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What's up, guys? I just wanted to come on here and thank you guys so much for an amazing season. It's because of all of you that all of this is happening, and I could not be more grateful. Here are some of my favorite moments from this season. Is this thing on? Bonnie, who used to be a former sex worker, now hosts the podcast Dumb Blonde. Most little girls grow up wanting to be doctors and lawyers and shit, and I was like, I want to be super hot, make a lot of fucking money, and be a rock star's wife. That was my goal as a child, and here we are. Let's do that again.

Are you bitches ready? What's up you sexy motherfuckers? It is scary. I don't know. Today I was getting ready and I was like, oh, I should talk to the story or tell Bunny about the story. So let me tell you about one of them. So this is about the middle vibration. So there was this one time

that I was reading this girl, this woman, and she was sitting down. Remember, all of my things are online. So all of my sessions are online. And so she's sitting down. She has her phone right here. And all I can see is that she has tile behind her. That's it. And she's wanting to channel this woman named Jenna. And I begin bringing her forward and channeling Jenna. And it's weird because I begin to feel the coldness of the tile on my back.

And I was like, odd. I said, I think she's in this room with you. And she goes, like, laughs about it a second. And so I keep calling her. I was like, Jenna, what's up? What's up? What's up? And then she shows me this flash of essentially blood everywhere coming from certain locations, like wrists and stuff like that. And then she shows me the same color tile where she's at. And I go, did she pass in this bathroom?

And she was like, yeah, I said, did she commit suicide? And she goes, yeah, she did. She goes, I'm sitting in the spot where I found her. Wow. And I go, oh, okay. And so her spirit is still in that area. Yeah.

And so she's trying to like come up to her wife and tell her how much she loves her and tell her how much she misses her. And she's trying to have this connection and she's going through and she's talking about their Basset hound dog. Like she's in that house with them. And I tell her all these things and she's like, I see her all the time in here. I see her all the time. I'm like, cause they're, they're there. They're helping you until they move up. Um, and so, yeah, that was very, very interesting. How long does it take for somebody to be able to move up? Okay. So time doesn't exist in the afterlife. Mm hmm.

So it's just whenever. Yeah. So who decides that they can move up? Yourself. Wow. Yourself. So it's like she has to let go. She has to let go. Of what she's done. Yeah. You have to find your light. You have to. For God. We got to work through trauma in this life and in the next life. Well, yeah. I mean, but if you. What kind of shit is that?

Yeah, I know. I know. But it's like if you if you don't. And that's that's the whole thing. We're here. We're learning. We're understanding, you know, what is love, you know, and all that stuff. And so if you kind of like flake out on it, you know, you're still going to have to go learn. Got a second chance. Yeah. So start doing the fucking work now. Shadow work now. How long do you like to have sex? Oh, not a long time. Me either. Dude, if you more than 10 minutes. Yeah.

Yeah, I can do 15. You're pushing it. Okay. Like I got we got a whole lot of stuff to do. There's some dudes that like to go for like hours. How? Ew. Why? First of all, my pussy hole can't take that. No, there's no fucking way. After a while. I'm like, it fucking hurts. It does. It hurts. And it just like, it's like, what are we doing? Okay. You're just like, okay, bro. Like, hurry up. Like those weird porn dudes. I don't know if you ever had one of them. I have. They just sure haven't. Nope. Nope.

Yeah. The ones with like the weird flavor savers. You know what I'm talking about? Not one of them. Yeah. Fucking they get weird. And I bet I don't like slam bam. Thank you, ma'am. Keep it memorable. You know, just fuck the living breath out of me. Leave me breathless. Not leave me fucking just counting sheep and shit. You know what I'm saying? Oh, God.

You know something you just passing the time like one you're like thinking about all the shit you have to do you're like yeah I really got to get laundry done. Well today we are going to dive into one of Mimi's favorite serial killers which I love him so much I'm reading this story and I'm just so fucking sick to my stomach.

And she said the craziest thing to me because she's like, I don't feel like he was a serial killer. And I'm like, this dude is fucking something's wrong with him. He's a psychopath. He's my favorite psychopath. I don't believe he was a serial killer. No.

He got off on the idea of death. Right. Not the idea of killing. Right. And he only killed a couple of people, right? Technically three people and that's what makes you a serial killer. Right. But he dug up the corpses. Majority of everyone else that he handled was already dead of natural causes. Right. But to have compassion for a weirdo like this, it's going to be hard for me to find. I feel like this is similar to the Eileen Morineau story. No, she kind of, you know, had a heart. At least she loved, you know, girls and

only killed men. Completely different. So for those of you who don't know who we're talking about, we are talking about Ed Gein. Ed Gein. And

he's pretty pretty spicy i got her roped in by telling her a very key part of this story and she said oh we're doing yeah so yeah this has now developed into like an art form for him yeah essentially his whole entire and you know what's crazy is like it wasn't like a clean home that just had like

a pair of lips hanging from the shades he was a hoarder so there were stacks of books everywhere he did love to read that was his escape but there was just shit everywhere in this place so it took a second you know for people to realize when they went in there like holy shit this is what we're looking at these chairs that this guy is sitting in

are made out of skin. They would go also go on to find a collection of female genitalia, four chairs with woven cane seats replaced by tanned human skin, tattooed skin, lampshades and limbs and heads in boxes. Gein had made a Tom Tom drum from a,

can covered top to bottom with stretched human skin and a skin purse with a handle. He had cut an inverted skull in half to make a bowl and made an armchair with human arm bones.

i mean you gotta admit the dude's creative he's an artist he's an artist artist yeah it did say when you read the tanned skin he tanned the skin oh so it wasn't that he was digging up people with tan skin yeah he was actually like uh doing things to the skin afterwards leaving it outside if i can get a little sun tan what if he was laying out with these bodies

Like just chilling, putting them in bikinis and like... I love that he dressed them up and put lipstick on them for his dinner parties. That is so weird, dude. I appreciate that so much. If you could give somebody any advice that's going through an autoimmune thing, because I know you kind of glossed over it a little bit, but that was a really tough time in your life. It took me... I'm not gonna lie. It took me down and it took me to the point where I took guns away from myself. Like...

