like, that was like $500,000. The pink Rolls Royce? Yeah, that's like, oh, that was like $525,000. That was like a little too much. Oh, you're talking about a different $500,000 car? No, that's the pink Rolls Royce. Yeah, that was the most. Especially cars like lose their value. Well, that one actually, I've been offered like $650,000 for that one. Actually, those like go up in value. It's very crazy. Wow.

That was actually so cheap. That was like literally $40,000 because it was like 2013. It had no Bluetooth. Like it was actually pretty. Even my Lamborghini, it was like 2007 and it was like literally $100,000. I thought it was so cool. I was like, oh my God, look at my Lamborghini. It's so cool. It broke down a lot. And then what about like material? Yeah.

What about material items? Birkins. I spent. I'm trying to sell a Birkin now. I'm trying to sell that freaking Birkin to say. And the Rolexes too because the Rolexes and Birkins if you do off to market to them like if you put the like diamonds on after they like lose their value. Yeah. So I bought from Icebox. Yeah. Don't do that. It's so bad. I have three Icebox Rolexes that I can't get rid of. I literally did a video today because I'm trying to sell this like rainbow Birkin bag because I want to get these like boots that are like so expensive. Anyways it's a whole thing. But I was like trying to sell this Birkin and no one wants to buy it. I've had it for like two years. I've been trying to sell it. And it's

Q is a little rainbow Birkin But it is aftermarket I get it So I've been trying I bought it for $50,000 I'm like I'll sell it for like $35,000 You know what I mean But Or he's my consultant He won't let me I feel like it has more value Because it was Trisha Paytas' I don't think so Dude that's how I feel About the Adam Sandler purse She gave me yesterday Like I'm taking it everywhere Just so when someone Compliments it I can say Trisha Paytas gave this to me I'm so excited about this

That I'm Yeah it's gonna End up being like A super fan of you Who buys it Yeah yeah And that's why I put it out On my video tomorrow I was like you just Want to buy this Birkin Like just email me Directly But then you get Those scammers I sell my clothes On Posh I do well What Oh didn't someone Buy it Oh when Jake Paul Sold his house The team 10 won Like the The

These kids in Dubai were Jake Paul fans. So their parents bought the house for like way fucking more than it was worth for because it was like a museum to them. Wow. Which is fucking insane. That's where it's at. I was trying to buy that house for a second. How much was it? How much did you sell it for? He sold it to them for what? Like $10 million? $12 million. My family's home is in South Sudan for like $6 million.

million bucks or at least only six. Yeah. Because by the end of that, that house looked torn up. Like I went towards the end and I was like, oh my God, that pool. And then the family ended up like gutting and renovating it and I saw photos of what it looks like now and it looks beautiful. It's amazing. Yeah, it looks amazing now. I had one video with Jake Paul and I don't remember filming it. It's like on my channel. I literally Googled our names together. Like a YouTube video? Yeah, like we're going through his fridge and he's like, he's like,

here the chef make you dinner I don't know who's filming I don't know why I'm there no one's with me like Dave's not with me I'm like what the fuck was I doing there I'm in like a cat suit and I have no I can't recall it at all I have no idea

I just saw it with Moses the other day. I don't know why it came up. Someone like tweeted it to me. I was like, what the fuck is this? That is, it's weird because I always like, at the time filming, I was like, oh my God, this is the most insane video I'm doing. And now I'm like, I collab with this person. I did this. I'm not like a fan either way of the Pauls. I don't like hate them. I don't like them. But it's like amazing how like mainstream mega they are. Like, do you ever look at that and be like, oh my God, like that's crazy. Cause you were so close. Were you guys actually dating? I don't even know the whole thing. Who really knows honestly what happened during that era. But you had like feelings. You were like into it. I really cared about him, yeah.

But you don't think he was that way with you? I don't know. I thought you guys were like in love for real. I think he definitely was like a really good friend to me at least to say, you know? Yeah. Like at the bare minimum. But you think it was just like a mutual like you're helping each other? Yeah, but I think that that taught me a lot about at least I'm not the type of person who can go that deep into some shit for clout because I will care. Right. Do you look at him now and you're like, do you like have any feelings either way towards him? Like, oh, I miss him or like... It's crazy how much people...

