RIP Stassie Baby (FBF) [VIDEO]
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okay. How did you decide to check out the brand?

I to take.

And here, so we have not had wondering yet. Be so clear. Okay, what are we .

making today? We're going to make a Sunny sota with little limit.

How much I need to be like there's a .

little bit get now i'm going to measure IT outside and many, and this can be A. Single I think the double OK OK OK, and I think we should make .

this and then I think we should also may be bring a shot up, were bringing the right over the ball OK. And then I just feel like.

you know half of a small s shares.

Does a pretty good dream. What is your daddy game? IT is your founding father, alex Cooper D.

Weet good boy Henry, I hope you say I got the entire time.

I hope he comes up .

here or here. You don't like to.

I, I like other people to start.

so just you.

Is there are on now.

I didn't give her away. Yeah, let's clear the rumors out. Clear the room.

Where is my sister moved in with me. My dog became so attach.

like stoss got rid of her dog. no.

SHE became so attached to my sister that when my sister moved out, SHE became depressed, and now he was with my sister and is so happy. And I see her and her still her mom, right? But like, i'm like her step mom.

But through through you like losing ownership of your dog. You've realized .

that i'm a cap.

Did you get a car?

I am looking at a few, but a lot of my parents are alerted. C to cats.

which is like problem. Why do I think you're Better off with like a gold fish?

You're kind like i'm giving gold fish.

You're giving gold fish ride only because I think you travel like you got a lot going on like where's the cat?

Like the thing about cats is like they take care of themselves basically.

right? So you basically want a low, low maintenance. Any kind of any question you'd like you to be there, but when you don't want to work with IT .

like figure IT out yourself exactly.

Hey, welcome to call her daddie. Look here. Hey guys, just here.

look. Hey, guys, how are you feeling right now? Cheers first.

cheers.

So happy to have you here. A disclaimer.

I'd don't do podcast. I don't do interviews. I've done one podcast was there and heat my close friends, but I just get so nervous when i'm talking to people, especially when there's cameras in lighting and you know, I don't know what they are going to ask me.

I also say like and ma all the time and I feel like that makes me sound really stupid. So I hate that. But you know, I just have anxiety.

Why do you think you get so nervous to do like interviews?

I honestly have no idea. Okay, like nothing bad has like happened in the past, right, or anything to like trigger IT. I feel like it's just so like you have to be so careful with your words unlike I never wanna offend anyone or like say anything that like her, anyone's feelings or anything like that or like say something that like i'm just in the middle of rambling and then it's like not actually what .

I mean I appreciate thought, but I appreciate you sitting down with me because i'm just going to roast your.

I up question is.

was today a typical day for you? What you do today?

I was like this.

I got, how did you go?

great. Just like a very .

routine check up. okay? People are like fascinated by you. So I wanted get more granular, like, what is a morning routine of stassen?

Baby, oh, gosh. IT depends. I wake up. I work out.

I love to work out. It's like my therapy. So I work out. I'll call my manager right away after we will go through the day. See if I have anything that I need to do. We have any meetings, you know, we do a little quick, run down, and then i'll get my protein smoothly and that, you know, just chill, get ready, go to lunch, take photos, do meetings.

what a light .

set back now. And that really depends, every day is different.

what time you usually wake up?

Nine, nine.

Do you usually have people sleeping in your bed with you?

Oh, my girlfriend sleep over all the time. And like, hopefully if I have.

And but if you give you do have a guy, do you go to their place or do they come to you?

I like to stay at my house.

That was like a really, i'd like to say.

I say about because I my shit at my make of lives. My house is like cater to my guess, because my friends all over all the time, so I have like a hundred doctrine, tooth brushes, tooth pays, the yot like I have like many toilets for everyone to like, have their set when they come over. And I don't want to go to someone's house and then wake up now I might make up. I was like, just as a whole thing. And I was like, I would look somewhat Better if I was just moist.

I just need a little bit of moisture. Ch, like maybe a little bit foundation here then .

that we're good to go.

Good morning. Days morning. Okay, so where did the nickname sti baby come from?

God, I honestly don't know, because I was so long ago I was like fourteen, like when I first name my instagram to see baby. So I just remember IT was my named another this year, no one can say my name. So I got shoring to stari now is just stars yeah.

But IT was shown to stasi. And then I was like, oh, what's something cute? I can make my instagram with status y and then I was just like a throat baby.

like stasi baby do in its literally state with you for so long until recently you change this was like news you change your, why did you change IT? I just felt .

like I was the IT was time to end the era IT was time for a new one we know .

you need to walk me through like len did IT hit you.

I'm not started a baby anymore. Like, i'm not a baby. I'm a woman. Oh, I am an entrepreneurship. Ow, I want to be taken seriously.

I respect that, but you've kept the starting baby handle.

Yeah, I have IT. So I use that as like my public finster I posted on in a while .

you feel like you miss IT at all. Sometimes I kind of miss IT and I don't even know you. I like calling you still is is okay, I call you you stuff okay OK.

So today.

and can you pronounce your full name?

honest? See, you got any go .

law weed that sounded like the empire diaries. So stop IT. You know.

my favorite. Shut up. I've seen all eight seasons, thirty times.

I am so upset. I remember you just like cry. I was so obsessed with damming and a lane. I like the whole ah so we start watching .

and start part in .

three right now, just rested every single time. It's like the vampire shit same like i'm obsess IT sounds like the closes what is close this last name.

h Michael sen. Okay, you want to put me on, vamp me. I could do that. I would do that easier priories I I could quiz easier vampa ies that talking about myself.

Okay, see you change your instagram handle your no longer stassen baby. Do people .

when they meet you out, call you study baby just .

means you are not .

a baby of a woman?

The rebrand is strong. Okay, respect. IT, okay, you grew up. Let's just feel like a little background here.

