Season Finale: Trauma Dumps
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Hi babies, welcome to the season finale of Dumb Blonde. We have had a hell of a fucking week, man. Month? Month, yeah. We're not even summing it into a week, I don't know what you're talking about. Yeah, June has been fucking brutal, you guys. Like, what the fuck was in the sauce? What was in the sauce? What was in the sauce for the month of June? I don't like it. It wasn't very... It wasn't very... It wasn't. It was not giving. Mm-mm.

This is not what it was giving. I just want to give up this month. No, it, bro. I had a fucking spider bite that got infected. Got bit by a spider. Got infected. Had to go to the doctor for it. Because we talked about this on propaganda, but we didn't talk about this on the podcast. And then what happened after? My tooth. I had an abscessed tooth that had to get fucking pulled. I had to face a huge fear this fucking month. Would you like to show them the tooth?

Yeah, let's show them the tooth. What are you, just walking around with my tooth? Oh my god, let me look at it. This is my first time seeing my tooth since I've had it yanked out of my head. I have not seen this tooth. Oh my god, the cavity on that. Yeah. Dude, it's perfect. It's the whole tooth. It's a fucking perfect tooth. What a weird thing, you guys. I don't know if you can see this, but look at all that black in it, dude.

That was gnarly. Hold on. Let me get a flashlight out to get the real fucking effect. Oh, my God. That is a huge fucking hole. That is a hole. Oh, that's what he said. I mean, they both could have. Damn, that cavity is like from the inside out. That was rough. I wonder if that's why you hadn't been feeling good. Yeah, maybe.

Damn. You know that teeth look like crystals? You know, like crystals that you would, like a tooth that's been outside of your head that doesn't have like nerves in it and shit anymore. They look like a crystal, like an amethyst almost. Okay. Anyways, I'm fascinated with this tooth over here. So yeah, tooth got pulled. What else happened, Mimi? God, man.

Oh, marinara. We'll get to that in a little bit. But Chachi got sprayed by a skunk. Fucking the podcast studio has taken forever. Literally forever. To get done. I just hope you guys know we're going to trauma dump on you this fucking podcast. I got rushed to the hospital. Mimi had to go straight to the ER, to the hospital. Haley fucking was hitting on the hose fucking the entire time. Like, what?

Bro, it has been a crazy month. It's been insane. Crazy month. I got fucking weirdo family members coming for me just to get two likes. People coming out of nowhere. People coming out of nowhere. Weird. My weirdo ex still fucking starting his shit. It's just people. I feel. I don't know. There's something about this month. I feel like it's the middle of the year. Yeah. Everyone has calmed for the first six. Yeah. And they're just riling up for the second. Yeah. I don't get it. Fuck them. I don't like June's.

I don't either. There's never been a June I like. March is like a weird one and June is like a weird one. I don't like it. Yeah. Go away. No, I don't like it. And August is always weird too. She's about to say August. Yeah. Is August weird? It's like summertime is... I love spring. Yeah.

i love fall and i love some well i love spring and i love fall but anything in between is up like june july august go yourself it's hot here guys no it's like walking in a hot air we're in vegas right now so is it beyond hot we just came from la had a great time out there i feel like my husband's on cloud nine right now he really is he's like right now can't take that from me

And we're over here like, fuck the world. Fuck it. You know, like we're just so fucking bad. That's so fucking, that's so true. Bro, it's, we've got, Bill died.

What the fuck? How did we forget about that? Bill died. We have so much to cover this podcast. And you went through it after he passed, too. Bro. And I'm not even going to tell you everything. I'm still going to keep some things for the book. Yeah. Last time we had talked, the drama had just kind of gone down. Yeah. You and Suzanne were going at it. And now it all came to light.

That's why. Yeah. It's been crazy to say the least. So why don't you tell everybody why you had to go to the hospital? What the fuck happened memes? I still don't exactly know what the fuck happened, but we, I wasn't feeling good and we had gone to Erewhon and every time we eat Erewhon, we get fucking sick. So sick. This is the second time we've eaten at Erewhon and we, I fucking felt like I had the worst fucking nausea, dude. Like I was going to,

projectile vomit the night before Haley couldn't stop shitting her butthole fell out yeah so we go there and I didn't feel great but I didn't feel like awful the night before and then like right before bed it just hit me and I like threw up and I was like oh it's whatever next day wake up just it was like pregnancy all over again it was just so much throwing up and I couldn't stop and I was just taking Zofran are you pregnant? God no oh god absolutely not don't do that to me no I'll fire you laughing

You will be fired with no maternity leave. I would quit. I wouldn't even let you get there and be like, by the way. She has the longest fucking pregnancies. Yeah. I told her, I said, please don't ever do that to me again. For two years long. God, it was long. Okay, go ahead. And it just wouldn't stop. And I took some medicine and then we went to the pool. Like nothing was wrong. I was totally okay at the pool, ate some fruit. And then we, when it got pedicures,

We come back and get the massage. Yeah, we got massages. We were trying to have a girl day because we never have time to just pamper ourselves. And I was talking to you how nice it was that we had a day for once. We just turned everything off and we just had a day. And the minute we were done with the massage, mind you, it was a different massage. She got on the bed with me. She did a lot of... There was a lot going on. She was having me smell things. It was a lot. It was a lot.

and i get back to rewind who was having to smell things bro be happy you weren't in the same room with us i kept listening the lady would be like all right don't smell this and i'm like what the fuck is

Yeah, she would be like, sniff this, turn this way. She did majority of the massage on my side. Like I didn't lay on my stomach. Was she having you sniff essential oils? Yeah. Okay, the lady tried to make me fucking have something and she's like, do you like the way this smells? And it was like a pungent lavender and peppermint. And I was like, oh, I got the peppermint. Fuck no. I was like, no. I said, do you have anything that doesn't have...

in it. And she's like, yeah. And I swear to God, it took me three showers. I think she used like water resistant lube, silicone lube. Oh, she just lubed you up. It was great. And when I got back to the hotel room, it all just went downhill. I don't know if that massage knocked something loose along with like not feeling good for the day. And I just couldn't stop throwing up. I called Bobby up, which is the nurse that travels with us. And I was like, Hey,

Can you give me an IV with some type of like Zofran in it? And she came up and she tried. I'm so thankful for her. She tried in both my arms. Bobby's our nurse that travels with us who gives Jay all his IVs. God, I stood through being poked and she was just like, I can't. Like she'd even gotten it in at one point and it wouldn't drip. And so she took it out and I was like, let me just go to the bathroom because I think I have to throw up. And when I did, all I remember is like,

Yeah, I think I may have. Like, I was, like, I wasn't totally there. And then all of a sudden, I remember my teeth feeling like they were vibrating, like, tingling all across my jaw. And my hands locked, like, like this. And I couldn't move. And then Bobby came in and was like, oh, my God. Like, I had no circulation in my hands. They turned white and purple. My toes turned purple. And I...

My little squish over here called 911. Haley is so proud that she got to call 911 and was with her in the ambulance. Just so everybody knows, Haley took care of Mimi when she went to the hospital. Don't think that anybody else took care of Mimi. It was all Haley. I did not go. She was a rider, man. She ended up like...

this was a horrible experience for me because in LA, the hospitals are just trash. Bro, new fear unlocked. Yeah. That's terrifying. So I didn't know what was going on. Just to give some perspective. I didn't know what was going on. I didn't even know you were sick. No. And then how did I find out that you were sick? I texted you. And said, Mimi's not feeling good. Uh, we're,

Right. And I was like, okay. I was like, well, let me know when you get in a room and I'll meet you there. Just thinking it was like her nausea. Yeah. And then the next thing I know, I text her like, you know, 20 minutes later and I'm like, how's our, how's our baby? And she's like, well, I called 911. EMS is here. This happened in 20 minutes. I'm down the hallway and I'm like, what? It's because you said you were about to see, you thought you were about to seize up and you said just call 911.

Yeah, because I was like, I'd never felt that before where your body just went stiff. And I was like, oh, I think I'm going to have a seizure. And then Bobby like laid me down. I don't even know where she laid me down at. But like she got me onto the floor and was just like, don't move.

Like, do not move. So I ran down the hallway and I walk. Oh, and then I get a text from Haley and the EMS guys are really cute. And I'm like, I walk in and like, I'm worried about Mimi. Her fucking poor little feet were blue and she just was not feeling good. And I was like, damn, dude, like that sucks. Like I didn't know what was going on. But then I had to stay behind to talk to the people at the hotel because whenever you call

emergency to like hotels like that paparazzi gets alerted because especially if like a person of interest is staying there they always want to get the first scoop yeah yeah so i'm like she's not on drugs she's not an alcoholic i'm like trying to clarify everything i'm like she i think she's dehydrated and has food poisoning yeah and then they like parked the

ambulance in the road so they like i just remember going over cobblestone it's like and i'm like because they probably can't park in that drive because it's gonna oh that was so funny but they la hospitals are terrifying guys they literally pull you up and just dump you they don't they didn't do anything because they couldn't find my vitals like i him and bobby were going back and forth and no one could get my pulse they were like she doesn't have vitals like

we can't find it so they pull up so by the time hospital or from hotel to hospital they're

They had nothing on me, not a temperature. They didn't give me an IV. They didn't start anything. And they, according to Haley and the video she took, they just dumped me. Yeah. Haley fucking documented the whole thing. Yeah. And they were like, all right, good luck. And I'm like, no, I feel like I'm fucking dying right now. Like I'm not okay. You guys don't even have proper vitals on me. And then Bobby ended up Ubering there and Haley and Bobby got really irate with the hospital.

I mean, they were yelling at them. Bobby was like, she's not okay. Like, you have to help her. Yeah. And every time I would call to check on you, I'd be like, are you guys in a room yet? Because I was going to come up. Haley kept saying, nope, they have us in a hallway. They have us in this thing. And I was like, dude, what the fuck is going on? I don't think we went back for like two hours. I never. And this was for Cedar Sinai, which is supposed to be one of the best fucking hospitals in L.A. It was.

I think that's like where all the Kardashians have their babies. They literally just take you and put you like in a warehouse looking thing and just drop you. Yes. That is so scary. It was very like, I feel bad for anyone who has to get care in that way. I truly do. Because had something actually been wrong with me because of my chest started hurting really bad. I was like, oh my God, am I having a fucking heart attack? And I think that's when they took me back or something. Because I do remember her putting stickies all over like my boobs and my legs and stuff.

But it was very, I don't remember that entire thing. I remember like bits and pieces and like I start remembering more things until they like started giving me fluids. I went through two bags of fluids so fast. Like I like sucked them down. And then she gave me like morphine for the pain. But they ended up saying I had a bacterial infection, which they gave me no information about. Said I had scarring in my lungs and that I should see a primary when I get back.

Your white blood cell count was really high. Yeah. Haley's like, her white blood cell count is high. And then two seconds later, she goes, it says leukemia. I was like, calm down. I Googled white blood cell count saying leukemia. Haley. Calm down. I can tell you that.

I said, calm down. It's not leukemia. I said, trust me, if it was leukemia, they'd be rushing her back right now. Yeah. Jesus. Yeah. Leukemia. But yeah, I was like, no, that just means she's fighting an infection somewhere. Yeah. Yeah. No, it was. But yeah, I don't know what it is. You guys didn't fucking get home till like five o'clock in the morning. Five o'clock in the morning. We finally got back to the hotel and we ended up sleeping. Yeah. Yeah.

That was so scary. Because you were so dehydrated? No. No, because they didn't seem to care. There was no rush. Well, and that's just one of the fucking many things we have to talk about on the pod today. I don't even know where to start besides fucking just diving into stuff. How are you doing over there, Haley? How's your fucking June going? Rough. Haley doesn't even have makeup on right now. She's had a rough month, dude. Is that why?

Bro, I'm fucking PMSing. Me too. I just wish it would just start already. I don't know if everything's this bad or if it's just I'm PMSing and it's just all coming to a head now. I'm like four days late. Late? Bitch, you might be pregnant. I know for a fact I'm not, but they already ran that in the hospital. I'm not. You're going to have a fucking panic attack. No, me too. You know.

