Leah’s Love Island Tell All
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What's up daddy? So we're already up to no good. We haven't even fucking started. On brand. Okay first of all you're a Leo. Fuck yeah. I'm a Leo.

Should we just end the podcast here before the world burns? Leah and I have already been basically podcasting downstairs and we were like, we need to shut the fuck up and we need to get upstairs. We were basically saying, do you think you cannot date your own sign? You know, me personally, I don't think I can date my own sign. Now, does that speak for anyone else? Maybe they have better experiences. Me personally, a Leo man like ruined my life for like five years. Five years? I think I'd like to steer clear of that, but... Wait, five years? Yes.

Yeah, I was getting embarrassed worse than Rob did me for five years. You're literally the most loved person on the internet right now. Is any of this like registering? No, I haven't even been in LA for 24 hours, but I'm with the best person I could be. Okay, to be fair, I need to just fucking say this. Rob was fabulous, but everyone's like fucking roasting me in the comments. Like, why aren't you having Leah? First of all, Rob got eliminated first. He got on the plane immediately and came here. They wanted me on here? Leah. Leah.

The president wants you on there. Like, everyone wants you on there. Like, what the fuck? Everyone wants to talk to you. Yes. It's crazy because the energy shift from how it was in the villa to how people are receiving me out here is something I... You... I'm sure you could tell on the reactions in my face every time that I got voted for America's favorite. I was...

genuinely shocked. It wasn't like, oh, like, let me put on a show. I literally was like gagged. Like I was like, how the, what the fuck? Okay. Cause I was going to say, I think a lot of fucking people were really pissed that they were like, why is Leah getting such a bad edit? Like, do the producers want her to be a villain? There were so many different conspiracy theories. So it felt like that also in the villa that you were having a tough time. I was having a very tough time in the villa. There were, there were times where I pulled, um,

like head production aside and I said I don't want to be here anymore there were three instances I can remember where I literally said like I'm not having fun anymore I have to go the reason that I did stay was Serena she's the one who convinced me to stay and Janae so I think that they could convince that like you guys were so fucking cute which we'll get to hold on tell me the three moments uh

One of them was after, so one that I remember the most recent one was when Kendall dropped the weight on Rob's face for least trustworthy guy in that one challenge. And Rob and I were in a good place at that point. And it just felt like everyone was still there.

Everyone was talking about Rob and I except for Rob and I and we just were trying to move past it but it felt like we just couldn't in the villa and it just was something that would not go away and I was so frustrated like after that challenge like I'm you can probably I haven't watched a thing of the show yet but I'm sure you could see like an energy shift in my face and I literally sat on the floor crying for like an hour saying like I can't be here anymore and

I want Rob. Like, I literally was like, please send me home. Bring Andrea back for Rob. If Rob, please, please, please. I said that I said, if that's what's going to make everyone in this villa happy, I thought I felt like I was like, I literally was like scared. Like I was after the dumping. Like I literally was like, I mean, like, this is bad, like bad. Leah, why do you think everyone was so obsessed with like you and Rob and like making these comments?

I think they like, I think everyone in the villa just from like how Rob and I got each other just from the start. I think especially now that I'm looking at everything, I think him and I just clicked really quickly. Like that's why when girls would come in and be like,

oh my gosh like he's so timid like oh so mysterious and I'm like is he like I was having a ball like from day one like we were just like fucking around like he was never giving like shy timid you weren't getting the onion I was yeah I said the onion was peeled when I got it so so people were like shipping you guys a lot and like wanted you guys to work and you were like it's literally not happening so yeah even like even some of the islanders like they were literally like

we want you guys to like comeback story of the year. Like they would be like, you know, you still have feelings for him. He still has feelings for you. Like let's get to it. But I'm like, I can't, I like, I can't. Why? I was so miserable. Like I feel like in relationships, normally I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop or I'm in constant fight or flight mode where it feels like

They're about to fuck me over. Like I felt like I'm always wait. I feels like I'm always waiting for something bad to happen. And it felt like that on steroids with Rob. And then it did happen. And then it felt even worse. And I literally wanted to go home and die. But then it just was like night and day with Miguel. Like he literally changed my experience in there. I actually owe him.

So, so, so much like more than I could put into words. Can you describe your relationship with him? Our friendship from the moment he came in. Yeah, we were friends. I remember the first night he came in. He was sitting in bed with me and Serena and we were talking for like 20 minutes with him and we were just like dying laughing and he was sleeping across from me that night.

In the morning and we were like talking again. But like our friendship that grew. We would joke around so much. And I feel like there were so many like little moments that we started to be like, no, I think...

I think I like him more. And he was like, he was, there were so many moments where he was like, I liked you, but I didn't know if you liked me back. And he was like, I didn't know if I could, like, I should say anything. And like, I was like, I like him, but I didn't know if I should say anything. And so he is probably one of my favorite people that like I've ever met. I think that

him coming into the villa was like game changer. Even I said, like, even if he came in and he was just my friend, like I would have been happy just because how amazing he is. I think that I have to credit him for a big part of myself in the villa. He, it was night and day the way I acted like night and day. I think he brings out the best in me.

And I think, like, we... And I feel like I bring out the best in him. And I think he is just, like, honestly the wisest, most amazing person you'll ever meet. I think I have... He's, like... I always joke. I'm, like, he's, like... I have nothing bad to say about him, which kind of scares me. But, like, again, he's so blunt, too. Like, I can't... Like, I respected how...

fucking honest he was like he was so honest from every step of the way like at first he was like i don't know if this is gonna go anywhere and then we started like more and more and then it became more and more and then more and then it was like but he was honest the whole way through which is like all i could ask for that's all we want that's his honesty like that's it and so yeah no miguel is to think for for

like probably 80% of me in the villa. He made my time in there from when we were coupled up, even during Casa, all of it. Like he made my time in there when I felt like it was supposed to be the whole time. He made me feel like I was permanently blushing. He made me feel like he was literally, like I saw that Liv said that

He was like my protector in the villa and like he literally was like I feel like he was everything and more and I'm so so so appreciative of him. Like it's I I have like no words. You guys obviously didn't make anything official when you were in the villa. Like what's the vibe? What's happening? I think we just want to like enjoy our time together. I think I love our relationship because we don't put pressure on it. It's like very organic, which is

What we both like. Yeah. And so. I think. We're just. Yeah. I'm excited to like. Be out in the real. We haven't done. It's like so difficult. Because it's like.

And one, and it's like, okay, yeah, like your boyfriend and girlfriend in the villa, but then imagine coming out here and you don't know how these people act like at a restaurant or like how they act at the club. You don't know what their social media even looks like. Like you don't know any of this stuff. So like, I think just learning each other outside of the villa is going to be so much fun because I love everything I learned in the villa. Okay. There's so much to go through. I'm like, hold on, rewind. We're going to go through all of this. How did you even get on Love Island?

So I got on Love Island. Like, I've been wanting... I feel like I, like, have been saying, like, you know, it would be fun to go on there. Like, why not try whatever? And I did... I sent an application, like, I think last year. And then I remember this year I got a text from one of the casting people and they were like, hey, like...

