41: Brooke’s brutal BEEF with a TikTok girl | Ep 41
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Hello and welcome back to the cancelled podcast. There is something so fucking special about not having a guest. I know we did like four guest episodes in a row, right? Three. And they all were great, all amazing people, but I enjoy filming this podcast so much more.

When it's just you and me. Is that mean to say? No, that's not mean to say. I feel like we've had like a lot of like built up stories over the past few weeks because you went to Cabo. You went. I have just been off the deep end. I've been wherever the deep end is. I am like headfirst swimming in it right now. No, it's not a good thing. Do you want to talk about it? I mean, I've actually been excited to podcast with you because so many things have happened.

And I just don't even know where to begin. I feel like I don't really know either. I went to Cabo. Okay. And I had been sober up until Cabo. And very much had the intention of remaining sober in Cabo. Which is hard. I brought a book. But you've done it. Yeah, it is really, really hard to be sober there. And I think that I underestimated... I don't know. Just the first 75 hard was so much easier for me. Maybe now that you know that you can do it, it's kind of just like, oh, I could start again tomorrow. That's exactly what it is. That's exactly what it is. And it's like...

I was also very deep in it when I started traveling a lot. Like I went to Cabo on day like 40, 50. Yeah. And now it's like the sooner you break it, it's like, okay, whatever. It's not a big deal. It's only been like five days. Absolutely. And I'd gone like 20 days and I entirely planned on being sober in Cabo. And then I ran into some friends and certain people just...

Bring it out of you. Yeah. And it sucks when you know that you love someone so much. Like I have so much fun with you. But like you also have to acknowledge the fact that like this person might be terrible for me. Which is actually going to be the whole theme of this episode. And also do you have that much fun with them if you have to be drunk to have fun with them? But that's the thing. No, I have fun with these people sober. I just have way more fun. But it's just like all of a sudden you're like, oh, I want to drink with them. Absolutely. And I was supposed to be in Cabo for two days. I was there for eight. Thank God.

And God, you were, you really almost had me. I almost went. You were, she was offering to bribe me. She was doing anything she could to get me to go to Cabo. Cause I thought it was going to be like a sober, wholesome trip. I was like, we'll go find a podcast studio in Mexico. I still don't. I brought a book with me in my suitcase. Why? I believed you. I thought you were really going to be gone for a couple of days, but I'm not kidding. At a certain point, I was like, are they ever coming back? And the weather here has just been like so freezing, frigid, depressing as

fuck and like all the house shit like I've just been like I've been hating being in LA like I feel like nothing's going right like bad luck to the extent like yeah so you weather everything so I'm there and it's like warm and sunny and I'm like drinking and having fun with my friends and it's like one dollar to be there and I just like never wanted to come home I get that and so I came back from Cabo and and then you were on your little drinking bend I've been decent here and there I understand that I'm a completely better person not drinking and I

Hopefully I will get to a point where it's just not a part of my life at all. And I definitely have to run back to therapy. But relapsing on alcohol is the least of my concerns. I really do agree with that. Do we want to talk about what is the worst of your concerns?

I know it's tough, but I think we have to discuss it with the audience. I know, but at this point, it's like not even accountability. It is public embarrassment. It is public embarrassment, but those two things are almost always coexist. I guess they do go hand in hand. You relapsed on something worse than alcohol, worse than drugs. Chris Miles. Here's the thing. We are just friends.

We have not hooked up at all. You haven't? Swear to God, Bible. Are you lying? I honestly think even if I wanted to, he wouldn't want to. We both are so aware of the fact that it is like we can never ever touch each other again because that is like actively worse in my opinion than like shooting a heroin. You did say that like it is like going back and just trying meth like one more time. Exactly. Like it's just so awful and terrible. And the thing is, is I really wanted to be friends for so long. Like...

I still do. I think he's the funniest person ever. I have so much fun with him when we have fun, you know? Yeah. And I spent so much of, and I don't want to say this in a way where it like cast negatively on him because I do think he's in a better place now, but like,

I spent so much time like really worried about him and like his well-being just if he was okay if he was gonna live like yeah you know and I loved him so much and I never really got that closure like we just broke up and I spent every day having nightmares about it every day worrying about it like and I told myself after so much time had passed like I would love to be able to be friends

Yeah, because it feels good to feel like he's close enough for you to really know how he is, how he's doing. It just feels more safe. And I miss him terribly as a friend. Terribly, terribly. That was my best friend. I can tell him anything in the world. I'm closer with him than literally anyone in the world. And it just sucks. I'm going to cry. I don't want to cry. You cry. No. No.

It sucks knowing that we literally can't be friends. Yeah, that is. It's I feel like that's the hardest part of every breakup. But like you guys were, I mean, a trauma bonded relationship, too. So it is just hard. I've seen him for the past couple of days and the spiral is.

And it's nothing on him. Like he wants the best for me. Like whatever. It's just like the person I become when I'm around him is someone I just don't like. I get it. You're like out of your mind all of a sudden. We literally can't be friends. And it sucks so bad because I miss him so badly. Like as a friend. Yeah, but I don't know. It's like hard because it's like

The advice I want to give you, I wouldn't take. Like, I feel like that too. I'm like, I can be their friend. And you just can't almost ever. Unless, of course, you guys are both like two actual, like completely healed, healthy individuals. I think it could be 40 years from now and I would see him and I immediately become that girl I was again the day I met him. Like, I don't know what it is. You just fall right back into it. It's like a, I mean, that's where your relationship starts.

And it's like crazy because we talk about it a lot like him and I. It's like I've never spoken to anyone in my life the way I've spoken to him. Like I've never fought with someone like that. I've never acted like that. Like breaking shit and being fucking like actually nuts. Well, that's so hard too because it's like what do you think is like –

You can't all of a sudden one day just not act like that anymore. I mean, maybe you could. I just don't with anyone else. Yeah. So it's like, it's been what? Like, I haven't like been around him in like, like eight months or some shit like that. So, and it's like, I'm around everyone else and I'm so like, not like that, that it's like, that's not who I am. Yeah. And then I see him again and it's like, I don't know. I feel like you, you like have convinced yourself though, that like, you're never going to be that close with anybody. And like, he's the funniest one. And you're always like, like going to have the closest like friendship and like bond with him. Yeah.