You feel like OK, I already take IT.

by course it's without. You grow up in a name. What did you want to be when you were Younger?

Can make up about this. Ww, my mom was to make up about this. I wanted to be make.

do you do your makeup a lot by yourself?

You get glam. I get glam up, but I do not lot. I'm very specific with glammis. I don't have my people that I trust that i'd rather do with myself.

Did you do this yourself? I was going to say, sweety, I need to book you because, wow, I don't even see a fucked in poor. Well, you look perfect now. Person.

thanks. Yeah, you look great about you. At in person.

you look awful and in screen. But in person, my god, this is just fire. No, your skin looks amazing.

You look great. Thank you. Did you have dreams of being famous when you were Younger?

Not at all.

Did anyone in your family? Was anyone in your family famous?

Everyone thinks, like my, my families. Like, not even like, didn't I didn't come from money? Like I just got. Like throwing into this world.

People can like come up with these story lines and like where you're from and like, I would assume a lot of people think like, oh, she's just like a rich bitch just because like the crowd you all in and like what your life looks .

like now like I take care of my family .

dam so you really are that a good thing? You dropped the baby. You are a shocking woman.

This is little you're coming out is like a full rebrand. You were home school in high school. What LED to that decision to pull out of school?

There was like a lot of reasons why I was home schooled. One I think I don't like really mesh with a lot of people at the schools that I went to. A lot of my friends were home schooled.

My mom is an adult. So growing up, like there was just a lot of commotion going on. And like we switch scores about because we are moving around like that with my aunt or my grandma, my dad, and like I was just like a whole thing. So was just easier to be home schools so that we could like take our school work with us, see your sister with some .

school but the my sister was and it's just you and your sister and my sister you've been open about like social anxiety. Can you explain what social anxiety looks like for you?

A gosh, I don't know. I just like it's one i'm around or when i'm in situations where I don't feel like super comfortable or like I don't know a lot of people or just feel like I shouldn't be there like i'm out of place like even when I was just at the Oscar parties, like I felt so awkward being there that I was like, why my here is like, what am I doing here? I why am I invited to this place and then I just get so in my head about IT that I just like, keep spiralling and then i'm despising violin.

And then do you think that that it's gotten worse as you've like gotten bigger?

Yes, I know like it's easier to deal with because I feel like a gave you know accepted IT more and like talking about IT like helps so much like even the fact that I would like try and hide IT and then I just like sit here and how many panicked attacks by myself but even be coming here and being like hey i'm solar is ah like talking about IT and like letting people know helps so much because then they like work with me on IT and I don't feel so like scared I get we .

are saying like I didn't really have ever social in the idea in my life until like the past few years and I feel the same way with you like when I walked to the event I saw you at, I was fully having a panic attack and when I saw you, we had met once over face time and I like you my his like what's your name again? Like I know, I know, but we but it's like when you're in environments or like I don't usually go to those events so I can relate is there anything .

your friends due to help you in those moments um yeah like all if I am feeling really like weird and uncomfortable, I start like kind of separate like not even separate like I also be standing right next to them but i'll allow like the circle to kind of close a little where I kind just be staring at everyone's bx and they like note, make sure it's open and like my friend other day, like put his hand around my whistle and like pushed me into the circle so that I could be part of the conversation like stuff like putting your site like that not talking when you were .

Younger even though you had social anxiety like where you what was your personality?

Where you out honey, don't think I had social linked until people started knowing who I was so like until like my instagram started to grow that when I like gardeners because I was like a crazy child, I would love like put on performances for like my family. My dad have these like medicine balls, and I would like put them in my, like my little pink top that had a built in bra when I was like seven and like sharp bouncing them up, like I was just like funny and like super a going. And then one day I was just like became a little hamit.

Yes, your life changed at thirteen years old when you became friends with someone who's one of the most famous people now in the world. But from what I read you made at a bookstore.

where did you read this?

Do I read IT online? I born in noble vict.

Stop barns to know, did. okay.

Thank you. You're like, where did you read that? And like, is that true?

You're like, yeah, I worked about, I don't know.

I just google that. I was google in you. O I was doing my due diligence. O but how did attending a fan event turned into like IT wasn't a an event I thought I was like, do not ready. IT was like a no.

no, we were hold. We did take a photo. Like maybe that's how people that we were holding like books.

But I was like a fully friend hang out like my friend who was good friends with IT or brought me and we all like met up like in there's this place called the caliber. okay? And when we were in medical school, IT was friday night.

Curfew was ten P. M. Friday night. If you weren't dropped off at the commons at seven pm, like you were IT, you were IT well, so you get dropped off at seven P.

M. Walk around, like, going to the restaurant. And like, just do a one to set.

stupid. Like literally walk back and forth, up and down. Yeah, yeah. And so we met at Barnes and nobels out of one of the friday hangs.

I quite .

well.

do I was like, I just have to ask you this one question that I literally thought you showed up to her book room. And I was like, damn like stoss met kylie a book release and then they became best. I think I was gonna you like, how did you like go up and approach with friends if she's, like, signing your book? I was also like, did you write .

just did .

not everyone .

at barts the noble?

okay. Can you at least explain how did you meet? Because after that, your life through friends.

okay. So when was the first time that you remember being like photograph by pope? oi.

Oh honestly like not not within like the first like year of our friendship. Okay, but like after we were really friends, like after we were already you know then and we would also like fuck with them, like there's photos of us and like juicy Tracy and like we didn't know what the fuck pop oz I was like I was a little new meet to meet one, but to her too. So there's that as that we would be like like posing for them really .

ducks like literally would do that.

Their spot s on the .

internet was IT weird. I'm trying to put myself in, like.

fourteen old old, so weird. But I was also like, funny, yeah. Like I was like, what is happening?

What does your family think about you being like starting to become in the public guy?