Would you be... Or maybe Instagram or text or something that they were like, hey, we want to talk to you. Can you fill out the application again? And they were like, you know...

whatever and then from there like we had a video call and then from there it was literally ball was fully rolling when you saw you have over a million followers oh my god I was shocked I borderline like I literally was like I probably have like no Instagram after getting reported so much because they're like this must be a bot no like get this fucking like she's buying her followers yeah like I was like oh my yeah people keep saying I'm

saying i'm buying my phone or that i was buying my phone how i was in the villain i didn't have a fucking phone so how was i buying who was buying then my mom spare me no no it was it's so iconic to see and i was so upset for you because when the tweet was shown to you like i saw so many oh my god no dude when the tweet was shown to you everyone online was going batshit they were like where did they find that bottom of the barrel tweet like everyone tweet read me to filth

though they did it did I was doing self fucking reflection after that tweet I literally sat on the bathroom floor and it was the off-camera bathroom and it's literally had roaches floating in the water and everything it was like this filthy little number and I'm sitting on the floor just thinking about everything I'm like

That was like a pivoting moment for me. I was like, it's like, come on, girl. Like, you're about to be 25, queen. Like, maybe let's not call men pussy bitches. Like, there are better ways to communicate. Is there? Is there, though? Can you tell people what there is? There is. There is. Sorry, I'm done. No, no, there is. Oh, I can't even repeat the tweet because of how long it was. And then when they read it back to me in B-Shut, I kid you not, first of all, she was reading. It was like a minute long. Everyone else had like one sentence, like,

Like, I don't know. It's like, dear Leah, you are a piece of shit. Oh, and then the gag of it all was at the end they go,

And the list goes on. I say, oh, oh, I thought we got everything off our chest. We're still going to anyone for some reason didn't watch that episode. Basically, the tweet was like so aggressive towards Leah. Meanwhile, all of us knew outside of the villa that we're like living in real world. We're like, you were the favorite. And it was crazy to see that you're getting like dragged when it was really like Princess Leah. We love you was what the tweet should have been like. That's the tweet I got.

Is how I felt in the villa. And then that's when Rob at movie night said, now that tweet makes sense. And I said, yeah, it does. Because that's how like I was feeling like that. Everyone thought that of me in the villa because I kept like, I feel like I was trying to do everything in like such a respectful and like right manner that it felt like things just kept getting fucked up. And did you at any point be like, I can't believe I put my like my life and my family and like my personal like

yeah self involved in this craziness like is my life gonna be fucked yes you had that was like a daily thought i was like fuck me i shouldn't have came here like i'm doing weird shit like i'm like ruining lives like i'm like i was thinking like my dad's like not gonna speak to me again like i don't think i'm embarrassing oh my gosh you don't understand everyone on on love island like the way it panned out the everyone so the final four and then kaylor and aaron and

got everyone so everyone got to speak to their family in some way manner or form like I remember even Kenny and Janae got letters from their parents from the words of affirmation date Miguel and I were the only people who didn't get a lick a lick of our family and I said hey so does my family hate me like did I embarrass them really badly or like why don't they want to talk to me like like is there a reason Miguel and I didn't get to speak to our family and Miguel was really upset for me because he was like

got to speak to them and he was like he knows I've been dying like to speak to everyone and especially my sister. Dude so you were like oh my family has abandoned me. Yes. I was in full I was spiraling every day. Okay. There was one day that the psych called me in like three

I said, oh, not again. Oh, God. And then people would go for like 10, like they would go for like 20 minutes and come out and then I would be there for like an hour. I'm like, oh, they're worried for me. Yeah. Fucking shit. And what would you say when you're in those psych sessions? Oh, honey, I was spewing garbage out my mouth. The things that woman heard.

NDA who? Confidential agreement who? Okay, so before we get into like the details, details of Love Island, I want to get to know you a little bit better just as like you prior to Love Island. Where did you grow up? Do you grow up here? Yeah, so I'm from Calabasas. Okay. Grew up here, born and raised in LA. Yeah, 24. My birthday's next month though. And yours is coming up too.

We gotta get hammered. August 11th. August 21st. Fuck yeah. Is that like a week apart? Yeah. 10 days. Yeah. You need to come to my birthday in the Hamptons. Can I? We'll talk. Cause I'm going to be in New York for the reunion.

yeah okay that's like come sit next to me wait that okay we'll talk offline um okay so are you close with your family oh my gosh i'm the closest with my family what is your family dynamic so i have obvious i was about to say i have a mom and dad like we all do um great start no so my mom and dad have been married for like 25 or something years 30.

My, so my parents. We have sisters in the room. We can acknowledge. Oh, okay. My sister's in the room. So my parents have been married for 30 years and my, I have an older sister. She's 11 months older than me and we're really close. We do everything together. Like we always say we're like attached at the hip and yeah, we are very close. She is like a very large part of the reason like I am who I am. So I owe a lot of things to her.

Yeah, she's a very big part of my life. Have you guys ever liked the same guy? You know, we know that. Do you know what I'm thinking? We have like the same guy, but like it's more of like a passer to the bro situation. It wasn't like fight like it was more like a it was more like a yeah, like yeah, the homie can hit too. Shut the fuck up.

Her boyfriend is literally like, we're done. Oh, please. No, it's fine. It's fine. So you, who was with him first? My sister. And she literally said, it's that good. You got to try it. Your words, not mine. Generous. Okay, but it wasn't. It wasn't that good? No. So you like it different.

that's generous from your sister then you're like what is this hand-me-down shit yeah no it was a giving hand-me-down okay okay um the first time that you smoked was pretty rough you said it involved you passing out and you trying to convince your parents not to ship you off to rehab this you my tiktok oh did i say that on love island too where is this coming from who told you that leah you told

on the internet you period okay yeah you say who said that okay because i was telling miguel a story about this one time i took edibles which is a really good one okay go ahead out of family my family we so we had it was during covid too so this was like our first like it was all it was like our first time that we were allowed to go out into restaurants this is like a big thing i remember this and like this was like a big deal like leaving the house like it was like crazy well

And so we were like, okay, we're going to go with like my family, our cousin's family, like their mom, dad, their siblings, whatever. And then our grandmother as well. And so my cousin and I, and she's like a smoker, like she be like bongs and all. Okay. But I'm like, you know what? Like let's take some animals and like, let's get really fucked up and just like, like eat a lot. Cause like, you know, why not? And it was like a sushi restaurant too, but like,

Yeah. It's not the food you want when you're high. No, yeah, you know, now I'm thinking about it in hindsight, probably wasn't the best place, but yeah, anyways, whatever. So we go, I think on accident, I think I read the jar wrong because I ended up taking 70 milligrams. Oh my God.

Leah. First of all, it was like an hour car ride to get there. So like the buildup in the car, like I'm not even there yet. Like I'm thinking like I'm about to get in there and be like hungry, just like chilling, like big, just good vibes. I sit down and all of a sudden I'm like, like, I'm literally, I'm like in full flight. Like, I'm like, what's happening? Where am I? Who am I? And then like, oh, and then I'm like, I'm like telling my cousin, I'm like, I have to go to the bathroom. Like I have to go to the bathroom. She's like, go.