But I think you just haven't like the people who you are like or have dated since or like tried to be with since. I don't even mean dated. I mean like of all my friends, he's the person that I've like ever been the closest with. But a lot of it was like unhealthy. I know. It was like that it wasn't like a healthy situation. It's a trauma bond. At all. And it's just like their whole friend group, bless their heart, they're all nutcases. They're like the other night.

I don't even know if I should tell this story. Like, I might be mad. Actually, I won't say his name. The other night, a bunch of us were all at like Rainbow Room and we all got like dinner, which should be so fucking normal. You know what I mean? And there was this guy for the people who don't know what Rainbow Room is like. It's like this bar out here. Nothing good ever happens there. It's like very much like a.

It derived from like the rock era. Yeah, it's classic. Like every rock star like has spent so much time and done so many drugs. Yeah. Like it's an insane place right next door to like one of the biggest like like rock theaters in L.A. So people would always play shows, get fucked up there. That's a vibe. And like we're all at Rainbow Room and we're sitting there eating and we order a pizza and we're eating this pizza and we're all just like hanging out, whatever. And this guy comes over and he puts his cigarette out on our table.

And we're like, what the fuck? Yeah. You know what I mean? And we all just kind of laugh at it at first. But the guys are kind of starting to be like, what the fuck? This is weird. Why is this guy lurking on our table? Why do you just put like put a cigarette out on the table? Because it's me and Mari and Ashley. The girls and the gays aren't going to do anything. You know, like 30 minutes go by.

And he comes back over. He's talking to us. The staff keeps apologizing to us like for this guy's behavior like over and over again. And we're like, it's fine, like whatever. But I can tell that the guys are like starting to get agitated with it. Like they're like, can this guy like fuck off, you know? Finally, we're all about to leave. And he comes over one last time and grabs a slice of pizza off our table and starts eating it and walks away. And Amari...

The guy like grabs the slice of pizza and starts walking away. And Amari goes and hunts him down and grabs him by his hoodie and drags him back over to the table. So funny. So hold him accountable for what he just did. Like, Hey, not holding him back at the table. Like, why did you eat this pizza? Right? Yeah. What the fuck? And we're all like, what the fuck? Like that was whatever. And so we get the bill. Me and Ashley go upstairs to the bathroom. We come back downstairs from the bathroom and all of the rainbow room staff,

is outside surrounding this guy covered in blood. What? One of Chris's friends. Oh no. Took it upon himself to rock the living shit out of this man. For taking a slice of pizza? I don't know whose team I'm on now.

But it's also like, why the fuck are you going to steal a slice of pizza? Like right. And put your cigarette out on the table. Like, yeah, like he was asking for it, but like also like, it's funny to beat him up. I think he just hit him one time. Still not. Okay. I'm not justifying it, but it's funny because all the guy's friends did not jump in. They were like, man, you deserve that. Whatever. And we had to run out of the rainbow room and literally get into like a moving vehicle and like skirt. Like that's a crime. Oh no. You dined and dashed. No, we paid. We paid. Oh, okay. Okay. But the fact that that's what you took from that is crazy. Yeah.

But that's what you made it sound like. But that is really crazy. Well, imagine me in the backseat of this car, like going 100 miles per hour. It's not a healthy lifestyle. I feel like you've you've risen above it. I know. But it's hard. Like, it's harder than it sounds like. It feels like the hardest thing in the world. It is. It really like it's the fucking worst thing. That's why, like.

I don't even like I just take it every time someone says something to me about it now because it's like it's hard not to like care and like want to be there and want to fix that person especially like in a in your particular situation like I kind of feel that way too where you actually worry about that person like their mental health and like how they're doing I think I literally need a restraining order we need to get you back on the apps what are your thoughts what are your thoughts on getting back but what if we did one date a week

Can I tell you something that I've never told anyone? That's some genetic gifts. You're gonna die. Tana, you're going to die. And I've never told anyone. Can I start? I'm so excited. We're never having a guest on Ever the Fuck Again, by the way. Tana, you're gonna die and I can't even tell you. I'll tell you who this is about when we're not on the pod, but... Or bleep it. I just don't know. I recently opened a photo. Someone sent me a dick pic, okay, which I don't solicit often, but when I do... She does. I do. She does. She does.

And I have seen this one a million times before. Okay, but this time something, I don't know, I clicked it. Tell me why at the top it said Facetune in the title. I swear on my life. No. I swear to God. This man Facetuned his dick. And he didn't even bother to change the title before sending it. Tell me right the fuck now, bleep it, but I have to know.

swear to god i have such secondhand embarrassment i could throw up what's so crazy about it is i saw it and i like i was embarrassed for myself i was like oh my god and i immediately just like i never thought about that man again why did you respond to that photo though well the thing is that was so long ago i it was like me revisiting the photo like way later why were you just like horny no i just i just wanted to be reminded

That actually like Is making me short of breath Like when I get Bad secondhand embarrassment I like actually have A little mini panty Is that not the craziest Thing you've ever heard

that's penny central i was gonna never tell you but honestly i hate this man now so it's like whatever i've been waiting to tell you that i didn't think i ever would i don't know why it just like really felt like i had to keep it to myself forever but you like doing that like you like letting someone know that like you kept a secret for a while it does make it like funnier but if it happened to you like it's for some reason it feels embarrassing to me and not i agree i agree because i like

That's so bad. Like, and just knowing that like, you FaceTuned your dick. He FaceTuned his dick pic. And then he, I'm like, honest to God. And just knowing that the man has FaceTune on his phone, like is enough for me to literally never want him to look at me ever again. FaceTune's one of those things that's just for the girls. It's for a woman. And I use FaceTune and I will never ever deny it. I use so much of it. But, but if a man uses FaceTune, we have to call the police. 100%. 100%. I would rather a man do so many things. Yeah.

Like so many things. I would rather send a video of you, of him like fucking himself in the ass. Well, what's crazy is I got so many, like he would send so many videos. Earlier today, I did the most embarrassing possible thing you can ever do. This entire episode is actually just a list of my 13 reasons. And I'm just going to fucking kill myself after. Okay. I swear to God.

Earlier today, I was texting Mr. Third Leg. Yeah, I don't even know what you call him. Tripod? I was texting Tripod. That's his new name. Yeah, that's his name. That's his name. I was texting Tripod and I got a Jersey Mike's giant sub. It's a two foot long. And I had just shown Brooke this man's apparatus. Yes.