I don't even know.

I haven't even asked them call your dad.

I know that they're proud of me OK. I just like, I don't know what they thought about IT when I was Younger. That's actually a good question I want to ask him .

like what did you think i'm trying to think of like you're technically is still a high .

school or he probably thought I was so weird.

didn't like, ever tell you not to go out or something like they struck.

No, they were instruct. See you. I just like to you, but like, I like practically lived that guy .

the house so you are just like doing your thing and like your parents weren't like freaking out like we saw these photos and you're giving signs. Dad is a like they have .

my location and like on my phone, my dad still has my location on my phone because i'll like platter, you are going to forget to like time and i'm leaving. So if he doesn't have my location, he has a panic attack. So he has my location on on his phone. He always has.

He's a good. He was also have across the like .

shit over the club. Now I just like to check in with them. I call them every hour and I always keep them updated on like where I was because so I was about that so they trusted me ah and they also like would always talk to my friend's parents before I like I would even sleep at someone s house and then once like they got to like know yeah what I was doing and like where I was going to know that I was safe. Then there are just so being .

fourteen years old and like having pictures taken of you and IT must have been weird for you because you're like, i'd know that i'm like i'm not doing much like i'm just standing here like what i'm just like getting my photo taken like it's a weird experience but now are you used to pop ali, yeah like you're not freak out by any know does he give you social .

anxiety because you're not .

like I look so far and good not talking and I .

just like what okay so that so .

it's mostly talking yes, you're okay getting photograph. I'm completely .

finding getting photograph. I actually love hot shops. One of my fave things to do really I loves like get dressed up and do a photo shoot, get here and make up and like put a cool off and on and take photos only talking.

I don't know why it's talking with. It's honestly with camera, without camera like speaking. It's just speaking for some reason IT throws what i'm comfortable with the person. Okay, got but even like now, like i'm to obviously a more comfortable leg.

we have a lot of, okay, i'm taking another step. Okay, that was that was IT this so far? You OK right. This is not painful.

You're doing great. This fun. I like your little like, you know, research too.

Let me just clear, by one more time, stop did not work at born. I will decide my not a span .

out of a greeting when .

I was reading. I'm sorry, I can go over. That's like the one trailer of the absolution I would IT says. IT literally said stores went to barns, a noble for a fan, and met Kelly there.

And I was like, down, like, but how people can not? Dreams do come through, man, like people like I wanted to be friends with Harry styles. Look right into the book in .

the started to him. Give you the not how to do .

IT you created a business for yourself on social media. You've bought a house.

Do we did I saw my house.

You're move in a lot. You've got a dog. You're done with the dog, really. Soldier house.

I sold my house and i'm doing like a lease back right now.

Did did you little just run off with the entire fucking thing?

I really did the backyard because the part where you're supposed to, like, ten was IT was like shady all day. So I moved the turning person. Do you take your face? No, neither.

I wear a hat. yeah. And then i'll put the towel.

I love the decision. Like.

no, this part of my body is safe and this part is so so much but I I like really am really bad of my body because I love to be like super dark spray time weekly. So when it's summer, it's in the U. S. high. I'm out there just like cooking.

It's creepy that we all know each other, other's lives through integram. And like, you just read you you like, I ve never had you over like, I think I so social. I like, what about the backyard?

I mean, that's kind of what you sign up for when you clock those your shit all over youtube .

and instagram and soon as you're looking for new house yeah does IT feels real to .

you that you can just like do this or you kind of one hundred and like it's so weird and I honestly like a lot of the time I feel what's the right word here. I feel I I won't say bad, but IT makes me feel weird because my family is not in the same like position as I am. So I feel weird being like, oh, I want this, this and this and I like my dads and apartment and then I like how we are getting this big house for myself, but not get IT like not getting him a house, dude, or my sister house or like you. I would just makes me feel weird sometimes I listen.

I totally get that i'm in a similar situation right now. We're like it's it's amazing you for yourself you having success, but when you change your lifestyle, like it's weird to have like you want to take care of everyone, but you also have to live for the rest of your life and take care of yourself and you don't know how all like long. It's going to be smart. It's it's a lot.

Where is transition to fun? But you can only smoke weed or drink for the rest of your life. What are you doing? drink.

I get like panic attacks.

and I smoke. And I was .

being asked to, you smoke? I don't smoke. I can smoke. I can smoke with my two friends, cdna Victoria, if i've had a little to drink, and we all had a little to drink, because when I smoke, I feeling, I get so stupid and I laugh at everything for too long.

And all my friends smoke all the time so they don't get as affected, yes, as I do with weed. So i'm sitting there and i'm like feel so self charger I amplify as my anxiety because even with my best fucked and friends I like, I feel like i'm being weird right now. Like why did I just say that, or why did I laugh so long or whatever IT is like this one time I got high and I was about myself and I went upstairs.

I didn't went to bed. And then I was like, my, I like, hit the stove. I turned the stove on when I was knocking upstairs, walk back downstairs to make all the clubs are good.

Walk up stairs and hit like touches the stove. I get back in bed, oh my god and my hip such the soviet turned the still on, my gas is on. So I got answer as eye level with the stove, like checking ing all the knobs, like I get so bare annoy .

do you in someone in my house, right? And you don't like everything. Do I relate that a lot though? Because smoking can be soaked at times if you're trying alone, but in a group setting, like you gotta really have some tolerance because you can fucking go down a spiral. And that is, think those when you're saying there with your thoughts, make I just sound dumb .

and you can get rid of IT. Like, how do you get rid of IT?

Okay, you're drinking for the rest of your life.

No smoking.

no smoking. okay. If your best friend here right now, how would you describe drunk? stasi?

Hm, I don't know. Ban crazy. The left of the party.

I love that. The answer, you kind of exit that energy, think what is to you life of the party mean.