I was like, come with me. And then my sister, my sister is one of those people. So my sister is sober. Like she doesn't drink her smoke and like,

I will say though it's annoying as fuck being around people when you are sober and you are around like drunk or high people are easy to be around but like if you're around drunk people not when I'm high though maybe you know whatever I it's just like so annoying to be around so my sister was just like Leah stop right like shut the fuck up so I'm sitting there like yeah and so I was like I have to go to the bathroom like I have to go to the bathroom okay so the restaurant that we're at

The bathrooms in there, mirrors all around. Literally, the whole thing is mirrored. Yes, hell on earth for someone on fucking edibles who doesn't smoke at all or take edibles. And I'm looking at all of them. I'm like this. I literally felt like I was in one of those horror mazes and I felt like something was about to come out the window or the mirror and eat me.

And then I come back downstairs and I'm like, I'm tweaking out. I tell my cousin, I said, I have to snitch on myself. I have to. I have to. I have to. I have to. I was like, I have to tell my mom in case I die tonight to tell the paramedics what happened to me. Like tell them I took edibles. Yes. So then she was like, don't do it. Please don't do it. Like, and just keep in mind, my fucking grandma is at the end of the table this whole time, but she doesn't even speak English. She definitely had no idea what was going on. But our parents were pissed. Anyway, so then like my mom,

So I take my mom to the bathroom and all of a sudden I dropped to my knees and I started gagging, throwing, like trying to throw up in the bathroom. But I wasn't throwing the drama. And I was, yes, my mom was holding my hair back. She said, get up. She was like, get up. This is a public restroom that you're on the floor. She's screaming at me. I'm like, well,

But I'm not... I don't give a fuck. It's a public... I'm not even thinking. I'm on the fly. I could have been literally on someone's shit and I probably would have been in the same place because of how tweaking out I felt. But, like, I just shot up heroin and then, like... And then I... Yeah, no. I was about to say something bad. Um...

Something crazy was about to come out of my mouth. And then, so I'm sitting down there and then my, and I'm like telling my mom, I was like, I just, I was like, I took edibles and if I die tonight, tell the paramedics what I took so they can try and revive me. My mom was like, you can't die from edibles. She's like, get up. She like grabbed me by my arm and she was like, you're going to go downstairs. You're going to eat food.

You're going to drink water and we're going to leave. And she said, I am never taking you out to dinner again. She was like, you come out once, once this whole time. The first time we're let out and you do this. And I was like, that shit went, that sobered me up. I said, good morning. I sat down at that table. I didn't open my fucking mouth. Did I eat enough? I didn't eat shit. I just sat there mute until we went home. Yeah. So that was crazy. Just a little.

little i'm wait and that wasn't the time that your parents almost threatened you to go to rehab because you smoked once that was a whole different one that was like pussy shit i smoked one joint i ended face down on the rug my dad walked into my apartment seen me on the floor and then he saw a like a like a hat like a smoking joint on the side like and he was like

what is this and then i was all there's pictures of it i'll i'll try i'll dig them out it's me on the floor in front of the toilet i don't know why like my first thing is to like throw up but like my mom was like it's not gonna come out of your system it's in your bloodstream and so i was like and my dad was like my parents were literally on the phone with each other saying like we're worried like she has to go to rehab that was like the first time i ever smoked in my life too i was like rehab it's one little rehab i said y'all killing me with this shit man

Some LA shit. They're like, oh, they're hitting it too hard. You're like, I've literally smoked once. Bro, it was crazy. Calm the fuck down. Okay, I feel like when you're from LA, you kind of just like know people in the industry or whatever. Did you have anyone in your family that was in this industry? Or were you the first person to like go on TV? Yeah, no, I'm the first person in this industry. My parents are not...

my mom is a microbiologist she like is not involved in any like social media sorts like my parents don't have inst or like they don't my dad doesn't have instagram like any i'm sure he does now but he's trying to get his he's trying to have his big one um your dad starts influencing can you imagine what's his name action i've just stopped action relax action relax you've done enough no

What does he do for a living? He's a CFO. Oh. For, like, a hospitality company for, like, hotels. Like, they do restaurants, stuff like that. So when you went to your parents and your family and you were like, I'm going on Love Island, what was their reaction? For a while, I had only told my sister. Okay. I was nervous to see how my parents were going to react just because...

Persians hold their children to a very high standard of, oh my gosh, we always make a joke. Persians say you need to either become a doctor or a lawyer or something of that. And I'm still in school right now as well. So I think my parents were just, I was worried of their reaction. Not that I would stop school or anything of that, but I just felt like,

my mom I don't know like I think our mom is just not my parents were born in Iran and they moved here when they were like 20 they didn't even speak English when they got here my mom worked at McDonald's my dad washed dishes and they've done fucking amazing for themselves they're like such an inspiration to me so I feel like I was a bit nervous to tell them but I really my main goal like I want to make them proud and like I hope I did make them proud I know they are really proud of everything like I've done and

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You said that you have had a lot of guys that your family has not approved of in the past. Can you describe their least favorite boyfriend of yours? Yeah, they would have literal interventions with me to get me to stop talking to him. No. For good reason, though. Now when I look back at it, when I was young, I was 18 when we met. So he got me in a good spot. My brain was super moldable and he molded the fuck out of it. So...

I think that shaped how I look at relationships a lot for a while. Yeah. And I think it made me feel...

like, I had to, like, work really hard to deserve someone's love or affection, and I felt like I had to always fight for someone's attention, which is not a great place to be, but I think I've also worked really hard now to not feel like that anymore, but I know even, like, in moments where, like, I don't know, sometimes I would just be, like, fuck, like, I don't, I'm still, right now, I'm, like,

Like, I don't deserve the way I'm being received. Like, I feel like I was on the plane. Well, I was going to say I was on the plane with Kayla and Aaron. We were sitting in the same row together. And I was, like, crying to Kayla saying, like, I don't deserve this. Have you seen what's online? I have. You want to hear what was so funny? Yeah. They picked me up from my hotel room.

And we were on like one of the golf carts and they were about to drop us off to the van at the front of the hotel to take me to the airport. And then they were like, Oh, Aaron and Kayla are going to be coming with you on the, in the van to the flight. And I was like, yay. I was really excited to see them. I was like, Oh my gosh, I haven't seen them in like days. I've been wanting to talk to them so bad. And, um, especially cause I thought that they were going to like, I literally was telling Kayla and Aaron when they were standing next to Miguel and I was like, it's you guys, like it's you guys. Cause I was like,

And even to Nicole, I was like, me and Miguel are about to go get fucked up at the Hilton. Like I was like doing like hand signs, like, um, anyways. So I'm like sitting there and I'm like going through my phone and I had just gotten my phone probably like 10 minutes prior and like ding, ding, ding, ding, ding, ding. And they keep getting like, have you seen this? Have you seen this? Have you seen this? I'm like, seen what? And they literally, they say, Kayla and Aaron are coming with you to the airport. And I like look at my phone and then I seen that

It said, like, Kayler said that no. What was it? What did it say? It was basically Kayler was on a phone call with someone. Oh, yeah, her friend. Her friend, yeah, yeah, yeah. In the background. Aaron was filming himself, for anyone that doesn't know. Aaron was filming himself making an Instagram video. Yeah. And Kayler's in the background on the phone with someone. And it sounds like someone on the phone says to her, Leah's not going to be irrelevant in X amount of months. Right, right.