So Bill, let's talk about Bill. I'm going to keep it as, you know, fucking kosher as possible with that situation. But my dad passed away May 8th, which was crazy. It was, um, I feel like I had so much to say about it and now it's just kind of like life has humbled me in a way. And I'm just like with that whole situation, it's just like,

It's just so hard. Like, where do you even start? So last we left off with you guys on the stomping on butterflies podcast. If you haven't listened to that episode, go listen to that. You would know that my dad like just took off on me when I was at an award show and I hadn't talked to him. I did not talk to him again after that. I've never talked to my dad again. After you guys, this last conversation, which we addressed on there, it went silent. Yeah. We didn't talk to each other.

And it's crazy to me that the minute he gets back to Texas, he dies. But in my care, he lived. And he was strong. Yeah. He had put on weight. Yeah. He was out doing things, scooting around. Yeah. It was crazy. But...

um you know i had heard from a family member that my dad was in the hospital and that he wasn't doing good and this was like maybe a few days after he had gotten back yeah he went into the hospital for what he what i believe they were saying like treatment yeah but it wasn't like he just went to the hospital yeah he just went to the hospital and um when he was there he requested that nobody tell me

Why he's there or relay anything back to me, which is crazy to me because this entire situation of us not talking to each other was because he came to me and told me that his wife was abusing him, you know, and I rightfully so as his daughter stuck up for him and he turned on me because of that. Yeah. And I didn't even stick up for him. Like, I'm going to fuck you up, bitch. It was like,

you're putting your hands on my dad like that shit pisses me off then don't be together yeah you said that you were like then don't be together go back home yeah like what are we doing here like this guy's dying like let's fucking make his last few weeks fucking or months fucking memorable

So the family member relayed that to me and I was just like, whatever, dude. And I just kind of sat idly by and didn't know what was going on. And that family member kept me in the loop. And then I guess like a week later, the family member said like, your dad's really not doing good. He's not doing good at all. And by this time I'm starting to get mad because I'm like his wife, I text her and I'm like, how dare you take my dad from me? And then not only that, but my dad's so sick that he's,

The last conversation I'm going to have with my dad is me being mad at him because you fucking took this man from me while he's sick.

And she's like, why don't you just call? I'm like, I have called and nobody's answered the fucking phone. I've text you and nobody's replied. And we kind of had words back and forth. And I was just like, there's a special place in hell for women like you. I was like, how dare you come in between a father and a daughter and you ruin this, you know, these moments for me and my dad.

And I think a few days later, Suzanne, his wife and I started talking again and we were kind of like not at each other's throats, but just kind of like, I just wanted to know if my dad was okay. I just want facts. Yeah. I just want facts. So she's like, well, we're going home and the doctor says that, you know, people need to come and visit him. But they have said this about my dad a lot, but I wasn't going to invite myself because I don't want to,

intrude on my dad when he's not feeling good and show up and him be like get out you know while he's fucking yeah feeling good um so they said my my little sister um was gonna go up there and see him and my brother so i didn't realize the severity of it and i did again i didn't invite myself because i was just like whatever you know if my dad wants me there he'll text but no one explained the severity to you right it was a very like you should probably just come yeah

Yeah. It wasn't like, Hey, he's got hours left to live. It was like, you know, just come up when you can type of situation. And I'm just like, okay, well I'm in LA. I'm here. I'm doing this. Like nobody was really telling me what was going on. And I don't talk to my little sister. We don't communicate because I cut her off. So the only person I have to go off of is his fucking wife.

And so anyways, fucking the morning that we had just got back from, I think, L.A. or something. And she hit me and she's like, you should you need to come see your dad today.

I'm like, okay, say less. I'll be there. So I start looking for jets and start, you know, trying to get a private jet there. Our manager, our tour manager, Ron was, you know, sending us quotes back and forth and we were about to lock in a jet. And as soon as we were about to lock in a jet, she texts me and she says, or she called me and she said he just passed away. I don't think people also realize how close, like when I say that she had her phone confirming the jet, like,

And I interrupted her and said, hey, Suzanne's calling. That's how close like this wasn't casual. This was like, no, I'm coming right now. Like, I will be there kind of situation. And that that's wild to me. That gives me chills to think about. Yeah, no, it was a really fucked up situation that, again, his wife put me in and I'm not here to play a victim. It is what it is.

And then, you know, my dad passed away and, you know, there's some things that happened afterwards that were really fucked up that I'm going to save for my book that you guys will be able to read in the book. But let's just say Bill threw in one last low blow that, you know,

Shouldn't have happened. And it just, it was all really fucked up. And I really feel like Bill has been trying to make it up to me now that he's passed away. He's reached out to Amy Boleski. I say reached out like he's alive and gives him a call. But he's like visited Amy Boleski and like is like bugging her like, hey, hey, hey, tell my mom.

He showed her a vision of him like being on vacation and he's like wearing a beach shirt and stuff like that. And then he also has gone to Sloan a couple times and Sloan's hit me and she's like, hey man, your dad is like here and I'm, you know, this is what's going on with him. And because of what he did,

I banished him from my house, my house, any energy around me. I told him, I do not want to see you. I don't, don't come visit me because I can feel, I started to feel my dad whenever, um, there was a brief moment after he passed that I couldn't feel him and I was really confused and

And it's been different with my mom and my dad because when my mom passed, it was like I felt so much love and she would send like really glowing lights. Yeah, it was like glowing lights, like colorful lights. And like she she would show herself through music and songs and like lights. I woke up one night in the middle of the night and I had like

all these crazy lights on my TV. Like it was really crazy how much my mom wanted to just, I don't know if it was thank me or just let me know that she was okay. And that's all died down now. And I can still feel her whenever she comes around and stuff like that. But it's not as intense as it was the first two weeks of when she passed with my dad. It was like, everything went really cold.

And it was almost like no feeling. And that freaked me out because me being such an in tune person with this, my spiritual side, I was like, where is he? What is he doing? You know, my dad was super, super like Christian, but he was also the biggest fucking hypocrite. So that scared me too, because I'm like, damn, you know, like what, you know, what if he didn't make it to the freaking high heavens? And, um,

Um, I still don't feel like I, I feel like he's still walking this earth somehow. And Haley and I went to a psychic out here in Vegas before my dad had died. And she said to me, I said, do you sense any death around me? And she said, actually, I do. And she said, um, your dad is going to die.

be in the in-between right and walk the earth until you forgive him he's not going to be able to go to the light until you forgive him and at that time it was before he had really i mean he fucked me over but it wasn't like another fucking blow to the fucking chest um like he did and um so i was like what is she talking about i forgive my dad i don't care whatever you know he'll be fine i'll talk to him in a

You know, and so it's been really crazy. But he so he's been like showing himself as butterflies. And it's been crazy, even though I banished him. And I was like, I don't want you around me. I don't want your energy. Do not come around me. I don't want visions from, you know, dreams, no nothing like stay the fuck away from me. And I'll go outside and I'll sit down. And like one night, one day a butterfly came and landed on my knee.

It's because he knows you won't stomp on butterflies. Right. And one day another butterfly came and sat next to me. And each time a butterfly comes to me, they're prettier and prettier. The one landed on Jason's nipple while we were swimming. Yeah, a butterfly landed on Jason's nipple. Like, not around it, literally on it. Yeah. I have a little video of it. Yeah. And then one time I got out of my car, the last time I came to your house, and there was one that was all around me as I was trying to walk into your house. Oh. Yeah.

Maybe because you told him not in your home. So he's just hanging outside. Yeah, so he's outside, right? So the butterflies were like beautiful and that was a moment and they were around for a few weeks and stuff like that.

And then now I have a fucking pet deer that has appeared out of nowhere. She's gorgeous. She's so sweet. There's two of them, actually. There's like a bigger one that looks pregnant. And then there's Star. I've nicknamed her Star. That is kind of like she looks like a baby. I don't know if she's like not a small dog. She's cute.

Um, but like she comes up to the fence and like hangs out, like just looks at you, even with Chachi right there, literally not no fear, nothing. And I have this on video. You can go on my backup Tik TOK. Oh, Hey, it's funny. And we'll look at these videos, but like,

this i've i've bought deer feed and you made a tree feeder on the tree and you filled it with all the food yeah like she comes around and it's crazy because my best friend tasha moved to um nashville so she's in nashville now and she had came over to hang out with me for the day and i was telling her about this deer when we were out shopping and you know it's one thing to hear it right but we're in the backyard and we're sitting there and we're talking and i look at her and her eyes

She looks like this and I'm like, what? And I'm looking at her and I'm like, I don't want to turn around. It's probably a fucking Hornet or something is on my head. Like I'm just freaked out. And she's like, let's look. And I turn around and the fucking deer is literally just fucking stand sitting there looking at both of us for like from the backyard. I, did you see that angle that I had? Yeah. Like just sitting there looking at us and I'm like,

Okay. I was like, well, they're star. I was like, that's the fucking deer I'm telling you about. So I think Bill's coming to me and all these animals and insects and stuff like that. Why can't it be a possum? No, why can't it be a fucking crow, Bill? True. You've told him what you want. No, I told Bill, I said, I will forgive you if you show up as a crow and you are my pet until then go fuck yourself. What if like when you get home, there's just a crow and it's like, I'd be like forgiven. Yeah.

Forgiven, Bill. Cross over, you're fine. Yeah, yeah, no. First, yeah, yeah. Go to the light. Like, literally. But, you know, there's just... And you guys will hear the whole story whenever my book comes out next year of what he did. I'm just at a place of peace with it now. I'm not mad at my dad, but I don't love him right now either, so I don't know what that place is, you know? It's just kind of like... I think the problem is when you...

There's always one parent who you, no matter what type of relationship you have with them, they're always the stronger one. And they're always like the cooler one. Or they're the one that like, you know, that you look up to and you admire. Not saying that I really looked up to my dad, but I never realized what a fucking weak man he was. And I think after he died, I put him on such a pedestal. And then after he died and all this, all this shit happened, um,

I just was like, what a fucking weak dude. Dang. Like that, that the facade was shattered. Yeah. Yeah. No, it was like, I just was like, dude, like you are everything that I hate in a man. Wow. And it was just like, it was a realization. And I don't know if that's part of grief. You know, you guys let me know if that's part of grief or what, but I'm just more like disgusted with the human that he was.

And I just don't respect it. Yeah. Wow. That's crazy to think about. Yeah. I just don't think that a dad should ever make a daughter feel the way my dad did his whole life. Not at all. Not at all. But again...

It's all you knew. Yeah. So like that's another hard thing is like until you've gotten to this point in your life and now you have Jay and you have your own family you've created. You were like, oh, that's not how you talk to kids. Yeah. Like we all are breaking these generational curses. And like even now when I talk to my kids, I catch myself slipping up how my parents would speak to me. And I'm like, wait.

That's not normal. Like, don't do that. And then I have to reel that back. And, you know, so I completely understand that. Isn't it crazy how kids of your own are so healing? Healing is fuck. Yeah. Even though I did not physically give birth to Bailey, that child is mine. And, um,

I love her like she's mine and she's healed so much and like made me realize so much was wrong with my fucking childhood. Yeah. Not saying I'm a great parent because I Bailey's had to go through some shit with us, man. Bailey was there when I was getting sober. Bailey had to get there with me.

was there when me and her dad were both getting sober um figuring out how to be parents like she was literally our first child yeah no you you guys were kind of thrown into a child who could already speak back to you yeah which is hard because at least when they're younger um i will say it's a little bit easier because you can make those mistakes yeah and that child can't be like yo motherfucker uh which now i couldn't imagine getting my children how they are now that would be wild so

Most definitely, she was able to come to you guys with opinions and feelings. And that's even harder to navigate because that's already set in stone. Yeah. And you guys didn't create those emotions and those feelings and those personalities. So you guys kind of had to like...