Brooke looks over at me and she goes, you should send a photo of your hand holding the sub to the guy and say, thinking of you. I sent it to the wrong man. I,

that text to the wrong man and i wish so badly i could tell the podcast who the wrong man is just not the right person to send it to at all but hilarious you honestly though that's like it was best case scenario because it's like okay it's just a photo of a sandwich at least you didn't send him like a tit pic that's true that is really really true i mean and to be fair the guy that i accidentally sent it to respond and think oh my god i love jersey my favorite today with the shit it's

But I was like, you have no idea who this is meant for and why. That's so crazy. I'm not a sexster anymore. I feel like I'm reformed. So as you know, especially in my sober era, this happened in my sober era. This was before I went to Cabo. I was still sober. I was doing really, really good. I was with my sober little boyfriend. Now he's gone. And that's, I think, another reason why I'm being a little more insane. Because he's like, wait, why am I not be able to think about who it is? Oh, oh, oh, duh. And he's gone. So I... Where is he? Oh, I didn't know that.

And so I was just smoking weed with him. I was being like so good. And as you know, I smoke like a decent amount of weed. And I feel like I don't really smoke like crazy gas. Like I do definitely smoke some like crazy gas. Team Bryce on God. Fuck. Bryce just followed me back. Yeah, I don't smoke like crazy, crazy weed. But if I do, if I take a hit of it, like I'm still fine, you know, because I smoke so much like normal weed that I've like built up like a tolerance, you know. And I'm smoking with this guy and.

I take like five hits of the joint, right? Which is like not a lot at all. Something in me tells me after hitting this that I should like ask him, like how strong is this? Like, you know what I mean? Like blah, blah, blah. Like, am I going to be so high? And he's like, it's really, really strong weight. Blah, blah, blah, right?

Eight minutes go by. I shit you not. And I am seeing the hat man in the fucking corner. Okay. Like I'm seeing God. I'm so high. Like focusing on your breathing high. Like you can't like do anything like whatever. And I'm kind of laughing. Like it's, it's not terrible. I'm not, it's not like a panic. I'm not like panicked.

But I am a little like it's definitely one of those highs where it's like will this ever end. Also I get scared in those situations because I'm like is this going to get worse. No and it did. And it did. Did it just start? Yeah and it had just started. So for the next hour I would just get progressively higher and higher and higher. I would definitely compare it to taking like a fuck ton of mushrooms or something worse honestly. Oh no.

And I turned to him and I'm like, are you like so fucking high? Like this is not normal weed to me. Like whatever. And he turns to me and he tells me that his friend runs an organization where they bring this specific weed to people with cancer to ease their fucking cancer pain. I smoked the cancer back. Oh my God. I hope, I hope you didn't take it away from somebody in need like these Osempic girls.

I didn't. First of all, this wasn't even my weed. Second of all, I think they gift it to people as well. They've just bought it on the way. Wait, but it's like, it's that strong? It's taking cancer away? Apparently. Why am I having this tear in my eye? I'm so pissed off. I can't do that. We're not laughing at cancer. Look at that chemo. Look at that chemo kush. That chemo kush. This is not funny. We're getting... I'm crying. Get cancelled. Obviously, I don't think anyone should have cancer. Is it a choice?

What the fuck?

No, I'm just saying cancer is bad and sad. Cancer sucks. That doesn't change the fact that I smoked the cancer pack. Yeah. That's it. That's all. That's the whole story. Wow. How long did it last? Probably like I woke up still high the next day, like probably like 18 hours. That's too long. Wouldn't recommend it to a friend. See, I can't smoke. I don't really like, like, I don't like feeling high like that. Like that? No, not at all. I don't like feeling high in general. I get like nauseous. Love to be high. It's the only thing that gets me through not drinking. Reason 14. We got to call Miss Therapist.

I probably have to get back in therapy pretty soon. I definitely have to go back to therapy soon. I have so many demons right now. I feel like I was like, I'm doing pretty good right now. I am. One of us has got to carry the team on their back. You know, I, you know what I just saw that kind of reminds me of us. What? Um, I saw this woman talking about relationships or she was talking about like a marriage. She was, everyone expects a marriage to be 50 50, but it's never 50 50. Did you see this too?

Yeah, but I stopped watching it. Oh, and she's like, it's never 50-50. Like, she's like, obviously, sometimes I'm going to come home and I'm going to have like, maybe I had a bad day and I'll come home and literally say like, I'm at 20. And then my husband will be like, okay, I'll carry us with the 80. Like, that's what we do with the podcast. If it's like you come in.

I'm on five. If you come in with 90, I'll give a good 10. I came in today with 5%. So thank you for caring. No, you're eating. What do you mean? You've told like 100 stories already. Yeah, I think I'm funnier when there's trauma involved, which is also something I have to unpack in therapy. Yeah. You know? Do you know what I realized? What?

So I grew Did you grow up Watching iCarly Of course iCarly Did you see Freddie And Carly are together In the reboot No There's a reboot And that's really cute It's like on Paramount And Freddie and Carly Are in Freddie's sexy now I've seen enough Of the reboot To know that I might not agree Freddie is sexy I'm in my Clean cut man era Right now Honestly To any of the Cancelled viewers And listeners Out here right now I will say that I do this

50% for like therapeutic reasons. Like I love to do this with you. Yeah, you lay it all out and then it's like talking to a therapist or something. Yeah. Except I'm just so much less qualified in probably giving you the wrong advice. And we give each other terrible, terrible advice. But it's like it feels like once it's out there on the internet like you therapized it. Therapized. And yeah, this is for the people. I hope you guys enjoy this shit because it doesn't bring me anything really good. I'm trying to think if I have any confessions. Listen. Oh.

I grew up watching iCarly. I think iCarly is one of the main reasons why I started my YouTube channel as well. And I always wanted to be Carly Shay. Like growing up, like I was like, oh my God, that's so cute. Like obviously it's not like actually one of the reasons I started. Like I ended up starting for like Shane Dawson and watching people actually on YouTube. But I think it was the first thing that ever planted the seed in my head of like people have shows on the internet. You know what I mean? Yeah. And I always wanted to be Carly Shay. And...

And even now, in my head, up until recently, it's like, we're kind of like iCarly. In my head, I'm like, I kind of do that. Like, whatever. I rewatched iCarly. I'm fucking Sam Puckett. Like, in every possible way. And you're Carly Shay. I don't think I'm Carly. You are so Carly Shay. Who's Freddie? Sam Amari. Yeah.