So you see this when you're in the car, when they're walking up? Bro, I saw it on the golf cart when they were about to get, like, literally, yeah, like, right when I was going to see them. The timing was hilarious. What did you do? I honestly, like, I wasn't, like, pressed about it. Like, I really wasn't. I was like, I mean, like, fair enough. Like, maybe I will be, maybe I won't. But, like, at the same time, it's like, so, I mean, I saw Kayla, like, so...

the golf cart drops me off to the van and Aaron and Kayla jump out and they were like Leah like holy fuck like it's so good to see you and I'm like hugging them Aaron was so excited he literally like dropped his phone and broke it oh my god yeah I was so excited to see them and then I sat down and we were just talking like normal because I wasn't even going to bring it up just because I literally was like it's just not worth it like I'm very I was just happy to see them yeah and you're just coming out of this huge experience right and I was so happy like I was like

I was so happy because Miguel and I had just spent, like, two days together, like, in the hotel room. And we were just having, like, a ball together. And so, I was like, it's just not even, like... It's just, like, very, like, minimal stuff to me that I was like, it's not worth it. Because I know Kayla loves me. Like, I know she does. I know it. I know it. And I know Aaron loves me, too, despite everything. And I love them so much. So, I was just like...

I wasn't going to bring it up. But then Kayla was like, fuck Leah. Like I have. She was like, fuck Leah. No, I'm kidding. Fuck Leah. Fuck Aaron. Not her parents being like, she never curses. I'm like, babe, you don't know your daughter. I love her. She was like, Leah, I have to tell you something. And I was like, what? And she was like,

There's this video and I was like, it's okay. I saw it already. Don't worry. And she was like, no, I just feel like I need to explain myself. And she was like, I was on the phone with my friend and she was talking about... She said she was receiving a lot of hate. And she said it was coming from the fans. And she was saying that... Her friend was basically saying it just to make her feel better. And just like it's going to blow over type thing. And...

So, yeah, but I mean, when we got to the airport, like, and I, well, anyways, but your friend, she said that. And I was like, listen, like, I don't, I don't care at all. Like, I don't, I was not feeling a type of way about it at all. You weren't. No, not at all. Like, I love Kayla. Like, I was not feeling a way about it at all. And I mean, I love Kayla and Aaron. I'm really happy that they're together. I think that they suit each other so well. And I think that.

I don't know. That just wasn't something that I was like, I'm not, why would I fight with her about that? Like, it was just so like, I mean, I get your headspace and I think it's a very mature headspace to be in of like, she is getting fucking roasted online. So like we're seeing these bits and pieces. Oh, you want to know what it was? She said what it was, was that when I said the white, it's giving white woman scared. Yeah. That thing she said. That was so funny.

she said i didn't think they're gonna put that shit in there i said y'all killing me with this shit leah it was fucking funny not you pointing i was pointing the thing is too i wasn't even pointing at her face i was literally said the balcony and she's like serena was like don't be dramatic and i'm like literally giving white woman scared like i said the word balcony and then she like ducked like i was about to like hit her with the right hook i'm like okay

As if they would even let me. I would literally get tackled to the floor before my face or my hand would even touch her face. Are you kidding? It was fucking good TV. Yeah, but she was like, people have been calling me racist towards like Persians and black people and African-Americans and everything and saying that. And I'm like, that was not my intention of that. I think like...

I just was like me and Serena like she was saying basically like she was basically saying like people were calling her racist because Serena and I reacted and then she reacted and she thinks just like because she's white like it's coming off racist and like I was like well I know she's not racist like Kayla is not a racist you guys just for the your information yeah um

So, I mean, it was like that. She said like she was receiving comments because of that. And like, again, I was I don't want anyone to hurt anyone or feel like, you know, that they have to.

say mean things for to anyone on my behalf like I don't want that like I know how it feels to be on the receiving end of those things so it's and it's not a good place to be in it's actually very like harmful and hurtful and you're also just doing your best in there and it's actually very fucking hard to behave perfectly in there and all your mistakes are put on tv and there for the world to judge and then you get to get it replayed back to you again at movie night and so I

It's a lot. So I honestly can't be mad about how anyone moved in there just because it is such a high intensity, high pressure environment that it's like, even I said, I said, I was acting in ways that I haven't acted in, in years. I don't, I don't raise, I don't like to raise my voice at men. Like I used to, but I've retired.

I don't like to argue. I don't want to argue with men. I like to come to a very sound conclusion with them. I don't, I put that shit so in the past. I'm old as fuck. I'm literally geriatric. It's not the time to be telling people like you don't act like that. I like, I was just telling myself I'm not 16 anymore. It's not cute and it's not funny. Yeah.

I like that you're clarifying that though because again I feel like there's so much around this show and everyone's so passionate and like the fans are amazing but I think we have to remember like this is like a reality dating show like to spread hate towards people we've gotta just

yes simmer and i love every single person in that villa there is not one person that came in or out of that villa that deserves an ounce of hate i think that they everyone came in gave it their absolute all in their best they treated everyone with as much as respect as they possibly could sometimes you really can't handle yourself well and certain when you're

put in very weird situations. Sometimes, yeah, you slip up. But again, you're not, this isn't a movie. This is reality TV. You're, you fuck up.

Um, the big three. I mean, no, we have to talk about it because I know it's Love Island and it's not fucking friendship Island, but it was friendship. It was. You guys know what? Fuck that. Yes. Goodbye. It was truly like the most fun to watch you three, like form this sisterhood and watching you guys like ride for each other, watching you guys like have each other's backs, like going through everything together. Can you describe your guys dynamic and like who plays what part in the friendship? Oh my gosh. Um,

Serena and Janae, my shout out PPG. PPG back on top. Yeah, no, they are everything good.

In my experience with Love Island, I walked in with Janae. I got to walk out with Janae. We literally walked in holding hands. And she was the first girl I met, first person I met in the villa. I loved her right off the bat. I think that she carries herself amazingly. I think she is absolutely, like, such an inspiring person. I think she's so smart. I think she's fucking gorgeous. And I think she is hilarious. She deserves the world. Serena is...

the most special person I've ever met in my life. She made my time in the villa worth being there. She is the reason that I stayed the whole time. And she was literally...

I felt like it's hard for me to not have my sister with me because I feel like she's someone that I rely on a lot. But Serena was literally like the closest thing I had to my sister because they're both Virgos and they remind me so much of each other. There were things that Serena would do or say that I would be like, fuck, I'm so glad Serena's here because I know that's exactly what my sister would be saying or doing for me. And so...

yeah, they were very special to have. And I feel like our friendship is for life. I think that they mean the world to me and I could not have done anything in there without them. And I think we all, we've all had like our moments in there, but we all handled it really well. I think you guys did such a good job. And it was like, obviously one of like

my favorite moments was watching Serena just like walk up. Understandably, we'll get to like the Rob and Liv and you dynamic, but her being like, nope. What y'all not gonna do is gang up on Leah. She didn't even know what the fuck we were talking about. And Jenea's like, go, go, go, go. I was like, my girls. It was so fucking good. And I think that's like, that is the kind of friend I think every woman wants to have. Oh my God, she's everything. What was a moment on the show where Jenea and Serena like really had to give you a wake up call and be like, Leah? Yeah.

