27: Episode 27: She Hooked Up With Her Cousin for OnlyFans
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- Buenos dias, world, from the San Diego Zoo Wildlife Alliance. I'm Marco Wendt. - And I'm Rick Schwartz.

And we're your hosts for season three of Amazing Wildlife, a show from iHeartRadio Ruby Studio and the global conservation organization behind the San Diego Zoo and the San Diego Zoo Safari Park. Listen as we dive into the efforts here in San Diego and spotlight the heroes working worldwide to care for the species you know and love. Listen to Amazing Wildlife on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Can't do. Don't remember doing this at all. I can only hold myself accountable. Can't do. I am just.

Look how good my life is. So what else? Cancel me. Tanimoja is cancelled. Oh, and welcome back to the cancelled podcast, ladies and gentlemen. Today we have a very, very special guest. My favorite guest of all time. And I think we, by far, have the guest we've been the most excited about. I'm not even kidding. You guys are full.

She goes by... We sought her out. We literally talked about her a few weeks ago. I said, she's my favorite person ever. You were so sweet. We tried to put it in the air, I think, by putting it on a podcast. I know, and you know what? We did it. We said it, and our turnaround time is kind of a long time. And...

Then you went on Sophia with an F, like right after that. And we were like, God. We always miss the mark of our long ass turnaround time. But this is the stage name. She goes by Anal Princess. But this is Miss Stella. And I love her. Hello. No one claps here. We want you here. I swear.

You wouldn't know if they were. Thank you very much. Oh my God, you're literally such an honor. I am so happy to be here. We're so excited to have you. You are the GOAT. There's just nothing like an outspoken, true-to-themselves woman with a... You know, you have a lot that I feel like people don't know about you, too. You're very multi-faceted, you're very intelligent, but you also love anal and you're not afraid to tell the world about it.

And I love that. I can't believe I've been the first. Honestly. I don't know why there's no one else giving anal tips. And we are here today to ask a lot about your history with anal and your life history in general. Brooke has been just geeked. I feel like Brooke. I'm obsessed. I found you on TikTok, which is, I think, where you've been like really blowing up the most. Where everyone finds me, yeah. On your anal princess account, which has since been deleted. Yeah. I love a good bitch who gets deleted and just keeps coming back. I've had 15 TikTok accounts.

counts it's the definition i'm a bad bitch you can't kill me you know literally you cannot i don't understand so they just keep deleting them and then what you have to get a new phone every time every time i get a new phone i just get banned and i get a new phone so i've had like 15 you put me on to that today that like it's actually a device bad that's what lila doesn't understand so our friend lila keeps getting kicked off of instagram yeah same yes it's the same instagram's even worse tiktok they'll keep letting you post

but you will never get like on a brand new phone on an account with like I even make the name on my phone a different name and everything like my the birthday different I make everything different I start it on an in a new area like at a coffee shop or something with different wi-fi because like that first video address is different yeah the first video will get 10 million views whereas like on an account that's old or shadow banned or like on the same phone a new account it will get like

Oh, you're a G for that. I'm not going to lie. Like, you made me want to just go get a new phone and make a new fucking account somewhere just to see if I could, like, pop off on a separate account. And, like, that's where I do all my marketing myself. So it's a really small price to pay for...

essentially free marketing. That's very, very, very true. And you actually are monetized on TikTok, yeah? No. Like, well, I swear. I've never made money on TikTok. It's crazy. Me either, girl. You know why? It's because I did it on my very first account and I've been banned so many times now and every time that you try and like get monetized, you have to put your ID and information in so they'll know it's me. Oh, wow. But I make enough money on OnlyFans.

That is fair. See, I need to be thinking like that. When my creator fund got, I got straight up denied for it. Like they were like, yeah, that's crazy to me. The only money I ever made was like from millions of views. I got like $600 from TikTok. I was like, this is not worth it. Only fans are making like thousands and thousands a day. That is fair. I cannot wait to hear about like your OnlyFans and everything as well. So your OnlyFans blew up because, and I,

I could just say anything with you, right? You could say anything, yeah. You were fucking your cousin, yeah? Straight to the point. I have to. First of all, I think there's something so special about someone who just really doesn't give a fuck. Yeah, no shame. It's empowering, you know what I mean? Even just with that, that you just don't give a fuck. You're like, I'm here to do whatever I want to do. I want to know, though. I mean, you were talking about this on Sophia with an F, the monetizability. Probably not a word, someone.

come from me of incest stuff. It's obviously the biggest category on Pornhub. No, porn, yeah, the biggest genre is amateur incest taboo porn. So it's always like step, I mean, if they could do brother and mommy and daddy stuff, they would, but you can't, Pornhub doesn't even allow that. So you have to do step.

But yeah, I never didn't even know that when I did the first collab with Hannah, I had no, my cousin. - Wait, so is cousin the loophole? Like, can you say cousin? - Not on Pornhub, right? - I mean, I don't even know about Pornhub because I don't even post that stuff on Pornhub and on OnlyFans,

you might be able to say cousin, but I don't even risk it. Because everyone already knows we're cousins from TikTok and Twitter, that we don't even say anything about cousin related, nothing on OnlyFans. We just sell the videos, Hannah and Stella. So are you, that's so, I'm like speechless and it's so hard to make me speechless. And that's the crazy thing about porn nowadays, like with the OnlyFans era, it's like, and with my type of business model, it's a real girl doing real things in her real life. So it's not like,

playing a stepdaughter anymore even though i have done that yeah it's like wrong with that but they get to see a real girl with her real cousin like actually and having real orgasms when you said every orgasm you have is real even that i know a lot of really big only fans creators who are girls who are like yeah i still won't like do i still don't want to come on camera like some of the biggest ones have told me like every one of them i have started doing it i was like this is

weird like it's hard to the first times you do anything real sexually on camera yeah because you're like I might look weird as fuck like you can't focus on what you look like when you're orgasming for real yeah that's so true and so the first times I did it I was like oh I'm going silent too much I'm doing whatever and then I just realized like one I'm happier yeah and I'm posting more and also my fans love the awesome authenticity so no you there's nothing like you won't and it's like no one you have to do like and at least in my case like

I feel like the only way to make this a career is to do things that maybe not everyone can do. And authenticity and actually giving real orgasms and like really real sex is the hardest thing for people to do. Like acting is very easy for people. That's so true. But acting always looks worse. And I would be there trying, sucking in every single thing. Like I'm your sex.

Like, I think it's very hard to let that, like, wall down. It's so hard. And it's commendable as is. But when you... Yeah, one, it's a good practice for myself. Like, it just makes me more confident in myself. But then it also...

something beyond what is out there. Like it's inspiring as is to like so many girls to just like be authentic. People always say to me like you're just a slut on the internet and I'm like well I hope I'm inspiring a few girls out there to just like be authentically themselves and not feel remorse for things that they want to do and

Like, you can be a girl. Like, you're a girl already. And then however your personality is, whoever you are, whatever you look like when you come, like, however you like to fuck, you're still a fucking girl. Like, you don't need to act a part of something. Like, you can just be, you can be fucking. I love you.

I love you. You can be nasty as fuck. You can like anal. You can shit on your boyfriend. Like, and you're still a really cute girlfriend. You're still a cute little pussy baby. So you film only usually with your boyfriend, right? Or like people who you already would be wanting to have sex with. So I film with Drew, who is my boyfriend slash, I mean, right now it's like an open relationship. But we've, he's the one who takes care of me.

took my anal virginity and introduced me to this whole world anyway. Special bond. I start crying. Like, why is that the most touching thing I've ever heard on this podcast? She could literally say, like, he put, like, a Korean corn dog in my asshole and I'd be like, wow, that's so special. No, truly, we had anal every single day for a year before I even thought about doing porn or filming it or anything. Like, I was just a student doing that.

I never knew that anal could be so good. Like, I didn't... I planned to save it for my husband or something. And then I was so turned on by this guy in the homeless shelter. Yeah, oh my God. Oh my God, I have so many fucking...

That's so funny. Tana also seeks out men from the homeless shelter. No, I'm not kidding you. Not to stray away from that because I want to get back to that. But you were saying that you were working in the homeless shelter. Which, first of all, again, you're just such a good girl. Like philanthropist vibes. I love that. In more ways than one. She fucking...