Well, also she came to us with a shitload of trauma. Yeah. And then we also had all of our trauma. So we've literally had to figure out how to navigate through trauma. I am such a different parent now than I was when we first got her. When we first got her, I was like, I was kind of like, I don't want to say like how my stepmom was because she was fucking ridiculous. But I was like very structured, very scheduled, like everything.

dance class this day, fucking softball this day, soccer this day. You know, like I tried to keep her busy because I just never wanted her to

have to sit and think about all the shit she's been through you know and like well i always had her on a schedule and now i'm just like i'm actually turning into like the cool parent you know i'm just like whatever dude all right i don't care if i can go do what you gotta do do what you yeah do what you have to do yeah just see what you gotta do live and now she's got a little job and shit i'm all proud of her i know she's all grown up she got a job bro it's crazy how is it

Yeah, we are. We're going to go visit her. That would be so much fun. Yeah, we'll all do it and embarrass her. I told her I'm trying to get them to fucking make me my own special non-dairy, non-sugar thing so that whenever I go, I can actually like have some. Yeah. Name it after you. Yeah. She's like, they looked at me like I was crazy whenever I told them that. And I was like, well, tell them I'm an almond mom.

Okay. So that's what an almond mom is, right? Yeah. Super healthy or whatever. That's funny. Yeah. No, she's great. But speaking of kids, let's talk about our IVF journey that my husband decided to... Tell the world. Tell the world. Like, it's so crazy because...

We started this IVF journey in 2019. Nobody knows that. I've talked about it a little bit here and there, but I haven't really like told you guys like Jay and I really have always kind of wanted a piece of us. And we kind of go through stages where we're like, yeah, we really want to be parents. And then we're like, no, you know, there's stages where you're like, absolutely not. Yeah. And yeah,

So in 2019, I did go to the doctor, the fertility doctor that we're going to see now. And they had me do that test where they test all the stuff in your ovary or not your ovaries, your fallopian tubes to see if you're able to have an egg carried down or if there's any blockages because I have had an abortion and two ectopic pregnancies.

So when they did that test, they fucking shot the shit through me. And it was the worst pain I've ever gone through in my life. You guys have probably heard me talk about this. If you're a longtime listener, if not, then this is why I'm recapping it for all the new newbies. And, um, it was just the most painful thing I'd ever been through. And they were like, this is what childbirth feels like. And I was like, Oh man,

fuck no. I was like, I never want to go through this. This is fucking horrific. And I went home that night and I just, in 2019, I was going through my suicidal depression and my ideation and still figuring out sobriety. I had just stopped drinking a year before and I just wasn't ready. I was like,

you know, Jay and I were healing from the situation we had just gone through, um, with the affair. And it just was not a place to raise a child. And I feel really bad that, you know, we Bailey had to go through that with us and we did it as best we could with her. But, um,

trying to get pregnant and do IVF in 2019 there was just way too many things we were not stable financially we were not ready to I was still working you know like there was just so many factors of like hey man maybe I don't want to bring a child into this world you know

And, you know, you guys have seen how much we have grown since from 2020 to 2019 to 2024 is a world of difference. We are not even the same humans we were in 2019. Um, it, we are just trying so hard to keep moving forward and just keep doing new things, you know? And, um,

This journey with the IVF, we sat down a couple months ago and, you know, I was just like, I feel like I've accomplished so much in my life. And I feel like the only thing that's left is to really just raise a baby and garden. Like I'm in my baby mama gardening era, you know? And...

Jay was like, when I sat him down, I was like, how do you feel about having a baby? He's like, I would love to have a baby with you. And that was not the response that I thought that he would say. Yeah. And I was just like, wow, really? And I was like, have you always felt like that? And he's like, yeah. He's like, I will always have a baby with you. He's like, if you want to have a baby, cool. If you don't, cool. He's like, whatever you want to do. And so now he's like really excited about it because he's really, I mean, like he's so excited about it.

So we were going to keep this private from the internet because like how the internet is, they love to ruin beautiful things. And I told him, and I had even kind of hinted about it on the Tana Manju podcast on the canceled podcast. I said, if we did get pregnant, I would pull a Kylie Jenner and not tell anybody till the babies were there. That was me already hinting like, Hey, we're, we're on this journey, you know, but you know, people don't know how to read between the lines and you can't read people's minds. Um,

So, you know, when Jay went on the Bustin' with the Boys podcast, he came home. You guys were all sitting there. Yeah. And what happened?

He just was like, so there's something I got to talk to you about. I don't think anyone in the room was ready for him to be like, and I told them. Yeah. And all of us were like, you told them? And he's like, on the podcast. Yeah. And I was like, our mouths dropped because we were like, one, we should have done that on my podcast. But we love the boys and we'll let them have that. And they're the sweetest to us always. Yeah.

Um, but two, I was like, motherfucker, we weren't going to tell anybody. Like I was really going to stick to this. Like I was not going to tell anybody, but then I started thinking about it. Cause at first I wasn't mad, but I was like, fuck, how am I going to just, you know, contain this and not let it get to navigate right now, navigate it. So people aren't just so crazy about it and just throw the misinformation everywhere. Right. So, um, then I thought about it and I was like,

My husband is fucking excited to have a kid with me.

Like, how cool is that? And if he wants to fucking scream it from the mountaintops, fucking let him, you know, it doesn't matter how I feel about what other people think, because I just know how fucking evil the internet is. Yeah. And so I reached out to the boys and I was like, Hey, I know that Jay told you about us doing IVF or whatever. Can I please have that clip? And can I please drop it so that I can control the narrative on that? Yes. And they were like, absolutely. So when the podcast dropped, I, um,

I posted the clip myself because I wanted to have the control of that narrative of our child that is being, you know, in the process of being made. And, you know, when, and I'm going to do this without using F-bombs as much as possible, but when that clip dropped, we got so much fucking love. I mean, the fact that so many people were so, what are you guys laughing at?

Did I? So much fucking love. So much. I was talking about when I get to the haters, but yeah, so much fucking love and just so such a sweet, such a sweet response of just overwhelming love. And it was amazing. Acceptance. Acceptance. Yeah. And anybody that's,

dealt with infertility or having a hard time getting pregnant like that's all you want is like people rooting you on you know it's a very fragile situation you don't know how people feel unless you've been through that yeah absolutely and then i get sent you know all these comments and just people talking shit and somebody saying that oh now she wants to have a baby for content first of all do i look like i need to have a baby to get views motherfuckers

No, no, I don't. Oh, she just wants to be like Trisha Paytas and try to change the narrative of her, of her life. First of all, no disrespect to Trisha. Love her. And I love that she's in her fucking baby mama era and she's crushing it, dude. But what narrative do I have to change on my fucking reputation? Yeah, exactly. Nothing. You know what I'm saying? And then there was another person like, oh, she just wants to capitalize and make money off the baby. Do you not think I'm not fucking rich already? Yeah.

Not that you wanted to hide the babies. How much more money do I need? What is a fucking kid going to bring me that I don't have already? You know what I'm saying? And it's just shit like that that I was just like, this is disgusting. It is. And then people are like, oh, she's too old to have a baby. And it's like, Travis Barker is fucking 50 years old and just had a kid. Like, what are you talking about? Why do you guys pick and choose who can have babies and who can't? It's fucking weird. Get the fuck out of my pussy hole. How about that?

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And said that I got pregnant and my husband is only staying with me because I'm having the baby and he's going to take care of some other man's child and that his song I am not OK is about that. Oh, like this is the type of shit that I've had to deal with. OK, I'm just like, this is fucking weird.

I'm not having the baby. I am not carrying the baby. I am not mentally well enough to let my hormones get out of whack. I have gotten to a place where I'm even keel. My anxiety is finally good. I don't have depression. Of course, I have down days and stuff like that, but nothing like what I went through in 2019, which scares the living shit out of me. So we're going to go the surrogate route, and there's nothing wrong with having a surrogate. I...

would have trouble carrying a baby. I have lost many babies, you know, and I don't, one, we don't have the time to go through that new to my schedule does not allow for me to fucking have a miscarriage or another topic pregnancy or whatever. And,

And the crazy thing is, is I just went and had all my blood work done with my doctor. And my doctor told me, if you want to carry this baby, you are more than fertile to carry this baby. We just have to figure out the tube situation. But she was like, you are nowhere near menopause, girl. You are juicy. You are ready to carry this baby. Juicy. What a word. Yeah. She's like, you're juicy. You are ready to carry, carry this baby, do whatever you want. And I'm just like, I don't think I can mentally handle that.

I really don't. It's rough. No, I saw what you've gone through. Yeah. It's fucking rough. Mimi hit one of her biggest lows after she had cash. Yeah. After I had my son, that was the... My postpartum almost took me. Yeah. For sure. That was rough. And not only postpartum...

I guess boys and girls or pregnancy one, pregnancy two hit you so much different. Uh, cause my first one, I had a rough pregnancy, but my postpartum wasn't as bad. And then with my, uh,

son it was like my pregnancy was pretty okay uh but my postpartum like I had paranoia really bad like I always thought that people were gonna kill me like I couldn't go to remember the grocery store yes in the grocery store I thought people like had bombs on them I thought I saw time travelers like I feel like I was almost hallucinating sometimes like I actually I

this is how fucked up the mental health system is i went to a mental health hospital because my doctor was like you're not okay you need to go be admitted and they were like you can either give us three thousand dollars a month yeah um and just do face times with a doctor three thousand dollars a month to do a face time with a doctor with multiple people in the session yeah and i was like i have to tell all

strangers share with the fucking class my problems absolutely not not the show and tell yeah mental health edition parade my fucking postpartum around um and then the other option was to like be put in in a facility and i was like the newborn at home i can't do that the mental health

is so bad. I preach about it on the podcast all the time. Like it is so fucking bad, dude. Like I feel so horrible for people who really need to go and get help and there's just no help. There's no resources. Nothing. They want to either put you on a pill or fucking put you on the streets. Yep. They do not care. Like it's just awful. Empathy in America is lacking. There's no one there to help when you look for it.

So from here on out with the IVF journey, I want to keep it private. I'm not going to be one of these girls because we are going to be using my eggs and we're going to be using Jay's sperm and we're going to be doing an egg retrieval and I'm going to do a round of IVF. But I don't want to be one of these women who's on there, you know, putting shots in my stomach and stuff like that. I just feel like.

I love women who do that because thank God I have gone down the wormhole of IVF. You've done all your research. I just, for me and our journey and because of who we are, I don't,

And it's such a sensitive subject that it's like, I just want something that's ours. Yeah, you guys don't have anything that is private in your life. Yeah, I just want this private journey. So the next time you guys hear me talk about IVF or the babies is going to be when the babies are born, when we're introducing them to you, if we choose to do that. Yeah. I might be one of these weird moms who fucking...

never one ever shows my kid i might pull a courtney barker you never know yeah i'm serious like i just i see what we have gone through with bailey online and i see how paris hilton i've never seen grown adults talk about babies the way i have seen them attack this woman who literally waited until she was 44 years old to have

Two babies Yeah Via surrogate Through IVF Like this woman Is fulfilling her dreams She's being a mother And she's just The sweetest little human alive Yeah And you want to talk shit About her baby's head Yeah Like it's disgusting I'm like

If anyone was to talk shit about my kids, I would probably hunt you down. Like, I would, like, come for you. So I couldn't imagine on the scale in which Paris has, the amount of people who did say something is just disheartening. It's horrific. But I see what we've gone through with Bailey. Her teeth journey, which...

Bailey's teeth are done now guys what the fuck do you got to say now her teeth fucking look great her smiles perfect yes but literally you guys bullied a child from the time she was 10 until she was 16 on her journey with braces like it's just fucking it's horrific so it's like I don't know if I want to subject our

our kids to that, you know, and I just don't think that it's fair. We're on the, we're on the fence. So I keep saying babies and kids. So I know somebody is going to pick up on that. We're on the fence of having twins. We think we want to have twin boys. I'm not sure we could have one. We could have two. We don't know what we're going to do yet.

You'll figure it out when you get there. Yeah, we don't plan on implanting until February of 2025. So baby D. Ford will not be here until 2026. So it's definitely going to be a process. And I hope that clears up a lot of stuff for you guys. But it's something that we're really excited about.

you know, we're going to do it and it's going to be fun and I'm going to figure it out. I love it. You're going to be an uncle. I'm going to be an uncle, guys. You're going to be an uncle. I'm still going to be a working mom though, guys. Like do not think that I'm not, it's like Jelly, Jelly has always said, you're not a, you're not a, um, a housewife. You're a homemaker.

He's like, you'll make a house a home. You'll make everybody. You cater to everybody. You serve everybody. You do that. He's like, but you are not a housewife. No. You don't just sit in a house and take care of the babies. You get in trouble when you sit at home. Oh, yeah. I'm not allowed to fucking be on my phone. No. I'm not allowed to be on my phone. She has like a five-day limit. By six, I'm like, don't do it. I'm getting better, though. Like, I...