Leah. What? I think like after Rob called me like delusional on the fire pit. Oh, I have a good one. Okay. Like I think Rob like he was like when he was like, wake the fuck up. Like you're delusional. Yeah. And I was sitting there like, no, I'm kidding. I was like, did he just say he loves me? No, I'm kidding. Fuck. No, I'm kidding, guys, please. Yeah.

He was like, you're delusional. Wake the fuck up, whatever. And then that was like a hurt. That was hurtful to that. All jokes aside, like that was really like very hurtful to hear. And I think like Serena and Janae got to hear me talk about that a lot. And it was very painful for me, especially to hear from someone that I hold really, really, really in high regards. Yeah.

But like I remember the next day like he was sitting there or he was working out at the gym and me and Janae were in like the me Janae or Serena were like in the kitchen. And I was like, I love watching the guys work out like a few guys were working out. And then Janae was like, I know like it was Kenny and Rob and then

Jenny was like, I know Kenny looks so good. And I was like, I'm not talking about Kenny. And they both looked at me like, what the fuck is wrong with you? I, and then I was like, you know what? Like queen, like stand Serena would literally always tell me like, stand the fuck up. Like she would tell me to like, she literally would go like this.

stand up and like she I stood up like I had to stand up but I was down bad for a minute there it's so good because another moment you just like brought into my head from that is like when you said something of like you know what's so messy she said something you go you know what fine that man looks over

Serena's face literally like this. She was disgusted. Shut the fuck up. Oh, that was, you guys should have heard the things this woman was saying to me when the cameras like were not on. Like she actually was, she, I would, on moments where I felt like I was like, I'm spiraling. I would say, Serena, can you come read me to filth? I would literally say exactly that. And she would full blown read me to filth. I'd be, yep.

Don't want him anymore. I think everyone on the internet wants to know, like, what the fuck happened with this bullshit backseat whole drama? I keep telling them to roll the damn tapes of me. Like, show me where I sat there and was, like, cheering for Andrea to go home. We all...

collectively decided for Andrea to go home, we all shut our eyes and said, on three, open your put one for Nicole and two for Andrea. And me, Kayla, and Serena put two. And Liv put Nicole. And so, I mean...

But then Liv was like, okay, no, we're doing Andrea. And she was like, I'm like, we all are going to do it all together. And so let's do it. And I remember, I remember sitting there and I was saying, like, I was like, I just feel like I want to be very like, like just cautious of how this all comes out because I knew I told the girls, I said, somehow, some way, I feel like this is going to get flipped back onto me. And yeah,

Yeah, but the first thing Liv said when we all got into that huddle was we all know who we're not sending home. And she said we're not sending Janae home. That's the first thing we said was Liv came up. She said we all know who we're saving right off the bat. And she said we're saving Janae. And then it was between Nicole and Andrea. And then we just did that. And we all came to a collective decision. But I did sit there and I did say...

I'm scared that this is going to look a certain way on me. And I was not pining for her in any way, shape or form. I really wasn't. And I was praying to God they would roll the tapes that at movie night or something. I was begging them. I was like, you have to. And then but then they rolled the fucking tape of this.

Liv saying that I had a huge sway in it and then I was like, oh my gosh. Right. And then that's when Serena was like, hold on a minute. No, she huge sway.

Like, huge sway. Huge sway. Right, like... As if I was holding, like, a banner and saying, like, send Andrea home, send Andrea home. No, I said if we send Andrea home, Rob is going to hate me forever. And that's that. I didn't... What, I'm dumb as fuck? I may be stupid, but I'm not dumb as fuck. I did not think sending the woman that, like, this guy is in love with home is going to make him run back into my arms. I knew he was going to hate me. Why would I have done that? And if...

If I wanted Rob back, I wouldn't want it like that. I would have wanted him to do it on his own. Because you want to know in your own head if you're going to get that man back. It's like a fair fucking game. And he you and him come back together because you wanted to not because some random girl gets dropped off. And now you're like, I'm here. Yeah. Like I'm your second option. Do you want me back? No, no, no. It was never like that. Even in our chat after that day, like.

I did. I think I'm pretty sure I told him I still care about him and everything. But like at that point I was, I was with Connor and I, can I talk about Connor for a second, please? Yeah. Like first and foremost, like I liked Connor. I haven't watched the show, so I'm not sure what they showed of Connor and I, but the buildup to Connor and I's relationship was my, like, I loved it when the whole Rob situation happened, he was there for me. Yeah. And that's when we kind of

became closer yeah and then that's when I was like I actually like him a lot and then I was like but fuck me he's with Janae yeah and again if I want if I was playing the game if I wanted to just stay in the villa I could have gone to Hakeem he was walking around telling everyone oh Liam I type oh I want that and

wanted him in the villa so surely if I was playing the game I would have gone straight to Hakeem if I wanted to stay I liked Connor a lot like then we I don't know like we kissed outside of challenges like we wasn't it was not

always bad yeah or like I didn't always feel like that but I think like I confused he was just so there for me it felt like and compassionate when the stuff with Rob was going on that I think like maybe I may have confused like that compassion and like his French I just felt like I was very very I've never felt so alone it felt like everyone forgot that I

went through that with Rob it felt like they welcomed him and Andrea with open arms and everyone was just like get over it yeah and I'm not Serena and Janae though but it just felt like everyone forgot about what happened and they weren't like and I had to sit there the day like Rob and I woke up in bed that together and then I had to watch him like recouple up with her and make out right in front of me that day and it's just like

So painful. So painful. Like in ways I can't even describe how painful it was. Yeah. Like he was there for me. And I think like I felt so alone and like this one, like he was just giving me like I what felt like he was giving me so much comfort that I was like, maybe I got better.

my feelings confused and I had like once it and then I got like clarity of like I like him a lot but I don't I can't a I can't give him what he needs right now yeah and b I don't

I can't force myself to be somewhere that I'm not. And I don't know if I could have gone there like that sexually with Connor. I think that's okay to say. And I appreciate you like clarifying because I think again, we don't get to see all of it. Janae and I had, we obviously we had, well, Janae and I,

we're so like that situation didn't affect us at all. Like, and I don't want, and people were like saying like, how could you do that to her and stuff? But like people aren't like understanding, like Janae was kind of like kind of over it at a certain point. And so I just feel like there's a lot of things that weren't shown and it makes me very upset because like,

Everything aside, I never want someone to think that I don't respect Janae's feelings. I respect her feelings more than anything. My girls' feelings mean everything to me. I would put them over my own. So I did it, Connor and I both did it in the most respectful way possible. I told Connor, anything we do, you have to tell her first. I will tell her as well. But he had to tell her everything first.