But you were there and you met this guy and you were like, you're so hot. I want to fuck you. I would do the same exact thing. Dude, it took me. We knew each other for like four months. And every day I progressively got hornier and hornier for him that like he would bring me like a hat from the thrift shop. And I literally would masturbate like smelling it because I was like, I need to fuck him so fucking bad.

- It probably helped that it was so taboo. You're not supposed to do that. - You're not supposed to, it's forbidden. - But I mean, what more form of philanthropy can you really-- - And who could be more manly too than a homeless Marine veteran? - I so agree with that. - I think we need to take up philanthropy. - Yeah, literally, just broke guys fuck so good 'cause it's all they have to offer. - I've been saying that. - I say that once an episode. - No, it's great. - When you don't need anything else from a man except just vibes.

You're enabling the fuck out of me right now. What did you say she said in the car that I was like, she's, I literally wrote it down and quoted it. You said like, I prefer men with no jobs so they can pay attention. And I'm like, that's such a beautiful angle because she shades me all the time. She's like, why are you going for all these broke guys? Why am I shading you? What a hypocritical thing to do? Because what am I doing? Fucking Bill Gates. If they,

If they're broke and they're like, if they don't embrace it, it's not hot. But with him, he chose to be homeless. He was manic as fuck. He was like, I'm going to drive across the country to LA and be a poet. Fuck my whole life. A lot of people just don't fucking care. Yeah, and he was like, I want to sleep in my car. I don't give a fuck what I do. And ever since I met him, I have lived life so fully. Because I realized I could be homeless with this person. I would be happy as fuck.

Like we used to, I used to skip out on class and just go on random road trips with him and sleep in the car, sleep on the side of the road, like fuck in ditches on the side of the road. And I've never lived so fully. I think that you're inspiring my new dreams. That is the point of life. Like you're not supposed to be with some like boring ass person. You need to be with someone who you could be homeless with and have fun. You know? She is art. You are art.

I'm not kidding you. I'm going to call you every time I want to make a decision. I am not joking. So were you cousins by marriage or...

We're not blood related. Really? People always ask that. They think that we are. We're not. So then it's like, what the fuck is... There's no difference. There's no difference. There's fucking some random girl. Yeah. Yeah. Well, I've been asking people this question, and I already know your answer just by all of this, but all week I have been so inspired by asking people this question. It's like the only thing that's given me joy each day. I mean, to you, I feel like you're going to be like, oh, what a great fucking question. But like, if your parents... I mean, this...

I want to hear your answer. If your parents divorced and remarried and they remarried someone else and they had a step kid, you know what I mean? Like your mom remarried a guy and he had a boy. I just read a book about this. And you fell in love with the boy. Would you fuck him? Of course.

See, yeah, like... You know what's so crazy about this? What? My dad is remarried to a younger woman. My dad's 60. She's 30. She's like, I already did it. And no, and they just had a kid like a couple months ago. And I have a little baby brother. Oh my God. Aw. Well, no, I'm not gonna say anything awful about it. Would I...

- I fall in love with my baby brother. - Don't baby it, just brother, pretend he's 25, like come on. - Wait, but you're saying half brother, like not just step brother, like totally unrelated. - No, no, that would be step. - You're saying half brother. - Well, I was saying step brother to the average person, but half brother, what do you mean? - Half brother only? - Related. - Oh, for the love of God. - No, no, no. - I love you. - I don't think I could. Because the thing about me is like, I like,

taboo things like for instance I love men with authority like I like fucking men or like that are more dominant than me because in real life I'm very good about boundaries with authority figures like professors in college used to ask me to go to lunch with them and stuff instead of meeting their office and I felt so uncomfortable because I like to keep that boundary so then sexually I like to break that boundary see and I would love to have that like gray area like I would just like

- I can't, I was gonna say something so fucking awful but my lawyer's here so I'm getting like a death stare. - Just like anyone I work with I would fuck. Like I can't, or like my best friends, I just have a boundary cross. - That is why like I work with, I mean except for Sawyer, my manager slash best friend, I've fucked everybody else I've ever worked with.

Yeah, I could make the relationship stronger. I feel like that's how she is with her friends. She's fucked like pretty much all. Yeah, I just fucked a really good friend of mine. Actually, I haven't told you about it. When I have sex with people, I get closer to them. I do agree with that. Buenos dias world from the San Diego Zoo Wildlife Alliance. I'm Marco Wendt and I'm Rick Schwartz.

And we're your hosts for season three of Amazing Wildlife, a show from iHeartRadio Ruby Studio and the global conservation organization behind the San Diego Zoo and the San Diego Zoo Safari Park. Listen as we dive into the efforts here in San Diego and spotlight the heroes working worldwide to care for the species you know and love. Listen to Amazing Wildlife on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.

But as long as you're not like a jealous type where you get possessive of them immediately, then you can just see. I ruin everything. Like I'm like, I'm going to fuck my friend and then be possessive of them. No, all my best friends I have sex with all the time. And I have done that since I was fucking 13 years old. I resonate. I really do resonate. Like you're one of my...

We're one of the only friends she hasn't had sex with. Seriously, it's really good. It's important to have those friendships. We were debating a threesome the other night, though. Which one? We were going to go to Paris. Oh, right. That was my idea. Yeah. I mean, but I wasn't down. I wasn't not down. Oh, okay. Sorry, I didn't mean to. Do you feel like it would be awkward if you guys did or the time hasn't come?

I don't feel like it'd be awkward. I don't think it would be awkward either. It's a good question. It's this bitch's podcast now. Well, because I have friends that I could fuck so easy. And then I have friends that are so sexual. Like, I have this one girlfriend who's so sexual, taking me to so many sex parties. But there's a thing between us where, like, I'm scared to do something with her. It's interesting. I think it would be. But I don't know. I feel like after a month, we'd be like, remember that. We would definitely laugh, though. I think we would laugh, but it would take us a while. I've only ever had one threesome, and it was with literally my best friend at the time. So it was like.

very you probably both have to be drunk and you have to have a guy who's like you both are preying on him no we have this guy that we both fucked and he's great both of our rotations yeah no ever so literally we just like take turns fucking him like probably not even like so fun we really do just take turns fucking this man but he's great and giant cock he could easily handle the two of us we should really get on that come join yeah i will she would love him before you

I have to stop. What was I going to fucking say to you? Oh, speaking of boundary crossing or trying new things, we were talking about this in the car. I recently found that one of my new favorite things, and it was something I wanted to do forever and ever and ever. Oh, God. I would ask every guy in the world if I could do it, and every guy would say no. And I finally found someone who would do it, is pegging. Pegging a guy hits. Have you ever done it? I've never done it. The anal princess. Yes!

Dude, I want to do it so bad. You know what? I want to do it really bad, but at the same time, I fucking love receiving. Yeah. Because when you're giving with a strap on, you don't feel shit. I know. It's like, it's a mental thing. It's like a dominant thing. It is. Like, I just sometimes making a guy your bitch, like, hits. It's so good. So what have you never done that you want to do? I guess. Pegging. I want to peg. I do. I want to peg. I know a guy. Yeah.

She does. Hook me up. And he is open to it. Let me tell you. Oh my God. I would love to. I really got you. I, so Alex Adams is the one like mainstream porn star that I've shot with on Pornhub. I have two videos on Pornhub and they're both with him. Okay. And he,

he used to do gay porn. - Really? - Yeah, and now he just does straight porn, but he used to do gay porn. So he's taken it in the ass way more than I ever have. And he doesn't wanna do gay stuff anymore, but he's been in my ass so many times that he's like, "It's only fair that I let you peg me."

You have to do it. So I really want to do it. That would be a really beautiful story. I feel like the problem with pegging, though, is as much as I say I want to do it and stuff, it's like after somebody were to actually allow me to peg them, I feel like I would think about them differently. I will say from personal experience, I would love to do it with someone that I don't see or know as well, I guess, because afterwards you definitely look at them a little differently. That's why I want to do it with Alex because he's...

i've seen all his gay porn yeah and like i know he likes it yeah and i know he's done it a million times before so it's not like it's not like taking a guy's anal virginity which is so different yeah like i know he knows what to do and it would be great because the other one thing i want to do with him is he has a friend a really hot friend that wants to enter porn and i want them to dp me

I really have never. I've never done the DP. That's honestly what that means. I don't know what that means. Double penetration. Okay, so in the butt and the pussy. So I've done like a dildo in my pussy and a guy in my butt and vice versa. But I've never done two dicks, like one dick in my pussy and butt at the same time. How do they work that out mechanically between them two? You have to. It's a weird position. But they also, I realized or I learned they have to go at different times. So like one goes in, one goes out. Oh, okay.