I don't. I just like to make sure everyone having a good time. Everyone's like flowing dancing. Everything set up good and the vives are great. Everyone's comfortable.

You're this like caring, loving mattern.

And my friends calm my ma, like I A group check and on my boys like, no, I never gripped. I would me all my guy friends and it's called mom and her boys okay.

so you kind of are like this maternal figure. Where did that come from?

I honest, don't know. I've always been like that, always like everyone calls me when they need some like up with something .

you think .

your people please are probably a little.

Do you ever feel like with all your life successes and like you're fame, like you will feel you're like taking advantage of?

I don't think so. I feel like I have a really small group of people around me, smart, and I may not small. I have a group.

I have like many. Nine people were like out of those people. Like I don't i'm not close to anyone. I got IT. Like I don't tack. Like we have a group and yet has nine people, but that's the only the only thing I tax in all day if it's not like my family. Okay.

we're at a pre game. No, where is doc? Are you at the oxford? Are you pouring shots? Are you taking pictures of the girls like that?

The porn shots? K, definite. Making the drink and taking photos like that. We like to like get ready and then everyone to me at my house and then will make drinks and make tiktok okay.

see, you are pray game as everyone gets ready alone .

like we get on face. If we're not together, we're getting ready on face time. The four, no, we don't cotinine, but we tell each other with each other others wearing so we can catch a vive. So make sure we like on the same by no ones and like address some seats and sneakers and like one's going to be uncomfortable world going to be uncomfortable if someone is going to be comfortable, are all going to be remember .

when you were a Younger? I don't if you ever had this, what when girls are like insecure, they would like, want their friend and not, look is good.

you should wear that. I don't understand that the first person to be like bitch, take that off. You look that that does not look good. So those genes go to waste.

Do I respect that? Because it's like that means to you're secure with yourself. You're not trying to like I get others look around.

why would you want that? Like I don't I never understood that mentality because I just want everyone to feel comfortable and look good, feel good and feel good with themselves and then everyone has so much more fun when you feel like good, about totally hot, like you're like as should is that kind of that makes you feel Better to go out when you feel good about your appearance? And that's just like a bus like, I like buck.

you're so right because like there's nothing Better than going out one night and when you're like, I look fucking amazing, you have a Better .

fucking lar zu that energy and everyone like and then everyone is like kind of drawn to you. That's why my confidence, like no matter what, even when I feel the studies, if i'm leaving my house, I like your flux and sexy bitch and then I walk out the door and I just, well, think that and you know, to have drinks to make myself think that even more try and exit that energy because if I don't, that i'm just going to be sitting there like thinking about IT all night when .

you leave the house. What is like a night? We're like, oh, fuck. Like, I don't. I feel ugly.

Like, what would you? Is there something like you sometimes have warned that you're like, why did I do this? Like a hairstyle you've ever tried? Like winter.

you like, fuck, why did I do what I just go fix? Because i'm like.

I like.

why would I go to? Like, we twenty minutes late to this dinner and like, feel Better about myself than to sit there the whole time and not talking to anyone and like, maybe coming off as rude or like, you know not engaging.

God, okay, so you you're saying like you will be rather then .

like feel like shit yeah because I like more you know just me like talk of just feeling good.

Are you usually on time? You know, we don't just college.

I ever I like to say I am on time most of the time that. Question O, I tried to be but sometimes you can help that.

You know what though I respect that and i'm actually going to take that from you of like if you don't feel good, why not be twenty minutes late, especially with with like a group of friends going out and fucking make sure you feel Better yourself like.

I don't need to rush myself to our .

dinner the nice guy, you do not need to I get .

IT if it's like event and like you have to be there at a certain time and know going to miss the event if you don't then that's the situation or like you get ready I get ready like three hours before i'm going to to leave my house and blame only takes two hours so I give myself an extra hour in case the glam goes longer, in case I need to fix something, in case my alpha doesn't end up working out like I always give myself extra time when I know that there's actually a time I need to be somewhere very smart. But if it's just like a random night and end up hating something, i'm like, okay.

leave without me at you there you're like me to out cracks in forty five fucking catch you .

like what do I have to travel?

Ticket the bread. Okay, what is your ideal night out?

I love to have nights at my house are my favourite nights, so I love to will have like dinner at my dining room table, excited up, all cute. And then we'll go to my living room room and my kitchen, and we will just like play games. And do you like going to clubs? still? I go to clubs every once in a while, but i'm not really club girl. I likes to be able to have, which this is a contraction. Everything I saying, I like to have conversations like we want to socially anxious.

hate speaking. But I love conversation like house parties with .

my friends and that doesn't give me an anxiety. Okay, that makes that. So i'd like to be able to in a club you can't like have conversation.

You're all just standing their dancing, listening the music and drinking totally. There's no any sort of talking. Most want to scream to the person next year. So I likes me would like sit down, talk, go outside, you know, just dance.

Yeah, I get that okay. You have a lot of friends. The internet is fascinated by your girl group and I guess guy group because you literally just said there's nine people in your group.

So that's like my girl group that I have a few. My my guy won a separate.

How many group chaps do you have?

I have like four or five, but some of them like are with other people with like adit. Like they're confusing. Okay, like we have one with all all nine of us, and then I have one with like five of them and like two other friends. And then I have one with my two friends that are in nine grouped tap but we just like at another .

as all of who is your go to though like when you're dealing with family shit or like you get bad, you okay, that's your go tae how long if you guys know each .

other for like ten years.

how do you think outsiders view your front group?

I would hope that they would like, think he was cute. Like, we're we all just like, love each other so much and like, support every little thing that we do and just want like each other to succeed. So I would hope that would like make other friend groups wanted do that first, like what you were talking about earlier, when front groups like want someone like not look good so they look Better, like we genuinely just want all all of us to like succeed and like do the best that we could do and we're fun.