Do you not think? I think last night you literally had to delete something. Fuck her. And we'll get to that. Fuck her. We're going to get to that. Fuck her. God.

you guys ever have this one twat that's in your life that you're just like bitch what you're like a fucking hemorrhoid you just never will go away you are a fucking hemorrhoid sticking out of my butthole dude yeah like it is so you're a bloody one that scrapes the turds chachi's butthole looks better than that chachi's butthole is crunchy he's got a crunchy little butthole

Yeah, so I hope that fucking, you know, gives you guys some insight into our IVF journey because I know that a lot of people probably were like, wait, what? What is happening and what's going on? But yeah, we said we wanted to talk about tampons on a flight. And I said I would talk about my tampon on a plane story.

Alright, let's talk about your tampon on a plane story. Being fat on a plane is not fun. Secondly, using a bathroom on a plane while you're fat is not fun. I have found out that being fat on a plane in a bathroom trying to change your tampon is like the worst experience of your entire fucking life and I will never ever... I will do a diaper on a plane before I will ever change a tampon on a plane ever fucking again. I had my leg up on the fucking wall. I was trying to like...

open up as wide as I could to be able to fucking get the tampon in. And those bathrooms are so fucking small. They probably thought I was wrestling a turd because I was fucking, and I don't want to touch anything in there because they're just. Dude, there was piss on the floor. Piss on the floor. I can't handle it. Wet, soggy floor with piss. Gross. So. I've never

but listen when i got it yeah when i got the tampon in it didn't go all the way in we all know how that feels right i hate that and so it was like partially sticking out so i'm like walking off the plane waddling trying to get to the bathroom and then it wasn't in there long enough to have collected enough and i had to just dry pull a tampon oh that's the worst i fucking listen i don't wear tampons i don't know how you guys wear tampons i used to wear them all the time

And I used to love them too, but I just can't wear them anymore. They hurt me. They make my cramps worse. I think I'm either becoming allergic or like they're starting to hurt. Yeah. That's what happens. Maybe it's with age that just maybe shit. Your little fucking hoo-ha gets a little more sensitive down there. It has to because these last couple of times I was even considering changing tampons because I was like,

They hurt me. Yeah. I don't know what's going on. Yeah, no, same. I don't know what it is, but I'll wear diapers all day long. And if you guys follow me on TikTok, you know that they have these fucking adult diapers that are super cute that people

with like a little print on them with like little frilly little fringy frillies on them and they're cute listen I have gone from wearing like 10 pads a day because when I first start bleeding I bleed a lot and I don't like to have a lot of blood just sitting there on my hoo-ha I wear like two diapers a day like that's how good they are yeah I

i'll wear them when i sleep because i don't want to bleed and they don't leak yeah they don't leak you never bleed on the bed ladies ever i swear by those because like you know like the pads when you sleep they just don't catch like the blood rolls around i don't know it's hard yeah and i always have to be like jason she's my fucking blood out in the bed you know and like sometimes my kids crawl in bed with me i don't want to be fucking bleeding everywhere so i when you started trying

trying the diapers. I was like, I'm fucking trying diapers. Yeah. Bad boys don't leak. They don't leak. And I've leaked on every mattress I've ever had. And it is the best thing ever. Like I'm telling you right now, ladies, I forget what brand we wear. Do you know what brand it is? I think it's like always nighttime. I think diapers.

yeah something like that go get them don't sell them out bitches because i need some too yeah please don't sponsor us maybe sponsor us yeah we'll talk about your diapers any day i'll i'll shit i'll take i'll do a photo shoot and i'm okay just sponsor me i don't care i'll do it should we yeah we should oh i'm up i got it yeah we definitely should sexy photo shoot and diapers

If you ever had a movie written about you, who would you want to play you? Rebel Wilson. I love Rebel Wilson. I love her name, too. Yeah, Jason called me Fat Amy for a while. How endearing. Yeah, no. Nothing makes your pussy wet more than being called Fat Amy. When I was all over blonde, I looked just like Rebel Wilson from Pitch Perfect. Yeah. Who better be? I don't know. I have no idea. Who would play you? What about you, Haley? Probably Melissa McCarthy.

Oh, I could totally see that. Bro, we just watched Unfrosted last night. That was such a good movie. Yeah, from what I saw, it looked like a fucking just, I don't know. One long. It was a long SNL. I would probably watch it again.

Can you re-watch movies? I can't. Once I watch a movie one time, that's it. I'm not watching. There's no going back. I can't watch it again. I would watch it again with other people. Because you vibe off of them. Not just by myself. Unless it's Steel Magnolias, Beaches, Pretty Woman. Yeah, like stuff like that. I'll watch it. Yeah, the classics I can watch over and over again. I can tell you about Steel Magnolias. I've never seen it. I'm so...

Excuse me? We have to make you watch it. It's happening tonight. We're gonna have a movie night. No, we're taking Hailey to the bar to go see her little cutie tonight. You wanted to fuck him a month ago. She said that was month ago, Hailey. Ha ha ha.

oh man it's a good movie i they made me watch it in the salon one day and they were like it's a comedy that is not a comedy who said it was a comedy cassie somebody who didn't watch it to the end no no it's cassie i'm over there foiling falling just tears falling down as i'm trying to foil some fucking highlights i was like that movie will make you just rethink your life have you ever seen beaches bro i asked you gotta give a little take a little you don't know

Dude, Craig Robinson. God. Craig Robinson came in to the fucking green room the other day and I was like, oh my God, it's fucking Craig Robinson. Is that the guy who like, let's blow this motherfucker down, Pookie? Yeah. Are you sure that's him? Isn't that him? From Pineapple Express? Harold and Kumar? So she's never seen any Craig Robinson movie. And I was like, you've never seen Pineapple Express? She's like, no. I was like,

You've never seen even The Office? I gotta see if we're gonna burn this motherfucker down, Pookie. I could've fucking done that TikTok with him and didn't even realize it. He is, but I've never seen his movies. Those movies just didn't spark me. Yeah, but The Office, man. I was watching high school videos.

Oh, he's eating the drive-thru. Yeah. Yeah, that's him. I'm going to burn this motherfucker down, Pookie. God dang it. Why didn't somebody tell me I would have done that TikTok with him? Cut this out. He was not very nice. Yeah, he didn't seem nice. Did you hear what he said? He walked in and he looked at your husband. He said something. He looks at him, turns to the guy next to him and goes, where's all the comics at?

Because he said, hey, Craig, sorry to take up your green room. And then the guy sitting on the couch next to me pointed at Josh. And he kind of looked at Josh. And he shook his hand. And then he stepped out real quick. I was like, OK, sorry. No, Jason, leave that in. That's rude. Oh, it was. I was like, oh, OK. It was very off-putting. I thought he would have been like, hey, Jay. You know, like, you've been MGK? Yeah. They're all standing right there. Yeah. MGK, right?

How sweet is MGK? MGK was like the little friend in the corner that was just like twiddling his fucking thumbs. He really is just a sweetheart, dude. Every video I have, he's just standing in the corner by himself. Just like, I'm just happy to be here. Yeah, the friend that's just happy to be there is MGK. I love that. No, I love the friendship between him and Jay. I think it's really sweet. They're like besties. I know. It's like little brother, big brother. Yeah. Vibes all the time. Watching his little like...

He was on Jimmy Kimmel this week. I know. And them watching it together in the studio. I know. They're just so cute. All right. Well, we have two more stories to talk about. Would you like to go into our neighbors? Okay, listen. We have been undisturbed.

in our studio for years and we decided to you know move into this new studio which we knew it was going to be dramatically different because we're going from small little space we didn't bother anyone we didn't talk to anyone

And we knew moving into this newer, much larger studio, you know, we're probably going to get to know the people around us. And sure enough, we had to go in and remodel the entire studio. So that and it wasn't just like a quick little remodel. We're talking like the place was gutted and is brand new. It's so fucking pretty. I cannot wait for you guys to see the reveal. But.

But that being said, there's been a lot of workers there. So the neighbors have become curious and we have befriended one of the neighbors. We won't say where she's at because we don't want to get in trouble. Someone in the neighborhood. I promised her I wouldn't throw her under the bus, but she's been such a sweetheart and she kind of like fills me in on all the gossip that's going around in the neighborhood. And, um,

It started out light, though. It was like, hey, you're a construction worker. Left your lights on. Yeah, it was like, hey, your sprinklers are on. Yeah, it was very nonchalant until today. Today. Today, I get a text message, and I'm going to read it for you guys word for word because I don't ever want to misquote anybody. Where do you even start? Yeah, I'm trying to think. Okay, so she texted me. She said, hi. Hi.

I know your schedule's crazy. Your two neighbors directly on each side of you, along with the old owner to start that didn't help your move. These people seem to be terrified of you being here. I think it's comical. They either need to keep their husbands in check or it's fucking with their fake Christian personas.

I'll fill you in when you get back. And I'm just waking up to this. I'm like, Oh good Lord. And I'm like, it's just my studio. I'll barely be there, but once a month for a week straight to film and I could care less about anyone's husbands. So they have no need to worry. And can we just, um, I just want to clarify and take this moment to say that most women who are in the adult industry or who have been in the adult industry do not give a fuck about your husband's.

Unless they are paying them a substantial amount of money. Yeah. Nobody's going to look at your husband for free, especially who's been in the fucking business for a long time and be like, oh, I'm going to try to break up that happy home. We don't want your fucking problem. Okay.

stop the fucking stigma dude i'm tired of how like sex workers just getting the fucking shit into the shingle always so anyways she said lol i know that it's the house and the people you'll have there as well as that is what they're worried about they are so concerned with you your guests and who will be staying there that one has come to me and told me about

and that's where i used to live in nashville hated it everybody there was pretentious except for a couple of couples people feel thought they were way more important than they were it's a shithole you literally pay so much money to stay in a hole a slum the the gym is like from 1984. like there's nothing is updated you just are literally paying for the name but anyways i told her

What she said, if what she said about you was true, it would have been done for a reason to fuck back with people who are assholes to you. If you actually did that. And I'm like, did what? Yeah. Like, let's get to the point, you know, very confusing because she assumes like, you know what she's talking about. And it's like, I have no idea. Yeah.

And she said, she told me that you rode around in the neighborhood in your golf cart while wearing socks that said, fuck me and lingerie. You'd go to the store in a robe and G string. I asked her, is there a storage?

Why would you do that? It doesn't make sense. And she said, I can't see you doing that except to fuck back with people. You did bring up a good point about a gas pump video that I had where I am in lingerie. So in 2020, during the pandemic, a

A lot of the girls that were in sex work got on OnlyFans. It was life changing. It was literally life changing. Life changing. And I was able to retire from having clients or seeing clients in 2020. So really, technically, I retired from the sex industry in 2020. Not what everybody thinks last year. OnlyFans, yes, it's still the sex industry, but it's like it's a different level of it. It's online, you know? So...

Anyways, there was a time where all because I used to be an Instagram thought. I'm very open with everybody about that. And I used to do like these little stints because you do it to get views. So like in 2020, a lot of the OF girls were going to like grocery stores and lingerie. They were like, you know, it was like shock value. Was it right? Absolutely not. I look at it now and I would never do that.

ever, ever, ever. But I had fun. We had a blast making content back then and it was fucking something to do. So wild. While we're all locked away during quarantine. Yeah. One video of me at a gas pump pumping gas and lingerie with a jacket on or I, no, no, no, I don't have a jacket on in lingerie. And I,

you know, yes, I did that in one video and the socks that say, fuck me. I was fully clothed in shorts and a fucking red own backyard in my own backyard that I had worn to a video shoot that we had gone to that day. You know? So it's like, people are just putting things together. I barely left my house and

because I didn't fucking care to even be around the pretentious people. You also weren't riding around on the golf cart almost ever. I never rode around on the golf cart. And she said that the lady said that I used to go and hover around. She said you would ride around the pool area. Motherfucker, I bought a fucking blow-up pool and stayed in my backyard so I did not have to go mingle with the people there.

Like I said, LOL, my reputation precedes me. I was like, people make me seem way cooler when they gossip about me than fucking...