Okay. Because if you go in at the same time, it'll like tear or it's too small down there. Like even fitting, you can't like, okay, someone goes in your butt. You cannot put a dildo in your pussy. It will not fit. Like the butthole fills up the pussy. Oh, wow. And that makes sense when you're doing anal and they like, whoa, I've never thought about that. Do you? Well, you spearhead this conversation because fun fact, you tell her, tell her your situation. I've never done anal. You've done anal.

Okay. So you know what you're talking about? Yeah. I'm like the anal virgin. I was on the hunt this week. I was backing up to everybody. I swear to God. I was like, I, I cannot go in interviews. I swear. Cause I was like, I listen, I take my job very seriously. Um,

I had anal today for this reason. If I'm going to talk about it the most authentically. I was really working on it. Just need a refresher. But I decided I'm just going to have, we're going to have to have you back after I have experienced it for myself. Yeah. But. And when you do it for the first time, text me. Are you going to be the first person I call? I have paragraphs I can give you. Give us your, give us your like anal starter pack right now. Yeah. Like you're like first, first time anal. First time anal. What to do. What to do. All right. Um.

- First, I always say like the person you pick is important because you don't wanna be thinking about shitting on someone. Like you just don't wanna worry. - I don't even know who I should be shitting on for the first time. - If you really wanna do it,

I have no idea who I did anal with for the first time. What? Like, I couldn't tell you. You don't remember who you lost your anal virginity to? Oh, that's dark. No, but I mean, like, wasn't it memorable? Was it, did it hurt or anything? Clearly not memorable. Yeah, it clearly didn't hurt or anything. Oh, I remember actually, never mind. It was like a boyfriend. It was a boyfriend. Yeah, but I also hate him. He like blackmailed me. See, that's where the disconnect is for me because like I've never been

Like I've technically had sex with like a lot of people, but almost every person I've ever had sex with, I've had sex with like once or twice. So like obviously first or second time having sex with somebody, you're not going to like, I mean, maybe, maybe, but like, you're right. So like, it wasn't until like these past few years that I started like having people that I actually like regularly have sex with. And so it was just like, never really. Well, you could shit on Joe. For sure. For sure. And he's, he's definitely willing. Last, literally last night, he's like, come on,

"Come on, you're gonna have anal princess." But I'm- - He's like using it in his favor. He's like, "Anal princess is coming up." - You're like, "I'm trying to find someone to accept you." - No kidding. - But, so what else? What else is on this checklist? - So it is a boyfriend girlfriend type thing, for sure. - Joe? - I mean, that being said though, I lost mine on the first date with a homeless guy in the back of his car.

I love you. But I didn't know he was boyfriend material, but he ended up being it. You're my president. Continued. Buenos dias, world, from the San Diego Zoo Wildlife Alliance. I'm Marco Wendt. And I'm Rick Schwartz.

And we're your hosts for season three of Amazing Wildlife, a show from iHeartRadio Ruby Studio and the global conservation organization behind the San Diego Zoo and the San Diego Zoo Safari Park. Listen as we dive into the efforts here in San Diego and spotlight the heroes working worldwide to care for the species you know and love. Listen to Amazing Wildlife on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.

So it's one like picking someone who you're comfortable with and like you feel like you could shit on and it'll be fine. I mean, most people don't feel that way. I didn't feel that way when I lost it, but I just embraced it. Yeah. Second is so when I first lost it, I was laying on my stomach.

fully relaxed. So like lay fully flat and relax. This, this position is the best for the first time anal. Um, like just completely breathing deep, closing your eyes, fully relaxed. And he'll get your butthole like really wet. You can stick fingers or toys in before, but you don't have to. Okay. It helps. Also, I learned, I didn't know this till a year into doing anal, but there's desensitizing gel for your butthole that it doesn't, people think it numbs it, but it doesn't numb it. It just,

takes away like the muscle tension it relaxes the muscles is that like or a gel it's like or a gel for your butt well what like isn't that literally it's literally just a desensitizing like kind of numbing lube that you put on your butt you can borrow it yeah okay but i fair i did a lot of anal like without it it was tequila for me i was just like i'll take six i've done it sober always but and i like it because of that reason because i like the intensity and the pain but

I did discover desensitizing gel like halfway into my anal journey and it lets you feel more sensation and less like you're shitting in reverse. Yeah. That's how I felt for me for a long time. Like I was shitting in reverse and then eventually it was like, okay. Yeah. Like, you know, if that makes sense. Whereas I just loved like the pain of it. Yeah. Same. I really like pain. I do too. I,

They dominate you. They dominate you so much. So I lay fully flat on your back is like my best or on your stomach is my best tip. And then they get your butthole really wet. And and then they just go in from above. And so how long till you liked it?

Are you immediately liked it? I liked it immediately. Literally, the first time it didn't hurt at all. I didn't even know I was going to have anal. Is he hung like a horse? No, he's like a good six inch standard dick. A boyfriend dick for anal. And it's uncircumcised, which is really good for anal because there's more skin, so there's less friction. Like the skin stays on your butthole and then the dick is between it.

I am. Instead of like intense friction. Uncircumcised, uncut. I love uncircumcised. Look in the camera. I love uncircumcised penises. They're so beautiful and natural and they feel better in the butthole. Wait, wow. You're teaching me literally. I feel like Gandhi's talking. I'm telling you, this is why I'm so excited to have you because I feel like everything that you say, I'm like, wow. I've truly had anal every day for three years. Sometimes multiple times a day. Do you enema ever?

I've never done an enema like a real enema I've never done one you haven't either right I've always said like I could eat a crunch wrap supreme from Taco Bell and then do anal and there's no problem and I have a lot of guy friends who are like gay and they're like I don't know how you do this enema every time yeah they don't eat for days and shave before yeah there's so much prep but I always wonder that about her because she'll be like yeah he fucked my ass last night and I'm like girl I was with you all day yesterday and there's no

way you were okay. But I swear I've never shit on a dick. I would tell you, honestly. No, literally, that's the best, because when you shoot water up there, well, one, when you prepare a lot, you can't do it every day. So already, that was out of the cards for me. But then...

And also like I was fucking him in the back of his car for like a year. So I wasn't preparing. I didn't fucking know I was even going to have anal the first night. I was like disgusting and on my period. So he just, his dick started going in my butt. And I was like, wait, is that my butt? And it just, I was the horniest I've ever been in my life. So it just felt amazing. And that's now how I approach anal always. Like I don't prepare for it. And you are my president. And people think this sounds like, like girls think I'm like a pick me girl being like, I don't even know.

prepare for anal or you use lube, but no one does. Like, when you prepare, it usually, like, shooting water up there, every porn girl will tell you that it just makes it messier. Amari was just telling us that the other day. You risk literally wet, like, liquid shit coming out of your ass. No, no, no. Whereas when you just don't prepare, it's fine. I've been...

I knew you were smart. Porn girls will tell you that. Porn girls will tell you that. Like, it's honestly the easiest. I've never felt so validated. I'm serious. You're my Gandhi. You are my president. I can't even believe. I feel like you already, you know the vibes. You know that less preparation is better. I really honestly don't think I ever knew that. I think I'm just lazy and it worked well. And like, I was like, okay. Well, that's how I am too. That's the best way to be. But now I'm going to be on my high horse. And the anal fucking princess told me that's the way I should fucking do it.

You're like, you know what? If you want my asshole, you can go in it raw like it is. You can get shit on if that happens, but you'll never fucking shit all over them if you don't prepare because it's just not like unless you know you're having stomach problems. Yeah. No, no. Right now. No, you got a shit. Not a good time for you. Yeah. But also another tip I have that's really good is the morning. Every time I have anal, like first thing in the morning, right when I wake up.

I have never, it's never been messy. Are you guys hornier in the morning or the night? Morning for sure. But I am so polar. I'm like, I actually hate morning sex. Really? Because I'm not a morning person at all. I get like sad, like I get really sad because it's like if I slept over and I wake up and someone doesn't, like I would be really upset.