Okay, I was going to say that if someone walks into a party and your whole group is there are you guys like, but loud ones, the fund ones, like intimidating, like, what do you think is survive?

I think we're fun and I think we .

I think you're legally intimate, right? right? You like I thought we were plan.

I think we like tap into everyone, okay? You do when we go out, we have our court group and will start together and we'll all put our stuff down at like the same table OK. But then like I won't see like some of them for the whole night o because we like happened to everyone that's around us. That's and then sometimes we have nights just like okay.

that's one to know. So people see you out like it's not like you're like we only sit together. You're not we are not moving.

Okay, that's good. Who in your friend group matches your party? Energy.

all of them where everyone I go.

like every single one of the night.

Crazy really well, mainly, I would say it's like me Victoria character said me, it's all of us drill .

like great no, all it's I would do that.

I'm wondering .

why do I feel you're the type of person that like someone wouldn't know that you like .

that back up OK everyone tell me that Carry be like black out and wake up with the hand over scary and be like you guys what the fuck that I do last night I was black out and be like you were drunk I thought you were sober do I don't you .

give off that vibe but then keep your shit to .

but once you know me, I have this look at my eye and you can tell that know's home.

When is the last time you like, hylan awful fucking like, I don't even know the last time I like, throw up from alcohol.

C, I never have.

okay, the biggest flex she's ever come at me with.

and actually I did there at once when I was that option.

You like cut that out. O it's okay. The police aren't going to come in here and be like you drink at thirteen saw I, I, I, I was.

I was ever like fifteen. It's okay. I drink .

that I think a lot of.

but I like to be dramatic. I was definite like fifteen and I got arrested like to twenty five.

Do you get hungover .

sometimes depending on the, okay, so okay, she's like carrio R O if I take like of those so puff things yeah if I have a night and i'm drinking and like sometimes i'll say like i'm a social smoker like I love like a little something when i'm drinking if I hit a puff, I wake up so hungover because I feel like once I hit IT once then i'm like addicted to IT got IT and I want to hit all night and then i'm smoking the little fucking way all night and you smoke them anywhere I don't know what IT does mean. I get cell hung over, but if I have like a little hit of a cigarette, i'm fine.

So you don't hungover though, but it's from those like you're drink.

If I am just drinking.

then i'm fine. You were half access. You are part of a dmax. Friend scandal break up. Are you still friends of Jordan?

I know.

That's for my own for .

my own reasons. I would like this is the first i'm ever thing this, but it's for my own reasons OK. It's not I wasn't following anyone else. I've had my own reasons and that .

IT love the clarification.

You have logs where you're very open about the work that you have to have done. How did you come to the decision to be so open about IT and like vlog about certain things?

Hm, I don't like I feel like everyone there's such a signal plastic surgery. And I feel like whether you say that you've done IT or that you don't say you've done IT, people are going to find a way to say something about IT and like make IT a negative thing. And I just like, don't really care for me. I was just like, this is what's happening in my life and you i'm blocking about IT see comments .

to people being like you need to own up, yes.

you to own up, you to everyone and also no one needs to tell anyone anything if .

they don't want to then if they do come out and say IT and we think IT so fake .

like whatever.

it's a very double center I growth you if you say IT, it's like, wow. You're fake and if you don't, it's like you a liar and exactly .

but it's also like, oh, you're setting the beauty centers and people and you're not saying what you're doing. So you're making people think that you naturally look like this but then you say IT and then they're like, oh, your fake us fuck like money can really buy looks like people go on and like say that nasty shit yeah and it's like.

what about it's just being like you wanted to do IT for .

yourself yeah like I wanted to feel good about my teddy so I did I did them other things too and that's and that's that and I don't owe that to anyone and I don't need to like, tell anyone, but like, I don't care to like if someone comes and one of my friends asks me something, I we like oba do this. I literally got my lip tat yesterday because like when you get lib filter IT like ruins the color of your lip naturally.

Like I my libs were so pink. And then you get filter IT a sound like makes your lip's turn almost like White a little. So I like, got them tattooed. And then I like, is this dark color and peels off, and then I just becomes like a natural pink. He looks really good so that I don't have to wear light or all the .

time I look really good. Thank you. What was the first procedure you had done?

Lip filer, not at a good place. Like, do your research OK. I like, didn't do a good that I looked like, like, not cure. I had to this all at all. Get rid done. I have like this thing where I talked at one side of my mouth and one side of my mouth sits higher than the other side and i've tried to correct IT with liptzen er so many times that IT ends up just looking worse. And now that I like dissolved at all and just like try to even the matter match when i'm not speaking ing, I still like all my commenters are her lips are lop sided, like you're so boxed. Not like I literally have like a drop of look on one side of my lip.

What does IT make you feel when people comment that shit?

I don't really care. I like let IT gets me so many times and now i'm just like, you don't know me, I don't know you. So like, how are you going to say here and like, comment on me like, sit and like, talk about my lips like, i'm sorry, that's how I talk like, I talk one side of that, how I was born.

So you wanted make fun of how I was born. And I say that I was my lifelong when it's just the way that I speak and the way that my mouse sits in, the way john moves. Like, nursing mean, and that sug like, think about that.

No one wants to get worked on and not have a look at. So like think about like okay, someone's getting worked on and doesn't look at like do you really think that's how they wanted IT to turn out? So that's like study and then they like expend all this money and they don't like the way that they look.

That's like sad to me like I feel bad. Like i'm not gonna they are comment and like be like, oh, you look so fucking ugly, like your lips are so fucked. Ed, like now i'm going to like if I know the person, like, reach out. Like, give a recommendation if they like, want to talk about IT. But now, and I said that so many times I like youtube to will be like, I know you guys are going to fuck and come for my lips again, like you always do and like, still my comments are mean and i'm like, okay, well, all you mean people have something to say like maybe if you commented like a hey girl like I told we are going through like here's a place that i've seen on instagram I like whatever like, oh my god, that person so nice.