I want to be you, Harley, but that's really not... You're not Sam. Sam Puckett walks around with a tube sock filled with butter and beats people with it. She has no parents. I don't have parents either. She's awful.

she's all she hates everyone and everything she doesn't care what she like you're carly and i'm fucking sam so nice but i don't know if i agree with that i think look at you right now dude we should try to get jeanette on you have a gold dangly cross earring well first of all we're going to an event after this that's why i have a full fucking smoky eye and my hair done i thought what she was gonna be ready to i couldn't do it today but i woke up in peril i don't know i used to have a big crush on spencer

I still do. And I've slid in his DMs. I'm not even going to lie. No, you have to Google what Freddie looks like now, though, because he's literally hot. Look him up on TikTok. Freddie from iCarly now. Like, he looks sexy in the reboot. They look exactly the same, but he looks hot like old Freddie. People also search for Tana Mongeau. Jeanette McCurdy's like my favorite ever. Oh, just kidding. It searched for Jeff Wittek. Why? What the fuck? Hold on. I don't know. Maybe it knows what's on your mind. Jeff Wittek is not on my mind. He's the least of my concerns right now. Fuck. Freddie from iCarly now.

I'm off reddit have you fucking lost your fucking mind wait no no no I'm gonna send you it on he looks like John from John and Kate plus eight I need a side-by-side hold no he totally does but no no no let me show you let me show you what I saw and you're gonna be like oh John from John and Kate plus eight no no you're wrong and I'm right whatever just came out of you that wheeze like sent me literally I think to the moon look at John I have to go back to back on that

Alex just like him. Look at Freddie. Wait, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Look at John. No, no, no. Look what I'm texting you right now. You're going to die. He's sexy. He does. You think they've ever just fucked it out one time? I would have to. For sure. He looks amazing. Is he single? I don't know. I'm about to DM him. What's his name? Nathan Creston. Why do I know that?

I'm jamming him right now. I don't know the second president, but I know that man's name is Nathan Kress. Nathan Kress. 3.3 million followers. Do you know what Lila's been doing to me like crazy? What? Like, and it's driving me up a wall. I cussed her out on the jet the other day. I cussed her the fuck out. That's such a funny thing to say. Cussed her out on the jet. Well, I'm going to explain why it was on the jet and why I cussed her out. Okay. So as you know, Lila. He is short king in his bio. He is a short king. Um, Lila. As you know, we both are, um,

content creators. We're spicy content creators. Yes. And...

I think it's really fun that I get to do like do that. I don't want to say the word because it's going to get the whole episode demonetized, but that I get to do that with my friends. Like it makes it way more fun. Like I do love a structured collab. I love like Sky Bree. I love Lana Rose. I love doing that, but I'm not with them every single day, you know? So getting to do it like with your friends is so fun and so easy. You know what I mean? Anywhere we are, like it can just be like, should we take our clothes off and take some, you know? But I have been very open about the fact that I do not do corn.

online on my i do not corn i've never shown my puss i've never shown my asshole even though it is my asshole is so cute i've been bleaching it so much lately i want to show you bleach it i've been bleaching it at home should i be bleaching mine i'll bleach your asshole it's so fun um i do need you to get my back me after this episode i'm not kidding i'll get your back me and these bitches are out here doing like tatcha face masks and we're like popping blackheads um but anyways

I do not do corn. I've never put anything in me on the internet. I have never released a sex tape, even though I fight demons every single day to release a sex tape, make $10 million and move to Nebraska. Maybe you could get Nathan Kreps. Maybe that's my iCarly debut.

Any whoosie Lila keeps doing this thing to me. She keeps doing this thing to me. And we started fighting on the jet because it was like her 15th time doing it where she goes online and she acts like I'm like making like corn with her. Like, Oh no, we're on this plane and she's filming a video and she's like,

Tana and I put so many things in our holes so that we could get this plane. Like go check it out. Lila, I did a ripple brand deal and got the plane. Like in one of the people who like don't pay the money and actually go see it or just genuinely in their heart. They're like Tana put a zucchini in her hole. Yes. And a popsicle and whatever else the fuck Lila puts in her holes. And it's like Lila, again, I'm trying to rebrand. This episode is not a part of that. Seriously, skip over it. But you can't just act like I do that. And I get that like everybody,

The people she's promoting it to are her followers and they're going to go buy her pants where she does. Yeah. But you can't, you can't imply that you're doing, cause it's like, you just, if that's what you want, we'll like get like fun with it. Like we've definitely done some like, but you don't have to say you put a hot dog in your, yeah. And you can't take me down that. No pun intended hole with you, Lila. Like I don't do that. And it's like, Oh my God, it's been driving me up a fucking wall of a wall.

Yeah, I get why that would upset you. I don't think I would like that very much. Chris Miles is calling. Hello? Why is Pete Davidson and Mr. Beast in a YouTube video? I'm podcasting right now and you want no part in this. I'll call you back. You should have seen the fear in his eyes. Oops. Aw. See, like that. I hope no one I care about ever watches this podcast. I have never resonated with a sentence harder. I hope no one I care about ever watches this podcast.

Except for the people Guys will talk to me Very frequently like Is this gonna end up On the podcast And you're the girl With the podcast Like it makes people Like a little afraid You know what makes me If happy is to quote Taylor Swift every time Where it's like If guys don't want me To write bad songs about them Then they shouldn't do bad things Like anyone Anytime a guy's like Are you gonna talk shit About me on the podcast I'm like

Yeah If you do something bad If you do something that Like warrants me Talking shit about you On the podcast I stand by that It is the other 80% Of me volunteering Information about myself That no one should ever hear It is so crazy Like there's so many I was just thinking about Like last night I was talking to this guy And I was like

saying how, you know, I was going to be a nurse. And like, that was like, that was my journey. Okay. We used to fucking spend the night sobbing in the library doing fucking stoichiometry. Okay. And to think that like I wasted all that time. And now even if I were to finish, no one's hiring me because I came online and I talked about how I'm

Someone put a hot dog in their butthole You know what I mean? And it wasn't me And it was not Tana Marie Mojo It is so true I mean to be fair We have very different journeys than that Like I think if I wasn't here doing this right now I'd be dead or like a literal hooker or a drug dealer So I guess I'll take this But I was like it was an act I was putting on I never wanted to be a nurse And I knew that That's crazy to take an act so far to go to college No but you want to hear how bad it was? It was I was so committed

I was a business major. I was enrolled in, first of all, ASU.