I am so cool. So I always have boyfriends. Like my whole since I was 13, I have like long term boyfriends, which is also why I have nastier sex. Because like you said, like you can be more comfortable with them. 100%. But also you wake up to them every single day. And so you can just know what they have a hard on right when you wake up and then they just start fucking you. That's what I like. I'm just lay there and he just starts fucking me.

I will date someone and if they wake up hard and even like touch me with it, I'm like, don't even look at me. Really? I'm not, like Chris, you wake up every day so hard trying to fuck and I would be like, listen to me. No, you can talk to me in 12 hours because I hate the morning. I wake up like angry. Like I'm just not like,

that like i don't know me i love the morning i wake up happy but night all night all night till the sun rises but then the second that's when it's risky to do anal but at the same time then you're probably like you have alcohol in your system at night anal so it's like you don't give a fuck anyway that's true whereas morning anal if you have a boyfriend sun's out like they just wake up next to you and they can just start fucking your butt i it has never i've done hundreds of times it has never once been messy probably because like before you like stand up there's no gravity

Exactly. You know what I mean? Like you got to do it before you even stand up. Yeah. Brilliant. It's the same thing as I told her the other day. If you don't get like stand up, you're not going to like bleed in your bed. Like if you're on your period and you don't. Yes. That's why I never wear tan. I just free bleed at night. I told her that I've never bled in my bed because it's not until I like really get up and like gravity hits that it starts to become a problem. It's very true. The other day I stood on my floor. You saw the blood on my floor. Oh my God. She was running around yesterday. She was leaving a trail. I'm like, Tana.

Enough. I bleed so much. I could never free bleed at night. Like the bed would look like someone died. Like I'm not even kidding. Drew, literally my boyfriend, he's like, if only people online knew that you're so cute, but really you just shit on me all the time and you fucking free bleed once a month in the bed. Like a special relationship. I just think he washes all my panties that have like blown in the long term because I don't like.

it's gotta be like that though that's love and I do love that I have so have you you do you shit on him like sexually yeah

Not on purpose. Ever. Because he doesn't have like a shit kink. Oh man. Neither do I. I know. But I understand it. But no, I've shit on him so much. He doesn't give a fuck is the thing. Yeah. I've gotten a lot of shit on him before and he doesn't care. He comes and then he wipes it off. But I've also like, he's pulled out when we've been filming before and it's been like really shitty and I've wiped it off with my hand really fast and then put it in my mouth and like have him come all over my face or something. I put it...

She's so versatile. I like it, Picasso. My recent Pornhub video, he went in my ass, then inside my pussy straight from my ass, then back in my ass and in my mouth. And then I think in my pussy. Honestly, though, like the fact that you just don't give a fuck is still, again, not to keep coming back to that. That was so fire. I think it's so like rare and it does like resonate with your authenticity. On top of that, you are so well spoken. I was floored today to find out that you went to college for a long ass time. Not like that, but I

No, I know. It's shocking to people. No, but that sounds like, it sounds so awful, but I think that it's awesome what you're doing because you are destigmatizing so much by saying, I went to college, I got my degree. It wasn't for me. I'm not doing, you said it yourself on Sophia with an F. I'm not doing porn or being sexual as a last resort. It's who I am. Yeah, exactly. Because so many people think that.

And think about the amount of girls that you empower that are just like sexual and free and honest that would think that everyone's going to think this is my last resort. But here you are with this giant platform coming back, no matter who the fuck's going to delete you saying this isn't my last resort. This is like what I want to fucking do. Yeah. And it's crazy to me because this is life. Buenos dias world from the San Diego Zoo Wildlife Alliance. I'm Marco Wendt. And I'm Rick Schwartz.

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sex has become so like as I was just saying this actually on TikTok but like people you know so many successful intense men that are sexual like so many fucking men get cancelled or like exposed for the sexual weird ass shit they're doing and they're like high powered men but then high powered like intense successful women are expected to be completely non-sexual I know it's actually crazy and like sexual women are like bimbos and we're like dumb

And they're shocked that we fucking have other interests or could like be good in school. Yeah. But I'm, I mean, I think a lot of girls that like academic validation, like sexual validation. 100%. What were you saying? Like someone who's just like really, like you were saying the girls in STEM are like the freakiest girls because it's like, they're so devoted and like, you know what I mean? Like to that, like why wouldn't they be like that? Yeah. It takes an intensity to do that. And I just met like,

I met the girls that were the most like me doing STEM because I graduated college not doing science or anything or math. And then I went to two years at UCLA after college doing STEM, doing pre-med. And that's when I met all these girls that were so intense and we were studying for organic chemistry together. They were geniuses. And then they were dominatrixes on their off time just for fun.

fun or they were like going to member sex parties in LA that they were taking me to. And I was like, what the fuck is this world? And I realized it's because these girls are so fucking intense and never stop going. Yeah. And not every girl in STEM is like that. Like there's a lot of people that are there just because their parents want them to do medicine or whatever. But there are also some people there that are fucking intense. Like they want to know the most about everything and about the human body. And sex is a huge part of that.

No, but I think it's dope. Like you said, not every girl is like that, but you're shining a light on the fact that, hey, there are brilliant women who are also sexual. And the men who date them, they know that. Men date intense, high-powered women because they fuck like crazy. That's so true. But then there's so many people who don't want to believe that's a real thing. I know. Oh, my God, I love everything.

Anyone can be sexual. I think the more comfortable you are with yourself, the more able you can embrace your sexuality. During college, what was that? Is that where you found out that you were more of the sexual person and started meeting sexual people? Was that more? I figured out when I was 13, I lost my virginity just because I was curious with my little 13-year-old boyfriend.

And it was so fun. And like, we were just curious and I just wanted to see like what it was like when a penis went inside me. Yeah. And ever since then, I've just known like every time I bond with someone, I want to have sex with them. Valid. Literally. I don't know if that's something I need to get therapy for, but I couldn't agree more. And that's also why, like when I was working at the homeless shelter and I realized like there were multiple men there I wanted to fuck and like bad to the point that I did fuck one of them. Yeah. I was like, maybe I shouldn't do medicine. Yeah.

because I can recognize... She's like nursing them back to health and she's like, fuck, fuck, fuck. Oh my God. I can recognize it in myself that when I... Like the way I love people and care for people, I want to have sex with them. I actually completely resonate with you on that. I can't lie. I can't lie. I've always been like that. And in high school, it was...

You know, you're learning how to figure out, are you a slut or like whatever it is. But I always just had sex with like friends and just people I really liked. I've never really had like one night stands with random ass people that I don't connect with. Everyone I've had sex with. I mean, I have sex with people on the first date all the time, but I know there's something special about them. Yeah, I feel a connection. And then I just fuck them so bad.

I can't say I don't have one night stands, but I feel like every time I do have sex with someone, even if I don't in that moment, afterward, I'm like, I love this man. What's that TikTok sound? It's like, I love you. Are you seeing other people? After the first time you sleep with them? I love you. The sex parties. That's something that I really want to get into. And I know so many people in Hollywood who are in the mix.

Please take us. Will you take us to his? I want to go. I feel like I would just be like, wow, this is amazing. You would love it. So I just went to one and I went with Hannah, my cousin. And I also that day.

And that day at the hotel I was staying at, this girl came up to me at the pool and was like, oh my God, I follow you on Instagram and TikTok. I'm a photographer. I'd love to do like a film shoot with you sometime. And I was like, that'd be great. And we scheduled it. And then I was like, hey, I'm going to a sex party later. She was really cool. She was like, do you want to come? And I ended up last minute booking another, like a couple's ticket for her and I, so I could bring her. So it was so last minute. Yeah. It's like, you have to be a member and everything, but I booked a couple's ticket so that I could bring her.

and she didn't have to be a member. - So is it, are you a member? - Yes. - Is it not like $250,000 a year? - No, it is for men. - For women it's like $25, 50 bucks. We got it. - And then for men it's literally like $250,000. - Small wins, small wins. - I love that. And the fact that people will pay it is like, I mean it says something. - No, there's some, 'cause there's some like old celebrities there.