And I had to tell her everything. And we were very, I made it a point, both of us, Connor and I made it a point to be as respectful as possible because how much I love Janae and how much she means to me. And I was like, again, like I know they were coupled up, but again, it's Love Island and

You're kind of like nudged to talk to other people. Like I would have loved to just been caught, like been comfy and coupled up with Rob from the beginning and just sat there like that. But yeah,

you are you're nudged a bit to you know branch out and talk to other people and that's what i was doing and that's what the experience was about and like i know that janae understands that and i just i'm upset that the edit doesn't show that but it is what it is okay we're halfway through do you need to pee or anything no you're good am i talking too much no you're doing so good i think it was good to clarify that and i think it was like positive that you did that okay now we're gonna go into like some other fun stuff it's rob island now

And we are going into Rob fucking Island. Passengers all aboard. We have now arrived to Rob Island. No, but literally. I was calling it Rob Island. Even the producers were calling it Rob Island. I kept saying, I don't remember crying. Girl, he got you fucked up. Yeah, it was literally Rob Island. Like even the producers, like even like some of the workers would be like Rob.

Violent to Rob and he would be like, fuck. What is that? Why? Why? Like, what was it about him? Like, try to explain it to me. I think Rob is very likable. I think he's very funny. I think he's a great person. I think that he...

I guess he's, like, alluring. Like, I can see why someone, like, you would be, like, drawn in. I can... Like, I get it, like, obviously. But... I was just like, well, not really. Is he your typical type? No. Really? No. What is your usual type? I feel like the last guys I, like, hooked up with were, like, African-American. Okay. So it was, like, a different... Vibe. Vibe. Okay. But...

The type of white guys I like, he falls into the category of it. Okay. So he, I guess, I guess you would say like, yes. Like if like we're like the, for the whites, like, yeah, I think like he's more in the vibe. He is the vibe. What was your first impression of him? Oh my gosh. When the guys walked in and I saw Rob, like it was, I only thought Rob, like I was like, like really? Yeah. The second Rob walked in, me and him looked at each other. And then from the second we looked at each other,

We would like when we were sitting around the fire pit, we kept looking at each other and like we would like make like little like we'd like have like we were already starting like inside jokes like right off the bat. Andrea comes in. Yeah. You guys have a good thing going on. He come. She comes into the villa. Rob was like up front with you and comes up and is like, I'm interested in getting to know her, but I still like you. And you were like really fucking chill in that moment. You were what every girl wants to be. The cool girl. Right. You were like...

You were like, yeah, like, no, it's totally fine. And you weren't even giving like fake. Yeah, it's fine. You were like, totally fine. I get it. You were so chill. Was that a little bit you like being cool girl and like faking it? Or were you dead ass like, oh, this is not competition. I don't really give a shit. No, I just sucks because I liked him so much. But I'm like, where are you, Leah? Yeah. Like you're like you're on Love Island. The poor guy like didn't have a proper experience last year. And so I was like.

I wanted him to have a good experience this year. And I was just like, you know, I felt like our connection was so strong that nothing would have ruined it. So I honestly, if you had asked me,

I think I was that calm about it because I was like, what would top us? Yeah. Yeah. In the real world, if like a girl is talking to your boyfriend, are you giving the same energy? Like, I don't give a shit. Or are you like jealous protective? I think I used to be jealous and protective. I think I've been like wrung dry. Now I'm just like, if you want better, find it. Like, I will too. I'm tired, grandpa. Like, I'll literally like, I like, there's always...

Like there's always like there's more fucking fish in the sea. Like have him. Like frankly, take him off my hands. Like that's the point I'm at. Yeah. Like it's like if you can easily get that swayed that fast. Right. So you're not worth my fucking time. Okay. That's good to know. Okay. We have to talk about the infamous conversation where Rob cried. You guys are fighting on the like balcony area. What went through your head when Rob said that he did not feel a sexual connection?

Oh my god, every bad thing I've ever thought about myself literally just was swarming in my head. Like, swarming. I've never felt that embarrassed in my life. I felt, like, so unwanted, so gross.

Like, literally, like every bad thing I've thought about myself was like confirmed in that moment. But it made me feel even more stupid because like the day before that I was telling Serena like how like I was like, oh, my gosh, like I love kissing him in bed. Like, I think I was like, I want to fuck him. And then to hear that the next day of that was like.

Oh my god, I actually was... I went to the bathroom to throw up. Like, after. I felt sick. Why do you think he said that? I don't know why he said that. I don't know why he said that. Why would he say that specifically to a woman? It's so bad to hear that as a woman, especially me, myself. Because I feel like it's taken me a while to get to a place where I...

I'm not even there yet where I'm like, oh, I feel good about myself of how I look because I'm very critical about myself. And I think that it just took me back. I don't know. I think it put me in a very bad headspace. I'll just tell you that. No, and I felt so bad for you because then you went to Serena and you were like, I feel disgusting. I literally feel like, what the fuck? He doesn't want me. Fuck, now I feel like I'm crying. Why are you crying? What's making you cry? It was just so hurtful.

And like, it was like so like weird to hear because I wasn't like, I wouldn't have guessed he felt like that. So to hear it was just like shocking. Yeah. Like heartbreaking. Yeah.

That's why I feel like the shocking part... Oh my god, now I'm gonna fucking cry. Because I feel like any woman can relate to that where you feel so embarrassed by like, wait, hold up, I thought we had something here and you literally are off of me. Where did I miss this? The sexual element, that hurts so fucking bad. But when I asked him, he had said...

He was like, I should have never said that. But I remember the first time we kissed, I had told her like,

Don't like go easy or something or like don't like hurt me or whatever the fuck I forget what he said and then you told him basically like moving forward whenever you guys would go to make out You were holding back because you thought he was like telling you to go easy Is that like he said it like three different times like before we kiss he first he was like don't hurt me second time He was like he said like go like he was saying we don't even kiss yet And he was like don't hurt me that we hadn't kissed ever and

And like or then he would be like go easy and we I was not I wasn't I wasn't like no I wasn't even like kissing him with my tongue or anything. So I don't know that I don't get it. I really don't understand it. I don't know why he said that because I wasn't even like swat like I wasn't like straddling him like I wasn't doing anything weird like or inappropriate. So.

Like I like he. Yeah. Do you think he meant it more emotionally? Like, don't hurt me. No, no. Why would you say that to someone right before you kiss every time? OK, because he said he like said it once in the beginning. No, he said it multiple times and I told him he said it multiple times. And he that's why I kept throwing me off. I was like, so then what do you want me to do?

I was so confused. Yeah. Like that could be, I'm still confused. I haven't talked to him at all. You haven't in the moment when he started crying to you in the conversation where he was, you were like confronting him and he was like crying and you were like, wait, how are you crying? Um,

Can you walk me through that conversation of how it felt in your head? Oh my gosh. I was, well, so he went on a date. Yes. Right. He kissed me before he left and everything. It was like, and then he said, do I look ugly enough? Like he was like, and everything. And so, and I made him, I made him food before he left. I made him like a sandwich. He like kissed me by, he was like, do I look ugly enough? And he was like, and everything. And then like sent him off and

You know, I was, like, freaking out the whole time he was gone. But I also was, like, semi-naught because I was, like, I'm so... Like, we both were, like, saying we were so embarrassed how we feel about each other this soon. And, like, then he came back and it just felt... Something was off and I felt like I was, like, fuck, I know he kissed her. Like, I know he kissed her. And then...