I really am in real life. Like, I am so boring. She's a very much of an introvert, guys. Literally. Like, I would never do that. And I said, LMA. I said, laughing my ass off. Yeah, that never happened. She said the old owner also told her about the VRBO. For some reason, I thought I'm going to rent out my studio to people. No. And make it an Airbnb. I'm like, no, that's not true. We're not letting anyone in the studio. So anyways, this was...

The kicker. This is the one that really got me. She said, seems so, because I said my reputation precedes me. She said, the old owner came to me and asked me at my mailbox and asked if I had ever heard of you. I'm so sorry. I hadn't at the time. I knew of your husband because we love country. So she told me who you were and showed me a podcast clip of yours. She apologized for selling the house to you.

apologize for selling the house to me, but had no problem taking our money. Yeah. And even took it at a lower price. We fucking bargained the fuck out of them. And wouldn't get out. And would not leave once we fucking sold the house to them. I heard the podcast clip from her and truth be told, I said to myself, wow, a normal person, not another fake Christian here. I told her, unless you're going to be running around naked in the front yard filming for OnlyFans, which...

which she had told me about your OnlyFans, I didn't see a reason that she needed to apologize to the neighborhood about you. Two weeks after she told your neighbor about the VRBO and OnlyFans, she also told her that she and her husband lifted up a carpet in the house before moving and carved scriptures onto your floors underneath so that they could save you and your husband. Yeah. Sounds like witchcraft to me.

What part of the Bible are you carving shit into floors trying to bless people? That's so scary, honestly. Like someone actually sat down at their kitchen table with their family and says, you know what we should do? We should carve scriptures. It'll save them. I mean, the thought process alone behind that is so fucking weird to me. I can't understand that. No. So...

Guess what your girl's going to do. She went immediately into action, by the way. This all happened in real time this morning. And she immediately...

I don't understand when motherfuckers are going to learn that if you're going to hate on me, I'm going to turn your hate into money. Always. I will always, always be an alchemist and transmute all the negative energy that you put towards me and shove that shit right in my bank account in my pockets. You know what I'm saying? Like,

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Sign up today. So what I am going to do is I got with my contractor and I said, I want to pull up all of the carpet in our house to see if they really did that. And I need the carpet needs to be changed out anyways. So fuck it out with the old and with the new and we're going to film it.

For the bunny XO show because I really want to see if these people are that sick and if they are guess what? They can live with the embarrassment of it being online. Yes, you don't fucking treat people like that Especially when you've never shook their hand you've never been in their energy like I'm just so tired of square ass women who have nothing but skeletons in their closet and do the weirdest shit all the time and

Coming for people who are in the spotlight, who have done fucking only fans, who have been in the sex industry and trying to fucking put a scarlet letter on our back. Yeah, we don't fucking deserve that, dude. Not all of us are bad people. Are there a few? Absolutely. But there's a few fucking weirdos in your crew, too. You know what I'm saying? I've met more straight women who are the biggest fucking liars and hypocrites than I've ever met in the fucking industry.

adult industry. Some of the best women I've ever met and the coolest women I've ever met are in the fucking adult industry. Preach. Yeah. And I'm just tired of it. So...

We gonna see. You gonna learn today. You're gonna learn today. About our new neighborhood. I feel like we should get a golf cart for over there and just go fucking joyriding and just terrorize the neighborhood now. Oh my god. We can put Jason in lingerie and make him ride around in it. You know what's fucked up is we even sent flowers to the neighbors down the street because they lost their daughter and like you know literally we're like sent them like hey

hey, you don't know us, but we're just thinking about you. And, like, this is what you guys do when we move in the fucking neighborhood? I'm not saying that they're the ones who talked about it. At all. We don't know for sure. But it's, like, still. The neighborhood that you're moving into. Yeah, it's just like, golly. We live in... It's just crazy. So, yeah. Welcome to the South, bitches. Bless your heart. Now we gotta get into the story about my sister. We have one more story, guys. All right, guys. All right, so, moving on from...

fucking our eventful morning let's go to our eventful night my sister is a cunt okay and i'm done being nice about it dude like i don't know i let me show you something of how many fucking receipts i have and how much proof i have on this woman that look at this i recorded a fucking screen look at this

I could literally go on for hours about this girl, but I'm not going to. I'm just going to get into the basics and just kind of like show you guys like, hey, this fucking girl is crazy. Like literally, I could just keep going, keep going, keep going, keep going. I have a half sister that is literally crazy.

Half sister the only reason why we can even be called sisters is because we have the same mother I have met this woman Four times in my life. I've seen her four times in my life I'm trying so hard to like be diplomatic about this I've met her four times in my life and it started when I was like 20 something and

My sister reached out to me after she knew that I had found my mom. I had found my mom around 22 years old and we had started talking. Then, of course, here comes fucking what can we call her? Let's call her something because I'm never going to give her a platform because that's what she wants. She even said to me last night, send your trolls for me. I need the views. Like, yeah, bitch, we know you post and you get two likes. I know. Let's call her Marjorie. I love Marjorie. Let's go with Marjorie. Marjorie. All right.

So here comes Marjorie. No, why did I have to pick the longest name ever? Here comes Marge, large Marge. Here comes large Marge. Okay. Just barreling in. Hey, I'm your sister. I want to have a relationship with you. I, you know, and to me that was cool when I was 22 because I had grown up in such a fucked up environment with my dad and my stepmom. And I have a baby sister that,

I actually love my baby sister. Her and I just don't see eye to eye. She just, she does weird shit too, but it's on a different level. I don't like her. I love her. I don't like her. So facts, my older half sister, I do not like her, do not love her. So that's where the difference is. Anyways, I want to have a relationship with you. So I'm like, fuck yeah, I got a sister. Like, Oh my God, we're going to have a fucking, a relationship. We're going to be family. I'm going to have a big family that I didn't know about. Well,

I fly her out to meet me. It happens pretty quickly. And she's on the internet calling me a bro cooker, but I'm sorry. When I was 22 years old, I had more than she's ever had in her fucking life. Didn't have it. Like I have it now though. You know, I started from the bottom. Now we're here. And she fucking gets to Vegas. I fly her from Houston to Vegas. And this is when I actually had to work and suck dick for my money and fucking like go to the club and stuff like that. So I didn't have a ton of money saved up. Yeah.

So I spent like $600 on our plane ticket and I get her to my house and I noticed that she's like fidgety and she's like rocking back and forth and she's like fucking just being weird, dude. Come to find out the bitch was methed out. She showed up at my fucking place, methed out. She was at my house for a fucking hour. She was at my house for a fucking hour. And you know what this bitch fucking says to me? I need to go home. I can't be here.

Excuse me, what? After I had just fucking flown her out that night to fucking come see me. And I'm like, oh, okay. I'm like, are you sure? I'm like, do you want to lay down? Do you need me to go get you some meth? Like, what do you need me to do to make you more comfortable? Because I mean, I was with the shit. I was doing Xanax and fucking cocaine. I got it. I was like, whatever. I'm just trying to bond with her, dude. And she's like, no, I have to go now. I have to go now. And she's like one of those people who like cries and screams and freaks out and everything's about her. And I was just like, good Lord. Okay, fine.

I'm like, let me get you home. So I had to call one of my sugar daddies and have him book her a fucking flight home. She went home. Literally, she had stayed in Vegas 12 hours, went through that stint with me and fucking flew home that night. What the fuck? I go in my room after she's left and the bitch has stolen so much clothes for me. Went through my closet when I had to like run to go pick up the money from my sugar daddy and stole so much shit for me, dude.

And that is how the start of our relationship has been. Oh my gosh. I didn't know any of this. That is crazy. Yeah. Went and stole a bunch of shit from me, right? Fuck Marge. We're talking about a fucking 30 year span here now. 20 years, right? Cause I was 20. So yeah, 20 year span here.

And fucking our entire relationship has been like that. She has come to me and said, Hey, I, you know, I want, I love you. I want to be your friend. I want to be your sister. Just let me love you. Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. She had five kids, lost all five of those kids to the fucking state because of what of a fucking piece of shit human she is. And I, as

As her sister, who barely even fucking knew her, said, I'll go to court and get custody of your kids for you. Just tell me how I can do it for you. She disappeared on me. Couldn't find her. She didn't call me for a year. Never knew where she was. Whatever. Comes back in my life. I want to go to rehab. I need to go to rehab. I'm like, okay, whatever you need, Marge. I'll fucking put you in rehab. Bought her a ticket to come to me to put her in rehab. She fucking flaked on me. Disappeared for a year. Didn't hear from her again. Calls...

fucking calls me up a year later. I love you. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do that. I'm on drugs. I'm this, I'm that forgive me. Went and saw her in fucking Texas and fucking hung out with her. And like, you know, had a really cool night with her one time and fucking, you know, we had a blast and that was like the one time we sang karaoke. And like, we actually like, that was the one time that we acted like sisters. So I held onto that for a really long time. And

She did fucking weird shit. And then like she would try to get in between me and my mom's relationship all the time. She'd be like, mom loves you more. It's because you're the you're the favorite child. You're this. You're that. I just fucking my mom has never been in my life. You know, like my mom left me on a fucking doorstep. What are you talking about? You lived with her and grew up with her. What do you mean? Favored child. Yeah. And I used to just put up with it all the time because I was just like, you know, I get it. She's hurt. She's grown up from a fucking crazy relationship.

fucking family, which is my fucked up mom on her side of the family. And I just have always forgiven her. And every time she comes in my life, she does some fucking weird shit and she hurts me. This went on and there's so many more fucking stories I could go into, but I'm just going to leave it at that, which I have receipts of everything. 2022. Is this before my mom came to me? Yeah, I think it's right before or right when I got

around the time with my mom, um, I found out that another thing that my fucking half sister does is she will fucking leech onto anybody who has access to me. Like she will friend fucking Jay's brothers. She will fucking friend, like she's a super fan and she was trying to fuck one of the artists who, um, was one of my friends and his wife, literally they lived with us.

And it was embarrassing. And she was like trying to meet up with people at truck stops and have sex with them. And I, you know, I'm hearing all this shit and fucking next thing I know, I have people messaging me, Hey, your sister's selling merch with your name on it. And I bought merch and she never sent it to me. Shut up. That's when the fucking last straw. And there's so much more. I'm just kind of carp cart. What is it? Compartmentalizing everything to just kind of get it over with story a little. Cause I'm compressing so much of this story, dude.

And I finally had enough with her. I think it was either 2020 or 2022. I think it's 2020 that this happened. And I have messages from,

That I can read to you right now That I'm just gonna kind of give you a little bit of the gist So you guys know that, you know Everybody knows that when I say something You can fucking take it to the bank I don't fucking lie, I don't have a reason to hide shit I said, you do realize that Blank Blank is married to one of my best friends, right? Marge, I've given you so many chances All you do is embarrass me She said, huh? I said, so you're meeting dudes at truck stops You're saying Blank Blank

and blank you're in blank blank and blanks inbox and whoever else will talk to you you're trying to make merch deals behind my back she goes what are you talking about no i'm not and by this time i had already had screenshots and so much shit yeah i knew that she was fucking lying all she does is lie all this fucking girl does is lie that's all she knows how to do it's the meth meth mentality they're just fucking liars i said before you lie to me you might want to rethink that

She said, meeting people at truck stops. What the fuck does that even mean? I said, people are sending me screenshots of everything. Blank, blank. I gave her a name of somebody. I said, have you ever met him? No, I have no reason to lie. I said, you're making deals with so-and-so for merch. What's that about? And she's like, that's not how it went at all. I said, I'm listening. How did it go? And then she starts explaining this story to me and it's just fucking lies. And I'm like, you know, so-and-so is married to one of my best friends, right?

And so and so is one of my good friends. I said, you are just so embarrassing. I said to be all over any of these guys in the scene is humiliating for me. And hold on. I'm trying to trying to skim through these. This is her talking about the dudes, which I don't want to focus on because I don't want you guys to figure out who it was. I said, I said, Marge, I feel like every time I let you in my life, you're always doing some weird shit. When the fuck does this stop?

She said, thanks. I said, are you ever just going to be my big sister? I said, don't thanks me. It's not time for you to start throwing a pity party for yourself. You're just never fucking cool and I'm over it. She said, thanks. I said, bye Marge. She said, thanks.