Arizona State University which I would never ever attend in a million years I was enrolled as a business major okay and then I decided I should follow a guy obviously to the University of Arizona he was not on board he did not want me to follow him he wanted me nowhere near him as one did I had a point in my life where I thought I was gonna go to University of Reno with my boyfriend yeah I really blackmail me well it was just like I knew my guy friends were going there I was like I'm gonna go to U of A business major okay I watched Grey's Anatomy

And I changed my major to nursing and I followed through for three and a half years. It's funny because at that time I was watching Breaking Bad. Like, I could do this shit. Breaking Bad. I had to stop watching Breaking Bad. No, Orange is the New Black. I had to stop because at the time my mom was in prison. I was like, this is not good for my mental at all. I can't watch Orange is the New Black because it's too like porny. Like, it kind of makes me horny. I loved it though. Like, Crazy Eyes.

that's a good show that is a really good show but i do sometimes get exhausted like this is a weird thing i have i don't like when everybody in the in a show always wears the same outfit like south park i'm not even kidding like they i need versatility got to be in touch with something it's like but it's like what are they going to change into you know what i mean it's like orange or tan maybe the new black oh yeah

But like, I like that. Like, I like that I'm going to open Family Guy and I know what Lois is going to be wearing. Yeah, but I don't... It's like home. I don't, because I can't differentiate between the episodes. It's like, have I been watching the same episode for fucking three seasons? Wow. Someone scissoring. Joe from you. Like, it brings you closer to someone, you know? I don't like it. Your character. I don't know him. I don't know why I'm saying that. I don't... I'll stop talking. This is weird now. Please feel free to... Anyway, if you're...

Interested in me. Click out. Can you please talk about one of your dates last night? Because I want to talk about my story with this man. Okay. First of all, I want to be clear. I went on two dates yesterday on actual accident. It wasn't like a, like, oh, I'm playing both teams kind of thing. It was like, I had been talking to one of these guys like for a while. I really like, I like him. Yeah. We've been talking, but he was out of town and like, he's, he's like kind of a flake, honestly.

He was like, he would make a plan and then like switch up. And I was just like getting frustrated with the situation. I was like, this man is never going to hang out with me. Yeah. And so you introduced me to another guy. And he was just like, he was just a nice, funny guy. And I was like, you know what? Let's go to dinner on Friday. It's like, OK, for sure. So we had these dinner plans for like a week. And then all of a sudden, Mr. Flaky Flake comes out of the woodworks and he has this whole plan. Extravagant date, too. And you like Flaky Flake more. Yeah. And I like Flaky Flake. Yeah. Yeah.

So he had this like whole elaborate thing planned for the daytime on Friday. And I didn't want to be like, oh no, I can't. Sorry. Especially because you like him. And it's also like, I'm sorry, but like we're in our twenties. It's the only time of your life again where you're going to be in like the dating pool. Like once you're married, you're married. Yeah. And I have no, I have no like business saying no to this man who actually set a date in a time and showed up. Like,

You know what I mean Like you flaky flaked on me Fucking 15 times Yeah So like So I had no Like you know what I mean I don't know I was just saying this to a man I was like if you don't like what I do Then put a ring on it Or shut the fuck up

Well I'm not I mean I haven't been on a date In months So for me to have two dates In one day Is like Yeah But it just was It was so coincidental And I was like I guess I'm just committing And I'm someone who gets So much anxiety From going on a date Like I have to Like Same I have to mentally prepare That's why I hated Flaky Flakes so much Because I was like I'm thinking about this I'm having anxiety about it And then it doesn't happen And I'm like You just wasted a day Of anxiety for me Do you drink before You go on a date? Oh yeah I like purposefully Go on them sober To like feel it

Isn't that insane? That's self-harm. I did that last night. That's like cutting. You know, like I was so nervous. It was literally shaking, but I like that feeling sometimes. Anyways. But it was kind of nice because it was like I almost... It's like two birds, one stone. I only had to have the angst of it all. No, actually, I did redo the glam. But it sucked because it was like I liked the first one so much that I was like, oh my God, should I not go on the second one? Yeah, but like you'd already made the plan and like he is a great guy. But I just felt bad. He was just like a nice guy and I went to dinner. But it was like...

And so did you make out with him? I made out with one. That's crazy. You didn't make out with... No. I do like one of them more than the other. The only reason I really wanted to bring this up is because the second guy that Brooke went on a date with, I also had an encounter with like a while ago. But you can't say that because the people already think I like, I want to wear your skin. Yeah.

She doesn't want to wear my fucking skin. It's L.A. We have similar tastes. We live in a similar world. Things don't work out. And she introduced me to this man. Yeah. And like, and I did not like, I'm just friends with this man tenfold, right? Like, I don't want to say what he like does for a living, but I had hung out with him at some point a long time ago. And we hung out and I was like, he's funny. Like, and I'm sure you probably have the same interest for going on the date. You're like, he's super funny, super sweet. Yeah. Like, why not? And he's not.

he's cute yeah i i think he was a really good contender he's a nice jewish man i'm only dating jewish from now on because because can i say that because i because i bought i had someone on etsy draw my soulmate and they look jewish and no and i know that the my soulmate is jewish so it's like i'm dating to marry like i'm not wasting my time 100 i'm only going on dates with jewish men from this point forward 100 but um

Should I just not tell this story? I shouldn't tell this story. No, tell it. It's funny. Yeah, but is it mean to him? Yeah, don't tell the story. Anyway, Tana went on a date with him first. But he would think it's funny. And Brooke just steals all Tana's name. Honestly, if we want to really talk about it, my first date also DMed Tana first. For so long. Do you think that's what happens? Do you think they find out they can't have you and they're like, you know what, let's just get the co-op.

And like You're prettier You're cleaner That's not true You're like Just a better catch I think That is not true For certain types Of our types You know Like there are certain guys But I do have to wonder Like it scares me But it's like

It sounds like, okay, just avoid the guys that your friends have talked to. But it's like, it's hard when your best friend's Tana Mongeau. I'll give you that. It really is. Like, I'm just like, it's just like, these are nice and good contenders of guys. And we both just acknowledge that. And to be fair as well, though, like my type is not that.

Like I have to actively fight. Yeah, these are both very like... Not my type. Like I'm always actively fighting that. Like trying to date the nice guy. Trying to go on dates with a nice guy. I'll even have like a nice boyfriend for like six months. I'm definitely like a nice guy type. Or I'm trying to be like I really want a nice guy. That's your type. Like nice, cute, clean cut. Like that doesn't do it for me at all. Like I want you to be so like...