He came and sat me down and he talked to me for like five minutes maybe and then went straight to soul ties with andrea for two hours And i'm sitting there and i'm like he's not gonna talk to me before the night ends because they were up there a while like a very long time and I was like I was going back and forth with kendall. Like I was like Should I go talk to him? Should I go up there? And he was like no don't do it and then I was like, no, I feel like I have to and he was like

okay go and I was like no I'm not going to and then he was like okay and then I was like no I want to and then I was like I just want to talk to him I didn't want to fight him right I just wanted to talk to him I wasn't mad I just was like I'm still here like I'm still here right like I'm still here and so I went up there and then I seen them like like all like cuddly in there too which was just like okay like turn the knife a little more like I actually wanted to die that night um and then

He was just so nonchalant about it, which just like made me very upset because it's like we just woke up in the bed together that morning. Like I felt so dumb. I can't explain to you. And I kept expressing to him our whole relationship that I was like, I'm so worried I'm going to look stupid.

I kept telling him that he was like, I would never do that to you. Like I would never make you look stupid. And I was like, I'm so fucking worried. Like that I'm going to like, you know, and anyways, our calm. I don't know when our conversation took like a turn for the left. I can't remember to be honest. It was like, they told me it was 4am when we were filming that. Yeah. So you were like, Oh, where am I? Delirious. What is my name? Yeah. 4am. 4am. How long do you think the conversation was?

over an hour okay because obviously we got to see a cut of it maybe a cut of it started off really like well it felt like but he was basically saying like he likes her and it felt like he was like just like I don't want like trying to like clean his hands of me and I just was really hurtful because it was like

He was making it, like, such a point when we were together. Like, it's Love Island. Like, I like you so much. But he was... He did say, like, he wants to experience Love Island. Like, and he was like, I think you... Like, we... He was saying he wanted both of us to experience Love Island, like, in the way it should be. As in, like... Because when we were coupled up at the beginning, like, we really weren't talking to anyone else. Like, we were actually in, like, a bubble. And then on, like, day three or something, we were like, maybe we should start...

talking to other people because like that's what we're here for and then he talked to the other girls but I don't think anything like came from it and then that's when like Liv came in and obviously like took him and stuff and um but he still like came back to me after that and um I think it just threw me off because it was like he kept saying like he wants to be like super open during this experience and just like you like take the experience for what it is but then like

the second it felt like he had andrea like he forgot about me like he kind of made it seem like he was still gonna get to know me and andrea is what it felt like but then um it wasn't it was just like yeah let me and then i was like wow like that didn't was that nothing that was a really bad night that was a really bad night i was literally on rob island and i couldn't get off

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You're in your fucking Taylor moment. You're like, yes, bitch. I actually felt like that. I was like my queen. What was your messiest breakup? I feel like I have a lot to say.

I feel like I don't even have messy breakups, to be honest. Just, like, messy relationships. It just somehow ends. It just somehow, literally, somehow, someway, though, they all end cordially. Like, is the relationship horrible? Did we almost, like, literally go to prison? Or, the psych word, yeah. But are we all still really cool? Like, fuck yeah. No, literally, still...

love you all. I actually have great relationships with all of them. I think they're great. And they love me. So, in some way, like, they end pretty cordially. What the fuck?

You're like, it's so toxic. And then we're like hugging and kissing. Yes. And then we become friends. And then I never want, I don't want to fuck them after. And then I feel like it makes them like me even more. I think one of the most relatable things that you said this season of many was that you can't have just like a nice guy. Like you need to feel like a little bit like you're going to go to the psych ward. Can you talk about maybe some of like the toxic things that you have been attracted to in the past?

I feel like... I know this might be bad, but I feel like I like a possessive man. Like, that's hot. Like, you don't share me. You know what I mean? Like, it's hot. Okay, what else? I feel like...

Let me try and think what else. Like, I don't know. I feel like there needs to be like some sort of like intensity and passion in a relationship for me to enjoy. I know some people, again, hopefully one day I will get there where I'm like, I think

I think I am there right now, though. Like, but I also think, like, it was... Whatever, let me not sidetrack. I know a lot of people feel the same way. Yeah. So, and I definitely feels like... Like, I'm like, yay, cool. Like, something's not... Something's wrong with me, but not that wrong with me. Because something's also wrong with y'all, y'all, and y'all. So...

You're right. And I also feel like people were so confused when you were like, oh my God, like, I don't want a nice guy. It's like, it's not that they can't be nice to you. It's like, it is annoying and it is not hot when you can walk all over someone. When you're like, I could literally like, fuck your best friend and you would take me back. Like, that's not fun. No, because it's like... Even though you can do that to me. Right, right. No, please. Like, Leah. Ha!

You do it, but I can't do it to you. Disgusting. What is wrong with us? Listen, I had my fair share of it. Please. I had to knock my head against a wall and be like, I'm fucking done. Oh, yeah. And still then. Okay. Have you ever dabbled with professional athletes? Your face. Who hasn't? They're so easily fuckable. My grandma's probably fucked one. Sorry. That was rude. Okay.

Sorry, Grandma. Grandma has not fucked one. I'm sure, like, I don't know. Everyone, right? What sport? Everyone's had their fair share on the rise. Raise your hand in this room. Okay. What sports? What sports? Basketball. Just basketball? And football. But only one. One football player ever in my life. Does he still play today? No. I think he literally, like, sings now or something. They won the Super Bowl, though.

And then he went on to be like on the voice. Can you imagine he pops out on the fucking voice? I'm crying. He has a singing career now. I'm pretty sure. Did you block him? You don't understand the way this man. We fuck. Okay. Let me tell you this though. I will tell you this. I fucked him because I was dying over my ex. Okay. After we fucked.

I made myself throw up on PCH because of how disgusting it was. And then I went home and I sat on the shower floor and I didn't fuck again for like two years. Leah was so fucked about the sex. Everything. The sex. It was the individual. It was the act. It was the things he was doing. He spread his ass like this in the shower, which is like get clean King. But why are you doing that in front of me?

You can never unsee it. I can't. My sister and her friends make fun of me for it like to this day. I need you to fucking show me after off camera who this you'll die. I will. And the sex was actually bad. His. Yeah. His dick was what? And I was like, get away from

That is the scariest thing. That's in your esophagus. Yeah, like it was so unenjoyable. I don't think he came. I literally ran out of his house. I don't even think I had shoes on. I like took my belongings and got the fuck out of there. And he like tried to spin me around and kiss me when I was leaving like a movie and I went.

It was so bad. It was like, get me out of here. He messages me to this day. Shut the fuck up. And then after that, he texted me and said, let's go to the movie theater. And then like, I tried to get my friend to go to fuck him instead.

But he actually did want to go to the theater. He just, I don't know. I was like, well, actually, do you want to fuck my friend instead of me so I could get him off my back? You, you and throwing up on the side of the fucking road. I'm obsessed. Get this out of me. I actually made myself throw up on the side of the road. Okay. Are you going to kill me if I ask you this? What? Just say it. There are rumors in LA that you dated Kanye West. Can you confirm or deny?