It really had me down. I mean, it had me down. - How long did you go through it? - For about six months where I was like, I was just, I don't know, I was just existing.

because everything that I'd been able to do and that I loved all of a sudden just went away. Like I was still playing shows. I put my glasses on, clothes one eye, people would go, Oh, Colt was great. He was drunk. I'm like, I don't even drink. I mean, I'm like, but I couldn't see. So my balance was terrible. My, my depth perception was terrible. I had to make sure they taped up the stage. What a fucking soldier though, to be going through this and still wanting to go out and just make people happy. Yeah. I can't stop playing music. Cause this, what am I going to do? Sit at home? Like that shit, that ain't gonna make me happy either. So,

I just wanted to work. So I played a hundred plus shows like that, but it was insane. The doctor's like, you need tons of rest and no stress. And I'm like, well, that's just freaking great. 21 day tour. Let's go. Yeah. So I, you know, I just kind of, I just fought through it, but it was tough. No lie, man. Like I had, I leaned on some friends at times when I called him up and be like, dude, I'm like, I don't,

I'm not doing good. Like I, because I, again, what I love to do on the road was play golf. That was my escape from being on the road. I'd go play golf. All of a sudden can't do that. Cause I can't see. And then I hunting and all the other stuff like that. Me and Brantley that I love to do. Can't do that. Can't see. And it was dangerous driving. And then it was just like, he, the doctor was like, Oh, by the way, heat really affects it too. I'm like, awesome. So, you know, when I'm playing this festival and it's 97 degrees outside, like,

I think last July we had 20 shows. I averaged 17 hours a day sleeping. Wow. It was all I could do. I mean, I would sleep, wake up four o'clock, eat a couple bites of sandwich, go back to bed, wake up 30 minutes before the show, somehow run up on stage, play the show, and I'd be asleep before they loaded the truck. I mean, like I just, and I just, but again, Megan knew I was in a tough place and she loved me through it. She encouraged me when I, uh,

I don't want to be a pussy and cry on your show. I get emotional. I'm an emotional dude. No, that's good, though. But, like, love me through that and love me to keep going, you know, hang in there, come on. Yeah. Keep fighting and...

Got some medicine in the last couple of months that has really made a difference. So I'm back where I can see, I can play golf again. So things are good. You only, you went through that because there was just a blessing in the lesson and you know, you have such a great attitude about everything else that maybe we don't know what the reason was. Good, bad shit happens to good people all the time, but you're here to tell your story and the story is going to touch so many people. And I,

Yeah, I've been reading your book, which we'll get into wild and well. It's amazing. She has it on audio and she also has it available to purchase everywhere. Yes. And it's just really crazy learning about just how trauma alone can affect your body, you know, which a lot of people don't realize. And you actually went through some traumas as a child. Bunny.

I grew up in a complete shithole of chaos, right? My grandfather, he died by suicide in the driveway of the house that I grew up in. My mom attempted suicide multiple times, institutionalized twice before I was born, and then was institutionalized when I was six weeks old for postpartum psychosis. My first stepfather was a child molester. Hmm.

The second one almost choked me unconscious my senior year in high school. And I started in high school with chronic diarrhea. I mean, just horrible diarrhea. Every time I ate. Was that from living in fight or flight all the time? You bet. Stress. You bet. I'm not going to lie.

chronic diarrhea. I had the first of four colonoscopies at age 20. I had four colonoscopies before I was 44 years old. I was diagnosed with chronic itching, like urticaria, chronic itching. I was diagnosed with lupus, fibro. I

I was depressed. I was on every medicine known to man. And then, of course, diagnosed with irritable bowel syndrome. And every single bit of that was caused from childhood trauma, the majority of it, and my diet. So I spent 44 years seeing doctors, 10 doctors. But I was 38 years old.

And I remember the morning that I was going to die by suicide. I had it planned. I was going to drive off the foot of Broadway. And I talk about it in the book, you know, and it's hard to talk about. But I was going to die that morning and I literally was laying in bed.

ready to fulfill the family legacy sort of thing. And all of a sudden through the bedroom door, Jackson and Ella came running in. They were like five and six years old and they were like, mom, mom, get up. And I mean, they jumped on the bed. They wanted to eat. And Jackson and Ella are her children. They are. They're my, they're my kids. Yes. And they're now 25 and 27 and they saved my life that day.

I got up and I was in a verbally and emotionally abusive marriage. I was not physically abusive, but I filed for divorce less than a year later. I was on food stamps, a medical card. We packed up a 26 foot U-Haul to, I got accepted to nurse practitioner school down here. I already had a degree in fashion design, made a 180 turn to go to nursing school and

a hermit crab, a cat, an English bulldog, Harlan Howard, two kids. And we started over 17 years ago. And

Let's rewind it. Let's rewind it a little bit. Cause there's a lot of people that listen to my podcast that have grown up with fucked up childhood and are so traumatized. So, you know, I want people that to stay with people that actually are dealing with a lot of like health issues that one trauma causes a lot of them. Do you think it causes most of them? I believe so. Yes. And you know, the body keeps score. You've read the book and Dr. Vessel Vandercock, um,

Vandercock. Vandercock. Sorry. That boy. That boy. Yeah, like let's go have a blast. What embarrassing moment you had with a man? I have one and I don't do it anymore. That shit scarred me. Butt plugs. Oh. In a white duvet. Oh. Oh.

do tell I will never I will never if this shit haunts me till I will I don't I can't do it anyway there's nothing worse than experimenting and everything you're comfortable with the guy and you have a nice $500 white duvet and then shit literally shit okay was he wearing the butt plug or were you

Oh no. You had the show. You had a shitty time. He pulled it out. I was like, Oh my God. What did he do? What did he do? Oh, I got a funny story too, but what did he do? I don't think he, I think he noticed because there was like a, a stint and aroma of dookie. And like, he just, he just,

I quickly like once I saw the sheets and everything I quickly like folded up the duvet and like sprayed for breath. Oh fuck. Oh my god that is hilarious. So a butt plug you know how they're shaped right? He pulled it out and it was on the butt plug. Holy. It looked like it like okay.

Well, I got one that'll make you feel better. It wasn't me personally, and I'm looking for the video. Oh, that does not make me feel better. It wasn't you personally, but I just told... Hold on. I've got the video to prove this. When I think of summer smells, I think of sunscreen, salty beach air, barbecue on the grill, and...