I actually really appreciate that point though. You're like, hey, if someone's getting worked done, they're trying to either enhance something that they were like security, security. That's what IT is anyone whether it's although we're done to editing a photo or getting worked done guys, I get IT. But like, come on, do you want to know why I did IT is because I thought like fucking shit about myself and like when you're talking about IT, it's like weight that's such a point. Like someone's like, oh.

that's box so that's not cute. I also hate that so much because with the editing thing, your body could look completely different from one minute to like ten minutes. Like i'll be in the gym and i'll be doing my ABS and my ABS will be poking out and obvious ly, that's what I take my story, my absolutely be poking out, but then i'll go on to have a protein smoothly and then like eat a whole fucking lunch and my ABS aren't showing anymore. And then then we'll compare photos like same day, look at the difference like oh photoshopped that I feel like everyone bodies change so much, your blooded, your on vacation like I got this one photo likes sneaky and to be at a pool and I was blacked out and I was like sitting and i'm like sitting like this and i'm like you okay, when I sit like this, I have like a role that hangs out first when i'm stretching and posing and like my absorb popping out and i'm like, how are you going to like compare two different poses and like, yeah like everyone's body you like moves.

Have you ever gotten anything done that you regret?

I wouldn't say regret.

okay.

I would say that i've gotten stuff done, that I didn't like the results, but not regret. Okay, fixed ble. So you're saying that like something .

you didn't like the outcome, but if you'd gotten that somewhere else, you would have still wanted IT, but you didn't like the result or you would take IT back. I wanna take you back. okay? You didn't .

like the outcome. yeah.

Well, do you want to buy?

At the time I wanted IT and for the time I liked IT, but I have taking IT back and you've .

never spoken about your bet. Have you had butt in plants?

I have not had but implants. The only implants that I have are in my tests. And i'm not saying that I haven't done other things and I haven't you know moved some things around or you know whatever the case may be by I yeah just like feel like I was at a point in my life when I was Younger and I felt like my lips needed to be big and my books needs to be big.

You know everything, my body needs to be big and like over the past, like couple years, it's i'd like me, my implant smaller i've you know try to make everything smaller because I just like the more natural look and I feel like, you know you get caught up when you're Younger. You like, don't really know, like like if you ask me, even like something like a simple question yours ago vers now like your you change, you grow up. You like learn things.

You see things differently. I like for me is just like, I like to look like, I want to look natural. I don't want to look plastic. I don't want to look fake. I don't want to look like, you know, I want to look natural.

I want to look like me. We as women are made to feel like we need to fit a mold. And and, and so I respect you for being honest about IT because it's obvious but also you're made to feel like I I I say anything .

yeah like it's like such a taboo thing to say and then and then people like we were in earlier earlier hate you for are not saying something or think you're so fake for not saying something with the second you open up about IT, they're like all that fake page and i'm like, no, I was just really bucking Young and stupid and like maybe I don't like to talk about IT because I don't like the decision I made when I was fucking eighteen to like now me being almost twenty five like trying to reverse my dumb ness and like maybe it's something I am self conscious about that I don't like about myself that I like you know working .

to x for a while I was like, tid and planted like, oh god, I used to be like such a thing and now it's like, oh.

you got got a little stone yeah like my I had to fix my implant the other day and I was like, new hair. New test? yes. Like so like I say once.

like, oh, I got my bot done .

it's like you did did my god and now it's .

like .

the more not drivers of I like I have like friends who like you would never guess and they have and they've done IT.

So do you regret when you see your friends like that, you know, like, and i'm like, bug.

I did IT so early, I don't know what I was doing. I should have waited and done that.

Do you think you had this moment of realizing you didn't maybe want certain things? You did as much and like you went a little too far?

I don't know. There was this one moment where I was like, I was I was just like, so insecurity. Like, I hate their leg. I don't want to get in a bathing suit front of anyone. And I was in greece, and like, i'm greek, so I can understand greek.

And I was in greece, and I was walking on the beach, and I heard this guy talk about me back behind my back being like something like, oh, look at her. Like, she's so like, she's full of plastic and I like heard him say that and I want to start crying. And I was like, this is self fact. I'm buti grand. And yeah, I was like, fuck this.

It's even down to like makeup and and hair coLoring. It's like where as women in a really weird position, we're like we've been made to feel like our looks are so important.

like so important. And especially in this leg industry, it's like if your not if you have like one step up and you're like not looking your best one time and someone gets a photo, it's like immediately or catfish immediately, your fact you're botched, dear, that's or that yeah it's like you can't have one day where you like or just like how I want to like show up with me but can hear a on you tell you can see on my extensions I have no makeup on and like i'm just chilling I want to get lunch by building .

that you should also be happy with yourself and just terms of like life and growing up in the fact they're like on razing you know what like I want to be just like natural stuff see like that kind of dope too though you're at that point in your life.

I mean it's all too late for that. I'm trying to get there.

What were your Normal tips? eyes?

My books are always big. One was just bigger than the other OK. And they were like a little sag.

Got the lag year. Was the lift painful?

I mean, i've had such problems with my boobs. I've had to fix them like multiple times. I have like really thin skin.

Some my implants, like fAllen out of the parked like multiple times. Like my brain garden was selling me this story. I remember, remember I was like coche, like two years ago.

And like my skin, just like a soul then. So I like stretchers. He was stalling me that I was like a wasted, and or I was super hungover, something I don't remember.

And he was like trying to get me out of bed to go to this day party. And I was like, Carter, I literally, i'm not going anywhere. My implant was flipped. I was like, was like, no way I said that. And I remember like, oh, my gonna implant like, actually like flipped over.