Should I move on? Can you? You're like, let's go back to the football. Yeah. Ask me more about Rob. Suddenly I want to talk about Rob. Suddenly I'd like to talk about Rob more. Okay. Who was the best kisser in the villa? Miguel, duh. Is there anything that you are known for in the bedroom? What is your specialty? Give it to us right here, Leah. Come on. Oh, I was going to say, I like don't suck your dick unless I like you. It's fine. It's amazing. But you can give me tips so I can get up there.

Like, that shit's not coming near me. I've stuck my ex's dick for, like, three years. We were together for three years. I didn't even touch it once. You're like, just stick it in. I feel like... Hurry. I feel like... Stick it in, hurry. I feel like I've got to get this shit over with. Oh, my God.

no i feel like i can like oh since i ride horses and i feel like i can ride it pretty well if dare i say if dare i say i could see that that's amazing yeah okay fuck mary kill connor rob miguel go you guys are messy these bitches is messy let's see um good luck mary miguel fuck shit look at the way you're sitting holding on for dear life

Just say it. It's okay. You're not actually killing him. He's a nice guy. No, I don't want to fuck Rob. You just said that like a little kid. It's the two lesser. It's like, who do I want to fuck less? You continue. Do it too. Okay. Fine. Yeah! Now we're getting started.

Here's the thing. I think he's such an amazing, nice guy, he seems, but we're going to kill Connor. Period. Okay. Oh, I mean, yes. We got to kill Connor. Okay. Miguel seems amazing. So I think you marry Miguel and you fuck Rob. Okay. Same. You needed me to say it for you. I did. You're like, Alex, you say it. I can't say it. Yeah. Okay. Fuck Rob. What do you think the sex would be like with Miguel? The thing is... You had sex with Miguel in the Hilton. Yeah.

Cat's out of the bag. How was it? I mean, did you see his fucking heart rate challenge? It was literally giving like he has like a past as a male stripper.

Fuck. I am curious though. Obviously you've fucking seen the fan edits of you and Rob. Yeah. They are everywhere. When you saw all these edits, were you surprised? Because it's like clearly what you're describing that you experienced in the villa is not this romantic love affair. And you're watching these edits that make it literally feel like you're like, I don't know, any fucking main character in a movie that they're together. I can understand. No, I can understand why people were like invested in Rob and I. We were like, it felt like,

like we were like twins yeah it felt like we were like each other's like puzzle piece there were so many like moments where i was like oh my god like they put him in here for me i get it like i get it i understand why because even i was like i was like everyone in the villa was like you and rob are fucking adorable like everyone loved us

Do you think you will be ever friends? Rob and I? Yeah. We are friends. I love Rob. I think he's a great person. Yeah. I do. I think he's so funny. I have such a good time with him, but I think we are good as friends. Okay. Just friends. Okay. Last couple of questions and then we're wrapping up. I promise. Okay. How do you feel about the reunion? I'm excited for the reunion. I really am. I'm excited to go there and like,

be outside with my people and just see them again. I'm excited about it. Like, what do I think will happen in that time between? Not fucking sure. This bunch though, I'm sure we'll find something to fucking do. Where do Janae and Serena live? Serena lives in LA. Fuck yeah. Wait, oh my god. We're about to be outside. Oh my god, I didn't realize she lived here. Where does Janae live? Vegas, so she's up in this bitch too. You know, PBG back on the top.

so it's literally like a show like i can already see it literally like oh we're so excited you should we all go to megan yeah will we get arrested probably probably imagine our mugshots though okay okay our birthdays yeah who are you dreading seeing if you had to pick one person it's gonna be a little messy dreading seeing who did i not like

probably hakeem wait oh hold on a minute is kane and we rewind is kane gonna be there because that's i'll put him in as my answer or like josiah or something matter of fact put all of kawasaki okay that's a good answer who was the biggest drama stirrer in the villa kendall or me

Well, I was mine wasn't unintentional. Okay. The candles felt a bit like he was mine was like mine was so unintentional. Like it was like just I felt what felt like everyone said it felt like it was just following me and I kept trying to get away from it. And but then it was like, wait, wait, I'm catching up.

and then it would latch onto me and I'd be like, fuck me. Yeah. Does that happen to you in your personal life usually? Yes. It's really horrible. I think it's like, cause I'm a triple Leo. So I think that's, that's the issue here. It finds me. I'm telling you, I will, I could sit here on your couch and something, some way, someone would bust through this door that you would never think. Like fucking Dwayne, the rock Johnson could come in here right now and say like, what did you do to me last night? And I would be like, wait, we've met.

Leah. I'm serious. Like, I don't know how or why. I believe you. I believe you because we watched it. Okay. Who was the funniest? Or me and Serena is, but also though, Janae is funniest. Fuck. Okay. That's right. Yeah. That's the answer for all of these. Who was the horniest? Everyone's saying it's wrong.

Can you believe he had sex? Yeah. Miguel and I were dying. He goes, he goes, no, it was so bad. Like Miguel came up to me the next day, had no idea I had sex. And Miguel was like, yeah, man, like I can't like imagine having like sex in the room, like blah, blah, blah. And Rob's like me either. He literally had it last night. Dude. The thing is though, we've seen them fuck one night.

Yes, we were both like this. We were dying. We saw Rob get up to get the condom and stuff. Stop. Yeah. I'm dead. Yeah. Who was the most genuine? Serena. Okay, last question. What do you think is next for you? Like, are you going to stay in school? Are you going to be in Hollywood? What is happening? I would love... I want to finish school, but I also know that people want to hear from me. I know people want to interact with me. Like, they keep...

If it weren't for people wanting to see me, I would probably just like head down, focus on myself. But the love that I've been receiving is like, I want to hang out with you guys. I want to talk to you guys. I want to do things for you guys. I want to do things with you guys. Like it makes me really excited to for like the future. So I definitely somehow some way want to...

Leah I know this is not the last we will be seeing of you you're a fucking star bitch and I love you and you're a Leo so it feels right thank you so much for coming on Call Her Daddy wait can you tell me the story what was the vision board what is the manifestation vision board of Call Her Daddy I was drunk as fuck in my hotel room writing down manifestations of what I wanted to come true waiting for them to come tell me hey you're going on the show and it happened no phone just vibes and

fucking slammed i'm writing in the notebook it's like really messy too because i'm that drunk like one eye open and then i'm just writing this shit down and then we're here here we are but i also wrote down i need to bring that journal to you because it's funny as fuck you're gonna die i wrote in there i said it's day three i've realized i should not be drinking alone

And then I said, I'm starting to feel like Tom Hanks in Castaway. Bitch, you had a TV and you were on the beach. Where were you? What are you talking about? In my hotel room. When they put you away in the hotel? How long were you in there? Like, oh, my God.

A week? Almost. Two? Two weeks, almost. I lost track of time. Oh, so this is before you went into the villa. I had no phone for a good amount of time. Wait, I thought you were saying this is after the... No, books is before. You're saying before you started all this. You manifested color, daddy, before you even spoke on TV. Yes! Bitch, bye. Yes!

Yes. You were already feeling like Tom Hanks in Castaway before you even started. I know. Look at me now. Fuck. Look at you now. You're free as a bird. Go live your fucking life. I can't wait to see what you do. I love you. I love you so much. Thank you so much for having me. Fuck. We crushed. Crushed.

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