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All right. Well, I'm going to tell you right now. So I've never told this story anywhere before. Oh, I feel intrigued. I had this sugar daddy who we adoringly named, nicknamed shitter. And after this situation, so I was there with my girl. We were making so much fucking money. I'm talking like we probably made like 30 grand each that night, whatever.

And he was doing lines of cocaine off her ass, off my ass. We were doing a bunch of blow. Of course, this was like fucking eight years ago, dude. We were fucking just partying it up.

Jay was in Nashville. This is when Jay and I first got together. Jay was in Nashville doing something and I was like telling him what was going on. You know, this dude, we were in a hotel room that had white sheets. He's completely naked and he's just snorting lines on the fucking bed and then he scoots up. And when he scoots up, he leaves a fucking trail of shit. Just fucking. And we lost it, dude.

All there was was just shit on the fucking, on the duvet. So here's a video of him doing a lot. You have that video from eight years ago? Yes. Bullshitting. We kept saying shit because he was shitting. So he's snorting a line off her ass, right? I cannot believe I'm showing you guys this. He's snorting a line. Is that in your Snapchat? Snorting a line off her ass, right? There's his butthole. What?

because there was shit coming off of it and then hold on hold on there's the sheet that has the shit stain on it that's what my duvet look like

So I'm so fucked up and all we kept talking about was shit because he fucking kept leaving shit everywhere. So yeah. So you told me your shitter story. Yes. Sugar daddy shitter. Yep. I told you my first butt plug. There we go, baby. It's a fucking shitty situation all around. Oh, I've got horrendous grander stories. Oh my God. Oh, give me the best one. The best one. Okay. Okay. There there's okay. I'll tell you.

I thought the best one there there's two oh let's hear them okay so the first one was my very first hookup ever yeah my wife and I are still together she's still living at the house which we'll get into in a little bit yeah we had freed ourselves to see other people as long as we didn't bring back the house at that time we're like everything's good and so I'm out with my friend Jasleen who is another trans woman we're at this little wine bar and I'm just like girl I'm

I need to just fuck a guy and get it over with. And she goes, get on Grindr. What's Grindr? And she looks at me like, what do you mean? What's Grindr? I don't know. I've been married for 20 years. I haven't dated. I don't know what's going on. Give me your phone. And so she created an account for me. And I, this is before anything was happening where I was like very public about me dating other people. I'm like, nobody can know. She's got a fake profile. No problem. And in five minutes,

She's got a guy on the hook and she's like, oh, I fucked him. He's awesome. He's got a big old dick. He's safe. He's six foot. Oh, this is perfect. Is that a good thing? He's got a big dick. She's like, yeah. I'm like, okay, I don't know. I've never been with the guy. I've kissed a guy once. Then that was post transition. This was your first. So, okay, let's, let's stop you right there. So,

all through high school, WWE, you had never been with a dude. No, and no desire to. No desire to. Oh, I thought, like the thought of being with a guy, I'm going to open this water here. The thought of being with a guy pre-transition, I wanted to throw up at the thought of it. Yeah, and I wrestled dudes in boots and underwear and,

I'm just like, bro, you stink. I put on some deodorant. You know, something like that. But never like, you know, we do some weird shit in wrestling. Yeah. Where our heads are in weird places. But never once was it like, huh. Never attracted to men until after you decided to start transitioning. Never once. I cannot wait to dive into that. That's amazing. Oh, it's interesting. Yeah. Let me tell you. So we run home and I tell Priscilla, I go, look, Jaslyn got me this hookup. She goes, oh my God, tell me about it. Let me see him. So she's all excited. I love it.

I love that. And her and Jocelyn are looking at this guy like, damn, he's hot. And he's really big and built. And so I go shower and I come out with like all these outfits and they look at me and Jocelyn goes, girl, no, this is a hookup. Don't get dressed up for him. I'm like, what? Really? She goes, yeah, go put on some shorts and a tank top.

Oh, okay. So I put on these little tiny trash shorts and a tank top. We love trash. Yeah. The next two, the story is going to blow your mind. Speaking of trash. So I go drive out and I meet this guy. I've got minimal makeup on. It was back when I was still wearing wigs, pre-facial surgery. And I'm 220 something pounds of muscle still.

And I knock on this guy's door. It's his apartment. And he is handsome. Like handsome. I'm like, oh, stunning blue eyes, shaved head, bodybuilder. Just hot. Wow. And he gives me a hug. And he's like, hey. I'm like, hi. And he just starts walking to the bedroom. And I go, oh. Let's get to the point. OK, this is what we do. Cool. I guess we just go. And he sits down. He's kind of just making some chitchat.

And he starts undoing his shoes. And I'm like, okay. I start undoing my strappy heels that I'm wearing. And I'm like, okay. I guess that's what we do. And I go, look, look, look. My girlfriend said not to say this. But I got to be honest. I've never been with a guy before. And he looks at me and he goes, what? Yeah, I've never been with a guy before. And he goes, wow, okay. And he goes, well, I'm going to tell you something. You were honest with me. I'll be honest with you. He says, I've only been with one guy.

trans woman and I go oh my god it must have been jocelyn because you know she fucked him you know a couple months ago yeah he goes it was like two three years ago and I looked at him like what what oh you're lying to me

okay you're hot i don't care that was at that moment i go okay guys lie all the time he's totally lying to me he wants us to go down i don't give a and so we kind of are like getting things undone and i look i'm like hey i don't even know your name and he goes do you want to i looked at him i said nah and i just took my shirt off i took my pants off let's go so you get down to business and things are going go in my direction i'm like this is good

And in that, can I ask you a personal question? Yeah. In that moment, do you decide to be a top or a bottom or how does that, or did he decide for you? So I, my desire is always to be a bottom. I wanted the female experience.

I think Hef was more resentful when I left and when Bridget left because I think he expected me and wanted me to stay around the whole time. And I think when Kendra came along, everybody knew she wasn't going to stay that long and she'd be there for a couple of years. So if she wanted to leave and like become this star who's still kind of controlled by this guy who's keeping her loyal to the Playboy narrative, like that was great. But I think Hef held a lot of resentment when I left because I left Bridget

from his perspective, so suddenly. Like anybody else looking at the situation would not think it's sudden because they've been going through so much. But I think in his mind, he was like, wait, what the fuck just happened? Do you think he have genuinely loved you? Maybe as much as he could love somebody. But his idea of love is so weird. Warped. Warped, narcissistic. I think he's a... Or was... I talk about him in present tense, which is so weird. People point that out that I do that on my podcast and it's weird. Anyway, so...