I like .

flip, like the backwards.

I don't know why we're laughing.

This is really not it's really not funny, but I have to like, you know, fix that. I put IT like an internal bra and like all my implant in my book.

I remember my mom had this saying of, like you you can get IT out to if you wait for full two years and you still want that exactly, exactly. Do you think that there should be like an age limit we're allowed to get this shit done? That's really .

that I don't know that such an interesting question because like for me, like IT isn't age thing, but I also feel like it's a times thing yeah so it's like yeah if IT was still the same as IT was when I was eighteen and like when I was twenty one, if the trend was still kind of the same thing, then ya would have probably done the same thing at twenty one worth eighteen but IT wasn't and it's not and it's like just it's it's like why hour you GTA change your all life based .

on the trend. That's a good couple here. You it's crazy.

Think about like completely over yeah .

like an ice and like kids and like lips and it's like.

it's like you're coaster metics changing, throwing away OK.

We're going to do a little rapid fire. Oh, okay, this is like kind of like our ending game. Who is the last person you searched on instagram? I don't have my phone. Get your phone.

IT was a clothing company.

Oh, cul, cause you were like purchasing off of there.

I was asking them to give me close.

I want, appreciate.

Well, they give nick, I was asking for their new stuff.

Who is pinned for your text messages? Pint.

I have Victoria, just like a solve. Victoria. Solar, Victoria is the first. yeah. And I have lexus, my manager, just god.

for bit crisis happened that is happening here to uncle.

And then I was just lexus and Victoria, but I was mean, my friend devon were out drinking and SHE has like a hundred pen and I was like, wise in my pint and he was like, what you don't have mind pint so then we pint each others. You know it's weird about pinning is it's harder for you to see the message, but when it's in the time, new one would move up and up in the chat and other. So IT doesn't move IT, just like sometimes shows if you have anyone and I over look at sometimes actually don't really like the pin.

Sorry, Victoria missed in .

all your time i've got a lot of I eight nine text from just thinking .

this boat eight .

since we ve ince .

arted who is taxing you .

three of my group chats wow.

who is the most famous person that you ve hooked up with? Like.

you're joke.

Come on, I don't know. Okay, give me at least one of the first initials of someone. Tell me as that you hooked up with first initial yeah of their name.

Oh, I can do us. This is, oh, sorry.

i'm but i'm crying and i'm drunk and i'm sweating. And right now, okay, our recent purchase, you spent too much money .

on my dad.

That's so that P, I really expensive, really expensive. Kay, okay, okay. What is the longer you've gone without sex.

honestly, along seven months? Okay, you're single.

right? Well.

more than that, I like recently .

OK by bring a lot, of course.

Okay, keep up in my shower.

Are you? Are you single? Are you happy being single?

I mean, I want to have a baby in two years. I literally told myself. I want to have a kid at twenty two, twenty four, twenty six and twenty eight and be done with kids, four kids by the time I was twenty eight and then have my thirty be like sexy raising my kids. I get my boat back and like, be cute with my kids .

so where you've no kids .

and i'm also like, what the fuck was I thinking?

Yeah like I am so .

figuring my shit. Oh, I can Better take care of myself.

How would you write your head game?

Sex for me is so funny because I feel like people look at me and they have this like idea that i'm like some like sex creature because my body and like, you know, just like, I don't know and i'm just like, really like I be even more exact about sex and I am about social settings like, I don't like to like just have sex with me. It's not I think you're .

not fucking everyone and I like.

no.

absolutely not that I think anyone thought that.

but I just want that people think that do that. okay? I definitely think people .

think that I.

everyone on one my whole life, I don't know. I have like, I like have such bad xiety that i'm .

scared to go to like.

i'm too scared to go.

So you when you are just like cking up with the guy, you just are hanging in the house.

It's usually my friend.

It's usually like like a hang setting.

like in a hang setting. Like, okay, like where? Like it's a friend. Yeah, we're hanging out. And like, we end up like, you know.

being my little flag. Do you find yourself in those more than dating? Yes, you just kind of have a situation and then you move on.

Yeah, I like, was in a relationship. P, when I was really Young and I got cheated on and I was like, traumatizing, that was kind of, yes, I don't know I was like public or not. I feel like people think I was one who cheated, but I just got cheated on. And I haven't been .

feel like I haven't been the same sense.

I've been in like little filings, but I wouldn't call them like or I had .

like a full boyfriend. Do you want one?

I wouldn't like a pose.

Let's start IT right here.

Call her daddy. Someone please take this poor role on a date if you like. I'm sorry to be hang out all my friends together and then maybe after we hang out for the first time with my friends, like, oh my god, i'll tell you after, but this guy, this guy that i've been crushing on, I dammed him, I D dm him. I I posted a story of, like, the movie I was watching, right, and tagged him like, and when I hit IT.

no one.

so no one can see that I have so I appeared in his. Dm, that's fucking brilliant. H, you hide the tag. I'm just watching this movie, casually hide the tag IT appears in their d and .

then he d back and was .

like checkmark yes but then he invited me like to hole I and I was like, i'm not going to go buy IT to meet you, please like, I don't know you like to meet me at the nice guy or something and like, you know, nothing ever happened with that because .

I wouldn't go to subdue vous. Give us musician, actor, sports matter actor.

what did do you have a type? I don't have a type is.

We can keep all the thing I would literally, this would be like the number one show in the world.

like my dreams are in saying I, but like, I don't answer them. why? Because I don't. I have this thing. I don't like find people attractive or like, I can't like i'd done with a rya for a second.

Like, and I wouldn't heart anyone, so I just go and I was just luck just because I was bored and like this x everyone. And I don't find people attractive unless I like speak to them in person. And I have a conversation.