Like when he's fighting Everyone's there And like how loaded he is It is mind blowing to me It does blow my mind I have nothing but love for him That's It's amazing Those two Because I just always thought They were like Especially like Logan Like they were like such a Maybe not a joke But kind of a joke Like everyone kind of Came down on them Well influencers as well And even just in the Influencer community They were very like Polarizing hated whatever And they just flipped it On its head you know Yeah they're so smart I wish I could do that I can't parlay into like Wrestling or boxing or anything I was just saying Like imagine if I just Started doing like Ronda Rousey style

I would do anything That'd be everything Would you ever do it? I feel like maybe I would do anything in the world I would fund it I would support it I would find you the best I want to have like Something that I do Like I want to have that talent What do you mean? This is what you do I know but like You're crushing it But like that's kind of what Like no one respected Jake and Logan Until they had like Something that they did Yeah I know I'm waiting for my Pop off moment too I'm like where What is it? I need something I don't know what it would be either I mean either We should come up with a Fucked up scandal To have you and me together No we need something good Not a scandal Oh sorry

Like I don't know I don't know what would be The pop off Maybe I'll become A country music star That would be crazy Do you know Jelly Roll Like Jelly Roll and Bunny I love them Yeah I love them too I love Jelly Roll's music First of all He performed At the venue We just did a show At New Haven Right before us Like the day before us And I was like Sniffing the fucking stage I didn't know That was weird I'm doing Bunny's podcast Next week I'm going to Vegas To do hers I love Bunny Bunny I know She's so sick And them as a couple It's like eh

And their story is great Yeah their story But I also think Like back to the country thing Like how massive he got Like seemingly overnight But not Cause he's rapped right He was like a rapper first Or something I think so And now he's like So huge with country And like all It's like amazing Country isn't away right now And I feel like There's not a girl Singing country And singing about like Shit like Saweetie would like Rap about You know Yeah There is definitely A gap in that market Oh my god I think that I'm gonna try Could you imagine You're selling out Sophie Seven nights in a row Like Taylor Swift Like everyone just there To see Tana Like

Yeah. That's what I mean. Like no one's like. But people have rallied behind you. You are like the Taylor Swift. Yeah. Let's hear. I want to hear your song. Sorry. I need to hear this. No, no. I don't have one. I'm just saying. I suck dick country by Tana. But that's what I'm saying. Like imagine like country, but it's like c**t.

I'm serious. I might have to. I feel like people are right behind you. I'm going to do it. I need to find a country music producer. They find a good one and it'll happen. Like Addison's producer, whoever she has. I'm like, fucking sick. Like, I wish I had that producer. Yeah, they're not going to work with me. They're busy. Who is it? Do you know? I don't know, but you know, she's just got a label funding her. Oh, for sure. She got like a Lady Gaga song. I'm like, okay, go. Work. She's such a fucking slay. Did you know that? What? One of her songs on her thing is...

Was literally a Lady Gaga Like for Lady Gaga It was a demo Yeah she recorded it She recorded it Like Gaga recorded it Yeah first and it leaked That makes me so fucking happy For Addison Rae Me too She is I honestly think she's amazing I think she's really gonna have her Like pop Britney moment I said that I called it I called it I was like she is definitely Like the next Britney Spears handstand

People get so mad When people say that though But it's like Social media wasn't Really even a thing People get mad Because of the connection They have to Britney And obviously Britney Is an icon in every retrospect But I think that when people Are saying the next Britney That people need to Take into account That we mean like Societally There's never going to be Another Britney But I'm saying Of course not

you know like with today's tiktok generation that addison could give that like she has that energy she's just like yeah she's cunt yeah she's cunt and britney was like the new madonna you know people always said about madonna as britney who's your favorite tiktoker like what's on your for you page oh my god what do you get stay up watching hmm i have a lot i have a crazy for you page i'm trying to think oh my god i would love to i know we scroll we're scrollers i'm doing it yeah i just need to see like six videos i need to know like i'm actually like trying to figure out who i who pops up