I feel like he was really addicted to like the feeling of longing. So he always wanted like more, more, more. And he always wanted to, like if he had a girlfriend who left, he always wanted to win that girl back. Right. It was more like addicted to the conflict. To the chaos. Yeah. Addicted to the drama. And that's why he always wanted to pit girls against each other and things like that. Right. Which I hate. I don't want drama in a relationship. There's too much drama in the real world. I want my relationship to be like.

It has to be your piece. Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. So being in a relationship like that, are you open to like open relationships now or like the opposite? She's like, I don't know. I'm scarred. She's like, absolutely not. I am the only one. And that's it. Yeah. I would flip out. Like even if I'm like watching a porn and I think like a threesome scene is hot or something, I feel like if I was in that situation in real life, I would snap and like decapitate someone. Yeah. Oh,

I love that though. Don't mess with Holly's man, baby. So let's talk about something else that you enjoy makeup. Do you still enjoy makeup? I really do. Yeah. Yeah. And skincare now too. Obsessed. The older we get. I've always loved skincare. I used to tell people as young as 15, don't move your face. Right. Yeah. Which was always my thing. That's why I'm frozen. Now as I get older, I don't,

care. I dissolved all my filler and I'm just kind of living a more free life. But I'm still me. I'm still a Jeffree fucking star. Do you do Botox or anything? I haven't in two years. Wow. It looks amazing though. I have to have it. I can't. When I start getting the wrinkles in the forehead, I freak out. Yeah, I do have more wrinkles. I'm not embracing them. Maybe they'll go away this winter. You look great though. Thank you. But I'm just doing a little more. Like my lips were too crazy so I dissolved a lot. And you know, when things start to migrate. I look like fucking Marge Simpson. So I had to...

I had to tone it down for me. Like below my nose was getting weird. - No, your face is perfect. You look beautiful. - So I had to tone it down a notch for me. - Yeah, but we always do things for us, not for anybody else. - Yes, but I always go extreme. - Yeah, for sure. So you started the makeup brand in 2014. - 2014, I launched three liquid lips on Black Friday. - And you were looking for an investor. Akon was gonna invest, but he couldn't. - He was out. Next, let's hit up my best friend of 12 years, Kat Von D. She's down.

She shows me a makeup lab and I start doing my formula. She literally gives me a sample with a name of the lab. I call it do all the work.

when she tried to destroy my career online, which flopped and backfired. She said she did everything. It was the biggest insult I think I've ever felt in my entire life. Because I did everything. Yeah, it's always hurtful when a friendship breaks up. It's like worse than a divorce. And publicly for the very first time, because I had not really done online drama. Then after that, as bigger as things got, oh, it was a bloodbath. I feel like people just come for you just to be. Yes.

They used to all the time just to get attention. But it was my first big taste of the internet flipping without knowing any facts. Oh, they don't care. And then days later, if I recall, they all flip back and realize it was all full of shit. Yeah, they don't care. But it was so hurtful for someone to say, I created his brand. It was like...

But it was believable that was a problem. And now knowing... Because she was a little bit bigger than you back then. Absolutely. Right. Because she had the L.A. or whatever. And she liked having more money than me. And she liked being the friend that had more. So when I surpassed her, she flipped on me. 12-year friendship. She's tattooed my whole body. 50 portraits. Would you guys ever be friends again? No. Because of you? Because of the way I was treated. I can never... Forgiving is fine when you get older. You can never go back to someone that...

stabbed you that hard. Well, you can forgive but not forget. Yes. So it was one of the most painful things I've gone through. Do you think maybe she's grown a lot since being a wife? And I'm just playing devil's advocate. Yeah, no, I honestly have no idea. Yeah. I'm one of those people that now that I've really helped myself, I don't lurk. It's like the old days I would care what everyone's doing. It's so unhealthy. It is. It's very toxic. I need to stop doing that. I don't. So I don't.

read the news. I don't know what's happening anymore. I don't care who's fucking who, what's this, who did this, who, I just don't care. It's so unhealthy. You just get to a point of just serenity. But when you're in the same world, yes, you're told she has a kid now. That's crazy. Yeah. Crazy. Yeah.

that shit. That's fucking insane. Yeah. And when you say also like, I hate children and then you have one, anyone's allowed to change their mind. Obviously. I've grown a lot. It was wild to see someone become a parent. Right. So hopefully it makes them nicer. I feel like Trisha Paytas having a kid has helped her grow a little bit too, you know? Absolutely. I feel like, I think,

I think I don't know. I've never had my own child, so I wouldn't know. But I feel like children soften women, too. So, you know, you never know. Never say never. Maybe you guys will cross paths somewhere down the road and be able to, you know, Trisha, maybe. Yeah. Trisha just did. She did me and Jay wrong and made up a whole drama. Yeah. And then had a kid. Trisha actually flaked on me yesterday. Yeah.

I came off tour to fucking do her podcast with her. Well, to do her podcast and her come on my podcast. And she texts me an hour before she was supposed to show up that she wasn't coming. That's so unprofessional. I know. But I'm just, you know, it is what it is. Well, I normally don't talk about drama because the old Jeffrey people just think things so differently than who I am. Yeah. So I just kind of stray away from that. Yeah, absolutely. And I don't like feeding into these things. No, never. But she did me really wrong. Oh.

She made up all these lies that I fat shamed her and called her all these things. Never happened. Right. Never happened. And then she gets in a fight. Yeah. You have that one moment and you're like, yo, I got to shoot this. I got to, this is my shot. I got a fire. This is it. You know what I'm saying? I was given exactly 60 seconds to, uh,

say something. I knew, I didn't think I was going to win. So I knew this was my only time to talk. I was thinking, how can I thank the most important people? The quickest thank the other nominees, of course, who I thought were so deserving and especially Zach, because it was really important for me to make a point to give Zach his flowers on that stage. And what can I say to make somebody feel like they're not alone? That's literally what was rushing through my head. Like, what can I say that can inspire somebody that is like, I'm thinking about the 25 year old. That's like, dude, this is never going to work.