I feel we don't buy and and we can have a conversation, and I feel awwad talking to you, then i'm not going to like you, but a conversation flows easy. And we're like, yeah, friends and we can have a conversation. Then I start to like you okay.

my next question, how are you coming? Like what position during sex is your .

best way to get all IT really depends on the person I like to be on top .

because then you can control .

IT on top front or .

reverse .

front um but I also love a good missionary yeah, with like a pillow under me, underrated. I feel like for girls, the way that IT feels good for girls on top is not the way that IT feels really good for guys, if makes sense yeah like the way that the way that a guy wants you to ride isn't how IT feels good for us, right? Like it's not the .

bouncing bouncing .

up and down and it's like more like a grind when you're .

going and they don't get that .

and very like selfish like come on.

baby, like get on your you put your little feet on the back and the less of that.

my I like like. Turn around from the back like leave me alone. I'm not doing all this work for you. I'm take the markets for me.

Do you guys usually want to hit from behind .

for the obvious, honestly? I would I don't know not it's like it's never like the first thing, but even like even like not even the first position, but not even like the first time. Sometimes with someone.

it's not legs, but we were intimate like .

I like they can handle back there.

Like, i'm a look small, and this my big end up. Okay, I love U. K, okay, what is the child is king? Someone has asked you to be a part of in the bedroom.

So back my dog, you know that what I get away, I had a bark color for her. You put on yourself.

There's reasons why the dog a left you for your sister. And we are now getting cared by that.

I I would take IT up and put IT on, and then you would not remove rol and control .

IT a week because I can close in on your.

I would like shock the back of my neck, like i'd wear IT like .

a color and then .

press the shock and like turn IT higher if I was like not behaving .

like elector expense. But we did IT her or was just like a wool .

IT was like a oh.

so we're learning something about.

you know.

everything is so good. Morning sex or late night .

sex depends on the person .

like why I don't know. why? So I honestly .

like late night Better because you like, get ready for bad. You like pressure teeth. Morning sex is always like for me. I like, don't touch me unless I brush my teeth. So it's right when we wake up and it's like always a side or like a back and sometimes I like to.

yeah in the morning isn't that bad you .

know it's not bad. I won't say it's bad.

but I would prefer .

the night for me yeah my guy like the now embrace each other.

Was that the agal really .

give up to me?

Have you ever had a guy that, like, won't make out with you during sex?

Absolutely not IT.

I read girls right and be like my boyfriend. Like, won't really like, kiss me while we fuck. Do you easily get off from someone going out down on you if they are good at IT? No, you know, it's so sad. I member, I had luna roads on and we were talking about when the guy is going down and he's so honest story like going at IT and you're like, oh my god, that this is so awful and you like, okay.

just come fuck .

me yeah literally like you like OK you like transition like come on like .

it's so awful when they don't I the have said that that's like the girls code secret when a guys not going going down pull ki.

like can you I.

do.

Who is your last miscall and should we call them back right now because it's rudely people on you know it's. Kind of I think bag, we don't need to. Okay, SHE got a three, three drives.

There's an emergency. Should you call her back? I can like that.

I know she's probably just asking him, him so going to her, but i'm me here.

There you're going to show up so strong, you going now .

i'm going after, okay.

two more deep ones.

deep?

Yeah, you go. What are you insecure about?

I don't know. A lot, someday, someday is nothing. okay? IT depends on the day. Honestly, I don't .

like you're feeling to care. Be related, sali.

Everything, body, face, fuck in anything the way I speak like some day's will be insecure about like my buck and feet, or someday is ob by leg. I hate my fucking in tattoos I don't want to show them or i'm feeling bad or like whatever IT is like I feel like we pick out at ourselves so much that I try and like, you know, not to let you get to me but there's definitely day is run like, wow, I fucking him myself like i'm I just want to land bed cry what's something .

that nobody on the internet knows about you but like you're close friends know about you I mean.

I feel like just like everyone thinks that, you know, I came from this like rich family unlike I am like a stuck up little bear who like has had everything handed to her in life. That's not the case. Like I had to work for what I have. Like I had an advantage and i'll never like think that I did in, but i've worked hard to like take care of me and my family and other people around me.

You've had a lot of like ties to people because you have friends that are famous. People probably want all this information from you. And how do you like staying loyal the people in your life without compromising who you are and in moments of chaos, like the tabloids, like, i'm sure people are like, stuff do you like, have the tea do you not like?

How do you I feel like the people that i'm closest too, who would like ask me questions about other other people that they know I would know wouldn't even ask me because they have enough respect for me to like not put me in that position. So that's what I love about, like my friend group. And you know, if some things getting written in the tabloid, they're not going to be like old stash this sure or not like they know that like i'm not going to tell them or I would be like, oh, I don't know where whatever IT is that i've never had really an award moment except her like once when I would just be like so I don't know I don't know yet from my understand I don't know but they just you know I think they were respect to me and up like not asked me that and I ve never had any new random like or not random like acai dances even feel comfortable enough to ask me questions about other people you're kind of that like writer I checked that like you're keep .

being I just want to protect everyone I remember following you .

on social media so long ago and like .

not having really much about you other than like she's a really hot check and you know she's got a cool life so it's call us IT down with you and I know you don't do interviews and I appreciate you sitting down with me because IT gives like more insight into who you are your background without getting too deep and just like chilling with you and talking with you has been fun.

Appreciate you. Appreciate you my personal interview. So don't ask me again the other one.

you never coming back on goodyer no.

i'll come on, come on. Color that any time is the thing ever. I had so much fun. I mean, like tipsy having fun talking to like a friend, so fun. It's not scary. When I do an interview, I get so scared because I feel like they want me to fuck up something and like, say something fuck and trying like trip yer words up.

That's the goal we're trying to have fun doing.

have fun and drink some Sunny cheers. I like, I like I have once I left.