I could just like Let me do a quick hander Did you ever watch like Teffy Like Hello Teffy No I can see All she does is like Pop culture celebrity shit You would like it She's great And she does like Full rundowns Like 10 part series On like Celebrity situations Those I can't watch When they do like 20 parts I'm like oh my god That's a lot I can't like I like short term I like yours Yours are very quick To the point Oh thank you

You know I really You do really pop up a lot Which is crazy Like you always pop up And I like I like how like Simple you do it It's very yeah I always like I need to do the most I don't do anything on my TikTok But I feel like I need to do the most I like to post a lot Well you're just You're extra That's how you are as a person I love TikTok It's the only place I'm like relevant I have like 8 million followers Oh my god this is so cool You know what I mean Damn

I would never have that anywhere. Like, I think YouTube, I've been at five million for the past like 10 years, you know? Yeah, so. We're the same person and she won't just accept it. No, you are like popping. You always have been. Trisha, you are popping and you always have been. Never, never, never. I've never popped. It's like, it's so delusional. This is my, and it's not even just you raised us. I can tell you people that have fallen off that they raised me. Like, you are on. Malibu Barbie is the most famous baby on the internet. Because it's,

Nepo baby Dude Yesterday Like when I was Saying this to Mari I'm like I'm so scared For when Malibu Can say like Oh I want this Mom buy it Because it's like The amount of shit The amount of shit Malibu has right now Is crazy Oh my god Her little car That she got for Christmas Yes

Yes, sweet 16. It's not even like I'll buy you a car. It's like you want mommy's pink clothes? You want a blue one so we can whip together. I know. I don't want to spoil her by now. I'm going to. It's like, whatever. You're definitely going to. Yeah. But I think that you'll still instill. It's the best thing in the world to be able to spoil. Yeah. I think you'll still really instill great values. I don't worry about your kid being a brat because you're so down to earth. So, yeah. I can't wait until paper me is born. Paper me. So, I know. I literally can't believe paper me. Paper me.

Papermate's crazy. You got a papermate and paperweight too. Yeah, but then I wasn't thinking it through. Like papermate, he or she won't be able to marry Penn Badgley because he's already married. So it doesn't work because Penn and papermate were supposed to marry. Oh. But he already is married with a baby. Like planning that your unborn child is going to marry Penn Badgley is the most Trisha Paytas thing. Absolutely fucking over. I love you. But I know you hate me. He seems very like, I listen to their podcast, Podcrush, and I'm like, oh, I just know. He has a podcast? Oh my God.

Oh my god it's huge Oh maybe this is how I am He has two girl calls Okay he has like three There's three hosts total And I'm like that's That to me when they have guests on It's like they have guests That's their thing It's about middle school crushes And stuff like that But it's so many people talking And it's like I love him So I like listen to it But yeah Yeah he talks about you And stuff on there all the time But yeah But you meant me I'm like I'm sorry

Oh my God. What was that accent? Like Australian? I can't stop doing it. I hate that though when you know a celebrity, like that you admire a celebrity and you know they wouldn't like you. Happens to me every day. I feel that way about Kris Jenner. Like I know she wouldn't like me, but I love her. Why? I don't know. I feel like Kris would like you. No, Kris seems very like hip and likes hip influences. Can we tell her the story from, we heard about her the other day? Kris Jenner? Yeah. Yes, we can. We had a friend who he's...

He works very much in like big business. Like he just, he kills it. And he went to Kris Jenner's house for a meeting and he brought her flowers and whatever. And he was saying how, um,

They met and like Hugged whatever And that her lipstick Got on his shirt And what did she say She said honey That's a collectible now Yeah Oh my god She's so iconic Instead of being like Oh I'm sorry She goes that's a collectible Oh was she saying cute Yeah like how iconic is that I love that What do you do with it I'm gonna start I don't know You better have framed it Oh my god I would live for that stuff She's such an icon Chris is cool Like she seems cool When I went to Meghan Trainor's House she literally sent I don't know if I can say this She sent her a piano And I was like oh my god It's everything