And you can't like they take your phone at the entrance. Yeah. So you can't take photos or anything. And then it's just everybody fucking in all the rooms. There's porn performances at first. And then it's always at mansions in the hills. And then you go like after you kind of break the ice with the performances and drinks. And usually they're selling art on the walls and stuff. And everyone's just walking around naked. And then you migrate into the bedrooms and.

people are just like usually they're they brought someone with them they want to i have so it's not just random people but many questions at the last one at the last one i was sitting on the ground because i didn't want to anybody because i had a scene coming up i don't like to random people at parties i usually like bring a man with me and then we on the bed next to all the other couples and stuff yeah just like someone you like yeah or like a girlfriend you want to but this guy came up to me and he started trying to kiss me and i was like no no no like i don't want to do any touching

So he just started like I didn't want his mouth on me. I didn't want to get STDs or anything. So he just started masturbating. He started rubbing my pussy with his fingers and he made me cum. Like he was so good at it. He just made I was sitting on the floor. He just made me cum with his fingers. And then he was like, thank you. And he left. And then later he came up to me. He's like, I want to introduce you to my wife. And she was like with that. Obviously. He was like, she's here with her like 15 girlfriends.

Stop. Imagine how many people are walking around like that that we just really don't know. Like the people that we see at Trader Joe's are just at these sex parties and we just don't know. First sex party, what was it like? Who brought you? Where'd you meet them? What happened? The first sex party I ever went to was with my friend from my organic chemistry lab at UCLA. I knew it would deliver. I knew the answer would deliver. And she grew up in LA her whole life.

And she knows the guys that run the two sex parties that I go to because she went to school with them. She used to date them. And so she can, and she like, when we go, she'll even perform. So they have porn girls that they pay to do performances. And she brought me that first time, um,

it was like black tie. So all the men are in tuxes and then women can wear gowns, lingerie or be fully naked. So I wore a dress and then underneath like a full lingerie set. And I took the dress off right when I got there. So I was on like heels and lingerie and eventually just stripped down naked. Yeah. But right when I got there, they give you it's an open bar and everything. And there's this it's in this huge modern mansion in the hills. And then there's a big circular seating area right when you walk in. And in the middle, it's like a

performance space with a big wooden cross, like a big wooden X that they, that has handcuffs on all edges. Yeah. And you handcuff your legs and your arms to it and they spank you. So she put me up there and I literally became like, she was like, do you want to do a performance with me? I was like, sure. Like she was like, you just have to sit there. So she ties me up on it and spanks me till I come, which I didn't even know was,

possible that's the thing it's i didn't even know that was possible what do you mean you're tied up like that and she spanked you until you yeah because the way she spanks she spanks like it's an art form and she just does it for fun like she's a genius she's still in school she's at like princeton or something now but she's fucking treats sex like a hobby like she tries to get better at it for no reason but she was like spanking upwards like this over and over on your ass and like around your pussy and it shakes your pussy so much that makes you cum

That's fucking insane. That's like one of the most insane things I've ever heard. And I want to try it right now. I want to leave right now. She does it lighter on me, but I've seen her do it on girls where they are like fully bruised the next day, like purple legs from it. But since you're doing it so lightly over and over again, it doesn't hurt that bad in the moment. But afterwards, you're bruised as fuck.

Yeah. No, that's about it. You can take way more pain when you're like aroused, right? Yeah. And like what she taught me, which was the whole point of it, like she taught me that sex is, you can challenge yourself with it and get better at it. So she would teach me how to take pain. So you start smaller with like less, like,

lighter hitting and then you hit harder and harder and eventually the hardest she's hitting like five times as hard but it feels exactly the same as she did when she first hit you you are validating so many things that I felt like were wrong because in bed I'll be like slap me and they'll start easy and they'll slap me and I'm like fucking punch me punch me

She'll come out with like literally her teeth missing and we're like, that happened one time. I mean, someone hit me so hard that I like lost a veneer and I was bleeding everywhere. I was bleeding for days. No, but it was everything in the moment. Yeah. I mean, I guess we had to like look into the details of their relationship. We were so concerned. Is this domestic violence? Everyone thought he was beating me. It was so, so. Cause the face too. Like the face is different than spanking the ass. Well, it was in the pitch black and I, so I'm like sucking his dick and shit and bucking him and I'm just like,

like this is so this is the wettest head I've ever given oh my god I'm riding a stick I'm like this is like like it's you know I just think it's so fucking wet and the lights come on and there's a fat ass pool of blood on the bed and I'm like did I start murdering him no I felt absolutely no pain and we're like listening to like Frank Ocean too while I'm like deck me it's like white Ferrari decky

me and I felt no pain and there's this giant pool of blood and we get up and I'm like I must have started my period I go like and then I look at his whole body covered in blood like from his mouth to like his legs and then I go into the bathroom and I kid you not it's like

Did it not smell like pennies in there? Like how did you not like taste it? I wasn't sniffing like the aroma. I bled for days though. It was actually sincerely. And he felt awful. So it was a real ass tooth that came out. My veneer. My fake tooth. Like came off and it like fucked with my gums. Created like a big hole. And I was just like spewing. See some guys are fine with shit and they hate blood. Yeah it.

Like blood is almost, blood can almost be worse than shit. Yeah, I know. Like blood is just, like blood is insane too. Yeah, I felt like this guy was the opposite. Like almost like vampire energy liked blood. He didn't give a fuck. Yeah, but no, but it was just the way everyone in my friend group was just like, and doctors, like I had to have doctors see me. Imagine explaining that to her dentist. And my doctor. And I had to explain it to both of them. I tried to say I was just like making out really hard. So it was good sex? Amazing. Top like a hundred maybe. See, this is what people don't realize. The messiest.

sex is always the best. She said top 100. Top 100. That's so offensive. I'm telling him. No. Top 100 times, not people. Oh. Like top 100 experience. I thought 100 people. He's definitely in my top 100 picks. No, that, I mean, you know.

I mean, no, no, no. Top 100 experiences, I think. But you're validating everything I've been feeling. No, yeah. It's definitely true. Like, the messiest, like, the most painful sex is the best. It is. As long as it's with a guy you feel comfortable to do that shit with. 100%. I'm excited for you. I feel like this is going to inspire you to do some fucking...

Freaky shit. Because you know what you said? Like, you didn't even know because it was dark that you were bleeding. Yeah. That's the same with shit. Like, I put my mouth. Even the first night I lost my anal virginity, he pulled out of my ass and I just immediately put it in my mouth. Yeah. I don't know why, but I just did. And then I did that so many times. So you're just insane.

over like probably a hundred times before I ever fucked in the light like outside of his car and so I don't know how much shit I ever put in my mouth before that like I probably put a lot but you don't even know because your horn

And like it's everything's just wet and you're not smelling it. You're not focused on that 100%. This isn't a Yankee candle. Like I'm not sniffing everything, you know? Yeah. If girls wonder that too, they're like, how do you even, because I've talked about like I have put his dick in my mouth when I see my own shit on it. Like I've just, because in that moment, I'm like, God, this is so hard to put my mouth on his. I wouldn't do that.

But I mean, I'm- When you think about it rationally, it's different than in the moment. I'm shitphobic, though, I think. I think I am shitphobic. Like, I- If I ever shit on a dick, which I'm sure, you know, in my lifespan, I will. But I think I would have a mental breakdown. But, I mean, but also I think that you can become, like-

Not necessarily desensitized to something, but, like, you know what I mean? Like, if you... Like, I like anal. It's okay, but I'm not the anal princess. You know, I'm, like, the anal court jester. Like, you know what I mean? Like, it's, like, I... Like, if you love it, so, like, why would you care? Like, I understand the, like... You know what I mean? Well, and it just happened to me. Like, I didn't pick this life.

There were instances where like, you know, you're super horny. He pulls out of your ass and you just are like, this is so hot. How hot would it be if I'm looking in his eyes? Well, if I'm like putting my mouth on his dick that has my butthole juices on it. And like, I have so much growing to do in the

moment it just happens it's not like a rational thought but then it just happens and it happens over and over again because in that moment like sexually I have no boundaries like I just I'm like I do feel I cannot stop myself I can't be like oh there's shit on it I don't touch it I'm like that's so amazing that you get there to like the no boundaries and stuff just no alcohol nothing because like I could

see myself behaving that way if I was just like really drunk. Sober? I'm fucking craziest. That's so interesting. Because I like, like when you're sober you can experience the full effect of it. Maybe that's our problem. We're like literally like completely debilitating ourselves. That is completely my problem.