I mean you saw the man today I used to think I liked what you liked But I think I was just in a phase Like when I thought I should marry Pete Davidson I think I was in a phase Yeah like I'm not in a phase at all Like I know that if I end up with someone clean cut Like I'm always gonna be like I'll be in a coffee shop and I'll see a guy like covered in tattoos And be like that's where I should be Like I just love a grungy guy And I think I'm better for the grungy guys And you're better for the cleaner guys Like your type Like look at you look at me you know what I mean

I don't know. I have like a waterline eyeliner and a black eyeliner. That's what I'm saying. I feel like you're giving like a nice blowjob with like nice girl eyes and your little white waterline. I don't give blowjobs. And I'm like, I want like my makeup dripping down my face. Like, do you fucking like that? No, I'm like acting like I'm acting shocked so that if either of my boyfriends watch this, they're like, oh my God, like she's so innocent. I hate you. I'm just kidding. I only have one boyfriend. But who is it? We'll never know.

I think we should have second date on the podcast though. And then I can tell my hookup. Both of them want to come on the podcast. I want to tell my hookup story with him and your date story. Like we should do it while he's here. It's almost funny. I think he'd be down for it too. I think it's hilarious. I know it is funny. I was going to die with that for some reason. Can we say he's a podcaster too? I think I actually have to hook up with Ryan. I think you should. Don't say anything. We're going to have to cut. Do it for the culture. I have to. Like I miss him.

I think you should. I think that would bring everything full circle. I have a feeling he's hung too. After everything he's been through, I think he deserves it. I'm dead serious. Like he got really like dragged through the mud. It'd be cute. But you were the victim. I was so the victim. I'm in podcast beef. Oh my God, Brooke. I'm in a mood today where if we talk about this today, the things that I would say in response are so different than if I was like...

Okay, well, I do want to... I want to be a little bit careful about it. I want to tread lightly a bit. I don't know how much energy I really want to give the conversation. But recently, I'm watching a little podcast. I got tagged in a little something something of someone like trash talking me on a podcast. And...

If you guys know the backstory, I had like a second there where I was going to do another pod... Like a second podcast in addition to this one. Yeah, it was around the time where I was going to do a second podcast with Jeff as well. Yeah, and I was like... And I think we both thought that would be... We didn't know when Canceled was going to come back. And I love podcasting. And I was like, I want to have a podcast kind of thing. And I reached out to somebody who I thought was like just the funniest person. And like, I wasn't really friends with her. But I was like, she was just a friend. Or I thought she was funny. I thought she'd be a good co-host kind of thing. And so...

She and I like started this whole negotiation process. We started pitching this show to a million different like production companies and stuff. We ended up getting a production company to pick it up and we got the little ball rolling. Ball rolling. Okay. Okay. There's meeting after meeting. We had been like... You better tell the cockroach story so I don't have to. I will.

Oh my God. We probably had 20 meetings about this podcast and like every single one of them was like her whole team, my whole team, the whole production company. Like it'd be like 13 people in a zoom. Okay. And we had meeting after meeting and like so many people are putting so much effort into this situation. Okay. We had contracts, like both of us were getting paid like a good salary for

To show up somewhere and talk for an hour a week. Yeah. Okay. Which is insane. That's what it was. And it was amazing. I was so grateful for it. I was really excited about it. Loved it. When I tell you this, I mean, I don't know. Just tell the truth. I did start to get a little bit nervous throughout the process because I'd be on these meetings that either she wouldn't show up or she would.

Like she her camera would be off. She'd be in bed. She wouldn't say a single word during the meeting. And I was like talking on a zoom. She never she and never one time did she ever camera on. She just like wouldn't participate. And I was like, oh, this is kind of strange. Sometimes would just completely miss them. There's 15 people in this meeting. Wouldn't wouldn't. I'll just never forget one time she missed me.

a meeting that you guys had and correct me if I'm wrong. This was like toward the end. Like, like we had, we had already like worked everything out. She missed like one of our most important meetings straight up. Did not, no call, no show. Almost 48 hours later, the woman texts in our group chat and she goes, I'm so sorry you guys, I had a cockroach in my house. And I was so floored by that because even I, Tana Mongeau,

Would not do that Well what's Yeah Say something that day At least Say anything Say anything And so I Like you You know Like this is like You I will I'm gonna give you so much credit Cause like This time around With Canceled You've been so amazing You've never cancelled You've never like

No, but seriously, because that's like one of the number one things like for the audience that Tammy and I fight about is like timing and stuff like that. Brooke loves to be on time and whatever. And I want to respect you with this. Well, this time around, you've been really great. But like I, I knew already that that's something I could not deal with. And now this time when he's going to just blow things off or things aren't important. Like we did a, you know, we did a cover shoot for the podcast. She...

We had the photos. Okay. A month later, I go, hey, like, have you chosen a cover? She goes, oh, oh, I'll have to look at them.

You haven't looked at them. Like she just didn't care. Also two flaky blonde bitches in your life. Like you'd kill yourself. It was like I already have one. You know what I mean? Like I love you. But like I already I got I've got that covered. Like I almost feel like if you were to have a second podcast, that's kind of why at the time I felt like Jeff and I would work is because you and Jeff are such different people that I felt like you would. I feel like you would hate to like. I didn't know if canceled was ever coming back. So I almost felt like it was kind of like a not replacing you. But I was like, OK, this is going to be like this will work out if it doesn't. Yeah.

But it just... I had a bad feeling about it and I started acting accordingly. I started getting a little frustrated. Like, if I would... We would be like, okay, let's meet here at 4 p.m. And it'd be 5. And she just wasn't there. And she'd be like, oh, I could be there in 30. I'm like, what do you mean you can be there in 30? Like, you set this... You chose the time. And you're not here. And she'll come in with Starbucks in her hand kind of thing. I was like, oh, no. Okay. Eventually...

And in my head, I'm like, I should pull out of this. But it's like at this point, my management has done so much. They spent thousands of dollars on a lawyer to like negotiate our contracts and do all the red lines. And like they had put so much into it, my team and hers for years.

Like this to be successful and stuff that I was like, I feel guilty. I have to see it through. Yeah. And she ended up pulling out of it. Okay. And I remember the day you were like, thank God. I will. But like not even like to be because I still really liked her. But I was like, this is I just I had a bad feeling about it. And I just knew like I knew that's not something I wanted to go through. Yeah. Tell me why this girl goes on a podcast the other day and straight up says, I just pulled out of a really huge project with a girl who.