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And I thought about quitting at 27 and 28 and 29. But he said, damn, I realized I haven't been to church in a while. That's amazing. The fact that you're, you know, 15 second speech could really touch and move people the way that it has. It wasn't meant to be as like pastory as it was. You can't help it though. That's you get like that even at home. Like when you're talking about stuff, you just are so like, that's you. That is you.

Thank you. Yeah. I was hoping somebody that knew me would say that eventually. Yeah. Because I think sometimes people are like, is this like, is this dude selling us something? It's like, oh, you've never been around me. No, you are the most boisterous fucking animated human. When I'm really fired up. Dare I say it, you're the coolest thing that's happened at the CMAs in a really long fucking time. Dude.

literally tens of millions of views yeah no it's insanity over 50 or something is what I've seen I mean you have made it on every platform Twitter is always in a division that's probably one of the hardest platforms and they said that you united Twitter for one day they said Twitter was united for a day until he brought Twitter together they said me and Rod Wave could do a song and end racism literally hi grandma

So until my grandpa died and then now they're all still doing it. And I am, I'm the one that decided to stay on with my kids, but yeah, so just for now. And then, so I guess I started doing the corner call stuff and ended up realizing that I actually really liked it. I, what is the, what does a corner call consist of? So a corner call is, is really, it's the horrible deaths. So it's,

The drug overdoses, the suicides, homicides, car accidents, very sudden death that would require an autopsy. So I did all those calls and I went and worked for my dad for the summer. And then I started community college that following fall and just told my dad I wanted to do this. So that dad was elated. Very, very excited. And isn't it crazy how life's full circle? Mm hmm. Yeah. Mm hmm. And.

um you know my mom thought it was crazy to go work for my dad oh damn it mom relax this is her life and so she's like well you're gonna have to figure it out on your own so I did um and um

Yeah, so and the rest is kind of history. But when my cousin took his life, I really, I didn't see myself, I really got depressed again, myself, I just, I missed him. I couldn't believe he made that decision. I couldn't believe he was gone. And I, I went to school, I hated it. Switched, started thinking about going to school.

going in helping other people that have lost a loved one. And you'll find that a lot of morticians, funeral directors that we, we, we get into this industry for that reason because we have lost someone that we love so much and it's healing for us to help somebody else. I actually wanted to be a mortician. Really? Yes, I did. Um, and I looked into it. Vegas didn't offer a lot of, um, schooling for that. Um,

And the reason why I wanted to get into it was because I have such a fear of death. And I was like, I'm the type of person, like if I fear something, I want to face it head on. So I was like, you know, if I could get into this industry, then I would be able to conquer my fear of death. And of course it never worked out that way because, you know, again, Vegas didn't have the schooling that they probably have now back when I wanted to do it. But I've always been fascinated with death and like all things, you know,

you know, just dark and like, I don't want to say sinister, but just like that. You're right, dude. I,

I have always had a fascination with all of those things. So I just, you know, it was very fitting for me to want to do that. But then I decided to be a stripper and here we are. I wanted to do hair. Yeah. Like I had before. I've gone to a funeral home for a client that passed away and did her hair. But I wanted to do that so bad. But my parents were like, no, it's like a family. Like a lot of funeral homes are very family based. So like to get in and to get paid well is very hard.

yeah absolutely yep funeral homes are hard to get into I have a lot of people that message and say oh I want to do just the makeup or I just want to do the hair and unfortunately we don't hire people just for that right yeah it's a it's a trust thing but then also funeral homes are cheap and they'd rather just have the funeral directors do that so you have to pay somebody extra unless the family does request to have somebody specific come in to do the hair it's great it was

It's crazy to hear you say funeral homes are cheap like in that aspect because death is expensive. Death is expensive. It is fucking like I had my mom. I had a private autopsy for my mom last year because I thought she was overdosed in her hospital and I had her cremated afterwards and it's expensive. It is expensive. And that's not even a whole few like I looked into funerals for because you know,

they wanted her to have a funeral in Indiana for the two people who would have showed up. And it was still fricking expensive. I was just like, this is crazy. Like I'm in the wrong business. The ethic part of all of this is just, I mean, beyond me, like the one, there's no ethics. Yeah. The one time I did hair for someone who had passed, um,

That still sticks with me to this day. And to think how many she did over that 10 year span and you had them coming in all day, every day. That's like how busy. I won't touch dead bodies. Last time I touched, I wouldn't even touch my mom when she passed and I was in the room. She was dead. I was able to say my goodbyes to her in the hospital.

I wouldn't touch her because the last time I touched a dead body, I ended up with the worst suicidal ideation I've ever had. Of course it was the same time around a bunch of shit that had been happening, but I went to a funeral and touched my friend's chest and told him that I loved him. And I'm telling you, I battled with suicidal ideation for almost a year or two years after that. Two years. Yeah, it was a good two years and I will never touch a dead body again. So I can't imagine how this woman is touching all these dead bodies and just

the karma that she has reaped for herself. Okay. So I want to know, so when you put your hand, we got into my trauma. Um, so when you put your hand on their chest, is it just because it's cold? Is it just because it didn't feel like how you thought it was going to feel? Is that why it triggered you when you? No, I, I,

I have always been able to see spirits. I've always been able to feel things. I've always been able... So this was a friend who was violently killed. Oh my gosh. And I think what happened was whatever he was into that caused that situation to happen latched onto me, the dark entity that was following him. Because I just...

I lovingly went down on his chest and I was like, I love you so much like that. And I swear right then I could just, I could feel him in the funeral room and the whole, he was watching the funeral from the corner of the room. Like, and I told my husband, I was like, chisels here. I was like, he's watching this entire funeral. And, um, I just went home and literally it was like immediately just depression. And like, I mean, I'm talking like Lauren, when I tell you it, it,

I told Jay the best way to describe it. And like I said, I was going through a lot of other shit at the time too. I had just lost it. I just had a miscarriage. I was going, I had just had my breast implants removed. So, I mean, there's a number of factors, but this all ties into each other. So it's like, I'll never touch a dead body again because of that. But it was like,

eternal sadness. It was like, he was showing me like, this is how sad I am. I want you to feel how sad I am. You know, it was just the worst feeling. Like I, I was so tired that the thought of living to 50 exhausted me.