Like I like going places even like this. I like going sober because I like the rush of all of the nervousness and the pressure. Oh, you're great. And that's why I like anal sober too, because I love the max, but I'm kind of like, I maybe I've like shot out my pleasure centers and I just need to max everything. Like,

I'm like that. I'm really like that. So I do get that. But I mean, you are just inspiring me to have like sober anal and study STEM. So you're doing good things for me, I think. I can't study STEM anymore. I'm fully committed to the anal lifestyle. I can't study a textbook again. That's what we need for just the description. I can't study STEM anymore. I'm fully committed to the anal lifestyle. I can't do a textbook anymore. I literally just need to fuck all day every day and film it and say crazy shit on the internet because otherwise life is so boring to me. Like I just find this shit so boring.

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Speaking of craziest, I want to know your craziest sex party experience. I'm not off the sex party thing. I think people would just be so... Because I feel like most people, A, have no idea that exists. B, have never been to one. And C, like me, maybe are curious and interested. Like, I think that's cool. Because there's a difference. Like, even Hannah thought when I invited her to the sex party last time, her first sex party, she was like, oh, I don't think I'm going to like it. I've heard they're just trashy and gross and just like lots of dudes. But that's like a sex club that men can pay to just go into. Like a brothel. This is like a crazy ass...

LA party where you have to be referred by a member and like it's so fucking expensive and you're anonymous and it's just a beautiful sexual experience and a lot of people like to go and just watch yeah so it can be a really chill evening where it's basically like watching sexual art if you don't bring your naked we did we went to a party like that we're going to the next one I will come back to LA we did are you talking about that party that we went to with like the n***a

Yes, we went to a party like that. Was it like a sex party? Oh, fuck. Yeah. No, I mean, some people. It was like people were like naked and like, I don't know if they were like hooking up or what. It wasn't like full sex parties, but I remember just going in and being so surprised because we were like. People are just fucking in the open. It was like a couple rooms with like almost like an exhibition vibe. Like you'd walk in and like, you know what I mean? Like there was like a few. But everything was, there was one room like all pillows on the ground, like.

I don't know. It's just like really interesting. But we went like and people were wearing these helmets. I remember these helmets that were mirrored. So while they were so like while people were fucking them, they would just see their own face, which I would love. I love me. Like, yeah, it was that was really cool. That was a cool aspect. I like the aspect of the sex parties. That's like art. Mm hmm.

There's crazy shit like that at these ones too. Like people are doing live paintings of all the couples fucking on the bed, but it will literally be like five different couples fucking on the bed, fucking along the walls, fucking in the bathrooms, like everywhere. It's like hard sex, like really hard, intense sex. It's not...

it's not like a couple like missionary vibes here and there yeah it's definitely crazy it's like it's so animalistic and it's so hot but but a lot of people are watchers which is cool yeah my craziest lawyer that's something i want to do more have you like watched couples fuck i love watching even when i was 17 just went to college i went to amsterdam with my best friend and we went to sex clubs there and that was my first time actually going to like sex

clubs where you just sit in rows like a movie theater and you just watch couples go up on stage and fuck in front of you it

It was amazing. Like, I loved watching. And I was just sucking on a penis lollipop. You guys need to go to Amsterdam. I know. I've only ever been to, do you know what, like, the boxes? Like, in New York? Yeah. Where they, like, shit in their hands and stuff. Yeah, but that's more, like, shock culture. It's not, like, sexy. I used to go to a club like that when I was, like, 14, 15 in London. I used to sneak out six nights a week from my house. You're from London? I went to high school in London. Where?

Wait, okay. Wait, I have a friend who says she went to high school with you in Montana. Really? Yeah. Oh my God. Her name was Molly. I'm like, sorry, Molly. Oh my God. I don't know a Molly. No, I wish she was like, she was so sweet. She's like, it's crazy. She's been blowing up, but I guess she knew you. And she was like, yeah, I'm from a tiny town in Montana.

And then I moved for the last two years of high school. I moved to London because my dad for my dad's work. Wow. What a place to move. Yeah. And I went from being a goody two shoes to literally clubbing every single night going absolutely wild. And I would go to this one club that was like a circus theme and it was like naked naked

I don't feel like that's not the right word to say, but that's the word. I think little people, I guess is right. Naked little people, like naked, like really, really obese people swallowing hammers and shit. People fucking on stage. Sounds like my bad. Crazy shit. I used to go there all the time as a kid. I have a life to live. No wonder I am the way I am.

- I'm upgraded to full on fucking parties, but. - No, I think everybody else is just behind. - I'm sitting listening like, wow, I have so much, I have so many things I need to do when I get out of here. - 'Cause you know you go to those parties where people are like nervous to talk to each other and like nervous to even like kiss someone. - Yeah, that's so true. - Think about how nice parties are when everyone's just open to fuck, like.

that's actually so so they're better parties they're smarter people they're cooler people they're more intense people everyone's walking around this is our homework i'm literally like we have to go i swear i want to have you on again after me having done anal and us having gone to a sex party so good beautiful and then i'm at the next sex party we'll go it's funny too because it's like i wanted to really get into like your life and your childhood you said so much shit about like being raised by like narcissistic

parents and shit that I really resonated with like that you know what I mean into making you kind of the way you are and stuff but like you're set I see why Sophia had you on twice because your sex life is an entire podcast as one and then like you was like oh my god talk about

about I know and I love people who make me feel like I just like need to do more because like my pleasure centers are very like you said just I'm always pushing the mark I'm usually like kind of the you in this situation so someone who makes me feel like like she's even more like out there than you I feel like and it's like so interesting it's so refreshing I feel like she and I like

are so contrasting and that I'm like pretty, like I don't, I don't do very much. And she's like very out of pocket. Yeah. So it's like, you feel like the Virgin Mary. I do so much. Like if you were going to go up another level, you'd start doing full on porn on Pornhub and just like, and I'm close already. Yeah. So let me tell you, you're already so out there. And so like,

Yeah, it does take a whole other level to then start being just a total whore on the internet. Well, I mean, trust me. I love that you don't think I'm a total whore on the internet. I feel that you are the same as me. That's what I'm... Our energy is very similar. You almost share more than me. I mean, I share a lot, but you share it to so many people. But you're blowing the fuck up. That's what I was going to say. I don't know. I'm getting deleted all the fucking time. I don't know.

- I feel like it needs to be like almost a different platform. I guess like you have a million different platforms, but TikTok just sucks 'cause it's like, they're just like, it's so many kids. - When I first started, like my first TikTok, I was studying for the MCATs and I was really stressed and I was having anal every day and I just needed an outlet. And so I just shared like to a sound that was like, if I had a nickel for every time I did this, I'd have one nickel. But the fact that I did that is crazy. And I said,

If I had a nickel for every time I lost my virginity in the backseat of a car to a homeless guy on the first date. Oh.

And that blew the fuck up. As it should. I've been talking about anal on TikTok, but I used to just be able to say that. Like, I lost my anal virginity in the back of the car. TikTok has gotten a lot stricter. Just, like, this censorship is crazy. It's just more and more things that you cannot say. And, like, eventually it's going to be, like, what can you talk about? That was kind of why this podcast became such an outlet for me because all the things I cannot say on, like, TikTok, even YouTube about, like, sex and life and stuff. It's, like, really... Do you have anything that you can't say on here? Like, do you have... I mean, you probably have, like...

legal things that's that's really it that's why it's like name dropping and stuff that we try to not uh like we'll have to cut a lot of like nasty about sex and whatever oh yeah oh 100 that's you need a podcast i know you should i feel like you could talk forever and it would be interesting too to see you interviewing people also i wanted to do a year ago i was i had a podcast idea and i went through with all of it and then i just i moved and i i was making so much money on only fans

Can I ask what the idea was? I was going to I wanted to call one of my subscribers on OnlyFans every week and just ask them about like what they're into in porn, what their kinks are, like what they like about sex. Because I like interviewing like real people, you know, because like a lot of the men on my OnlyFans are way kinkier than I am, like have crazier sex stories than I do. Like people are fucking insane. Like I am not the craziest person in the world. I'm the only one that talks about it.

But everybody on my OnlyFans is kinky as fuck and they inspire me so much. So I wanted to start calling them and just anonymously

yeah talk to them about what they're into that is such a cool show concept i'm serious that is so i think i might still do that like occasionally call and stuff but then also i know people just want to hear my stories but that's that's fire i'm like someone even just like a segment too like you could literally have like a regular podcast but then that just be like a part of it and i just love talking like real people are the craziest because i was a counselor in the homeless shelter that i worked in and the stories i fucking heard from these guys like

No one is crazier than military men. No, no. No one is fucking crazier. I mean, to enlist in the military as is, is like a crazy risk to take. So you have to be kind of like that. But they are just such high testosterone men. Yeah. And then Marines, they do so much anal. A lot of them, like I know Alex Adams, the guy I do porn with on Pornhub, did gay porn. But before that, he was in the Marine Corps and he was fucking people off Craigslist, like men and women every fucking day.

