During the pandemic in March 2020, '请吃七分饱' joined an online writing camp with other middle-aged women. Reflecting on her youth, she wrote a poem to commemorate a missed romantic connection from her high school days, which she described as a 'perfect regret' that grew more idealized over time.
The poem 'Triangle' was written by '哈哈哈' as a playful way to teach her young child English words related to shapes. It also reflects her journey through postpartum depression and her efforts to manage her mental health while raising her child with patience and humor.
In her poem, '野人' explores themes of self-alienation and dissociation, reflecting on her experiences with toxic relationships and personal struggles. She uses vivid imagery to describe feeling like an outsider in her own life, surrounded by external influences that overshadow her sense of self.
In '戒不掉狗了,' '王大壮' humorously portrays her dog as a self-centered but endearing companion. She reflects on how her dog's carefree and unapologetic nature has inspired her to embrace her own authenticity and reject people-pleasing tendencies.
汪汪 wrote '地球' during a low point in her struggle with depression and binge eating. The poem expresses a deep, almost desperate, longing for hope and beauty in the midst of self-loathing and emotional turmoil, capturing the tension between despair and the desire for renewal.
礼品卡 wrote '无名小诗' in a semi-conscious state at 5 a.m. and felt that she could only write poetry when she was not fully awake. She mentioned that she hasn’t written anything she considers poetry since then, as she believes her creativity is tied to her dream-like state.
小虎 experienced a moment of clarity and release while waiting for a train during a difficult period in her life. The sound of the train and the wind passing by brought her a sense of peace and acceptance, helping her let go of past pain and move forward.
牧民小蝴蝶 wrote '四月' during a happy time in a rose garden with her family and boyfriend. However, the poem contrasts sharply with the traumatic events that followed, including her boyfriend’s sudden illness and the violent confrontation with his family, which left her feeling humiliated and betrayed.
In '爱的氧气,' 三日 compares her mother to an oxygen tank, symbolizing her mother’s constant support and unconditional love. The poem reflects her gratitude and the deep emotional bond they share, despite past conflicts and misunderstandings about parenting styles.
小蘑菇's poem, written during a period of severe anxiety, describes her journey of reconnecting with her inner self. She portrays this process as a quiet but powerful reunion, where she begins to embrace and accept herself despite her struggles with mental health.
读自己的诗,一起做件酷酷的事。
- Highlights:
03:17 请吃七分饱的诗《致十八岁的你》丨“青春少年时候,有一个遗憾”
8:37 哈哈哈的诗《Triangle》丨“在我这是一首诗,背后却有很长一个故事”
16:42 野人的诗《最寂静的时刻,是忘却自己的时刻》丨“三个小故事,对应三个烂男人”
32:49 王大壮的诗《戒不掉狗了》丨“我的人生课题:怎么样去做一个潇洒冷酷的人”
38:29 汪汪的诗《地球》丨“它写在一年前我又一次暴食之后”
48:14 礼品卡的《无名小诗》丨“之后,我没写过可以被称为诗的东西”
50:35 小虎的诗《我是谁》丨“绿皮火车轰隆隆从远处来,带过了一阵风,我一下就释怀了”
56:07 牧民小蝴蝶的诗《四月》丨“我不想被这些东西击垮,我还要去创造我们的生活”
小蝴蝶的玫瑰园
1:15:27 三日的诗《爱的氧气》丨“谢谢大家见证我的幸福”
1:20:44 小蘑菇的诗《写给自己的句子》丨“我旁边也有氧气瓶,干杯!”
## 小蘑菇的沙发
1:37:27 思琪的诗《一条蛆是洁白》丨“我希望现在就开始退休,花着我一万多的积蓄交房租、养我的猫”
1:44:29 蓝的诗《刺猬》丨“这全都是我这一个晚上吃的”
1:49:42 二胖的诗《一万个我》丨“我没有想过可以有一个节目来分享这首诗”
1:53:03 张春的诗《想做个杀手》丨“当时我很抑郁,很想变成一个狠人 ”
- BGM:
李宇春 / 无常
歌词改编自穆旦译珀西·比希·雪莱诗歌《无常》
曲:双头怪Nick-sirK、陈伟伦
所属专辑:周末愉快
- 感谢参与本期节目录制的:
请吃七分饱丨哈哈哈丨野人
王大壮丨汪汪丨礼品卡
小虎丨牧民小蝴蝶丨三日
小蘑菇丨思琪丨蓝丨二胖
- 感谢参与本期节目录制但未在成片中体现的:
非鱼
- 制作:张春酷酷酷播客频道
主播&文案:张春
导播:Little_Z
剪辑:浅浅
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