I just had a bad feeling about. I got a bad vibe from her the whole time. I always had a bad feeling about her. And as soon as I pulled from this really big project, I found out I was right. She was a shitty person. And why? Why did she find out you were a shitty person, quote unquote? Still unsure. Those are fighting words. Well, it just pissed me off because I'm like. Those are. No, but those. I'm just telling you objectively as an outsider. Those are fighting words. I sent it to her and I was like.

Like did I do something? Like did I do something? Because it might I never gave her a hard time about it at all Because honestly I was relieved Like yeah I didn't want to get into like business with somebody Who I knew was unreliable She has been fired from every job she's ever had I'm so sorry like there's a reason for that Yeah And I was like I just that I don't want that And so I was I was relieved

And what were you guys really going to do? Rehash the. I never gave her a hard time about it. I was so sweet about it. I was like, thank you. Like, thank you for telling me that's totally fine. Whatever. But for her to go on a podcast and say like, oh, it's because she had a bad feeling about me. And that's why you pulled out. You pulled out because you were lazy and you didn't want to do it. And you turned down a fucking double a teacher's salary for you to just sit on a couch for an hour a week because you're lazy and you didn't want to do it. I sent it to her and she sent me a clip of us on Canceled.

Where we had told a story Like about a girl Who went on It was about her But like We had gone on and said like Yeah this girl just went on a podcast She said like Everyone in LA is fake She hates everyone in LA There's no real people And I was kind of And we were really using that As a like It was a generalized statement A mass generalization Because people do that All the time in Los Angeles It was To be fair I mean it wasn't like We She happened to be a good example Of what we were talking about Like

And I would say that to her face, there's no such thing as a city full of millions of people where nobody's real. Yeah. There's just no such thing. So she, I guess that's where she got the idea. She didn't like that. I would, that we said that or whatever. And I understand that, but it's like to say you felt you had a horrible feeling about me the whole time. And I was, you were so right. And I was a shitty person. Like just say you didn't show up to the meetings. Yeah. 100%.

I don't know I don't think you should do a podcast With someone you don't know very well though That was yeah that was that was my takeaway And it's like obviously don't get into Business or like sign a contract with somebody It was bless her heart for pulling out because Had this had I found out Like that she was this type of person Or like yeah she was like a shady Friend or whatever like I think you can do business When we were already like the contracts were Signed I would be like way more disappointed but it's just Frustrating because it's like don't make you don't go On a podcast and make me sound like a bad like

like a bad person when you literally like you put zero effort your actions and like so many people like on the back end we're doing so much for it like my managers like

Literally spent thousands of dollars Did so much unpaid work Just to like negotiate this whole situation Like work this out for us And then write it off as like oh Brooke sucks When it's like you guys have never even bonded for her To know if you're a good or a bad person Like you literally do not know anything about me I think you can do business with people you don't know But I think podcasting It's very personal That's just not something you should do There are the occasional anomalies that work out You know what I mean

Yeah like a frenemy I was just gonna say that Like where you wouldn't Have any I get that But that was not like It wasn't gonna be the vibe And it was a blessing in disguise But Yeah Just I know now like

Nevermind I was gonna take it too far Someone said that about me Like all bets are off Especially Without rightful reason If I did something To be a bad person Do you fuck yeah Call me a bad person Yeah cause I'm You know I already take everything So personally online Like you know that Everyone knows that about me Like if I read a bad comment If I read anything Or see anything Or someone thinks I'm like bad It hurts me Yeah guys her responding To Matt was a bit What? I said you responding To Matt was a bit Dude

like that was so it's so funny because i know your sense of humor like the back of my hand you know so i'm sitting there podcasting with you and matt ripe and it's such a funny bit that he's like i love soup and you're like in that episode not i literally be like oh i love mac and cheese and matt would be like oh i don't really like mac and cheese and i'd be like yeah like fuck mac and cheese you know what i mean like it was like i thought it was so obviously a bit in the comments i literally i can't even read them i'm sick

Yeah, I didn't. I thought people would completely understand that. I thought they would too. And he's like, he's my friend. Dude, Matt Reif is my neighbor. Yeah, I definitely thought it was funny. And I was surprised that the comments were like that. But it is funny over the time of podcasting. And I always tell you this. I've told you this from the jump. Like,

That episode all the comments are like Tana carried Tana did great things The episode before that it's like Brooke carries this whole podcast Each episode people are gonna like one person more I just can't read them anymore Because it's like then I'm so hypercritical About everything that I say and do That it's like all of a sudden I'm not even my own self And I'm thinking about like Oh my god am I responding properly I just can't think about that Because I want to have a normal fucking conversation With my fucking best friend And she's gonna laugh at me

Because I'm making a fucking joke and she knows it. You tell him. I like this side of you. Pop off, Brooke. Sorry. Okay, so what now? I shouldn't drink. I shouldn't text anyone I'm texting. I should probably be with this 6'8 amazing man. We have a white box event later. What does Mr. 6'8 do? What's with your wheeze? Are you good? Like, is this from the cancer weed you smoked? It might be. What does he do? I'm scared. Wait, tell me.

So he played professional basketball for a really long time. Well, as you do. And slayed. And absolutely slayed. He's 34 now. You eventually stopped doing that, you know? Yeah. I mean, some people don't, but some people do. And I can't even tell you. What is it? I'm going to start crying. What does he do? Can I guess? Yeah, but you never will. Okay, go. Just tell me. Rip the band-aid. Obviously.

Because he's 6'8". He's able. I know, I'm so worried. Maybe, let's say, if he were to act, he could play roles that a lot of other people couldn't. Like what? Because you have to think about the fact that in every scary movie you see, horror movie you see. What does he do, Tana? There are monsters. No. Literally no. I'm having a penny. I'm having a penny.

It's actually a very, very cool job. It's very, it's cool. Like, it's just hilarious. Like, so he works with like Blumhouse and like all the fucking like horror movie things and will sit in special effects for like hours and hours and hours and be these like terrifying things with like animatronics and shit. But like, what a specific job. I know, right? Right.