People are crazy. That's an untapped genre for me. I go for like the rappers and the fucking. No, yeah, you should hit like military. I'm like, God bless the USA. A Marine, like have anal with a Marine. Okay, I'm putting it on my Hallmark list. Military men are so dominant and hot. But then after they'll be like, would you cuddle me? Will you screw me?

- Stop. - 'Cause they're babies. - I'm gonna have anal with a military Marine, I promise you this. - Oh my God, and their haircuts are so hot. I just love military men. - Oh my God, one of the first guys that I ever really hooked up with was about to go into the military in Vegas. Shout out to him, Skylar, I love you. - I actually have never fucked a guy actively in the military. I've only fucked veterans. - I feel like when they're active, you have to worry about them wanting to get married.

I'd like marine vets. I'm pretty sure when they're active, you have to worry about them immediately wanting to get married and move you to the base. Yeah, they want to get married because then they get more money from the government. I get it. Damn. They just marry strippers just for the money. No way. Like fake marriages, yeah. Buenos dias, world, from the San Diego Zoo Wildlife Alliance. I'm Marco Wendt. And I'm Rick Schwartz.

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Wow. That's actually crazy. I didn't even think about that. But they are fucking animals. They're so hot. And Marines just do anal the best. So you really should try. I have a Marine or two if you want, you know. Oh, shit. I'm like putting this on my to-do list. I'll give you someone to peg. You can be a Marine. We can really like switch it out. Exactly. A good Southern boy.

She has a good southern boy. I do. With an uncircumcised penis. Perfect size for anal. The perfect size for anal, by the way, is like six inches. Oh, that's wild. My southern man's grown like a horse. I couldn't do anal every single day for three years if his dick was 11 inches. Like, my bubble would be ruined. Oh, God, you'd be gaping. You have to do a natural size. The size of a normal shit is the size of a perfect penis. Brooke, I can't with her. She's, like, this is great for us. But it's, I'm not kidding. It's like, anyone else saying that, I'd be like, ooh. But I swear, everything that comes out of your mouth, I'm like, wow.

Wow. It's so, and you do say it all with a level of grace. Just like an eloquence. Like I swear, like I feel like the first video that I watched of yours was like, I think you talking about your first anal experience and it's just like everything you say, I'm like, she's so smart.

Like, I love her. I just feel like I'm honest about it, too. And I feel like people have so many preconceived notions about how to talk about sex or what sex means or if sex is nasty. Yeah. Well, I was like that. But, like, you can be cute and adorable and have nasty sex. Yeah. I love you. Go ahead. I was going to say, I feel like, well, I grew up with, like, parents and sisters and stuff who were so sexual that it almost made me not, like, I was like...

You're like, I'm not like that. Like, if you don't recognize yourself in that, then you. Yeah, well, it just made me, like, so uncomfortable because I was so young and, like, my mom was always very, like,

spoke to me like I was an adult and like very like it's natural like relax like blah blah but I was so young that I was like oh my god and so I feel like it translated into my later life where I was like oh my god like I can't talk about that well and no one ever talked to me about it but then seeing like that's why I was like so fascinated I feel like when like you you started coming up I was like wow like people are really just out here talking

Honestly, that's great. You just made me like really deep dive because I think no one ever talked about it or anything like around me. And it's not that I'm like, I'm like afraid to talk about it at all, especially like you're my best friend. Like I feel like that's been a good part of our like friendship too is that I feel like way more comfortable like talking about things that I wouldn't have talked about like with my friends in college and stuff. It's true. It's so rare when you find a girl like that because I had a lot of girlfriends I couldn't even talk about masturbating with. And then you find that one girlfriend where you can talk about anything.

thing yeah it helps too that almost all of our friend group is guys so like and they're most of them are gay but like but so just guys so open the way that we're talking about things that like now like there's nothing that I wouldn't say to any of them but like when I was in a sorority and around all these girls it was like everyone was like afraid of what they could and could not say without like with for fear of being like thought about that that's why I like being around girls like you because I feel so comfortable whereas there are certain girls where I'll say like oh I had anal last night and it's just

A vibe killer. Honestly, it's a good test for me immediately to just walk into a conversation with a girl, say some wild ass shit, and I can immediately know a full vibe. Match your energy. Yeah. Exactly. It's important to be yourself immediately to tell if those people, you know, can accept that. Which also. What's the point of even talking? Which also does like resonate with your authenticity. I saw when I was like looking you up, like so many of the clickbait posts.

And guys have done this to me too. You know what I mean? So hard. You go on a podcast. It's like, she made what on OnlyFans in a year. But I, you have made so much money on OnlyFans. I,

- I have done well for my, more than I thought I would. - You've done amazing, sincerely. And you were saying, I like what you do. You said it was kind of vlog style. - Yeah. - Like whatever you do. And I have, one of my OnlyFans accounts is that I vlog every week. And I love that 'cause not a lot of people do that. Like the word vlog almost doesn't go with OnlyFans. - I know, right? - You know, it's like people just assume that's like not for that. So it's, I love that you're doing like authentically you. How long have you done OnlyFans? - Two years. - What did you do before that?

Like for money. I was going to school at UCLA. My parents were paying my rent and I was working at a homeless shelter. I actually, I did one job in college. I would, I was a...

like a research assistant kind of. I worked for the main lady at this journalist site and I would just transcribe all her interviews and like be her assistant basically and help her with research. And that was my first paying job. And I only did that for like six months. Then I would babysit here and there, but I never really had a real job until I worked at the homeless shelter. What made you want to do OnlyFans and what was like your first post?

So I shared on TikTok that story about anal and I started talking about sex on TikTok as a secret kind of compulsion. I don't know why I was doing it, but I know. But back then I like I didn't think anyone would see it. I didn't think of it as like trying to blow up. I was just had this weird compulsion to be like really nasty on the Internet. It like really turned me on. And I was like, people started like.

in engaging with it really fast. And so then after the first month, people kept asking if I have an OnlyFans and this was at the very start of COVID. And so...

that's kind of when i made mine that was when only fans was really blowing up yeah because we were bored at home yeah like if anything like we were bored we were like fuck like i'm in my bed all day i might as well like yeah i had no human connection so i just started being disgusting on the internet it was really what happened but so they everybody kept asking for an only fans and this was the phase where like your normal hometown girl that was just like hot would have an only fans in her bio it wasn't like sex work as much it was like just hot pictures to make a

quick bag so I was like oh I'll do this for a month or two before med school yeah and so I started the first post I did I actually looked at it the other day I was wearing a bikini because I wasn't doing nude stuff yet I was just like oh I can make a little bit of money yeah for med school so I got in a bikini and was like I'm so grateful for you guys that you want to pay for this like thank you and

And that was it. Me now. Literally currently. No, but you're pushing me to want to be psycho. I'm going to go home tonight and make some fucked up shit for my OnlyFans. I just know it knowing you. Sometimes, a couple days in a row, I'll just make TikTok content and I will lose sight of myself. Like the moment I take like really nasty like pornos at home. This is my president. She's like right back at home. She's like, this is me. Or I just am taking nasty nudes. I don't know.

I just feel like myself. I feel alive. I feel like there's a reason I'm on the planet. Cause like just making simple ass stuff for Instagram and TikTok starts to...

Well, just feeling free on OnlyFans is very lit. Feeling like you can do and say and act like anything to anyone. And it's like you're like, it's the most accepting platform. Like if you can just like, that's why I've challenged myself to make it all real and not edit it and have real orgasms. Because I, it's like therapy for myself. Like I have a place where I can fully just be myself. I don't have to worry about being canceled. I don't have to worry about being, that's tied in well. I don't have to worry about,

you know, not fitting like on every other social media, I get kicked off. Not to go back to the, the male, what do you make question? But can I ask with that being said, because obviously if you're sharing so much authentically of your life, what do you feel like has performed and resonated the best with your followers? Like in other words, what's made the most money, I guess, but I mean like what fucking my cousin, that's so beautiful. Yeah.