Obsessed with Meghan Trainor I love Meghan Trainor She's like my favorite Celebrity right now I love that Like sending pianos Like the Kardashians Level of dispensable money Is so cool to me It's crazy Yeah like for I think for like your baby I think it was a piano I'm trying to think Yeah it was a piano She sent it over for her baby In the finale of the New season of the Kardashians She got everyone Dolly Parton's Like old doll houses Oh I love that And they were like millions No no no Betty White Dolly Parton is still alive Pfft

Wait I don't understand Betty White had a bunch of dollhouses She had none So she got them all Customized dollhouses And then she bidded on Her old dollhouse furniture And she incorporated it Into the dollhouses Oh my god I love that No it's only part of the lie And if she dies I die Oh if Dolly Parton dies That's it Have you been to Dollywood

I have not I want to go so bad have you been oh my god it's like in the middle of literally nowhere I love Tennessee but I think it's like in the middle of nowhere you have to like go so far into like that I would love a Tennessee trip and a Dollywood trip that'd be so cute I have so many plans for us it's actually fucked up like it's getting fucked up I mean I'm trying to get pregnant I might not be able to go but you never know when

Once I get pregnant I just stay home I just I'm like so paranoid I'm like Elvis would love Dollywood Who? Oh yeah Elvis Baby Elvis Okay When you're trying Baby Elvis when they come When you're trying for a kid Is there anything Other than obviously Just fucking a lot That's it It's so much sex And then like I got burned out honestly Because it's like We've been trying for like a year And it's just like Honestly It's like disappointing

It's like you know You have so much sex And you're just like What the fuck Like it's so weird They say when you stop trying Is when you get pregnant I know But like that's so hard When you're like Just want it so bad You know what I mean So it's really hard You think like as you're younger You try so hard Not to get pregnant But then when you're trying It's like oh fuck It's actually so hard To get pregnant I know that's what I always think Like I have so many friends Who've gotten pregnant Like a hundred times Right And I'm like how No they're like That's amazing That's like I've gotta be infertile

You think you Oh you think Why I don't know Just the way The amount of plan B You never got You never got pregnant She takes a lot of plan B I don't know You're not supposed to take it More than like once a year I don't know But yeah you're not supposed To take it more than once a year I've probably taken it Like twice this year Like I'm a lot better I just know like the days That you can get pregnant Yeah but you will let someone Okay

What? You let someone else come inside you? No, well, you know the days you can get pregnant and the days you can't. That's why I knew I was infertile. I let everybody come inside me. I was like, God, I can't get pregnant worth anything. Just random people. I was like, I love this because he is right there and doesn't give a shit.

He's the most secure I'm telling you Most secure Like literally It's so iconic Yeah Cause like I'm not even joking I was just like Trying to get pregnant By the most random people I would do that And I honestly don't think It's like the most horrible thing To just raise a kid by yourself Like I would love to be a mom Whitney is inspiring me Yeah I know Whitney talks about her baby daddy Like they are like Just like Acquaintances Wait really Oh she says who it is I didn't know I don't I don't It's I think he was a fan No He started as a fan And they did start dating And stuff But she was also dating Someone else When she got pregnant

Oh yeah What happened with that relationship She broke up with She had to be like I'm pregnant Oh he wasn't cool with it He's like no It was a girl It was a girl She was dating a girl Oh and she wasn't okay I thought maybe she'd be like Oh that's kind of cute Or something I feel like I would've been like Okay it's like Right cause it could've happened Yeah You don't think she'd be okay with it

I don't know I think that now She's exclusively with him right? Her to be with him? I don't think so Oh I don't know I mean seriously yesterday I'm like I was like oh where is he? She's like oh North Carolina Like she's doing some shit I don't fucking know Like it was just very much like God she's so She's my idol And like she was talking about him too And she was just like Yeah this dude Like she just talks about him Like she's not pregnant With this child That's so funny It's so funny There's something cool about that It's iconic There's very feminist about that too It's just like having Because that's how I always thought I'm like why do I have to have a man To have a baby She's just a boss That's