So how did you, how did you come out of that? Did you, I'm a fighter. Did you banish that, those, that away? Like that, that I prayed, I, you know, I've done, I prayed. I, I don't really, I, Jesus is literally the only thing that probably pulled me out of that. And it took a good, almost two years. I talk about it a lot on the podcast, you know, cause I went through it, but Jesus exercise will to live, will to not let the darkness win. You know, when you get that low, you just get to a point where you're like, I,

Me, personally, it gets to a point where I'm like, I'm not going to let the devil win. I'm not. These thoughts, this darkness, this isn't me. I love light. So I'm obsessed with dark things. I'm curious about them, but I don't want that to be in me. So it was just a fight. It literally was. I fought for my life for two straight years of just...

Mimi saw it. I went through hell. It was crazy. But yeah, so that's why I'll never touch a dead body. So this lady, I don't know how she fucking has touched and done the dead so wrong. I mean, obviously she's getting her karma now, but spiritually, we're in spiritual warfare 24-7. I was like, I love a trashy bitch. Yeah, literally, I was just like, don't worry, I got you. I was like, you want Marlboro? I'm like, yes.

she's like you see my car you should see my so you guys go back to your place and what happens there we made a pot of coffee and then we have a similar artist that we love orville peck we danced and then we kissed oh yeah then you know where things went from there right this one oh my god it's like sometimes i have to wear a chastity belt around her it's really bad she's horny yeah that's good i don't even know if that's the word it's feral she's

She's a Pisces. I'm a Pisces Venus. I'm feral too. Insatiable appetite for sex. Like literally. Like the Rob Zombie song. I know. Swear to God. It's just, you can't stop it. I'm sure on the first date it was like 15 times. Good Lord. And you kept up? Yes. Lou! I just got out of the military. I still had the salmon. I didn't have... Well, I'm good. Lou is the man. I know. I love that. It was wild. I was like, you know what? You respect women. You're...

Like no other. Yeah. Can we talk about that relationship? I don't want to be disrespectful. Yeah. Okay, cool. Found out that he was cheating. Basically, that started in 2014. Oh, okay. Wow. So you guys were together for a long time. This just wasn't a flash in the pan. No, it was seven years. We moved to Orlando. I don't know. Things just started getting weird whenever I started doing TikTok. I remember one day I was walking by his gaming room. He was a gamer.

Red flag, by the way. And I heard a girl's voice and I was like, okay, that's weird. But like, I'm not the jealous type. The way he was talking to her was like the way that he would talk to me. That flirty, whatever vibe. And he's just doing this with you in the house? Yeah. That's crazy. I know. So I talked to him about it and I was like, I feel uncomfortable the way you were talking to her. It's not that you were talking to her. It's just the way. So he was like, okay, like I won't talk to her anymore if it makes you uncomfortable. And I was like, cool. A year goes by. I walk by his room again and I hear the same girl. So he never talks to her again in front of you. But I don't know.

Right. Is he would check in on me at night, make sure I was asleep and then go talk to her. I would pretend to sleep. I would get up, go to the door and hear him talking to her. Disrespect. But the restraint that you have, dude, I would have fucking flown through that door so fast. I know it was hard, but like I felt so stuck because I was like, this is like most of my life. And this is the end of this person. I don't know myself. Seems to be a theme of you and your life peeking behind the door. Watching. Literally. Yeah. That's a good point. Wow. Ah,

We got one stoplight in a dollar store. Very small town in eastern Kentucky. I'm from the city and I never knew what like I knew what dollar generals were, but I didn't know the meaning really behind them of like how much the South really relies on those until I moved out here to Nashville. And I was like, holy shit, you guys really have like a thing for the dollar generals.

Like, I mean, if there's nothing else in a small town, there's probably going to be a Dollar General somewhere. It's like a town mascot, like just Dollar General, the town mascot. So growing up in a small town, what is that like? Are you thankful for growing up in a small town? Oh, yeah. I mean, I love where I come from. I mean, I grew up on a backer farm. My grandparents had a backer farm and I stayed with them a lot. And, you know, we farmed everything like corn, beans, tomatoes, potatoes. We canned everything. You know, it was really just that country life and everything.

I'm super thankful that I got brought up like that. You know, it was go outside and play, take your cousin, you know, go up the creek and we'd kill snakes. It's just a good way to, I think, be brought up like that. And I couldn't imagine anything else. I really got my chops up. It helped me learn how to interact with the crowd. And because, you know, if you're not interacting with the crowd, you're not getting tips. Yeah. If you're not getting tips, you're not paying their rent. You know, I feel like that's like literally the best way.

schooling that you could get like before you like actually go on tour and like have to deal with huge crowds and stuff like that like working in the bars on Broadway especially just probably like really showed you and people are ruthless too you know it's like they're in your face screaming wagon wheel like two hours a day and I'm just like okay so eventually from there what's your most what was your most requested song wagon wheel lord I thought it would be journey don't stop believing

I would get that one sometimes. Yeah. Someone paid me like a hundred bucks for Freebird one time. Oh God. The longest song in America. I was like, all right, if you want all 10 minutes of it, I'll give it to you, baby. That's it. I'm going to do it. The other one that I would, Margaritaville. Cause I played in Margaritaville. So it was like salt.

Salt, salt All day long Just dealing with drunk people all day long too Can we normalize people not wanting children? You know, just to interject I hate like people ask me and Jay all the time They're like, are you guys ever going to have kids? And I'm like, no I don't fucking want kids Like I don't want to inflict the trauma That my fucking family did on me Like I don't want to be responsible for that I don't think you would do that But I definitely don't want Not now But if I had a shit one out when I was 18 Imagine that kid would be fucked up right now Well, that's kind of where I was at But

To be fair, I did detox solely for the fact that I was. So some points there. Yeah. A lot of women can do a lot of drug addicts don't do that. But yeah. So, you know, that's why I got sober. And then I was like, oh, I can't tell anyone I relapsed. Like, that's embarrassing. Like after all that, you know.