Why did I even ask? Hannah and I have a fucking... I mean, I went from making like... Dude, my cousins don't do shit for me. I was having like some like 100K months on OnlyFans before Hannah, which was crazy to me anyway because I've never had that many fans. Like I had...

15K followers on Twitter and I had 30K only fans subscribers because I had loyal ass fans coming from TikTok. But no one would ever expect I made that much money with such a tiny following. But then when Hannah and I first collabed in the first four days of us making TikToks together, I made 200K in four days. Oh my God.

And that like blew my mind. I'm about to find my long lost cousins by marriage. And I did not have that many followers either. I don't care if it's my dead ass blood cousin. I'm like, listen. And we didn't even know it would blow up like that. It was crazy. It was just my first girl, girl collab. So yeah, let's talk about that. Not to revisit the, but I'm fascinated. I mean, again, it's very rare that something just like. It just feels like we're girlfriends. Like we're not actually related. So how do you mean? But.

When was it her time? Yeah, we've just always known each other since we were young, but we lived, she lived in Vegas and I lived in Montana. So we rarely ever saw each other. But you know, like these, this same age, it's just social media. Like you always have. Yeah. Wait, how convenient that she was just like also into it. She did OnlyFans

- Hannah has been a little slut since she was young. Like I was a goody goody always, but I was fucking just not on camera and shit. But she was like getting kicked out of the house for camming. And like when she was 17, she was walking the strip in Vegas.

handing out business cards with her Snapchat on it to see her naked. Brilliant. I'm like, I'm on my way. She's a little slut. So had you ever hooked up off camera or was it the first time on camera? It was the first time on camera. Do you go home for Christmas and it's like, they're like, oh, they like... No, because we never, we never, like I always go...

for holidays I'm either just with my mom and dad now my parents have divorced so I'm I'm even just with my little brother and my mom or I was always going to see my mom's side of the family in Montana yeah but um and she's on my dad's side of the family so it hasn't like affected

the family dynamic. No, and also, at this point, the family dynamic's fucked for us both anyway. Like, we don't even go to Thanksgiving or anything. That is not fair. I mean, they support us from a distance, but I do not want to sit at Thanksgiving dinner and have everybody be like, no, that's weird. I feel like that's true even for our job. Like, it's like, just don't ask, don't tell. Like, I'm not expecting. Like, I'm just going to pretend I don't have a family for the next 10 years. And then,

It's the easiest thing in the world. I lose no sleep thinking my dad's going to watch this and be like, 100%. Just pretend you don't have parents, but then my mom I talk to all the time. I don't have to pretend, shorty. Let's go. I actually do. No.

That's actually crazy. Please come to our Friendsgiving and it can turn into a sex party. I don't want you to have no Thanksgiving. You know, that's what porn girls do, actually. Like, porn stars all spend holidays together because a lot of people don't have family. Wait, I just got full chills. That's really awful. It's sad. It's so awful. It's great, but it's just awful. Porn people all go through this experience. And so it's...

a crazy strong community. It's wild how like once you're in the porn world, you're in it. Like people take care of you. There's so many things to like people, I think, think that when you do porn or your nudes leak on the internet or something, your life's over. Yeah. Like life just ends. But really, there's a whole community of people doing it willingly for fun. And it's a fucking blast. And you make crazy good money. Yeah. No harm, no foul. Like nothing happened. I'm going to leave here and do porn. I don't even know what to say. You're

You're just pushing me right over the edge. You guys are so sweet to me. No, but like, I think that you are just, nothing, I mean, me, I started on the internet saying whatever I wanted. It helped that I already felt family-less. So I kind of was like, I have nothing to lose. Fuck that. But at the same time, I have always been like enamored by people who are just so authentically themselves online and to make a living doing that. And I think that I just resonate with you in the fact that it's like, A, you're de-stigmatizing a lot. And B, there's people who,

you know, they want to come for you and say, you just, you're just a slut or you just fuck or you just whatever. But at the end of the day, you were actually doing so much for a younger generation and showing them that you can be so multifaceted as a woman. And I think that the way you just like say whatever the fuck is on your mind. I mean, the first time I found you, you were talking about putting gummy bears in someone's asshole on TikTok. Listen,

And I was like, I like this bitch. Because so many people do this shit. Like, just like you. Like, it's this, I could say the exact same about you. Like, you've done the same thing where you've proved you can make a lot of fucking money and have a good life and a good business and also be crazy or be yourself. Yeah, it's not one or the other. Yeah. And honestly, shout out to Brooke for bringing this together. Like, so many people do what you and I do. Like, party like fucking crazy. Fuck a lot. Like, have crazy ass sex. Film sex with their boyfriends. They just don't talk about it. But talking about it doesn't make it anywhere.

And it makes everyone who does it feel a little better about it, too. And I think it's we're the crazy girl community here. Yeah. Where can we find you? What's plug your only fans? My only fans is Stella Berry. So only fans dot com slash Stella Berry. B-A-R-E-Y. My Twitter, which is the best place to find me because I never get deleted there. There's I have been deleted there, but it's the safest place.

And it's Barry Baby, B-A-R-E-Y, Baby. Oh my God. And then TikTok, I actually just got banned again today. No. Yeah, you know, I had another account called Deliveries to the Back. Oh, that's the one I'm following right now. So that was my backup one. And today, actually, TikTok took the username from me. They didn't like it. And then I got banned for a week for it. Deliveries to the Back, please, could mean so many things. It could mean so many things.

I don't know why I got deleted. So then I got banned for a week on that. That account's going down. So I made a new one called Berries and Cream. Oh, beautiful. Yeah, so B-A-R-E-Y-S and Cream. That's my new TikTok. I love that. And I want to know what's next for you. Do you have anything you're planning on that you want to share? Podcast, hopefully. I really want to get TP'd. Oh my god, that's Stella's homework. That's Stella's homework behind the anal. I want to do anal.

I want to get DP'd. I want to do double anal. I just love that anyone else would be like, I have... Oh, you guys know, yeah, two dicks in the butt. Okay. This is great timing as well because I'm on the front page of Pornhub for the last three days. Stop, really? Oh my god, that is so amazing. My new anal video. Oh my god. I've been scrolling. No, I've been scrolling. I'm surprised. Well, now I'll just, I'll really look out. It's like hot college girlfriend learns anal and I'm like, I'm like...

my first time anal and he he guilts me into it because i'm doing homework and he's like sounds like real life he's like i'm really horny babe like please take a break and i'm like no i have to study and then finally he's i'm like he's like okay i'll just jerk off in front of you so he starts jerking off in front of me while i'm studying and i'm like okay babe i'm horny i want to fuck and he's like no you don't get it now like you said no to me what a beautiful she's pitching this i'm watching it tonight so sorry and then he's like and the synopsis and then he was like um

Okay, I'll fuck you, but you have to let me do whatever I want. And I'm like, okay, babe, whatever you want. And so then I'm like sucking his dick. He tells me to lick his butt for the first time. And then he's like...

starts putting it in my butt and I'm like wait babe you're going in my butt like what are you doing I've never done that before and he's like don't worry baby you said I could do whatever I want I feel like I'm watching it and I'm sad because I won't watch it and so it's like how it's like anal 101 how to like coax your girlfriend into doing anal just like baby I'm gonna tweet the link later I wanna blow it up I want it out of the fucking water I can't even believe I adore you

And so does Brooke. I am serious. We love you. Thank you so much for coming. And you're coming back very soon after we check off all of our new bucket list experiences. I cannot wait to go to a sex party with you guys. I will call you literally next week. I cannot wait. If they were every night, I would go. But they're like once every two months.

So it's special. There's one called Kinky Rabbit and then there's another called Veritas and I will bring you guys. I am. I'm members of both of them. So excited. I don't want to go. I could podcast with you for two and a half hours. I'm not joking you but thank you for being here and you are the fucking goat and just keep doing what you're doing. Thanks for bringing me on to the last minute. No we love you. You guys are the

She literally flew in. And just, you know, text me if you ever need anal advice. Oh, I do. Or if you need a man to fuck you good. I got so many sluts. I have a whole harem of men. You are my... See, that's my new standard for a friend. She's like, if you need someone to like anal you. If you need some analizer, I have them. Well, you are my Gandhi. That's all I know to say. Thank you for coming on. All penis sizes, everything. We love you more than life. Thank you, anal princess. Animoja is cancelled.

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