Because I didn't really know that. Like, I knew that he played basketball. Well, yeah, like someone's got to do it, you know? Absolutely. And then on his Instagram, there's like a couple different things like of him doing. And I was just like, oh, maybe this is like a side project. Like, you know what I mean? No, it's like fully. It's so crazy not to cut you off, but like, so you went out. Like, was it you and him at all? Or was it like you and him and his friends? No, that's not going to work. See, that is where I draw the line. Tana Marie.

That's pretty cool. Actually. It is cool. It's for sure. Cool. It's definitely cool. It's just the funniest job ever. I think we are a little bit like we have like a warped understanding. Like if I were still in Arizona or something and you told me like that was his job, I'd be like, he is so fucking cool.

There's like action figures of him. If he goes to a comic con, he's super famous. Wait, I just, one of my little boyfriends, I just went to Party City and he was like on every little thing at Party City. Really? Yeah. Did you go and meet up with his friends? Like you're normal to me, but like I forget you're like actually like you're like, you're like pretty famous. You can't just like go on a date. No. Last night too. That's one thing that, oh my God, it absolutely kills me. Every single time I go on a hinge date, like without fail. And this,

I'm like, this is such a flex. And I don't mean it like that, though, because it sucks in the moment. Every single time I've ever been on a hinge date, the waiter or waitress has recognized me. Wait, can I tell you something that happened to me on my date last night? Tell me. I'm so sorry to cut you off. You're fine. You would never say that off camera. I would never say that if the people weren't going to yell at me about it. My server last night on my date was my Uber driver from 2017. Okay, bleep. I'm just kidding. I'm just kidding.

But I remembered him so specifically and it was like actually fucking weird because he's like, oh my God, Brooke. And I was like, oh my God, hi, how are you? I talked to him for a second. And then he walks away and my date's like, who is that? And I'm like, oh, he was my Uber driver at the USC versus U of A game in 2017. Why do you remember the Uber driver? Because it was my only time I visited LA before I moved here. And I came for one day.

And I remembered him so specifically. We've followed each other since. We've kept in touch with each other. But the fact that I ran into him and I was just like, oh yeah, that's my Uber driver from 2017 from the USC versus U of A game. It kind of makes you look caring and like you remember things. I know, but just so random. Like and for him, he works at Nobu now. And like that's just his vibes. That's his vibes. That's okay though. That's good. Check this out really quickly. Okay. So I specifically do weed out men on hinge. Like the one thing that I really do is like

If you know about me like if you message me on hinge and you're like there's no way this is the real you blah blah blah. It's not my journey. Yeah. And like of course I appreciate anyone who like fucks with and follows my shit and like whatever so on and so forth. Yeah. But that's what I don't necessarily want to date someone who has this entire predisposed idea of who I'm who I am before I even go on the date. And like I know nothing about you and you know like.

Hella shit about me Like I think it's weird So I I purposefully will Like find And I talk to guys a lot Before I go on the date As well Like I I want to know You kind of know Nothing about me And obviously If we follow each other On Instagram Or they ask what I do Like if you're finding out Through me That's okay But like if you already know You know what I mean So like this guy Has no idea what I do Like at all I was explaining it to him Like a little Last night on our date But the server comes up

And I was already talking to the server. He was like this cutie little guy. He had like pride nails on. I was like, they're so cute. Like blah, blah. We were being super nice back and forth, you know? And then finally he comes up towards the end of the date and he's like, are you Tana? Like in front of this guy. And I'm like, God fucking damn it. Like, and I'm not going to be mean to this nice guy. So yeah. So of course I'm like, yes, how are you? Like, oh my God. And we just like talk and whatever. And that's all fine and good. You know, obviously that's going to, if you're going to date me, that's something you're going to have to like, I guess like deal with or whatever. But the,

Guy looks dead ass at me and he's like I support you through everything like I buy your OnlyFans all the time You're like your weed line you're this You're not whatever like brings up my OnlyFans has no fucking idea I do it And I was just like I just played it off

You're like only Only what? You're gonna bring my Only fans And it's funny Because afterwards I went over Amari and Lila I also I didn't even talk About this at all I made Amari Go to EP and LP Last night And spy on my date Amari, Paige, and Lila How did I not bring That up until right now? I'm so sad That you did not Like bring me on For that job Because I would have Loved to do that That's like my dream Is to like You're more than welcome Full disguise Like sit across From my friend I'm just trying

What are you doing? I don't know. Anyways. Wait, how much longer do we have? I'm going to pee myself. Should I pee or should we finish? Let's just finish. Okay. It's your dream to spy on a date. Well, you were busy. I would love to. Oh, you're right. You can spy on my. You're right. You're right. I had my little double date. Double date. My double date. So they went and they spied. But so afterwards I was like, oh my God, my friends are just like here. So then I went and like linked with them afterwards, you know, and the waiter comes back over and he goes, did I ruin that? Like blah, blah, blah. To Amari's table to me. And I was like.

no you're like awful i don't know i think our new thing right now especially if we're going to try to get you out of this like really toxic x cycle one date every two weeks once once a week is like i'm doing that that's easy no that's honest honest to god like i started off this episode like very much being like i'm in a terrible terrible place it's not that i just need to like

Have control of my decisions And if I'm not in therapy By the next solo episode Of cancelled Then I'm super wrong I just I need to go back to therapy And I need to like Hold myself accountable And I really am just sad That I can't be friends With Chris Yeah and it is

It is sad. And I don't know how to. It is sad. It's like it's the worst feeling. Like I've just been sobbing for days. I just don't know how to handle it. You know like I really really wish we could be and it's making me super sad and it's. I think you can't. It tornadoes my life. It's just you have to be friends like from a distance. You can't be hanging out all the time. You can't be spending time with his friends like you used to. I know. It just it has to be like check in on him.

And that's just it And that's just like A hard pill to swallow That some people No matter How hard you try You cannot It's all or nothing But it is Like you I mean it was too much To like Dude like ever I was in such a good headspace Like life is good Yes I've been stressed and shit And like I was I was a little like crazy And fun and wild And Cabo and shit But it doesn't send you Into like an immediate spiral Yeah And like

Now like obviously the consequence of my own actions now have me in just like a pretty dark headspace and I definitely have to hold myself accountable. So we're going to go to therapy. You're going to get your little new house and you're going to have a whole new start and we're going to go on one date a week and only Jewish men. You think this man's going to be your boyfriend? I hope so. Really? That's exciting. 15 reasons. Someone get me help. Thanks for listening to this episode of Cancel. We love you guys so much. Don't cancel us or something. I'm going to cancel myself. You know what I mean? Bye.