So I was going through the whole You know Liar Attic shit The house was Filthy It was pretty gross I mean I'm already I'm not gonna lie Like I'm a bit of a slob Naturally Cause my father was Like I grew up Like with a slob You know what I mean Like and it's not even any shade It's like

the man would like piss and Gatorade bottles and like throw them in the backseat of the car. So you were married to Jay. All right. So your dad was Jay. Sorry. No, totally reminds me of him a lot. Um, but I was dude will piss in a bathtub in the toilets, literally right next to him. And I'm like, can you not? And he, remember he pissed all over my hair extensions. What's wrong with you? Like go,

Catherine, you hobo. Yeah, that was definitely... That was... And that's kind of how, like, I am... Like, naturally, I'm kind of sloppy. You know what I mean? Like, I'll just have my whole nightstand just... And I'll, like, put, like, the last piece of trash to let it, like... You know what I mean? Like, make sure it doesn't fall. You know? But... So I got better about that. But I'm still kind of like that. But this was, like, a whole other level. Because if you're already not a clean person... Right. And then you become a junkie. I mean, it's like...

It's pretty bad. I couldn't imagine. I mean, there were moments where, you know, like I smoked what I thought was heroin off the floor. Yeah, to maintain your lifestyle. Yeah, when it came to like stripping, they would just be like, hey, you want to dance? Oh, no? All right. I would make $100, bitch, like at the club. Like it was bad. And I was only like 19. Like there was a problem. But once I started dancing, it was like they were at my...

you know, at my will, you know, it's like, I'm the only stripper you got. You better pay me. Right. It worked out really well because I didn't have to hustle. Um, but yeah, so that, that all transpired. And then, um, then I met a girl, we ended up, you know, hitting it off. I was like dating a girl while I was with this guy and she was a heroin addict and she

I ended up being sick one time and I just had to like, um, not be sick. And she was like, Oh, I don't want to give you, how many pills were you taking a day? The first round I was taking 40 pills a day, but God, um, Norcos and then doing like probably about a gram of Coke a day. Um, but, um,

I got clean and then I went and relapsed again. Wow. And then I was doing less 40 pills a day. I couldn't, I would just get sick. So most I could do was like two or three a day and that was my addiction. But 40 pills, I could, no wonder you couldn't shit. I did make it. Is that a challenge? Challenge accepted. Yeah.

Um, I ended up at the sober living upstairs. I managed the sober living, which is basically you just log people in and out. It's not really a managing it, but I was like in charge. So I was actually trusted, which was new. Got a little car, um,

Where's your boyfriend at this time? Still in rehab? Oh yeah, that guy. Just like I was making out with the dudes. Because I was, but yeah, I was so on another level and it was funny because we dropped him off at rehab before we went to take me and me and him were making out in the lobby. I had vomit in my hair from, and he was like, I love you. And I was like, yeah, you know, like this whole thing. And then like I got to rehab and I was devastated. All I talked about, I love him. He's the love of my life and all that shit. And the second like,

We hung out and I was sober and like, I was just like, he would do weird shit. He gave you the ick. Yeah. And it was just, it was messing with me because poor thing. He really did love me. You know what I mean? And he was like, he, everything was fine. He didn't change. You know what I mean? Like, but I was just like, I didn't feel it at all anymore. Well, the veil was lifted. Yeah. It was like, I never had fallen in love with him.

I knew I wasn't. Even when we first started dating, I knew he was just pretty and he was and he was fun. Right. I mean, and he was wild like me. But I was like, with the drugs, you think you're in love. You know what I mean? So I was like, back to that. I'm like, I don't want to have sex with you.

I love that. So, all right. We have, since you, okay. Who did you model Trailer Trash Tammy after? Yeah, Charlize Theron from the movie Monster. Yeah. Without a doubt. So it's only fitting that we cover, how do I pronounce her last name? Eileen Wuornos? Yeah. Is that how you say it? I watched Monster last night. Oh, okay.

i love it it's an amazing it is an amazing movie first off did you kind of sense the tammy mannerisms oh when she flicked her hair at the end when they were carrying her out to the cop car to bring her in jail i was like there's there it is yep that'll do it that'll do it yeah no for sure um i watched the movie last night and i have been researching her story the past few days and i have to say the empath in me has so much empathy for her because

of all the trauma that this woman went through. It's like, I understand why she did what she did. Men fucking suck, dude. She didn't have a good start from day one. No, at all. So let's hop into it. And we're going to talk about Eileen Wuernos today and go down that rabbit hole because, you know,

What she did was wrong. Absolutely. You know, we can't justify that. But at the same time, it's like, damn, once you hear her story, it's almost like you can like understand why she was the way she was. A lot of people feel that way. Yeah. I think she's the most loved serial killer. Yeah, absolutely. It was amazing because her her nicknames are the damsel of death.

And America's first female serial killer. Wow. I mean, like, what a title, bitch. Go. Go, bitch, go. Right? So Eileen was born. She was a Pisces. She was born in Rochester, Michigan on February 29th.

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I mean, listen, at least, at least, at least she didn't, you know, like decapitate him and shit. You know, that's what I'm thinking. Like she, at least it was a clean getaway. It sounded like she was robbing him, you know, not justifying it, but just saying.

just saying just saying why don't you kick it off Mimi with her childhood so we can get into it I really dove deep into her childhood this is like I love to know like where people stem from and her dad alone like the girl didn't even start with good genes no she had sick demented parents her parents were all

Generational trauma. Yeah. Leo was the father and he served time in Kansas and Michigan mental hospitals and later committed suicide. He was in prison for child molestation and kidnapping of a seven-year-old. Hmm.

Damn. So you could only imagine what he was doing to her and their siblings. Well, no, he wasn't around when she was pregnant. When she was born, he was already put away. Oh, he was already put away. Okay, gotcha. But the mother was 14 years old. So Diane was 14 years old when she got with Leo, right? And Leo was 18. So you're an 18-year-old sleeping with a 14-year-old and knocks her up and has two kids with her.

She did later on leave. She was, she had her first child at 15 and she abandoned both of her children, which were Keith and Eileen. And they were left with their grandparents, which those were just as fucked up as the parents were. So I'm telling generational trauma at this point. Oh yeah, absolutely. Generational trauma. She already got a fucking shit dealt a shitty hand. Someone wants to know our take on aliens.