Like she just is a fucking weirdo whenever she gets caught when she gets caught doing something she doesn't know how to fucking be like yeah I fucked up. I would respect it if she was like yes I did it and I don't know why I'd be like damn you're a fucking weirdo but okay at least you're honest you know but like she will take it to the grave that she didn't do anything wrong when I have screenshots that I send her.

I said, you will never grow up. And finally, I don't give a fuck. You aren't my problem. And I've given you so many chances.

And this was in 2020, by the way. It was in January of 2020. And she's like, I love you. I'm okay with whatever you want, but I'm not okay with you not understanding me. I said, first of all, you have never done right by me. So it's only fair that when I see messages of you saying you're going to get me on board with things you know I'll never agree with is shady. And I'm sending her screenshots of her making merch deals with people behind my fucking back. Like,

You're like, here's the proof. It's right in her fucking face right here. Literally, I have it all. So I said, you're just super fanned out, which is exactly what I've said right here. I don't, there's nothing I say about her that I won't say to her. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? She's the opposite. She'll go to the fucking internet and make up straight up fucking lies about me and then fucking will never say it to me. Mm-hmm.

Never say it to me. Every time you've confronted her, it's been like, whoa, what? Like, as if you don't know. Even last night. Uh-huh.

And I'm going to get to, you know, last night or whatever, but I'm just trying to show you guys like how much I've had to deal with her. I said, you're just super fanned out and it's embarrassing. I've already told you how many times just be my sister. You only text me about shit that has to do with my husband or you're trying to get money out of me. I'm just over it. This is in 2020, guys. My story hasn't fucking changed with this girl. 2020 was when I finally had enough of her shit and I started telling her to go fuck herself after fucking, like,

15 years of other bullshit that she has fucking put me through. I said, I'm over it. We've been doing this dance for 15 years already.

I said, there comes a point when I have to say enough. As far as the truck stop goes, I apologize because someone was telling me you did. Then when they saw my post was like, oh, sorry, I thought it was someone else. So I even owned up to whenever I said the truck, the truck stop shit. I said, so I do apologize for that. I said, everything else isn't right. I have a manager and people who I've signed contracts with for merch. Having you out here trying to make deals behind my back is just not right.

You know, like I'm literally telling her, like, just stop being a fucking cunt. Anyways, we don't talk. We don't talk for fucking 2020. Wait, 2022. Hold on. I have a whole fucking screen recording of everything. Yeah, this is 2022. So for two years, we don't have any communication with each other because I don't want to talk to her. I'm just like, fuck you. We're done. I don't want to talk to you. I even posted on Facebook. I'm like this because she no matter how long we've

not been cool with each other, she will always be like, I'm bunny XO sister. No, the fuck you're not. Yeah. You've never been a sister to me. No, you have never been fucking cool. You've never had my back. You've always one used me or used me for clout, which is what you fucking do all the time. So I didn't talk to her. She would text me. She would message me. I love you. Blah, blah, blah. Then go talk shit about me online. Just always kind of lightweight bullying me. And I'm just fucking tired of it. And so April, 2022, um,

I get a phone call about my mom and I have to race to Indiana. You guys all know the story. If you've been following me, I have to race to Indiana to go see my mom. Um, cause she's on a ventilator. The doctor said she's dying. So me being a nice fucking sister, I hit her up. I'm like, Hey Marge, call me. I need to tell you what's going on. It's a nine one one emergency. Mom's in the hospital, you know?

Which I didn't have to owe her that because let me just tell you, this girl, this woman has done nothing but berate my mother. Tell her what a piece of shit human she is. Tell her that she's the reason that she's the way she is, that she's had a horrible life. She told my mom that she hopes she dies before she was sick. Like she's done so much fucked up shit to my mom. But because I really thought my mom was going to die, I was like, let me tell my sister because she deserves to know. Yeah.

This is 2022 guys. I said, Hey sis, I need you to call me. It's important. She, so she had gotten ahold of me, whatever. Um, and she was like, Hey, what time will you be with mom? What time? And so I told you everything is about her. So whenever she hears about an emergency, she,

It's all about her. Like it's not about the person that it's actually about. She somehow turns it into it's about her. So she starts blowing me up after I got off the phone with her and I tell her everything that's going on with our mom. She starts fucking blowing me up, blowing me up, blowing me up. I have to get out there to see mom. I have to get out there to see mom. I have to be with mom. I have to be with mom. And this is what I said to her.

I'm gonna tell you one more time. I don't know what the fuck is going on. I'm here. People are not telling me anything. I'm trying to fucking figure it out. And the last thing I'm worried about is fucking how the fuck you feel. Where the fuck have you been all these years? You know what I'm saying? You're lucky I even fucking told you she was in the hospital. The last thing you said to her was that you wanted her to die.

Trust me, if something bad is going to happen, I will let you know. But I don't need your dramatic fucking pathetic bullshit out here while she's trying to rest.

This is while my mom's on a ventilator. She's...

And again, this is because she's literally blowing me up, blowing me up, blowing me up. Like I need to get to mom. I need to get to mom. And it's really not that she wants to get to mom. She wants to come and be with me. And that's like, that's how she's always been. She just wants to be next to me. She wants to take pictures. She wants to like have that clout. And I don't ever want her around me after 2020. I was like,

I'm done with you. I see through you. I don't want you near me. I mean, this is enough receipts already to show you guys what a piece of shit she is. Like I have this so documented, but I have to finish the story about my mom and then we'll end it with what she did last night. And she said, I know that I just don't want her alone. We're talking about a woman who has done nothing. But after those voice messages or whatever, we're talking about a woman who has done nothing but tell my mom that she's a piece of shit and wants her dead. She it's not that she wants to be there for my mom. Like I said, it was for me.

I said, well, that's nice. You care now. You know, my, my story has never changed. It's always been the same. She said, ha, I've always cared. I just show it like she does. That's her admitting that she's a piece of shit. Yeah. Literally because my mom and her are the same. My mom was an asshole. You know, my mom was not a very said that repetitive loving woman. And this isn't new information. She was not a maternal woman. No, you know? And, um,

Yeah, so anyways, by this time, it's like May 5th. My mom's out of the hospital, whatever. She's like, how's mom? I said, message her and ask her because I was done. Like, I did my part. I let you know, whatever, whatever. This bitch, a couple days later, messages me for fucking tickets to one of Jelly's concerts. Swear to God, all the kids are really wanting to go to the show in the woodlands.

they're dying to meet you. I'm super proud to hear of him on the Texas radio. They're super excited to meet their aunt. I said, the kids are always invited. It's, I'd rather not see you or deal with you though. I don't have time for any of your shit these days at all. And I just left it at that. Like, let the babies come. They can always come.

She said, okay, well then I guess they won't be coming. Sorry for bothering you. I'll just tell them we can't make it. They're 15 and 11. No worries. I'll just tell them I was wrong about the show. I said, or have their dad bring them just because you can't come doesn't mean they can't. You're literally depriving your children because you want to throw a fit. Literally.

And then with every fucking thing that I post, I always send it to her so that she knows like, Hey bitch, I fucking don't like you. Apparently she was doing something online. So I sent her what I had written to all my followers and I said,

It says, I've been brought, it's been brought to my attention that a sister I cut off years ago, blah, blah, blah. One of those. I said, stop acting like we have a relationship. My husband doesn't know you. I don't want you in my life. I've told you, you aren't allowed at any shows. You'll be removed if you do come and stay the fuck out of our lives. She hit me with a thumbs up.

God, you know, and I'm just like I said stop posting like we have a relationship again And I promise you you'll hear from my lawyers cuz I'm so fucking sick of her She said I'm sorry you feel that way so like literally you guys know obviously It's just one of those relationships. That's just not fucking cool. Like leave me alone I have set a hard boundary with her and she fucking treads over it all the fucking time and I have so much fucking proof that

I keep going on about all the back and forth that we've had. Cause I mean like, look how long this fucking thread goes for dude. But we'll fast forward to when my mom dies.

So that was 2022 that I left you guys in, um, May of 2022. Now we're going to go to, Oh, and actually I was actually very nice to her because she lost the father of her children. Um, even though she doesn't have custody and that man actually raised those babies and was there for them. Um, you know, when she, when she hit me about it, I was like, I'm sorry to hear that. Like, I love you and I'm sorry. You have a heart. Yeah, I do. I have a heart. I've always had a heart for her. So anyways, uh,

She was posting online back then that I was like posting my mom for clout and shit, which is crazy to me because my mom told me she wanted me to document her journey. She loved. She even started a tick tock called Bunny's Mama. Go look at go look. It's there. She loved, loved it, loved reading the comments, loved being involved like she loved everything. Yes. About.

TikTok and just being loved. On social media. Just social media alone. She just soaked it up. I met my mom through social media. You know what I'm saying? So old Vanessa loved her some social media. Yes. So anyways, I sat down with Jay and I was like, you know, I had just found out my mom died on November 3rd. And before my mom had passed away,

About three months prior, before my mom had passed away, they had told me in hospice, hey, we're taking her off hospice. She's getting better. We don't know why she's not walking. She's kind of being combative because that's how my mom was. She was an old fucking hell raiser, man. If you told her to go left, she'd go right, and there was no reason for it. And I was just like, okay, well, you know, I don't know. She started a bunch of, like, my mom was very manipulative, started a bunch of rumors and, like, telling people I wasn't taking care of her in the fucking...

in the hospital and like sending her laundry home with people to do because she said my daughter's neglecting me, even though I would go up there and see her every fucking week. It was just weird head games that she would play. But my mom was also very pilled out and on drugs. And I got to the point where like I got her an iPhone and she told me it wasn't big enough. Like there was like a slap, little slaps in the face that kind of added up. Oh, beds. I mean, anything I could get her, it wasn't good enough.

And I just got to the point where I was just like, I had enough. And it was a lot because I, before I had to inherit full custody of my mom, I literally had only spent maybe three times with my mother. That was meeting her. And they weren't long periods of time. No, it was meeting her and seeing her at two shows. And that was it. And fucking, um,

She, you know, she just my mom, bless her heart, was just not a fucking good human. She had a lot of love, but she had a lot of trauma and she just didn't know how to be. And so anyways, fucking.

I sat down with Jay. Oh, I had cut my mom off for like the last three months of her life because I had to throw up a fucking boundary with her. I was like, if you start walking, I'll come visit you. Like you've got to start doing for yourself. You were trying to give her incentives. Yes. To be better because at that point in her life, I saw this firsthand. She didn't want to be better. No. At that point, she really wanted to sit in sorrow. Yeah. She was just like, I'm just going to fucking sit here and just feel sorry for myself. So.

So, and I was very vocal about this on social media. It's not like I sat there and said, I am the perfect daughter. I am doting on my mother. I was like, nope, I'm not talking to her right now. You guys also didn't have a mother-daughter relationship. That was my child. She, a little backstory, you know, she did leave you on a doorstep and then didn't contact you again until you were in your 20s. So that's...

20 years you guys didn't see each other yeah she wasn't my mom she was a she was a fucking headache you know that i inherited but i wanted to do what was right by her and at least hang out with her you know while she was i thought was getting better yes so when i got the phone call that she died we were all we were all shook we were like what are you talking about you guys just told me you were taking her out of hospice and she was doing better like

The nurses called me every week I kept tabs on her I sent her fucking Dr. Peppers and food every fucking week I knew exactly what she was going through It's not like I just fucking left her to die By herself in a fucking hospital If that was the case why wasn't mom talking to you

And the nurses called you anytime there was anything. Anything. And my mom specifically said, I do not want Marge around. Yeah. She's bad energy. I don't want her here. When she was in the hospital and she woke up off that ventilator, she said, do not bring her here. Do not. Anyways, fucking...

I sat down with Jay and I was like, I really don't want to see this woman. But if I have to bring her here to say her last goodbyes to my mom, then I will. And Jay's like, it's the right thing to do. Just do it. It's like a so be it moment. Yeah. So I hit her up.

And I'm like, listen, if you want to come see mom, I will buy her a bus ticket. And I'm like, and this is all documented. I can read you the fucking messages. I'm like, how are you? You know, here, I'll just read you the messages really quick. I said, yeah, she passed away about two hours ago. I plan on having her cremated and buried next to her mom in Indiana. This is her talking about. So this is me talking about my mom dying. She's talking about she's talking about her baby daddy dying.