She's just such a boss Yeah it really is that Like she just You know she's chilling Yeah no It's definitely like A time in anything When it's meant to happen It's gonna happen And like I'm glad Obviously I'm glad The one person Who got me pregnant Got me pregnant You know what I mean Because it's like The perfect thing Because honestly Raising a baby Is actually so tough That's what I was gonna say Is I'm down for like The not give a fuck of it all But when it comes down To like I need someone To do 60% of the work

Yeah. Oh, I mean, Moses, I mean, I say this and people cancel me, but like literally like I probably 80% of the work, you know what I mean? Cause it's like the first year is so hard. It's like, cause I always wanted to be a mom and I always thought I'd be really good. And like, you know, it's just difficult. It's just so much harder than you think. I wasn't just natural. Like I thought I was gonna be every woman's like, I naturally, I did it and stuff like that. And it wasn't natural to me at first, you know, it was like really hard, but he's like super sweet, especially the sleeping. He like lets me sleep through the night. And I think anybody who gets to, has to like goes, gets up with their baby, which I'm

It's a bonding experience. I get why people want to do it and stuff like that. But to sleep through the night, I'm like sane. I'm like a better mom for it and stuff like that. But yeah. You're not like a cousin.

It's crazy. And people like shame me for that. Like, oh my God, Moses does all the work. No, that's, girl, I'm the opposite of that. It's probably so common, but people are ashamed to admit it and like, or talk about it. It's like a hard conversation. I feel very lucky because I do get to do like, you know, she's such a cute age and stuff like that. So it's like, you know, having the fun stuff and stuff like that, you know, because I'll say like changing a diaper is fucking hard. It's not fun. And when I say that, people are like, oh my God, you can't even change your baby's diaper. It's like, it's just hard. Well, no one wants to change a diaper. Yeah, I'll change a diaper. I'll change a diaper. I mean, obviously, of course, but it's just like, that's like not the fun part. And that's like, it is.

It's hard to me It's like a little hard I think it's almost important That you're like real about it Yeah Like it's You know what I mean People don't like say it enough Like how like hard it is I feel that for sure Yeah no I think that's like I respect that way more Yeah I think you know And people who do Are like single moms And stuff like that I see on TikTok all the time Like damn that's like So impressive to me Because I have someone That does like 80% And it's still fucking hard It's so hard I would have such a hard time I have a hard time with a cat Trisha Regardless though I mean I'm just so proud of you Cats are hard Cats are hard She's not making fun

You've come so fucking far Thank you And you're just an icon Icon, icon living And literally If you would have told me Like 10 years ago That I would have a podcast And you would come on it And I would like Get to have dinner with you After I would literally Have a seizure If you told me six months ago I would have probably Thrown up Yeah I'm so happy

Yeah, I'm so happy you got to be here this time because the first time I thought I thought I was going to meet you and then you weren't there and I was like, what the heck? I just I wish people really, really knew like how much of an anomaly you are in the regard that you how kind you are, like bringing us the outfits, giving me a house tour yesterday, coming here, like just being so chill. Like so you gas me up. I'm like anyone else. I want you like just there. You're my favorite, favorite person, a favorite influencer, the one and truly like one person who's like

You don't, like, to me, you're just so sweet. I feel like you're so cool with everybody. Like, you just, even people have been so awful to you, all these men, all this stuff like that. You're like, you write it off, you're very casual, very cool. I just think you're really great. You have no idea how much, I literally just almost churned up. You have no idea how much it means to me.

I love you. I'm glad we like on the vibe. If it was like weird at the beginning, I had to go to the bathroom sober at the beginning, but I suppressed it and I don't have to go to the bathroom anymore. I had a big coffee and I don't want, I can't go to the bathroom like that in anyone's house. So I was like holding it so back. So I was like, girl, but it stopped like half, like about a half hour in. So I think I got like way more comfortable now. You can tell us. At the beginning, I'm like, oh my God.

Oh my god I'm gonna have to go You could literally So sorry if it was awkward At the beginning You were not awkward I was like sweating And stuff like oh I just fucking terrified You could literally Piss on my floor You could do whatever you want And I love you more than life itself Just having you sit here And all of us Just the vibe Everything is More than anything I could ask for Thank you for coming Oh my god Thank you for having me Everyone go listen to Just Trish If you're not already It's the best And I'm excited to be a guest Yay