Deep Dive
Why did the speaker decide to dye their hair orange?
The speaker decided to dye their hair orange after seeing AI-generated images of themselves with red hair, which they found surprisingly appealing. They wanted to try a lighter hair color after having dark hair for 30 years.
What was the speaker's experience with rock climbing?
The speaker, who is afraid of heights, tried rock climbing for the first time on a beginner’s route that was about 10 meters high. Despite initial fear and discomfort, they managed to complete the route, though they found it physically exhausting and challenging.
Why did the speaker feel that trying new things didn't help their low mood?
The speaker felt that trying new things like dyeing their hair and rock climbing only temporarily distracted them from their deeper issues, such as feelings of loneliness and a lack of deeper meaning in their life. These activities didn’t address the root causes of their emotional struggles.
What did the speaker learn about facing fears and social judgment?
The speaker learned that while exposing themselves to fears like heights or social judgment can be empowering, these fears weren’t the core issues they needed to address. They realized that their deeper struggles, such as loneliness and lack of purpose, required more introspection and honesty rather than just external challenges.
What is the significance of the movie 'Look Back' to the speaker?
The movie 'Look Back' resonated with the speaker because it depicted the journey of two characters who shared a deep connection through their creative work. It highlighted the importance of having a 'shareable soul'—someone with whom one can share vulnerabilities and experiences, which the speaker feels they currently lack.
How does the speaker view loneliness after reading the article '世界とはぐれて'?
The speaker found comfort in the idea that loneliness doesn’t have to erode one’s inner self. The article emphasized that even without romantic relationships, one can still cherish daily life and create a sense of belonging. This perspective helped the speaker feel more at peace with their own feelings of loneliness.
- 十月尝试染发和攀岩，获得新鲜感但未能摆脱低落情绪
- 将染发和攀岩视为暴露疗法，但方向可能错误
- 中年危机体现为冷漠、孤独和空虚
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