I said, I'm sorry. I feel so bad for the kids. This is just too much. Please don't hate me forever. I love you. I miss you. I'm sorry. My head is a mess. This is how she is. And like, I'm dealing with my mom's death. And I said, do you have a number I can reach you at? I need you to get on the phone. Says ASAP, please. It pertains to mom's autopsy because when my, I was so shocked.

at the fact that my mom died, that I ordered a toxicology test and an autopsy that I personally paid for because I didn't believe it. I thought they overdosed her or something like was crazy because I was like, you guys just told me that she's getting better. How is she dead? You know, like I couldn't believe it. It was really bad.

So anyways, I got her on the phone and I told her, I said, hey, I'll book you a ticket. You can come out here, whatever. Just send me the link. But let me know. Let me find out the process first. I've never dealt with this before. I'm sorry for your loss. She's telling me, I'm sorry for your loss of our mother. I have to see her even if it's bad. I have to thank you for understanding. Sorry, you have to do this. I have to see her. I have to like she's just so fucking dramatic. It's like, bitch, I'm booking your fucking wedding.

ticket right now, dude. I said, um, I said, okay. They said, if you get here, she should still be viewable. Can I fly you out? No, I don't have an ID. I need to get on a bus. Um, I can't do a plane. I said, okay, I'll book the ticket myself. Um, heading. I got the dates that she was heading back, whatever. I said, um,

I'm going to put you in a hotel by me too. So whatever you need while you're here, I got you. How am I supposed to get ahold of you? So I know when you're here, she only has a phone that works on wifi. I said, how do we get your phone turned on? Do you need the bill paid? Who's it through? She said, cricket. I said, what's your account number? I'll pay it. I said, you can't be traveling without a phone. It's not activated. I lost my phone last week, blah, blah, blah, like whatever. She's always got a story for why she has a new phone.

Phone or whatever I said let me know when you're here Anyways She comes to fucking And this is all documented too She comes to Nashville And This is where it gets fun And you guys got to witness this Oh yeah So

She comes to Nashville and I don't want to see her. She gives me bad vibes. I don't fucking like her. Instead of putting her in a hotel, I didn't trust her to be in a hotel. I was like, no way. If she damages it, it's going to be a lot of money. I'll put her in an Airbnb. So I explained to the Airbnb dude what was going on. I said, hey, my mom just passed away. Anyways, I have a cousin that lives in Georgia. And thank God for my cousin, Brittany, because she is a fucking angel, dude. She has helped me with my mom. She has been there for me. And I actually really need to do something nice for her.

Maybe I'll buy her a car because she's been so fucking nice. I need to do something for her. She's like fucking Oprah. She buys everyone cars. I feel like she tried. She tried to buy this. Everybody needs a vehicle. She tried to buy this sister a car one time. Huh? Didn't you? You tried to buy her. No, that was my other sister. Oh, I thought you tried to buy her. I would never buy this fucking fallopian tube car ever. There's no fucking reason, dude. Not the fallopian tube. I'll put her in rehab before I'll buy her a fucking vehicle. Oh.

Um, she needs fucking, what is that shit? The shock. She needs a fucking, what is it called? No, but there's that one where they, where they drill a hole in your head. She needs a phlebotomy. Isn't that what it's called? Yeah. Yeah. Oh, a lobotomy. I think it's the butthole. I don't know. Anyways,

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We get her out here. I put her in this Airbnb, but I'm like, hey, Brittany, I love you. Can you come babysit? Can you come babysit Marge for me? And she's like, I don't want to. And I'm like, because she knows. She's grown up with her. She knows what a piece of shit she is. Doesn't like her. Doesn't want it. But she does it for me. I'm like, please. And she's like, yes, I will. So she comes out because she's going to take my mom's ashes back anyways. I'm really weird about ashes. I cannot.

Touch ashes. Last time I touched a dead body at a funeral, I went into a suicidal depression. I've talked about this on the podcast. My entire life is fucking documented. You know what I'm saying? So anyways, um,

They're with her at the Airbnb and she keeps messaging me, which I can read them to you. They're in here, but I'm going to say I'm just for time's sake, I'm going to save it. She's like, why won't you come see me? I just want to hang out with you. I just want to see you. And I'm like, Marge, you've done a lot of shit to me and I don't want to be around you. That's pretty much what I'm telling her. Like, look,

I'm going to send Brittany money to take you clothes shopping. Go clothes shopping. Go do what you got to do. And I'll meet you at the funeral home when you go to see mom's body. You got her a phone? That's what I'll say. I got her a phone. I got her a fucking prepaid phone. She insulted Blake. Was like, oh, are you just her? Yeah. Blake goes to drop a phone off to her and she's like, oh, what are you? Her fucking bitch boy? Yeah. Yeah.

He was like, I'm just dropping you off a free phone. I'm just here to give you a phone that you couldn't afford. And so anyways, she's complaining that I won't hang out with her, which is fine. I don't give a fuck. You know, like, like I said, I didn't want to since 2020. I have not wanted to fucking be around you because I just saw you for who you were. And we meet up at the funeral home.

funeral home's there and she's like fucking Eeyore and just evil and of course making it about her yeah I don't know if I want to go in here I don't know I don't know if I want to go here I'm probably not going to go to dinner with you guys like just being a fucking headache and I'm like okay then don't nobody's twisting your fucking arm I don't care realizes she's not getting anywhere with me doing that so she's like okay I want to go see mom's body whatever whatever

Something happened and my mom's body wasn't ready at that time while I was there or something. I forget what had happened. I don't know. I think, did she go in that time? Either way, she went in when she finally gets to go in and see my mom. She goes in and my mom is in, she has a ring on her finger and she has the dress on that she was sleeping in, you know, and she looked very peaceful. And this bitch goes into the,

the morgue of where my mom is being body is being frozen, takes the dress off my mom's dead body and slips the ring off her finger and keeps it and leaves my mom laying there on the table, completely naked and exposed to be cremated that way. I'm like, it just keeps getting worse. It's, it's just wild to me. Right. And I,

We go to dinner and she's just a bitch the entire fucking night. And here's where it gets a little tricky because I still have, you know, I hold in my emotions all the time, but somebody had said something at the dinner table about, um,

you know, my mom and I, and I, I just broke down and this is where I fucked up because I showed emotion in front of her and she's like a shark in the water. And she saw how hurt I was about the fact that I did not talk to my mom for the first, for the last three months of her life. So that's all she uses against me now. That's when she goes to the internet, she's like, you don't know what a narcissistic piece of shit my sister is. She left my mom to rot and die by herself for the last three months of her life. Tell the whole story of what exactly happened, you know?

So anyways... I'm sure you guys can feel my anger through the fucking microphone because I'm so mad. So anyways...

We're done with dinner. I say goodbye to everybody. That's that. I don't want anything to do with my sister after that. I'm just like even more just like wash my hands of her. Don't want anything to fucking do with her. This bitch that night is sitting around the fire with my family saying, I'm Vanessa. I'm Vanessa reincarnated. Like what? Oh, just fucking doing the weirdest shit and screaming and crying and fill it. You know what?

Hold, please. I'm going to call my cousin. I mean, at this point, I think it's fucking church choir tabernacle. You guys can see what a fucking piece of shit she is. Church choir tabernacle? That one got me. What is it? God. What is that? Anyways, we're going to get to the... We're not done with all the weird shit she's done. We haven't even gotten to last night. No. Hello. Hi, baby. You're on air right now.

You're on. Say hi to everybody. Cousin, cousin Brittany. Hi, everybody. So I just finally got to the point in the story with when we're not saying her name, we're calling her Marge. OK, so I got to the point in the story where you guys are sitting around the fire and she's saying screaming, saying that she's my our mom. So so tell me the story.

She wasn't... There wasn't even a fire. We were sitting on the back deck. And she kept saying it over and over again that I am Vanessa. And then she went out in the yard and she was just sitting there rocking back and forth, laughing hysterically. And she kept saying it over and over and over. And me and my mom and my sister and brother were sitting there thinking like...

I was going to call a paddy wagon or something. It was bad. It was real bad. Yeah. I'm sitting here. I mean, I'm sitting here and I'm telling the story of all the shit that she's fucking put me through. And I'm like, the fact that I even have to sit here and fucking tell strangers what my toxic fucking family is putting me through because she literally has bullied me for fucking so long online. I'm fucking sick of it, dude. It's just crazy. I did.

Go ahead. I don't get it. I really don't. I don't understand. I know what happened when Vanessa got sick. I know what happened when she came there. I talked to her even before she went and asked her if she wanted to go. I was like, you know, if you don't want to go to Tennessee, let's, you know, we can work something out of this what you want. And she said yes.

Yeah, for sure. And just everything has been so crazy. And now that I'm sitting here recapping it and just reading all of our, our like DMS and text messages, I'm like, this bitch is really fucking just crazy, man. Like there's no reasoning with crazy. No, you can't. It's like, I can sit here and argue with this beanbag and I'd probably get a better response. I love you so much, Brit. I'll call you later, baby. All right. I love you too. All right. Bye.

She said there wasn't even a fire. She's fucking great. You will love her. So you guys will love her. So anyways, I washed my hands of my sister. I send her back to fucking from whence she came and I get a fucking message from the Airbnb host. This was like cherry on top for me. And guess what my sister did?

She fucking stole like a $300 pillow from the fucking Airbnb. I mean, I didn't even know pillows could cost that fucking much. What was even worse is she stole it and replaced it with her crusty ass one she brought on the bus. Yeah. Just the embarrassment is just so bad, dude. So of course I fucking lost my shit and

She texts me. I love you. Thank you for everything. Just walked out the door. I send her the screenshot from the fucking Airbnb guy. I said, this is how you thank me. I'm so glad I got to see you again because you proved to me that you are everything still that you were before. You have not changed because she said, please let me come see mom. I've changed. I'm not the same person. You have not changed one bit. I've heard everything that you said about me. Oh, by the way, she was talking shit about me the whole time to the family.

While she was there. I heard everything that you've said about me. And I'm so happy that I did not spend any time with you because I knew in my heart that you're never going to change. You're going to die alone. Just like our mom did. I said, there comes a time in your life, Marge, where you need to realize that you are the problem and everything good that has ever happened in your life has left you because of the human that you are.

Taking mom's dress from her dead body is absolutely disgusting. There's something wrong with you amongst all the other shit you pulled while you were here. But for the first time ever, I'm not mad at you. It doesn't hurt anymore because at this point, it's par for the course for you. And by the way, mom couldn't stand you. She begged me not to let you come out here. She couldn't stand the person you were. She loved you, but she didn't like you.

So that's when I think my sister really realized that I was done with her. And sorry, I forgot this part of the story. So there's not going to be any visual for it because we had to add it in afterwards. But it's just extra notes for you guys to know. This is when my sister started talking shit to me online because she knew that it was like really done. Like I wouldn't see her after that.

So I remember how I told you that she took the ring off my mom's finger. Well, she fucking posted a picture of a guy flipping off the camera. Why have I never seen this? Because I don't talk about it because she's just that fucking crazy.

And she's post a picture of a man flipping off the camera with and I'm showing this to me right now wearing the ring and on the post she says when your sister thinks she's allowed to have the ring off your dead mother's hand I laugh knowing it's the engagement ring your father gave to our mother.

This is like the shit she starts talking and it was not the engagement ring that my dad gave to her. And that ring was worth nothing. Yeah. I was leaving it on my mom's finger because I have all the rest of her rings at home. My mom didn't have a fucking dollar to her name. Everything she wore was just sentimental. It didn't have any sort of monetary value.

I got mad that she took the ring off my mom's finger because that was the ring I was going to let her be cremated with. Yeah, it's like leaving her with her last things, her clothes, her ring. She continued on to say, I know because I lived with her growing up, I got grounded for wearing it to school. That's how much she lied, right? She said, you run around running your entitled mouth. Wait till you see what I got for you. P.S. Keep up the good work, only making my case stronger, Alyssa.

That's her talking shit about my mom. Yeah. You...

Yeah.