I believe they're real. I think they probably left this bitch because they saw how ghetto it was. I saw a UFO because I grew up in Vegas. I saw a UFO when I was a little girl. We were driving on the freeway, I-15. I looked up in the fucking sky. There was a huge... It was black. Huge black like...

Was it like what you think of a sphere or was it just a shape or? It looked like almost like a fighter jet, but bigger. Okay. And, but it wasn't a fighter jet because this motherfucker was,

literally I was like, Hey, what is that in the sky? Talking to my parents and it fucking went like it did a zigzag like this. And then I'm talking like took off like into, you couldn't see it anymore. It was the craziest fucking thing I've ever seen in my life. Holy shit. Yeah. And you still remember it so vividly. Oh, absolutely. But Vegas is also very close to area 51. Yeah. So we've always had like alien activity and like weird shit out there. So crazy. I definitely believe in it. I feel like also I slightly believe in the fact that like a lot of like,

stuff that we see is also future. Yeah. You know, like people coming back, like time travel. Yeah. Because you can't tell me in like 3,000 years there's not time travel. Yeah. It's just, yeah, that kind of thing. I also feel like shooting stars are aliens. Just saying. Don't ruin my vibe of wishing on a shooting star. I want a fucking Roger. That, if a shooting star is an alien, then what's a comet? Yeah.

I'm just saying, I think shooting stars are... I did see one in Hendersonville one time. It was green. And it, like, it was like a flash of light, and it, like, spiraled down and then disappeared. And I was on the phone with my dad. I love that. He remembers it, too. I love shooting stars. Those are my favorite. Well, I don't... That doesn't look like a shooting star. No. That looks like some type of alien ship. It was not a shooting star. I got a shooting star from...

In my wazoo. I knew. Something with your asshole. Is a wazoo an asshole or a vagina? Vagina. Oh. Whole new meaning. Yeah.

Do you want to get creepy? Yes. Can I tell you a couple creepy stories? People really like me when I talk about health. I think it's because everybody's fucking scared of it. It's like a morbid curiosity. It's going to get a little creepy, so I'm sorry. I will forever remember this, having sessions with this one woman. So I go through and I begin channeling him. Then all of a sudden, I smelled booze. And then I start hearing...

And I'm like, there's a guy here. He's kind of like laughing. I said, he may be an alcoholic. She goes, he was men dress shoes, like walking on a wood floor. Click, click, click.

And I get a vision of this guy. He makes my vision go to like his crotch area. He's walking around. Everything is like black around him. So it's like if there'd be a spotlight on him. And then he shows me this image of him really quickly putting his hand like over a little girl with her about right here. And he was like, and the bitch liked it. And she still does. This little girl was my client. Oh.

How do you say that? So I looked at her. I go, so this is your dad, right? She goes, yeah. Did he sexually assault you? Every day, me and my sister until I was 18. And I said, and he smoked cigarettes. She goes, yeah, he smoked and drank all the time. And he goes, yeah. And I never got caught for it. And he starts laughing like, ha, ha, ha. Right. And she goes, the day before he was sentenced, he hung himself. Oh, my God. He never got caught.

um if you could spend a day with one person from history just to pick their brain and be in their prisons dead or alive who would it be does it have to be a day or can it just be an hour because my love tank is on e i got one hour to spend it with anyone at any time any dead or alive person probably jesus

That was a good one. Yeah. Or God. Like if I could ever get to him. Wow. Just like pick their brain. Just like, what is this shit real? Like what's happening? Yeah. What a good one. Yeah. Yeah. I didn't go there. She said, yeah, I didn't go there. Yeah.

You're making my smokers cough come back. Oh, God. I have one last very serious question. Oh, Lord. Okay. Okay. Final. This will do it. Okay. It's very serious. Are you ready? This is for you, buddy. Yes. Is

Is your Christmas tree up yet? Not yet because we are moving into our new house. So as soon as we move into the new house, it will be put up in between the 15th and the 23rd. Don't you fucking worry, motherfuckers. I am on it. Are we doing the Christmas tree competition this year? Every year we have a Christmas tree competition that I win that my husband swears he does. And we're going to listen. Maybe it's a tradition. Do you think he's going to pull out all the stops this year?

He never pulls out the stops. He hires. Let me tell you, my husband hires people to do his work. When you see him hanging ornaments, it's because I'm like, hey, babe, hang a fucking ornament so I can fucking put you in this vlog. But this year, all gloves are off. So if he doesn't do it hands on, I'm exposing him. You hear that jelly roll? Okay, Mr. D Ford. Jelly roll has been exposed. I'm calling you out.

to decorate your own fucking tree this year. I love you. So every year, and for those of you guys who don't know, every year we have a... I don't know how this tradition... Oh, they fucking know. You fucking have told them. I don't know how this tradition started, but it started like two or three years ago, three years ago, maybe four. No, we've been doing this pretty much the whole time. Really? Yeah, okay. Not like... It used to be more like... Family. Yeah, we had a family tree...

We would have multiple trees and we would do different things for all of them as a family. Right. And what really started was you don't like family trees. You like pretty trees.

I like family trees. Right. You know what I mean? I like an aesthetic. So you were finally like, why don't you just make your own little tree? And I was like, my tree will be cooler than yours, which it was. You know what I'm saying? And that's how competition started. So everybody gets to vote. So if you guys don't follow us on TikTok, make sure you follow us on TikTok because you will get to see the trees. You'll get to vote and then we'll announce a winner. And you fucking bunny lovers and you, I call y'all little bunny believers. Yeah.

You little bunny believers. Y'all better be unbiased for once, okay? Because I'm a big fan of this motherfucker too. You know what I'm saying? But...

Hold on, though. You won last year. And I really went all out. You got a fan base so loyal, they're against me. No, you won the fucking, everybody was like, Bunny, we love you. But his old school tree really fucking, we loved it. It was nostalgic. That's what they said. That's what I do. It's the fucking Christmas story tree. Everybody said it. It's all right. Well, you better bring your motherfucking egg. The only problem is I'm a one trick pony. I don't know what I'm going to do this year. I do the nostalgia tree. Well, you've got five days to think about it.

We're not doing the competition in five days, are we? Baby, I have to have those trees up before Thanksgiving dinner. No. Yes, sir. This is not fair.