And she said, while you pulled at heartstrings with your fake love for her, it's kind of gross. You push you empower women bullshit. I want to show the world who you really are. They will see on their own. Does jelly even know? Because that would be kind of hypothetical, uh,

I think she meant hypocritical of his music. He certainly has no clue the levels you have went. My husband knows everything about me. Everything. Every time I fuck up, my husband is my biggest fucking writer dude. Yep. Like I could say something that just fucking was completely off the wall and get in trouble for it. Bro, he's the type that's like, if you really think two plus two is five, he will fight for you. But behind closed doors be like, bitch, we got to talk. Yeah. But in that, like he will always have your back and be like, yeah, two plus two is five. You know, like he's got you.

Always. But so as soon as my mom died, then my sister goes onto my dead mother's Facebook page. This is where it gets really fun. Goes onto my dead mother's Facebook page and says, Vanessa, you promised me the house. Remember, I have it on recording. Says this publicly. I have a screenshot. She posts that on Vanessa's Facebook posted on Vanessa's Facebook. I have a screenshot of it. So does my cousin Vanessa.

And this is where it gets really fucking weird because then she starts having some one of her fucking weird online friends that she has a parasocial relationship starts like stalking me and my husband on Twitter and fucking texting me. She gave some she gives people my phone number all the fucking time with the

Fuck. At the bus station on the way to Nashville, she gave somebody my fucking phone number. I remember that. Yeah. Yeah. Like, it's just crazy the shit that she does. Right. And she's posting how she's going to stay silent anyways. She messages Brittany, my cousin. And she says, all of you fucked up my mother's belongings. Bullshit. The level of bullshit you all have. She is so fucking ashamed of you for your disgusting behavior. All of you. It's going to civil court.

Because my sister reaches out to me and she pretty much says to me, and this is all in text message, whoever was in charge of mother's estate, let it get repossessed by the state. If we're going to get any inheritance, because that's all she cared about when my mom died, we are going to have to sue for it.

that is the first, as soon as my, as soon as she got back from Nashville to Texas, that's the first thing that was on her mind was an inheritance. She said, I'll be packing her belongings. What's left anyway, since my niece and her brother live in the house, they took everything and stole her car. I'll fire, I'll file a report on the stolen caddy. Um, and they can figure it out. So my mom had a little house that was in,

And this house had no running water. She used to shit in a bucket. Like these are details I haven't told anybody because like a hoarder. Yeah. Lots of stuff. She never, she didn't pay her bills. So she literally laid in bed all day. My mom didn't walk for a year before she even came to me.

She would shit in the bathtub. She would shit in a bucket. Like, she had... Like, during the wintertime, they had to, like, burn candles because they didn't have heat. The house was so old that I think it is what really killed my mom because of the walls and the paint. Yeah, just the environment. So she didn't pay her...

the mortgage there. And what do they call those people? The taxes. Yeah, she didn't pay her taxes. That's what it was. And somebody came in, an investor came in and bought like that block of houses because this is how like low income budget these houses are. Didn't they condemn the hometown?

too because of how disgusting it was yeah because I was going to help my mom salvage the house but I had somebody go out there and look and they just were like this house is not salvageable like you would have to demolish it and then rebuild is pretty much what they said so I was like okay well just a

know all this if she was around she was never around so I was like okay just let him condemn the house and you know my mom's here in Nashville when she gets better we'll just buy her a new house in Indiana that's how I was thinking because I truly did not think that my mom was gonna pass away she had dm'd me saying she wanted to go to the house and I was like Marge the house is condemned I was like you can't go there they're literally I think at that time the the person was gonna like um

take over, kick her brother out who lived there and like they were taking over ownership of the house.

Anyway, she's just literally going on and on about how she has 50-50 rights. She's going to take me to civil court. And this is like literally days after she just left Nashville. This is how much she flips on me. And I just literally told her, I'm like, if you're feeling froggy, leave, bitch. I don't give a fuck. I'm like, have your lawyer call my lawyer. And I said, I have paperwork signed as mom's power of attorney before and after death. I have the paperwork that shows her property being sold because she didn't pay her taxes. Show me proof. If it's not, it's okay because...

Show me proof. If not, it's okay because you have now. I said, I think it's absolutely disgusting that after she dies, all you care about is material things. I now see why she never wanted you around. You are so greedy, but typical Marge behavior. So by all means, sis, go to Indiana. I told her, go, go to the house, go get whatever you need.

Don't be surprised, though, when you find out you're homeless out there, too, because I knew she wasn't going to be able to get in the house. And I said, you didn't even talk to her. You told her that you hope she died and never spoke to her again. What the fuck are you even talking about? I said, Mom had nothing. You weirdo. Jesus Christ, your life is your karma, Marge. And I see now why you've never done anything with it. Your intentions are just gross.

And she sends me a power of attorney saying that quote off of Google saying that I didn't have power attorney. And I said, check the different types of power of attorney. Ding, ding. I said, mom has nothing. She has no estate. She didn't even have clothes when she came here. You fucking vagabond. I've done talking to you. Go to Indiana, please. And find out for yourself. So she takes it upon her fucking self somehow gets to Indiana and

And when she gets there, she is met with much resistance because my mom's brother was like, get the fuck out of here. I don't want you here. She went down there, called the cops, caused the biggest scene. And guess what happened? Found out everything that I had told her already. Yeah.

And this is the shit that she does, man. I mean, it's, what is that quote? If you, you know, expecting a different result, like doing the same thing over and over and over again, expecting the same result is literally, it's psychotic. Like she cannot understand. And, you know, sometimes you want to believe that it's,

you know, the mom trying to tell her, because that's what you're, at that point, you became the mother. So you're met with the same resistance that Vanessa was met with. And it's like, until someone else even says it, like the aunt, you know, it's like,

I can't believe you. I can't believe you. Like what? Yeah. Why, why would you have a reason to not be believed? If we had anything that we could split, I would have given it. My dad passed away and I wanted nothing from him in his life. You know, like, so if my mom had anything, I would have given it all to Marge because I don't need it. I'm so blessed in my life, you know, but she just, and I know that the way I talk to her is harsh, but it gets to a point where it's like,

you get so angry with somebody and you just cannot believe how outrageously deranged they are. Yeah. And like, they are fine living in their delusion. And it is, it's, I don't understand it because I live in fucking reality. Yeah. You're present. Yeah. Like we're here. Yeah.

Other people, they'd be living on a whole nother planet. Yeah. So I just had to add that part in because that was a huge factor too. And then, you know, like I said, she's still online talking shit to this day and claiming that she's my sister. And, you know, now that it's been a couple of days since we did that podcast, I've calmed down a lot. I'm sure you guys can tell a difference in my tone. I'm also not PMSing, but I just...

Have had enough. But even like you said today, you know, people are sending you stuff and it's like one day she hates you. And then the next day it's like, please tell her I love her. Yeah. What is going on? No, it's weird. And if people encourage her and and feed into that delusion, I don't want you guys following me.

No, not at all. I don't want to be a part of it. It's gross. But I feel like birds of a feather flock together and people that are on her vibrational wave find her. Yeah. You know, really? Yeah. So if you associate with that woman, you are literally the same type of human. You are on that same level. Yeah, for sure. So thank you guys for letting me talk my shit.

Talk that shit, bitch. Talk it. Trauma dumps. So anyways, we're going to segue back into what she did recently so you guys can hear it. And I love you guys. And that is pretty much the last time I've really talked to my sister. I don't want to have anything to do with her. And...

A couple weeks ago, she starts posting about me and my mom again. But what's weird is she'll talk shit about me and then she'll post good stuff about me. It's like you can see the fucking mental disorder online, which is fine. Do that. I don't care. But tell the fucking truth. Tell about how much I fucking helped you. Tell about everything that I've done for you. And it's just not going to be like that. So I finally hit her up last week.

And I was like, this is because she was texting me about my dad. I love you. I'm sorry. You know, doing the same thing she always does. And somebody sent me a screenshot because there's family that follows her that fucking sends me everything that she fucking does. Sends me a screenshot of her talking shit, saying that I was posting my mom's death for clout again. And I said, this is why I don't talk to you. I'm like, you're always fucking talking shit and doing weird shit. And of course, she's like, it's.

I I'm, I'm allowed to have feelings. That's what she says to me. And I'm like, feelings about what you are so fucking weird. Like, what are you talking about? And then, so last night I get sent a screenshot again where she's like talking shit about how I'm a narcissist. I forget the post that she posted. I posted it last night on my fucking Facebook. It was like,

Like it doesn't make sense when she talks though. Yeah. It's the weird thing. She's just one big fucking run on sentence. I said, she said, I love when trolls think they know the truth about my sister, bunny XO bashing me and running my name through the mud, bashing me and running my name through the mud.

through the mud when truth is no one realizes that the, no one realizes the depths of her entitled narcissism and the fucked up things she did to our mother. And after her death, no one knows the evil side of her. I learned quick when she took our mother to Tennessee and left her alone to die for the last three months of her life while profiting off our mother, poor bunny with our mother's death, using her for clout and views. I have my side and I will tell it.

what side do you have what money did i make off of talking about my mom's death i was talking i document everything thank god because nobody can ever hold anything against me dude i've got it all documented i've got screenshots from 1962 from before i was born you know what i'm saying like

I went off on her last night and I was just like, why can't you just be my sister? Why can't you just love me? Why do you have to always fucking act like this? And literally, I think telling the story has healed me, dude, because I'm sitting here seeing how hard I have tried and she's just an unlovable. Yeah, unlovable. There's people in this world, shockingly enough, that are unlovable. Unlovable.

lovable and then she's fucking like she's texting me in the middle of the night and i'm responding to her and then she goes on her page and she's like why are you blowing me up all night don't you have better things to do little miss famous it's like bitch i'm responding to you you keep telling me you're gonna speak your truth i'm like i'm like go ahead your lies can never fucking hurt me dude they can never hurt me you could you're so low you couldn't reach me with a fucking 10 foot pole and

Anyways, thank you guys for letting me fucking get that out because now I really realize... It's a therapy session. No, it was straight up a therapy session and I needed to get that out because this is happening for 20 years and I've never just sat down and talked about it in one sitting. And now that I'm sitting down talking about it in one sitting, I'll never talk to this bitch again.

we're silence is way better than anything with her yes like i just don't care anymore there's no glimmer of hope no she's just a miserable wretched fucking soul dude and she's always gonna be like that and it's sad she is gonna die alone she has nobody dude and it's so sad i even told her in one text message i said i i go what's so sad is i am in a position to help you

God has blessed me so much to where I try to help everybody in my fucking life. And you literally are a snake that just keeps biting me. And I keep going back and I keep going back to hoping that maybe you won't bite me again. And it's just, yeah. What is that insanity quote? It is doing the same thing over and over again. Yeah. And, or what, what did my husband say? I have a snake. If you're holding a snake and you get bit, um,

Who do you blame the snake or the man? Yeah. You got to start. I got to start blaming myself. Yeah. This is my fault that this fucking woman thinks that she fucking even is a pimple on my asshole. Yeah. She don't deserve you. God, not the mole in the hole. Listen, I wouldn't want that as a mole in the hole. That shit would fucking be flared up with like gangrene or something. She would just be the worst wretched blue waffle. Oh God. Well, I love you guys. How long was that podcast? Yeah.

Two hours for a season finale, baby. Well, guess what, guys? We got season eight coming up.

It's going to drop July. Beginning of. Beginning of August. Season eight's insane. You guys, please hold on. I can't even believe some of the guests we fucking have coming on the podcast. It's wild. We are also now dropping on Mondays. Yep. We will be dropping on Mondays now. No more Wednesdays, baby. Yeah. We're going to make your Monday so much better. Oh, yeah. You can start your week with us. I love it. Set the tone. I think it's going to be great. Thank you guys so much for listening. And I hope I, you know, I didn't fucking.

Talk your ear off. It was a trauma dump. We needed it. It was a trauma dump. I think that's what we should call this podcast. Trauma dump. Trauma dump. Dumping trauma. Trauma dumps. Or how about trauma dumps? Trauma dumps. Because there was multiple dumps. God, the shits. The trauma shits. I love you guys so much, dude. Thank you guys for everything that you do. And thank you for making this. Hey, stop rushing me off. We're at the end of the season. We're done.

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